I sit back at my desk and pull out my mobile, logging onto the security company’s app and checking the cameras inside the house again. For the fifth time. This hour. It’s not that I don’t trust Elizabeth, it’s just…I don’t trust Elizabeth.
She’s well aware of all the security measures I have in place at our house, and I haven’t given her the codes just yet. The only place she’s going today is the backyard with Edward, and there’s no need to arm the house just to be outside.
The cameras aren’t at all nanny-cams, and show the front, back, and side door, as well as one looking down the steps with a view of the foyer. I can just barely see Elizabeth and Edward in the backyard. She’s chasing him around with her arms outstretched, dragging one leg as she stumbles through the grass.
I can’t help but smile, knowing exactly what she’s doing. Edward is currently obsessed with zombies and loves to be chased by them.
“Who are you sexting?” Officer John Wilson asks me as he passes by my desk on the way to his. Another officer laughs. “The day Mount sexts is the day we bust an underground crime ring in Westwood.”
“Fuck you,” I shoot back. The guys never back down from a chance to hassle me about my sex life, or technically lack thereof. “And don’t fucking jinx us.”
“Come on, don’t say me you don’t wanna bust a crime ring?” Wilson goes on. He’s a good cop, got his degree in law enforcement from a community college, but has never been in combat. Not the way I have.
“It’d give us something to do,” I say with a chuckle. Movement flashes across the screen of my mobile again, and I look down just in time to see Elizabeth pull her sweatshirt over her head. She has a tank top on underneath, but I still feel like I just witnessed something I wasn’t supposed to.
And fuck, I want to see it again.
A minute later, we’re called out to a domestic dispute, which is probably the most excitement we’ll see all day. I shouldn’t complain, though. Eastwood is a safe, small-town and I couldn’t think of a better place to raise my son. It’s not to say nothing bad ever happens here. Our biggest problem is drugs, and given the rural setting of many of our residents’ houses, we’ve shut down a surprising number of meth labs over the years.
Last year’s big bust was arresting Marty McMillian, Eastwood’s resident redneck, for threatening and harassing a gay couple. When we got to his house to take him in, hundreds of guns were laid out in his living room. Turns out he’d been stealing them for years and selling them on the black market.
We have a few burglaries and break-ins every year, but in my time on the force, I’ve yet to be called out to a murder. There was a body found two years ago, but it turned out to be a man from Newport who got drunk and stumbled his way into our township before passing out and succumbing to the elements.
It’s obvious what’s going on as soon as we pull up to the farmhouse. It’s the second time we’ve been out here in a month.
“Here we go again,” Wilson huffs and gets out of the squad car.
“Mr. Green,” I start and shut the driver’s side door. “I see you’ve been drinking again.” “Drinking!” his wife shouts. “He’s been doing more than just drinking! Say them, Earl, say them what else you’ve been doing. Or who you been doing!” She’s holding a shotgun and has it pointed in his general direction. And I do mean general. Her hands are too shaky to take a clear shot.
The neighbors across the street are on their porch, and it looks like they’ve got popcorn. This is high-quality entertainment here.
“Put the gun down, Grace,” Wilson says, holding up his hand. “We’ll cart his ass back to the station.”
I really don’t want to put Mr. Green in the back of my car. He always ends up puking. But clearly, he’s going to be spending at least the day sleeping this off.
“You take him, and you keep him!” Grace, Mr. Green’s wife, pumps the shotgun.
“Come on now, Grace.” I go around and take Mr. Green’s wrist. If I can lead him away, Grace will start to diffuse. “You don’t want to come down to the station with us.”
“We’ll put you in the same cell,” Wilson goes on.
“Good!” Grace shrieks. “I’ll beat him. I’ll beat him to death this time!”
I wave my hand in the air, dismissing her. It’s the same old song and dance and it happens two or three times a month. The Greens have a daughter, but she can’t be bothered with her parents anymore, not that I blame her. Mr. Green has been an unfaithful drunk for as long as I can remember.
I get Mr. Green around my car, and he doubles over and pukes on the grass. The score for me. I hate when we have to ride back to the station with a car full of vomit. I make sure he’s done before putting him in the back, and Wilson deals with Grace and her shotgun.
Just a typical day on the job…which makes me want to run for sheriff even more.
I roll my eyes, silencing my mobile. Another slew of text messages come through that I ignore. My brothers and I have had an ongoing group text for years that we mostly use for hurling insults or sending crude GIFs to each other.
Putting my mobile in the top drawer of my desk, I take care of the rest of the paperwork and grab a coffee from the breakroom. After leaving the Green residence, we had one minor car accident, teenagers trying to shoplift at one of the two gas stations in Eastwood, and ended the shift by helping Betty Perez round up her goats that broke out of their pasture.
I close the file and take it to Sergeant Lopez’s office, dropping it off on her desk. Sipping my coffee, I get my mobile out to check on the house once more and see I have fifteen missed texts from my brothers and one from Mother. Knowing the texts in the group message Declan named Bros before hoes are most likely bullshit anyway, I ignore them for now and see what Mother had to say.
Assuming she’s asking about the nanny, her words almost take me by surprise. She wants to make sure I’m okay and not sad…and I have no idea why. Usually, she’ll text me and ask me that same thing —in the exact same wording every time—when the subject of Rebecca is brought up. But we haven’t talked about my almost ex-wife recently, nor is it our anniversary or any—oh shit.
Today is Rebecca’s birthday. It wouldn’t have crossed my mind if Mother hadn’t texted me. I respond back to her, saying to her I hadn’t even realized what day it is and yes, I’m fine. I put the mobile down again, thinking that it’s time to move on from this and file the paperwork after all.
“I think Salsa is a good name.” I give Edward an encouraging nod.“It is cute,” Maggie agrees.“Do you think Father will let Salsa come home with us?” Edward picks up the kitten and kisses her head. Jon got a little nervous around the time he was supposed to go into work. Instead of having Edward come back here, I went over to Maggie’s. Edward and I are staying the night here, and Jon is coming by in the morning.Even though Rebecca was arrested and released with potential charges, we have no idea if she knows I’m back. And once she finds out her plans to sabotage the race, drive me out of town, and get Jon back didn’t work, she’ll be pissed. She might do something crazy.Though if she’s smart, she’ll be on her best behavior so she can try to convince a judge that she’s worthy of any sort of visitation rights with Edward, which seem unlikely considering she basically tried to ki
I reach over and take Elizabeth’s hand. We’re headed back to Eastwood and though I should probably be a dozen other things, I’m happy. Elizabeth is coming home with me.“Why did you start conning people?” I ask, giving her hand a squeeze.“I realized I could,” she confesses. “It wasn’t like a dream I had when I was a little girl to grow up and be a con artist.”“What did you want to be when you grew up?”She shakes her head. “I don’t know. For a while there I wanted to work at a zoo, but then things changed and I realized I didn’t have options. Especially after I dropped out of high school to take care of Heather and Jason.”“You did go back, right?”“Right. My father showed up again and was able to look after them. Luckily, because our mother died shortly after.” She looks out the window and it hits me how different our ch
I sit up, eyes waking up before my mind. I’m uncomfortable with stiff legs and an aching back, and for a split second, I think I fell asleep sitting up on the couch. Then I blink and realize my eyes are still sore and swollen from crying.Yes, crying.The room is dark, and I sit up, stretching my arms over my head. I didn’t mean to fall asleep in the stiff armchair next to my father’s bed at the nursing home. After leaving Jonathan’s house, I walked into town, took Eastwood’s only taxi to Newport and was able to get an Uber to drive me up to Chicago.I didn’t know where else to go other than the nursing home. Father was having a bad day, and just sat in his chair not really paying attention to anything. So, for the first time in my entire life, I spilled my guts. Said everything I ever wanted to say. Confessed the bad things I’ve done as well as admit just how deep my love for Jonathan goes.And Father just sat th
“What about this one?” I ask Edward, picking up a pink teapot with little purple flowers painted along the base.Edward shakes his head. “Elizabeth isn’t really a girly girl, Father.”“Good point. It’s too pink for her. Too bad I didn’t think of this around Halloween.” I push the cart forward, browsing the shelves of a home decor store. We needed to go grocery shopping, and Elizabeth said she wasn’t feeling well. Saying her to stay home and rest, Edward and I set out.Something is off with her, and I’m sure it has to do with Rebecca showing back up. I don’t want Elizabeth to think that old feelings came back the moment I saw my wife. It did the opposite, and if there was any good that came out of this, it’s knowing that I can look at Rebecca and feel absolutely nothing.Elizabeth is the only one I want.“That one!” Edward leans out of the cart an
I pull the blankets tighter around my shoulders, unable to stop shivering. Jon has been gone for nearly an hour now, and I haven’t heard from him. Every minute that passes makes me more anxious. I’ve shut down, told everyone I was tired and wanted to sit in silence on the couch. Morgan wentupstairs to sleep, and Maggie and Tommy left about half an hour ago. Emma woke up crying, and after nursing her back to sleep, Maggie was able to slip her into her car seat and leave.Mrs. Mount walks out from the kitchen to check on me, and I close my eyes and pretend that I’m asleep. I have no idea what will happen. I’m in the middle of nowhere at their farm. While this place feels safe and I trust the Mounts as if they were my own family—actually I trust them more than my own—I want out of here. Because shit is going to hit the fan at any minute and I don’t think I can stand to see the disappointment in Mrs. Mount’s eyes.My
This is the last fucking thing I want to be doing right now. I used to hope Rebecca would show up like this just so I could serve her with divorce papers, but things are already in the works and can get taken care of. I’ll have to call Mr. Williams tomorrow and see how her showing up like this affects my case.Exhaustion hits me, making the short drive from my parents’ house to my house challenging. All I want to do is take Elizabeth up to the bed, fuck her senseless, and pass out naked next to her.We have a good thing going, and I can’t help the sick feeling that’s forming in the pit of my stomach that all this soon-to-be ex-wife drama is too much for her. I’m terrified of losing her, of having her decide this isn’t what she signed up for, and take off running for someone with less baggage.I know events unfolded in such a way tonight that anyone would be shocked, but there’s something different about Elizabeth. I don&