A BEAST BENEATH

Leonardo shifts my singlet up and exposes my boobs, startling me. Before I can cover myself or fight him off, his lips latch onto my nipple, making my heart jump out of my body. His hand is also caressing my thighs, messing with my brain. I shake my head to chase away the feelings and immediately slap him. 

He looks up at me and bites his lips, looking straight into my eyes. 

“I couldn't stop myself, I'm sorry.” He whispers without sincerity. He will definitely do it again if he gets the chance. He fishes out a clean white handkerchief from his pocket and wipes the liquid from between my legs, carefully drying my panties. 

A bell goes off in my mind as I realize what I just did. I let my brother's murderer touch and pleasure me. I'm damned. 

“You, do you take me for a slut you can toy with as you please?” I growl angrily, quickly adjusting my clothes as tears sting my eyes. 

“No sweetheart. You're my angel. You're the only woman I have touched in many years. I…” He sighs at this point. 

“I don't know how to explain it to you. Just know that you're special and very important to me. Aurora, I think I love…”

A loud scream comes from the other side, and I can't be more glad for the much needed interruption. I turn to look and see William pounding into one of the girls from behind while she kneels on all four, screaming and shouting like one under torture. There is whitish liquid staining the area they were joined and more pumps out as William thrusts into her, even dripping down her thighs. He spanks her ass at intervals, as she screams, asking for more. The other girl was sucking the boob of the girl being fucked, while touching herself. The first girl was equally touching herself where she was joined to William, moaning with her eyes shut. I make a face at the disgusting scene. She lets a woman suck her boobs and kiss her lips, while intermittently returning the favor. She's bisexual. 

The other girl suddenly lies before her with her legs on the girl's shoulders, bringing her private part to the face of the girl being fucked and spreads it with her fingers, as if inviting her. My mouth opens in shock as the girl adjusted her position, licking the other girl’s private part as William pounds her from the back. Her moans of enjoyment fill the room and I can't determine if the reason for her moans is William behind her, or the girl she’s sucking. 

A hand covers my eyes from behind, blocking my vision. 

“An angel like you shouldn't watch such debauchery, although you seem to like it.” He whispers and licks my ears, making me blush in shame. 

“If you want to experience it, I will arrange it for you. But not these kinds of people. They need to be screened and ensure they're healthy. However, I don't think you will have the time for that. My cock is enough to keep you high forever, Amore mio. Let's go back, enough adventure for today. You need to go home now. We don't want mom to know you have been a bad girl today, do we?” He whispers, making shame wash over me. 

“Leonardo, I won't change my mind. I will marry William. Please, don't contact me again. What happened today is wrong, and will never happen again. We don't have a future together.” I whisper and turn to leave, knowing he's chasing after me. William and his group were too busy throughout to notice that someone was watching behind the screen. And once again, I feel that painful ache in my chest. 

****

Two days later, William finally made time to see me after I begged him for two whole days. I'm standing before the faculty of arts cafeteria. This is William's favorite meeting spot. I see someone waving at me and look up. It's William, with a bouquet of pink roses in his arms. I used to love it a lot, thinking it was a sign of his unending love and devotion. But now, I recall I once told him that my dad buys my mom a bouquet of pink roses each time he does something wrong to my mom, to apologize in advance, even if she never finds out. Now that I think about it, he must have brought it each time he cheated, which was nearly all the times we met up. 

“Rorie! Did you miss me?” He whispers and tries to kiss me. My stomach churns as memories of him licking someone's private part flashed before my mind. Before I can stop myself, my head turns of their own accord, making the kiss land on my cheek instead of my lips. 

I take a deep breath, reminding myself that I also let Leonardo, my brother's murderer touch me, and even enjoyed it. Hell, the past two days, I have woken up quite a few times with my panties soaked from dreaming about Leonardo. This morning, I had woken up with my legs spread and my fingers between my legs. I had kicked off my panties some time in the night during my wet dream. Luckily, I always keep my door locked while sleeping. Otherwise, I won't know how to explain to my parents the reason my gown is pulled to my waist, with panties gone as I touch myself. Sometimes, while bathing, I think about that disgraceful memory and find myself caressing my boobs. For the first time in my life, I did something as evil as masturbation. And it's all because of that demon. I guess associating with a demon does rub off on people. 

Of all people to make me think of such dirty things it's Leonardo Cassano, a demon connected to the death of my only brother. Now that I think about it, compared to William, I'm the worst sinner.

I take a deep breath, hardening my resolve. I have to get married to William. That's the only way out of this mess. As for the cheating part, I'm sure he will change after marriage. 

“Did you miss me?” William asks again, kissing my neck. My skin crawls in disgust, unlike the pleasure I felt when Leonardo did it. Aurora, get it together. It's impossible between you and Leonardo. You better forget what you saw and get used to William’s touch. 

“What do you think?” I whisper, being vague about it. I hate lies, and hate lying to someone even more. However, I can't admit to him that a certain demon occupied my mind for the most part. And that I only thought about him at intervals. 

“Let's go in.” He whispers and takes my hand, making his way to a private booth that he always reserves whenever we come here. 

The table is already set. He probably called them before we arrived. 

“Let's eat first, then you can talk to me.” He whispers with a charming smile and caresses my face. 

I nod with a smile and begin to eat. But I have no appetite, food is the least of my problems at this point. 

William smiles and caresses my lips. 

“What's wrong? You look worried.”

“William, can we bring our marriage forward? Maybe next week?” I whisper, not hiding the desperation in my eyes. 

“Ah? Why the rush? I'm not ready now.”

“Do you remember the psycho I told you about? He's still stalking me. I need to get married so that he will give up. If we waste any more time, he might do something crazy to trap me.”

He sighs helplessly, as if in deep thoughts. 

“The company is not doing well nowadays. A hasty wedding will not look good, and I don't have enough resources to fund a wedding at this point.”

I quickly hasten to reply, placing my hand over his to reassure him. 

“It doesn't matter, I’m not materialistic. I don't mind a small ceremony, let's just get married first. We can make our anniversary big to make up for the hasty wedding. I have a little money saved up, I can add it to whatever you have and manage it like that. You have always said you want to marry me. You won't hesitate now, right?”

“It's fine. Since you want to marry me so much, I have no complaints. You only need to do one thing for me. And after it's done, I will hold the wedding.” He whispers, smiling at me. I suddenly feel terrified for no reason at all as I look at him. His smile looks wolfish, wicked, and calculative, making my blood run cold.