"Ally!" I heard Caramel's voice jolt me out of the action I was about to take. I flinched in fear and moved out of Justine's grip. My heart began to race fast, had she seen me attempt to kiss him?
"We heard screaming, what happened?" She moved closer to me, relief written on my face as she did. That meant she had not noticed what I was doing. Becca ran out of the house, a spatula in her hand, she had come to scrutinize as well.
"I fell off the ladder." I swallowed, catching my breathe.
"Oh my God, are you okay?" She placed her hands on my shoulders, scanning me from head to toe with her eyes. "How did this even happen?" She gasped.
Becca stood by the door and placed one hand on her waist. "Uh, who would have thought you would fail terribly at something that isn't the kitchen?" She teased.
"You are a bitch, I hope you know this." I rolled my eyes at her and shook my shoulders gently to get Caramel's hands off. "I'm fine." I smiled at her.
She turned to her boyfriend who had not said a word about the incident the whole time. "Are you okay? Maybe we shouldn't hang a welcome sign after all." She placed one hand on his cheek.
"Yeah, we could just hold it out and scream surprise, when they pull in. What do you guys think?" Becca suggested. Caramel chuckled at her suggestion and shook her head gently.
"No it's fine, I'll hang it up. I just need to find something safer to climb while doing this." Justine shrugged and offered a smile.
"Come on Ally, join us in the kitchen." Caramel held my hand and pulled gently, "I'm sure Justine will handle this, I don't want you losing a bone." She said.
I didn't argue. I followed her lead and turned around to look at Justine one more time. He narrowed his eyes suspiciously at me. What if he had realized what I was doing and had only kept quiet.
He looked away and focused on the sign he wanted to hang. I knew it would be better if I found a better distraction.
*
"Did you make sure to wipe the vase?" Becca threw at me, scurrying around to make sure everything had been done at the right pace.
"Yes I did. You asked me like five times already." I groaned, folding my hands across my chest and taking a seat on one of the kitchen stools. "I really don't see why you are panicking so much? I mean, it's just mom and dad, take a chill pill, bro." I pointed out mockingly.
"Why is the bowl of soup to the right?! Mom is left handed, why am I the only one that likes to have things done the right way?" She frowned, switching the position of the harmless bowl of soup.
"Probably the same reason you are still single." I mumbled under my breathe. She caught my words and threw a harsh glare in my direction. I raised my hands in defeat and looked away from her burning gaze.
"Seriously, you guys are awful. Caramel is the only one sho cares to help me but with her boyfriend around, she is like a whole new demon. I just can't with her!" Becca sighed, placing the wine glasses in an orderly form on the dining table.
"I know, right?" I smirked. If I were Caramel, I'd be the devil with Justine around. It hurt because I had known him first but had been too afraid to make my move.
Justine and I had the same college classes. We were both English literature majors. Caramel was a law student and Becca was a nursing student. Caramel always came by to see me in class and would often stalk the boy who had never noticed me.
Caramel, Justine and I were in our final year in college while Becca had a year to go.
I remembered how broken I was when she told me she was in a relationship with Justine Parker, the man of my dreams, the man that was supposed to father my unborn children. It was eerie.
"Ugh!" Becca groaned in frustration. "Caramel was supposed to get rid of this bag of trash. Mom and dad would be here any minute, where is she anyway? Who is going to yell surprise when they show up?" She yanked her ponytail gently.
"Why don't you stay calm and get a little of what you can, in order. I'll go get them. They had offered to clean out mom and dad's bedroom, I don't know why they are taking so long." I said, hopping off the stool.
"I'll be back." I announced to a frustrated Becca, wiping the already neat tables with a clean rag.
My mind went back to the kiss I'd almost had with Justine. It was dangerous to lose my emotions like that especially if I was this close to home. Things would not have ended well if Becca and Caramel had walked in on connected lips.
I made my way up the stairs, filling my head with images of what the kiss could have felt like, the spark of emotions it could have created in my body. The thought of it made me shudder.
Approaching my parents bedroom door, I began to slow my steps. There were soft moans coming from inside the room. Could Caramel and Justine be-
I leaned forward and placed my ears on the door. Caramel was trying her best to whisper, "fuck! You are so good." She cried.
I wanted to discard my mental image and see what he actually looked like down there but I warded it off. With a slight groan from Justine, my eyes reflexively closed and tingling sensations played all over my skin.
I replaced Caramel with myself and assumed that I was giving him the satisfaction that birthed his moans. I was going to slip my fingers down my skirt and provide myself the satisfaction that his voice provided, when suddenly, I leaned against the door with such great force, causing it to swing open wide.
I stumbled forward with the push of gravity and stood inside the room.
Both of them shot their heads in my direction while I stared wide eyed at them. "Shit!" Caramel cussed. Her hand and knees were on the floor and he had been riding her from behind. The image was hilarious, I would have laughed if it was the right time to.I turned around quickly and left them to get themselves in order. "I'm so sorry. Becca wanted me to get you guys downstairs so you both could help with planning for our parents' arrival." I gulped, explaining to them. "If you'd finish up faster, we will be downstairs." I said and turned to leave. I tried to catch a glimpse of Justine's manhood from the corner of my eyes but failed wholly at that. I walked out of the bedroom and shut the door behind me. "I thought you said you had closed the door!" I heard Caramel scold him."I thought you had closed the door." He retorted in his defense. I shook my head at them and returned downstairs.Becca was standing with her
I pulled away from Justine and cleared my throat. The family had their attention on me, and I almost laughed at how Justine looked like he had committed a crime.Caramel stood to her feet and hurried to stand by our sides. "Are you okay?" She asked me with doubting eyes, clutching Justine's hand in hers."I'm fine." I cleared my throat a second time."Since Justine is my guest. He can have my seat. It is fine, really." She said with a straight face and led him to where she had been seated."Nonsense, I'm more of family than guest, I really am not-" Justine started to say, trying to get Caramel to keep her seat until Becca cut him off."While you two are playing lovebirds, there is a stool in the living room and Ally can sit on it, since she was not fast enough to get a chair." She rolled her eyes and proceeded to grab the said stool from the living room."Becca is right. I
I looked away from him and pretended to listen to the professor who was still engrossed in calling out names. How could she have paired me with a man I was trying so bad to avoid?Once she was done with calling out the names, she started to give instructions and filled us on the details of the project. "The history of literature, like I said wouldeither cost, or gain you thirty percent of your grades." She began."By the end of the semester, you will turn in your researches using a specific person of impact in the progress of literature today. That means, you have so much time on your hands, and I expect each and everyone of you to use their time wisely." She said.All I could think about was how I could manage to control myself around him. How would I survive without ripping his shirt off, and taking him in. It was all too much for me to bear."Now that is said and done, we shall begin with the day's activiti
"What?" There was no hiding my surprise at his words. I thought my ears were sinking me in deception. I hurried to stand in front of him to find answers to my questions."What happened?" I pushed further. I was in love with him, but I would never want their relationship to break apart."It just happened, and I don't know-" he sounded like he was lost on what to say, or do and so I shook my head at him."Save it, you don't have to force yourself to talk now. Let us get in the car, and you can explain it all to me. The rain could catch up with us if we aren't careful." I was surprised and I was almost sure his words were nothing but a random joke to get at me.He sighed in frustration but opened the door and nodded in my direction so I understood he wanted me to go inside the car with him.I went to the passenger side and waited for his explanation. "Okay, go ahead, speak." I said impatiently, maintai
By the time we arrived in front of our house. The rain had begun to pour in an unfriendly, torrential downpour. I was admittedly afraid to alight the vehicle as I feared getting wet. It was not enough that the rain was going to drench me, but it could come with the price of a cold and I was not ready to pay for it.Justine pulled into our parking lot and waited for me to get out of my seat belt before speaking. "I have an umbrella in the trunk but it is sized for only one person.""Then you can have it, I'm good. It's only a thirty seconds walk to the door." I shrugged, proceeding to open the car door and exit."What are you doing?" He stopped my movement, gently grabbing my wrist and halting my actions.I stared interestingly between his grip and him, deciding to blame the goosebumps on the chills from outside. "I'm heading outside?" I called in an unsure tone."Are you kidding right now?" He narrowed his eye
"How long have you known Justine?" I began, staring directly into her orbs."Why is that an important question?" She furrowed her eyebrows, letting go of the pillow she had held to her chest."Just answer me." I ignored her annoyance and continued with my statement."It's been over a year." She reluctantly provided, rolling her eyes at me. She must have found my question irrelevant but I was headed to a destination."A year is a long time to know a person, I'm certain that deep down, you have a feeling he has done nothing wrong but that strong part of you chooses to believe he has only done the wrong thing." I said to her. She put her lips in a pout."You should not let terrible friends influence you. Justine is a really hot guy," I paused to swallow the lump that had grown in my throat. "And basically every girl wants him. You know better than everyone that you are really lucky. Who knows how many
Becca looked like she was unsure of the scene around her because she rubbed her eyes to confirm that she was still awake. She stared between us both with a frown and instead of questioning the position she had met us like I would have suspected, she walked out of the room, slamming the door behind her."I'm dead meat." Justine panicked, getting to his feet in rushed motion. "She- she is going to tell it all to Caramel and that means I'm de..dead." He stuttered, unable to contain himself. I could only imagine what he felt like.I had tons of questions for him to deal with but I decided that talking to Becca was a lot more important and so I narrowed my eyes at him before taking long strides out the room, and tracing after my sister."Becca wait!" I called, managing to catch up with her when she was half way downstairs.I held her shoulder and got her to turn around from the effect of taking such an action."All
I ignored Caramel, turned on my heels to look at Becca with poison laced in my eyes and shoved Caramel out of my way, leaving out the door. I only managed to hear her ask Becca what my deal was before moving out of earshot.I was grateful that I had changed out of my wet clothes. Downstairs, Justine was seated on a couch, his face buried in his hands. On my arrival, he shot his head up to look at me. I could not exactly decide on how to react to his presence.I stared at him blankly and grabbed a jacket I found hanging on a nail by the door, not caring which one of my sisters it belonged to.I violently opened the door, touching my back pocket to confirm whether there was still change in there for me. Once I was certain I wouldn't end up getting stranded, I slammed the door behind me and headed straight to the bus stop, knowing the best place for me to go at the moment was to be with a man of distraction.*
Justine seemed like he had been carried away when he said the words and so shook his head in disbelief, yelling my name after me. "Ally, wait!" He called.I did not wait, nor did I stop running. I began to cry automatically. I should have known there would be negative consequences for being with him. I was waiting for it, not in this form but I had expected it t
It was almost six in the evening. Sam and I were back from the hospital. I had made sure he went through the proper examination and that his ailment was diagnosed before we came back to his condo. Thankfully, he was not stuck in a situation so worse that he was unable to return to his base. Upon my arrival at his place and seeing him so inactive, I had expected him to be hospitalized but he took me by surprise, still standing tall to his feet, a lot more strengthened than previously.The doctor had administered some pills that would ease his pain and commit him to healing as soon as he could keep up with dedication. I was trying my best not to be judgemental about his situation but he looked like the kind of person that did not believe in pills. I was almost certain he would stop taking them as soon as he thought he felt better, not when the doctor had ordered.
BeccaI picked a book from my school bag, ready to dive into the knowledge that came with school. I picked my phone up to set it to vibrate so there would be no distractions from people while I chose to study. Whilst taking the action, a surprising phone call came in, causing me to furrow my eyebrows suspiciously. It was from Sam, my sister's previous boyfriend."What's up?" I rhetorically directed before putting the phone up to my ear and answering it."Becca?" He called in a choking voice. That instantly got me to feel worried."Sam? Is everything okay?" I needed to know, crossing my leg over the other and bracing myself for some bad news as even from the sound of h
"Call us when you need anything." My mother made sure to warn as soon as I was at the dorm once more. I rolled my eyes for the umpteenth time but nodded in understanding."Sure mom, I pretty much heard you the first one hundred times." I teased, placing my bag filled with healthy food items my mother had forced me to take with me."You have to call me a lot more often so I can keep updating, promise me that." She pleaded with me."I assure you I will try my best." I said, even being aware I was not willing to constantly phone her and keep her updated on my life."Bye dear." My mother waved me off and I watched her leave down the hall before raising my head to the hall
"What?" Becca was the first to break the silence in the room. I noticed the smug look on Caramel's face as she shut her eyes tight. She was trying her best to contain her emotions, that was evident."What do you mean you are pregnant? My mother added in a faint voice.I swallowed, they had still been unable to decide on how to react to the words I had told them."It's true." I stood to my feet, sighing on the words, "the doctor said that today while I was at the hospital.""Wow," Caramel stood up after me, "that means you two were already involved in each other even before I identified as bisexual?" She felt hurt.
Ally"Wait!" Justine continued to call behind me. I had no particular destination I was headed but I went straight for it. For some reason, it felt safer to leave the premises to go ahead and think about it.Justine increased his pace and eventually managed to catch up with me. "Ally." He grabbed my arm from behind.I spun around to meet his gaze. I wanted to know what he had to say to this matter but instead of talking, he faced me in the same manner. It was as if he was expecting the same from me."I can't have a child now. My life is ruined." I began to sob.He held me at arms length. "Why? What e
"Pregnant?" I repeated after the doctor. I was sure I had heard him wrong. "Excuse me?" I alarmed, afraid to face the words I had just heard. I could feel myself getting choked up by the air around me. It was eerie. I hoped the doctor would claim his words were a joke, else I braced myself for another round of unhealthy unconsciousness."Yes, ma-am, you are..." he could already tell that I was not taking the news well because he had his doubts with containing enthusiasm in his voice on my behalf."No!" I screamed, turning to look at Justine. It was barely even a week since I had unprotected sex with Justine at the party but I never hoped thought that it could lead to having to carry his child. It was not my first time having risky sex and none of them ever resulted in pregnancy.
"Who is that?" Sam let go of Caramel, his personal fear setting in from the effect of the shock that followed the sudden intrusion of what he must have tagged an unknown presence."Caramel, I give you the count of three. Don't make me do something as funny as call the cops on you." Justine sounded so determined. For my state of mind, I would have been particularly interested in screaming his name but I was weaker than a day old child and I felt as if all the blood that flowed through my veins had been drained."How did he get here?" She began to panic, pacing around the room. "This is bad." She declared. They were clearly not professional enough and hence risked getting caught whether or not they tried to avoid it."Who the heck is he?
"You do?" Hazel sounded relieved, yet bothered at the same time. I nodded in affirmation. "There is one place Caramel would go that no one else in the world would and if my statistics are right, that is affirmative where she is." I told her, turning around to the passenger side of the car, hoping both women would follow me into her car while we went on the search for Ally."Are you suggesting that we left for there?!" Hazel was alarmed, staring at me in utter disbelief."Why not?" I narrowed my eyes between them both seeing as Ride looked like she was against my opinion as well."If this has to with the cops, let us get there first and confirm. Knowing Cara, she is a