I pulled away from Justine and cleared my throat. The family had their attention on me, and I almost laughed at how Justine looked like he had committed a crime.
Caramel stood to her feet and hurried to stand by our sides. "Are you okay?" She asked me with doubting eyes, clutching Justine's hand in hers.
"I'm fine." I cleared my throat a second time.
"Since Justine is my guest. He can have my seat. It is fine, really." She said with a straight face and led him to where she had been seated.
"Nonsense, I'm more of family than guest, I really am not-" Justine started to say, trying to get Caramel to keep her seat until Becca cut him off.
"While you two are playing lovebirds, there is a stool in the living room and Ally can sit on it, since she was not fast enough to get a chair." She rolled her eyes and proceeded to grab the said stool from the living room.
"Becca is right. I will take the stool, it is absolutely no problem." I forced a smile. Becca returned with the stool and gave it to me. I placed my stool beside Becca so I sat directly opposite from Caramel and Justine.
"So..." My father began, breaking off the awkward environment. "How has school been for you?" He asked, all six of us digging into our food.
"It has been going pretty well." Becca was the first to speak in her cheery voice, ignoring that her mouth was stuffed with food.
I looked up from my meal to catch sight of Justine and what he looked like while eating but he was already staring at me. My eyes grew wide and he smirked at me?
I quickly glanced away and hid my blush with another dive into my meal.
I wanted to look at him once more but my gaze locked Caramel's instead as I automatically felt her eyes on me. She had a doubting glare on her face that caused me to look away sharply, pretending to have paid attention to what my father had to say.
Had she noticed what I was doing? Was she on to the fact that I could be eyeing Justine from the corner of my eyes.
I gulped at the thought and hid my fear with a smile at Becca, who was listing her achievements in the past month.
You need to get your head together and focus on the present.
My subconscious warned. For the rest of the meal until Justine left, I made sure to be careful not to get caught, lost while I stared at him...
*
It was Monday and I knew so because my alarm clock had begun to beep beside me, disrupting a dream I had been having.
I groaned and sat up. It was seven in the morning and I had to prepare for college classes. Becca was surely up by now and I knew she would have dressed up and be ready for school.
I stood to my feet, making my bed before heading to my closet to select the outfit I had to wear for the day.
I picked out a red hoodie and black leggings, pairing them with black converse. Once satisfied by what I had on display, I continued to the bathroom to get ready.
"Morning folks." I called lazily once I got downstairs. The rest of the family was gathered on the table, diving into their breakfast of sandwiches prepared by Caramel if I had to guess. She hated when anyone else had to make the sandwiches for the family.
Our parents didn't have to go to work until the next week and so were present at the breakfast table.
"Hey there, tardy." Caramel referred to me without looking up from pouring our mother a glass of water.
"So what is happening today?" I asked them, taking a seat on the table, placing my hand bag on the floor beside me.
"Just hurry up with your food, you girls are going to make me late." Becca frowned. She was already done with eating and it was no surprise.
Even though we had to deal with separate classes, all three of us chose to go to school together. It was mostly because we shared one car and both my sisters were able to drive. I was lazy with learning and constantly postponed having to do it.
"We will be done in no time." Caramel responded, taking her seat and settling to eat her food.
We spent the rest of breakfast in silence and left for college once we all were done.
*
The professor walked into the class and took her position in front of everyone. I had used my headphones to distract myself from paying attention to Justine who was already seated, engrossed in a book while he waited for lectures to begin.
"Good day everyone." She called. I took my headphones off and placed it in my handbag so I could pay attention to what she had to say.
The class acknowledged her presence and everyone pulled out their notebooks, me inclusive.
"So," she began, "has anyone done their research on the history of literature like I had asked you to in the last class?" She asked.
The class mumbled in response and I only sighed. I hated being in her class as it only posed boredom in my life.
"Well, I would like to have you all know that this project will be taking thirty percent of your grades this year." She said, earning disapproving groans from the majority.
"And as that will be, I have decided to pair you in a group of two..."
I shut her out of my hearing. I knew she had kept on saying the trash she had to offer. I thought about yesterday and the look Justine had given me while we were on the dining table. A smirk settled on my face until I heard my name from the professor.
"Justine Parker and Ally Smith." She said. The class was an optional one with only about twenty students taking it. It was of no surprise that she could call out the names of everyone.
I craned my neck in the direction of his seat and he was already staring at me. The reality dawned on me in that instant, Justine and I had been paired as project partners. This was not good.
I looked away from him and pretended to listen to the professor who was still engrossed in calling out names. How could she have paired me with a man I was trying so bad to avoid?Once she was done with calling out the names, she started to give instructions and filled us on the details of the project. "The history of literature, like I said wouldeither cost, or gain you thirty percent of your grades." She began."By the end of the semester, you will turn in your researches using a specific person of impact in the progress of literature today. That means, you have so much time on your hands, and I expect each and everyone of you to use their time wisely." She said.All I could think about was how I could manage to control myself around him. How would I survive without ripping his shirt off, and taking him in. It was all too much for me to bear."Now that is said and done, we shall begin with the day's activiti
"What?" There was no hiding my surprise at his words. I thought my ears were sinking me in deception. I hurried to stand in front of him to find answers to my questions."What happened?" I pushed further. I was in love with him, but I would never want their relationship to break apart."It just happened, and I don't know-" he sounded like he was lost on what to say, or do and so I shook my head at him."Save it, you don't have to force yourself to talk now. Let us get in the car, and you can explain it all to me. The rain could catch up with us if we aren't careful." I was surprised and I was almost sure his words were nothing but a random joke to get at me.He sighed in frustration but opened the door and nodded in my direction so I understood he wanted me to go inside the car with him.I went to the passenger side and waited for his explanation. "Okay, go ahead, speak." I said impatiently, maintai
By the time we arrived in front of our house. The rain had begun to pour in an unfriendly, torrential downpour. I was admittedly afraid to alight the vehicle as I feared getting wet. It was not enough that the rain was going to drench me, but it could come with the price of a cold and I was not ready to pay for it.Justine pulled into our parking lot and waited for me to get out of my seat belt before speaking. "I have an umbrella in the trunk but it is sized for only one person.""Then you can have it, I'm good. It's only a thirty seconds walk to the door." I shrugged, proceeding to open the car door and exit."What are you doing?" He stopped my movement, gently grabbing my wrist and halting my actions.I stared interestingly between his grip and him, deciding to blame the goosebumps on the chills from outside. "I'm heading outside?" I called in an unsure tone."Are you kidding right now?" He narrowed his eye
"How long have you known Justine?" I began, staring directly into her orbs."Why is that an important question?" She furrowed her eyebrows, letting go of the pillow she had held to her chest."Just answer me." I ignored her annoyance and continued with my statement."It's been over a year." She reluctantly provided, rolling her eyes at me. She must have found my question irrelevant but I was headed to a destination."A year is a long time to know a person, I'm certain that deep down, you have a feeling he has done nothing wrong but that strong part of you chooses to believe he has only done the wrong thing." I said to her. She put her lips in a pout."You should not let terrible friends influence you. Justine is a really hot guy," I paused to swallow the lump that had grown in my throat. "And basically every girl wants him. You know better than everyone that you are really lucky. Who knows how many
Becca looked like she was unsure of the scene around her because she rubbed her eyes to confirm that she was still awake. She stared between us both with a frown and instead of questioning the position she had met us like I would have suspected, she walked out of the room, slamming the door behind her."I'm dead meat." Justine panicked, getting to his feet in rushed motion. "She- she is going to tell it all to Caramel and that means I'm de..dead." He stuttered, unable to contain himself. I could only imagine what he felt like.I had tons of questions for him to deal with but I decided that talking to Becca was a lot more important and so I narrowed my eyes at him before taking long strides out the room, and tracing after my sister."Becca wait!" I called, managing to catch up with her when she was half way downstairs.I held her shoulder and got her to turn around from the effect of taking such an action."All
I ignored Caramel, turned on my heels to look at Becca with poison laced in my eyes and shoved Caramel out of my way, leaving out the door. I only managed to hear her ask Becca what my deal was before moving out of earshot.I was grateful that I had changed out of my wet clothes. Downstairs, Justine was seated on a couch, his face buried in his hands. On my arrival, he shot his head up to look at me. I could not exactly decide on how to react to his presence.I stared at him blankly and grabbed a jacket I found hanging on a nail by the door, not caring which one of my sisters it belonged to.I violently opened the door, touching my back pocket to confirm whether there was still change in there for me. Once I was certain I wouldn't end up getting stranded, I slammed the door behind me and headed straight to the bus stop, knowing the best place for me to go at the moment was to be with a man of distraction.*
I laid naked in bed beside Sam, the blankets being my source of shield from view. I kept thinking about the things I had done with him and how pleasurable they were."Ally?" He broke my thought cycle, drawing my attention back to the present."Yeah?" I mumbled, placing my head on his chest whilst he wrapped his arm around me."I was just thinking, would you like me to come over to your house? I would really love to be able to spend time with your family." He said. I pulled away from him sharply, holding the blanket around my chest while I sat up."What? Why?" I could not conceal my astonishment."I just thought, you and I have been bonding a lot more lately but I haven't got the opportunity to really connect with your family." He said, sitting up as well."Why is meeting my family important? You are in a relationship with me not them." I pointed out. "It is not like you and I are ge
"Come on, I'll drop you home." Sam suggested after a while of laying in bed together. It was almost six in the evening and we had spent time cuddling against each other."You don't have to worry about that, I'll do just fine-" I began to say but he shook my idea off."Don't even try to argue it out with me Ally. There is no way I am going to let you go all by yourself so don't even bother." He rolled his eyes, getting out of bed and expecting me to trail behind him."I know we talked about boundaries and i am definitely going to respect that but it's late and you can trust that I'm going to oppose you on this one." He picked his clothing that laid scattered around the room and tossed them into the laundry basket.He walked to his closet and began to create a new selection of outfit. I knew he was right and so I sighed, bending to retrieve my own clothes from off the floor.Admittedly, I'd had the best time with
Justine seemed like he had been carried away when he said the words and so shook his head in disbelief, yelling my name after me. "Ally, wait!" He called.I did not wait, nor did I stop running. I began to cry automatically. I should have known there would be negative consequences for being with him. I was waiting for it, not in this form but I had expected it t
It was almost six in the evening. Sam and I were back from the hospital. I had made sure he went through the proper examination and that his ailment was diagnosed before we came back to his condo. Thankfully, he was not stuck in a situation so worse that he was unable to return to his base. Upon my arrival at his place and seeing him so inactive, I had expected him to be hospitalized but he took me by surprise, still standing tall to his feet, a lot more strengthened than previously.The doctor had administered some pills that would ease his pain and commit him to healing as soon as he could keep up with dedication. I was trying my best not to be judgemental about his situation but he looked like the kind of person that did not believe in pills. I was almost certain he would stop taking them as soon as he thought he felt better, not when the doctor had ordered.
BeccaI picked a book from my school bag, ready to dive into the knowledge that came with school. I picked my phone up to set it to vibrate so there would be no distractions from people while I chose to study. Whilst taking the action, a surprising phone call came in, causing me to furrow my eyebrows suspiciously. It was from Sam, my sister's previous boyfriend."What's up?" I rhetorically directed before putting the phone up to my ear and answering it."Becca?" He called in a choking voice. That instantly got me to feel worried."Sam? Is everything okay?" I needed to know, crossing my leg over the other and bracing myself for some bad news as even from the sound of h
"Call us when you need anything." My mother made sure to warn as soon as I was at the dorm once more. I rolled my eyes for the umpteenth time but nodded in understanding."Sure mom, I pretty much heard you the first one hundred times." I teased, placing my bag filled with healthy food items my mother had forced me to take with me."You have to call me a lot more often so I can keep updating, promise me that." She pleaded with me."I assure you I will try my best." I said, even being aware I was not willing to constantly phone her and keep her updated on my life."Bye dear." My mother waved me off and I watched her leave down the hall before raising my head to the hall
"What?" Becca was the first to break the silence in the room. I noticed the smug look on Caramel's face as she shut her eyes tight. She was trying her best to contain her emotions, that was evident."What do you mean you are pregnant? My mother added in a faint voice.I swallowed, they had still been unable to decide on how to react to the words I had told them."It's true." I stood to my feet, sighing on the words, "the doctor said that today while I was at the hospital.""Wow," Caramel stood up after me, "that means you two were already involved in each other even before I identified as bisexual?" She felt hurt.
Ally"Wait!" Justine continued to call behind me. I had no particular destination I was headed but I went straight for it. For some reason, it felt safer to leave the premises to go ahead and think about it.Justine increased his pace and eventually managed to catch up with me. "Ally." He grabbed my arm from behind.I spun around to meet his gaze. I wanted to know what he had to say to this matter but instead of talking, he faced me in the same manner. It was as if he was expecting the same from me."I can't have a child now. My life is ruined." I began to sob.He held me at arms length. "Why? What e
"Pregnant?" I repeated after the doctor. I was sure I had heard him wrong. "Excuse me?" I alarmed, afraid to face the words I had just heard. I could feel myself getting choked up by the air around me. It was eerie. I hoped the doctor would claim his words were a joke, else I braced myself for another round of unhealthy unconsciousness."Yes, ma-am, you are..." he could already tell that I was not taking the news well because he had his doubts with containing enthusiasm in his voice on my behalf."No!" I screamed, turning to look at Justine. It was barely even a week since I had unprotected sex with Justine at the party but I never hoped thought that it could lead to having to carry his child. It was not my first time having risky sex and none of them ever resulted in pregnancy.
"Who is that?" Sam let go of Caramel, his personal fear setting in from the effect of the shock that followed the sudden intrusion of what he must have tagged an unknown presence."Caramel, I give you the count of three. Don't make me do something as funny as call the cops on you." Justine sounded so determined. For my state of mind, I would have been particularly interested in screaming his name but I was weaker than a day old child and I felt as if all the blood that flowed through my veins had been drained."How did he get here?" She began to panic, pacing around the room. "This is bad." She declared. They were clearly not professional enough and hence risked getting caught whether or not they tried to avoid it."Who the heck is he?
"You do?" Hazel sounded relieved, yet bothered at the same time. I nodded in affirmation. "There is one place Caramel would go that no one else in the world would and if my statistics are right, that is affirmative where she is." I told her, turning around to the passenger side of the car, hoping both women would follow me into her car while we went on the search for Ally."Are you suggesting that we left for there?!" Hazel was alarmed, staring at me in utter disbelief."Why not?" I narrowed my eyes between them both seeing as Ride looked like she was against my opinion as well."If this has to with the cops, let us get there first and confirm. Knowing Cara, she is a