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Chapter 26 - Self-Hatred
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Sera's P.O.V
One would assume after a rejection that one would stop making a Beta stalk me. But no. Carlos was still on my heel refusing to let me be by myself. Star had been sulking in the corner of my mind, furious I had attempted to reject Damon. I just couldn't understand why she was so keen on him? Like yeah, she had explained that it was destined, that the Moon Goddess herself picked out our soul mates but that was sooo far-fetched. True love, soul mates. Whatever you wanted to call it does not exist. It's just a fairy tale.
“Why are you fighting this Sera?”
Star was agitated, I ignored her. Refusing to let the memories of Stan come back but Star had caught that thought of course.
“You shouldn’t try and hide things from me, we are one of the same.”
I sighed inwardly, allowing her to reach those memories. Of the time I was certain he was the one, my soul mate. Of the pain, the embarrassment of my body being
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