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78. DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE
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2024-04-06 14:52:17
Caelum CaydenHi People, I would like to clarifiy few thing for whoever reading this novel. First of all, I love you all and I am grateful for you guys. I will always try to be better than before. Recently, I have realised that I have give same names for two characters. So I am correcting them now. ENZO is the guys Hana went to date with once. Vincezo is Sebastian's cousin by blood. (I recently changed that name. It will take some time to reflect) There are two Xaviers- one is Bash's dad and the other is Alexander's brother. His character isn't important. So you won't find him often. CILLIAN SEBASTIAN MERRICK is our Hero. SEBASTIAN MERRICK is his cousin in the MERRICK FAMILY. Thanks for being here. Stay safe
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A TWENTY SOMETHING 102. THE FUTURE
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