I hope you like this chapter. Just a little closure on Russel and Nikolai’s history here and you can see the connection between Russel, Kegan, Nikolai and Selina too. Let me know your thoughts. 💜
Chapter 69RUSSELNikolai opened his mouth and closed it again. “What– what did you say?”Kegan was staring at me with utter disbelief. “Are you making this all up?”“Why?” I asked with obvious nonchalance. “Because it’s so hard for you all to believe I actually had a reason to kill? Because you want to believe I was the bad guy?”“Jesus, Russel,” Nikolai exclaimed, his hand sliding over the nape of his neck. “That was my kid sis. She had a crush on you since she was five, she fell in love with you, she knew only you, you deflowered her, she was going to marry you!”“No disrespect to Selina or anything, but I was gone for three months. Anything could have happened to change her feelings. And I don’t fucking know what happened. All I know is that I came back that night after you broke my nose and bloodied my eyes concerning her, and I found them there, on the fucking couch in the sitting room.”“Did you think about the fact that maybe, just maybe he forced her? Your father was not exact
Chapter 70 ALLESIAThe garden was a perfectly groomed reflection of everything pure, everything you would most likely not expect in the dark, contrasting world of Russel Mancini. You could imagine my shock when Melissa disclosed that Russel actually planted every single flower here. As I stood there, surrounded by the vibrant blooms and lush greenery, the turmoil raging inside me did not go away and I couldn't shake the wave of conflicting emotions that swept over me. The very beauty of nature seemed to mock me, the colorful flowers a stark contrast to the darkness I felt inside.I traced the delicate petals with my fingertips, trying to distract myself from the curiosity gnawing inside me. Melissa left just as soon as she brought me into the garden, she said she wanted to make sure ‘the boys’ did not kill each other. I had so many questions, some of which I was actually hoping Melissa would answer, but again, part of the contract I signed explained in clear terms that I had no busi
Chapter 71ALLESIARussel took slow, deliberate strides towards me. He was holding onto just one end of the cuff, while the other end trailed behind him on the floor. My eyes followed the cuffs with a mix of fear, uncertainty and yet excitement. He reached where I stood, and his fingers reached forward like he wanted to lift my chin and kiss me and I closed my eyes, anticipation tickling inside me. But instead of my lips, he reached for my hair and felt the texture with his fingers, then he brushed a few strands away from my face and stepped back. “What did you do with your hair?” He was giving me an inquisitive stare. I opened my eyes slowly, the embarrassment making me flush totally. I cleared my throat, “Melissa dyed it for me. Part of the disguise.” He shook his head slowly, “How long before the dye washes off?”“I don't know. A week tops, or maybe two.” “I liked the natural color better. You should get it washed out.”I frowned in astonishment, “You didn't like it before. I t
Chapter 72ALLESIAMy entire body felt like a large herd of cattles had trampled on me everyday for the last two weeks. It's been nearly twenty minutes since Russel finally decided to let me rest after the fourth round. I never thought I would experience a single orgasm in my life not to talk of six in a night, but here I was. I already tried to get up twice before, even though I did it stealthily, but both times I found out my legs were too limp for their own good. So I just lay still beside him, my body utterly spent, like every ounce of energy had been drawn out of me. While I was drained, physically and emotionally, Russel did not share the same enthusiasm. In fact, he was lying on his side right now, typing away on his phone without even sparing me a glance. Somehow, I felt like I was invisible, maybe he simply forgot I was there or something, or maybe I just wanted some acknowledgment from him. I stole a glance at him, hoping he would look at me, but he didn’t spare me a singl
Chapter 73RUSSEL I dropped a sleeping Allesia on the bed in her room and tucked her under the covers before making my way out after confirming she was still very much asleep. I figured she would need the rest after all the marathon we ran the night before. Lucky her, she gets to sleep and I don't Last night things got a little out of control, but Allesia was a fast learner and she had definitely grown on me. She was getting used to my ways, and even getting a little too comfortable around me, which I wasn't finding to be a problem just yet because, well, I couldn't exactly say I wasn't beginning to get used to having her nosy ass around either, at least now that I don't have to fight with her for sex. I had worked my ass off the whole night trying to sort that fucking shipment, fuck Vincenzo for insisting on having those stash brought in this week, I hissed as I strolled into the kitchen. It was still very early, and I was hoping to find Kegan there. “Good morning Sunshine,” his
Chapter 74ALLESIAI stirred on the bed, partially feeling a mixture of exhaustion and laziness. I reached for the soft pillow to cuddle since it helped me sleep better that way. But then I recalled that I had something– someone to make me feel even better, and so I reached for Russel's side of the bed. Sometime last night I remember wrapping my hands around him and falling into a deep slumber while he was still working. His strong, powerful arms were a perfect shield and headrest, providing me with all the warmth and comfort I needed to have the best night.Who knew that sleeping in a man's arms could be that sweet? I was really hoping for that kind of luxury this morning, but I was disappointed to find that I was alone on the bed—his side of the bed was totally empty. I blinked severally and finally forced my eyes open fully. That was when I realized that this was not the cool, red and black interior of Russel's playroom, instead, it was my boring bedroom. How did I end up here? T
Chapter 75RUSSELShe shut the fucking door in my face! I stood there for another two minutes, frowning in disbelief. I contemplated knocking on the door, which was my first instinct, but I decided against it. I wasn't about to start making her feel like she's too important or like I owe her anything– not even explanations. So I turned around and returned to my room, where Kegan, Nikolai and Dylan were still waiting. “Took you long enough,” Dylan grunted, “What, y'all did a quickie back there or something?”I glared at him, “I wasn't even gone for long, so stop blabbing,” One glance at Nikolai and I smirked, “Or maybe we did have a quickie.” Nikolai rolled his eyes, “Still the fuck boy I knew before. If Selina couldn't change him, then Allesia would be delusional to think she can.” Dylan laughed, “I don't want to believe Allesia is stupid enough to think she can. They drew a fucking contract and the terms were simple; you become my whore, I become your bank.” Kegan stubbed out his
Chapter 76 RUSSEL“Really, Capo?” Kegan scolded as soon as Nikolai left, “You legit just blew up our only chance at getting a grip on Ignacio’s greedy neck. What if Nikolai comes back here with Ignacio and Uncle Matteo's men breathing fire and brimstone?”I scoffed, “Fuck Nikolai and your pot bellied uncle, and most especially, fuck Ignacio for all the shitty things he has done.”Nikolai shook his head, “You know our problem isn't exactly going to fuck itself too?”“Then you can grab a condom and fuck it,” I replied blankly, “I’m sure you could use the extra fun.”Kegan glanced between me and Dylan before he stormed out of the room after glaring at me for so long.Dylan grabbed a bottle of vodka and turned to leave too, but he stopped by the door, “Let's just hope that the stubborn Nik comes back,” he said, “If he doesn't, we'll have to assemble everyone and prepare for a forceful overtake. Keep me posted on the Chicago stash.” He said on his way out. As calmly as I could, I undresse