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90. ONE LAST QUESTION

Author: Caelum Cayden
last update Last Updated: 2024-05-25 22:53:29

HANA

"It hurts," I told her, hoping that she could take away the pain between my legs magically.

She caressed my hair, whispering. "It's okay, sweetheart. It will heal. You will be fine. I am here, we are all here."

"It hurts," I told her again fully aware that she could not take the pain away. She was the reason I was suffering.

"I did it for you," She told me, her hand caressing my hair again. "Cillian will love you."

I don't know why the memories came back when I looked at her again.

My mom clicked her tongue something she doesn't do often. And my brain started to relive the moment when I had my hymen stitched back. She clicked her tongue. I was under anaesthesia and I almost thought I was dreaming.

"Why would Cillian want a damaged girl?" I heard her say to someone. "It's for the best. Violet thought well."

Suddenly, everything became clearer. It was Violet's idea. She tried to help me and carefully manipulated everyone so they were convinc
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