"Good God, you look awful sis," Ren scrunched her face as I plopped down on her vanity chair. She volunteered to do my makeup and hair today. I asked her why, and she said I had to at least give my future husband a good impression. I can't argue about that, and so I let her do her magic.
I feel even more awful than I probably look, but at least everything will end today.The Matching is in a couple of hours. I just let Ren do whatever she wanted and even let her pick what I should wear.She curled my dark brown hair to give it some volume and settled with a half updo. For my makeup, she went as light as possible but added a little shimmer of gold in my eyelids for some color.For the dress, she picked a classic black sleeved dress and gave me a pair of heeled Mary Janes.I said it was a little too much, but she just brushed it off and told me to get dressed, so I did.I felt a little too dolled up, but I can't help but feel better when I looked in the mirror."Oh, honey. You look stunning," my mom said, peeking from the doorway. I smiled and thanked her.She closed the gap between us and held out her hands. She held out a gold necklace I have never seen before. The pendant was a pear-cut zircon, my birthstone, with two small diamonds on both sides."That's you–" mom said, pointing at the stunning light blue gem, "–and these are us." She pointed at the little diamonds, each one representing my parents, Millie, and Serenity.I looked at her and I almost cried. "Thank you, mom! You didn't have to, but thank you!" I hugged her tightly, bending my legs a little because I am now taller than her with my heels on. She felt so fragile and small in my arms, but she squeezed me so tightly."No matter what happens today and who you Match with, remember: you are my daughter," she told me firmly, tears welling in her eyes as she held my face."Let me put this on you," she turned me around and I let her put the necklace on.We stood in front of the mirror for what seemed like hours. As the eldest child, I'm the first one my mom and dad will be sending to the Matching. I've been preoccupied by my own thoughts this whole time that I have never really given much thought about how they would have felt.My mom ushered me downstairs where my dad and my sisters were waiting. Dad gasped when he saw me and teared up. Between mom and dad, he has always been the biggest softie.I hugged him as soon as I landed on the bottom stairs, thanking him for the necklace he and mom got me. He kissed my forehead and said the exact same thing my mom said: I am their daughter.Millie ran up to me and hugged me tight. "Don't leave so soon, Viv," she sobbed. I laughed."Mills! This is just the Matching ceremony, I won't be leaving stat," I hugged her."Okay," she said, wiping her eyes. "But you do look pretty." She smiled at me and I pinched her chubby cheeks."Ready to go?" Ren asked me, holding out her elbows."No," I said, but hooked my arms to hers anyway. We bid goodbye to mom and dad and Millie, and we headed to my car.The Matching's policy only allows a plus one. Since we were kids, Ren and I promised each other we would be each other's company for the ceremony, and now we're fulfilling one half of the promise.I let Ren drive to the HarmonyCenter, so I can focus on my breathing. It was usually just a 30-minute drive from our home, but the ceremony will be bringing in all 25-year-olds (and some older Unmatched), so the road is bound to be a little crowded with more cars going to the center."Still feeling nervous?" Ren asked me. I just nodded and continued on my breathing exercises.She reached out a hand and squeezed mine."You know, I'm trying my best not to make fun of you being a nervous wreck. I might be in your very situation in seven years."I laughed at that. "Yeah, better keep the remarks for yourself. You might end up worse.""But really, what's the worst that could happen? We all know HarmonyMatch won't ever Match anyone with a psychopath or a sociopath," she genuinely asks."I don't know…probably Matching with someone much older?" I answered.Although every 25-year-old across the country and other nations that mandate HarmonyMatch, not everyone gets Matched. Most of the time, it's because there's never an equal number of men and women. So, there are still some that are Unmatched."Yeah, marrying someone who's old to be your dad might not be the best thing in the world," she said, scrunching her face in visible disgust."Hey. Some people actually like age gaps. Don't be judging," I said and laughed. She still had that look of disgust.It took an extra 15 minutes for us to arrive at the HarmonyCenter more than usual, and it's jam packed. The ceremony will take place in just half an hour.I stumbled a few times in my heeled Mary Janes as I felt incredibly out of balance due to the sheer anxiety I was feeling. I looked around, finding familiar faces and found quite a few people.One of them could be my future husband. I thought. I then found myself looking around for Finn, thinking that there's a chance I might Match with him. Then, surprisingly, I was looking for that mysterious man from the planetarium yesterday. The thought of him caught me off guard, and I visibly shook the thought of him, asking myself why I was even looking for him in the first place.I looked ahead. I've done enough sightseeing. The ceremony will start soon and I need it to be done for my own sanity.I linked my arm to Ren's once again and headed towards the center.– @ –After the initial processes, we were all led into a giant glass door. Unfortunately, we can't bring our plus ones anymore, which means Ren will have to wait outside.She hugged me tightly and I tried to hold on to her for as long as I could."Good luck, sis. For the record, you do look beautiful today," she smiled warmly."All thanks to you," I said, letting her go.I went inside the glass doors and into a big hallway leading to the massive stadium. I've only been here once with my Madi and the rest of our friend group for a concert. But this definitely feels different.Before heading into the stadium, we were ushered into conference rooms by batches for little orientations.There was a lanky middle-aged balding man waiting for us when we entered the room. We all sat down, me beside Bianca di Laurentis and Amy Fitzgerald, my classmates back in high school. We fidgeted around and made small talk. I can sense almost everyone is nervous, except for a select few who seem to be pretty confident…about what, I'm quite unsure.The man, who introduced himself as Hank, started the orientation. Of course, he had to play the HarmonyMatch ad, something everyone around the world has probably at least once.Then, he went on to discuss the history of the app, why it was made, who made it, and other things we have all known throughout our lives.Finally, he discussed what to expect during the ceremony."It's really simple and fast. Everyone will gather in the stadium and when the time comes, everyone receives a notification from the app at the same time. It will contain the information of your Match. It will include sensitive data, so we urge you to not share any of those, except for your Match's basic details," Hank said in his deep, booming voice."I can't imagine feeling so nervous for one simple ceremony and notification," I heard Amy say beside me. I agree with her."Once Matched, we will also share the location of your partner so you may get to know them personally. You will also be able to contact them through the app if they are not within your vicinity. What you do next will depend on you and your partner," Hank continued. Many people reacted positively at this. Some giggled, losing some of their anxiety over the thought of finally meeting their future wife or husband.I still can't bring myself to laugh. But I did smile a bit with thoughts of Finn…which then turned to thoughts of the mystery planetarium guy.What the heck. Why are you thinking about him, Skye! Get a grip! I thought to myself, surprising myself yet again."Finally," Hank said even louder than before to hush the rising conversations around us. "The government will allow time for you and your partner to further get to know each other. But the marriage must take place within a year of the Matching to avoid the consequences. With that, here's a message from our Madame Prime Minister."Hank then played a pre-recorded video of Prime Minister Miranda Johnson basically talking about the same thing Hank talked about and how we are the future of the nation and of humankind. Yada yada yada. I tuned out the rest and let my mind empty to help ease the anxiety.After what seemed an eternity, we were all finally escorted to the stadium. It was as massive as I remembered, with a giant screen floating above us, showing a countdown.I looked around one final time, looking at the possible face of the one I'm destined with."10, 9, 8…" I heard people around me joining the countdown, Amy and Bianca still beside me, giggling and practically jumping."7, 6, 5..." I was still looking around."4, 3…" By miracle, I found Finn and he was also looking at me, smiling warmly and waving his hand."2…" I did the same."One!" Everyone shouted, and right on cue, the HarmonyMatch notification came. I checked my phone, hands trembling and sweating as I opened the app, half expecting to see Finn Yamada as my future husband.I stared at my screen for what seemed an eternity. I read the details again and again as chaos broke around me. I can see people running into each other's arms around me in my peripheral view, knowing they are shouting and laughing and crying. But they were all muffled.I'm still looking at the screen, re-reading the details again and again, the information not sinking in."Vivienne, who did you Match with?" I heard Bianca ask me, but I don't answer.I looked at the photo accompanying the information. It was definitely not Finn.Instead, he was ridiculously handsome, like a statue of a Greek god or something. He had a rectangular face with a defined jawline, complimenting his prominent long-bridged nose. His brown eyes have this downturned shape, and even through the photo, you can see wisdom in his eyes, as if he's been through a lot. His lashes were annoyingly long, unlike mine. His wavy black hair looks like he is perpetually kissed by the breeze, and his lips were thick and full.I will be kissing those lips, an intrusive thought suddenly appeared, and I internally screamed at myself for thinking that because this is most likely an error–a glitch in the system–something that has never happened before."Vivienne?" I still hear Amy and Bianca talking to me and I still don't answer them. My eyes are still on the picture, still on the screen that read:"Congratulations! You have been Matched with:Christopher Caelum Asher Renault-Lee IIIHis Royal Highness, the PrinceThird in line for the Throne"I was running. It wasn't the same 'run to your lover and jump into their arms' run like I see some do. I was literally running like a madman, trying to get to the closest Harmony employee who was about to leave the stadium."Excuse me! Excuse me!" I was yelling frantically, trying to get the employee's attention before she got to a door.I dashed and willed myself to run as fast as I could in my heels. I barely got to her."Excuse me!" I huffed. "I'm sorry to bother you," I managed to say in between breaths. The employee looked genuinely concerned."Honey, are you okay?" She asked, her brows furrowed. I was still panting so bad, I actually held a hand up, asking for a minute. And then something changed in her face, like she knew what I was about to say to her–which she probably actually didn't."Oh, you got Unmatched, huh? No worries, honey. It does happen. Maybe next year?" She smiled condescendingly. This might have happened quite a lot to her. Men and women running to ask why they w
"What the hell is happening, Viv?" Ren asked while navigating the road. Her voice was shaking."I Matched with the prince," I said, flatly. Exhausted all of the sudden. Saying the words made the whole thing true, and it sounded so weird…but pleasant at the same time."What?!" She practically yelled. "So, what those hounds were saying was actually true? I thought they were just mistaken.""They got to you so fast. How did they do that?" I asked myself, wondering how the hell all those reporters got there so fast.My phone rang and I flinched, surprised. Mom is calling. Shit. If they got to my sister fast, they're probably in my house right now.I answered quickly."Mom? Hello?""Vivienne! There are people outside looking for you! They said they were reporters. They're saying weird things–" she was rambling on the phone, and I can hear dad in the background telling Millie to stay away from the windows."Mom, mom! Listen to me. Don't ever open the door. We're coming through the backdoor,"
"Sis?" I heard Ren calling me, then felt her shaking me, and opened my hers to her sitting on my bed.After the warm bath and the adrenaline of the morning finally fading out of my system, I fell asleep. And now, waking up, my body is aching so bad, especially my feet, which I inspected earlier and saw blisters and some minor burns and scratches."Sorry, to wake you. Mom said dinner is ready. You barely ate anything all day," Ren softly said.For a while, I forgot about the chaos of my Matching Day, but everything had been so messy since I got home this morning that the silence seemed so new."Hey," I touched Ren's arms as she got up. "The reporters?" I asked."Oh. Thankfully they all went away. The cops were here as soon as mom called them, and it turns out your future husband has already ordered some authorities to fix the whole mess," she said, smiling as if amazed by everything. Then, she simply walked away.Future husband. The prince. I may never get used to the idea.I opened my
"Skye!" Madi ran towards me and gave me a hug. I hugged her tightly back. "I was trying to get to your house but there were tons of cops and some mean-looking guards, and I couldn't!" She cried in my neck as I rubbed her back."I know, I'm sorry," I apologized.By the time Madi saw the news, we were basically on lockdown. There also were so many people trying to message and call me that I had to uninstall every app on my phone except for HarmonyMatch in case the prince sends a message. I also had to block calls from coming in, according to the royal guards.But today is my last day here in unassuming Blackwood, and I had to meet Madison because it may be the last time I see her in years. The royal guards were reluctant, but I told them they can all come with me and leave the cops to patrol my neighborhood, and so they did, and they have been shadowing my every move."I'm really sorry, Madi. I can't even use my phone to call you yesterday," I said again as we faced each other."Apologie
I've been trying to stop the tears, but they kept flowing down my cheeks, and I tried to discreetly wipe them away, but I know Kida and Sebastian–two of the royal guards the prince has sent over–know I haven't stopped crying in the back seat of this luxurious BMW.Thankfully, they did not say anything and just left me sniffling away.I wanted to stop crying because I already feel my eyes puffing, and I'm on my way to the airport and finally to the palace.My family, Madi, and several other close friends I have over the years went over to say goodbye. Even my whole neighborhood gathered together and even gave me beautiful flowers from their own backyards.Millie and Dad were a mess and it took every strength and will to not join them in their tears. I wanted them to remember me smiling.Mom and Ren, who barely cried, even had tears in their eyes. Still, I tried to hold everything in even if the lump in my throat feels like I have swallowed a giant candy whole.Madi also tried to hold it
"Oh shit," I mumbled out of surprise. His perfume smelled familiar, and it took me a while to realize it was the same perfume the man in the planetarium had. Could they be the same person, then? I shook my head. It's nothing but a coincidence. What would a prince do in the middle of practically nowhere to watch a planetarium show when he can, I assume, just barge into the National Space Institute and check out real stars and planets?For sure, they just had the same perfume, right? And I could be smelling it wrong.While a million thoughts ran in my head, the prince slowly turned around."Ah, miss Vivienne! I didn't hear you coming," he looked at me and smiled, a dimple showing on his right cheeks, his voice bright and warm, a stark contrast to the chilly air.I had to mentally tell myself to keep it together and not gape at him.The entire palace ground is exquisite, but the prince is by far the most beautiful creature I have seen.I bowed deep, just like how Harod and the other staf
"You look stunning, my lady!" Genevieve said in a sing-song voice as she stepped back from doing my hair and looking at me through the giant vanity mirror.I looked at myself, and while I have never been one to be vain, I admit that I do look beautiful tonight, all thanks to my ladies-in-waiting, and I tell them that."Oh, such nonsense, my lady. You're already beautiful as you are. The guards and the staff have been talking about it, you know, how the Prince–" she was saying in a sort of conspiratorial tone."Shush, Genevieve. We do not speak to my lady about rumors," Agatha interjected, giving her a very stern look. "Talk about what?" I chuckled. Genevieve is very talented with doing hair and makeup, but she does tend to have that airiness to her."Nothing, my lady. Just palace gossip," Agatha said, eyeing Genevieve carefully, who was trying not to laugh and blushing so hard. She looked at Maia, who ducked her head, trying hard not to laugh.I will definitely have to ask them about
The dinner was heavenly.We had a five-course meal, which I thought was a little excessive, but as soon as the food was laid in front of me, I realized I was hungry.There was lobster bisque and French onion soup, and mushroom risotto, among other things. I tried to pay attention to the names as respect to the chef, but most of what I had, I have only seen on TV, so their names were lost in the night.But I made sure to thank the chef every time. If he worked outside the palace, he would definitely have great and utter success.I'm not one to shy away from eating, even with new people around me. But when the second course came, I saw Caelum looking at me, a faint smile on his face, and I grew extremely anxious."Do I have food on my face? Or am I using these utensils wrong?" I asked him.He seemed to be in a reverie, and I broke it when I spoke to him."Oh, nothing. Sorry, I was staring," he picked at his food and ate slowly. It was my turn to look at him, and he caved under my gaze an
There were several things that happened all at once: royal guards were pulling Duke Fontaine from me, there were loud gasps from the audiences, Caelum running towards me, and flashes of bright lights.The latter was the first one to pull me back into my body.Fucking hell. The media is on a rampage, and I will most likely have my face everywhere from newspapers to magazines to news channels both on TV and online.But before I could react, Caelum was beside me, his back from the audience and blocking me from the cameras."Are you okay?" He worriedly asked."Get off me, you scoundrels! I'm assaulted and you hold me?!" The Duke was screaming. He looked at me with such rage. "You filthy peasant!"He tried to lunge at me but the royal guards held him back. Caelum stepped in front of me, holding me back."Get him out of here," Caelum said, his voice low but full of authority.As the royal guards dragged the Duke away, who was still screaming obscenities and lashing out at the guards, I look
"I'm surprised! You did a decent job on the interviews, my lady. I think they liked you. Well, maybe not Harrison but he doesn't like anybody except himself," a scratchy voice from a man said as the press were walking away.I looked behind me and saw an overweight old man clearly in a toupee with an attractive young woman by his side. She was pretty, but she kept bowing her head, as if she's trying so hard to disappear into the shadows.Meanwhile, the man wore a general's uniform with dozens of medals pinned on it.Judging by his arrogant stance and condescending tone, he did not earn those medals.I smiled tightly."Ah, pardon my manners. I'm Duke Anton Fontaine of Michestershire. I thought you would have known me, but clearly you didn't take the time to memorize the faces of your soon-to-be family?" He tsked, but held his hand out to me and looked like I should be grateful to be in his presence.I looked at his outstretched hand. I took it ever so slightly and shook it.Then, I stre
For the past few days, it was the same routine: Madam Roserta in the mornings, lunch, Gonzalo sessions in the afternoon, dress fittings to finish my dress, and awkward dinners with the royal family.According to both Madam Roserta and Gonzalo, I have improved a lot. Gonzalo even said he can see me in interviews and I felt a sense of pride.In fact, I've started to believe my own lies, which is kind of good, but also not really. I just kept reminding myself that this persona is only for the cameras.It's also been raining a lot, so we don't go out for a walk that much.But I do like hanging out in the seating room near the fireplace and reading. Caelum would sit opposite me and do his own thing, and just like in the Palazzo, we would mostly sit in comfortable silence.The day of the Charity Gala is as hectic as the engagement party. It took hours to get me ready, but I didn't complain.For some reason, I have a nagging feeling that something will go wrong. I have been anxious about the
After a week of mostly bliss in the Palazzo, I'm back in a little study hall with Madam Roserta. I guessed the whole vacation also practically threw me in square one because she kept shaking my head every time I stood or walked or sat.At least I still have the cutlery memorized.But that's not even the worst part. Mornings are for Madam Roserta on basic palace and royalty etiquette, and afternoons are for Gonzalo, a famous media reporter who always interviews royal families and nobles of not just Arcadia but the world.He's now sitting in front of me, going through his tablet."Alright, Lady Vivienne, these are possible questions that the media will ask. I want you to take a look at them and really understand each question. Then, I'll ask a few at random. Understood?"I nodded my head. I opened the document he sent me on my tablet and I just stared at the list of questions."They're too many," I whispered, mostly to myself. But Gonzalo heard me."Well, it has been a while since we ha
A day after the pool incident, things were a little awkward with Caelum and I. It's as if every time I looked at him, I'd remember how much I felt wanted and how I wanted him.He tried avoiding me all morning, and it left a bitter taste in my mouth and a pang to my heart."Hey, you okay?" I asked, finally walking up to him on the terrace. He had just finished a game and it was quite obvious that he was frustrated. If it was because he didn't win or something else–like what happened last night–I'm not entirely sure.But he jumped when I walked to him. It's as if he forgot I existed and he was in deep thought."Skye. Of course I am," he replied, albeit a bit awkwardly. He tried to smile, too."No, you're not," I tell him as I plop down the chair beside him. "You've been avoiding me all morning.""I'm not…"I just looked at him to say "you think I believe you?""Look, I know you're avoiding me because of last night," I told him. He blushes. "It's really not your fault. Or mine. It's just
Breakfast at the diner was amazing. The pancake was fluffy and the sausage just had the right amount of spice. We also had eggs cooked just how we liked it and a cup of hot, creamy, and rich chocolate.It was so simple, yet so satisfying.All the while, people would come and go, stopping by our table ever so briefly to greet us and tell Caelum how big he has grown.They were also so very sweet to me, and I can sense they were all just genuinely good people."I love it here," I sighed happily as we left the diner."It makes you fall in love with it, doesn't it?""You know what this town reminds me of? Those little villages in snow globes. My mom tried collecting them once, but after Serenity broke one when we were kids and had to have stitches, she gave them away. I missed those snow globes," I said."Funny that you mention that. I'm taking you to the gift shop. They do have small snow globes that I've fancied ever since I was a kid," he said as we walked towards the Rover. He opened t
It's not my first kiss. I have kissed boys before Finn, too. Just two, actually. And then Finn.But all those moments were nothing compared to this. It felt like my atoms have dispersed across the universe and have felt all the pleasures the stars have to offer, and then arranged back to create this version of me.My heart burst in my chest, it's almost painful.Caelum's lips were soft and gentle and warm. He is warm. His hands snaked their way to my back and pulled me into him and I wanted nothing else but to melt into his arms.Now, I know what it is like to be kissed by someone you love and love you. It's so much better than all those kisses made in the darkness of cars, or theaters, or under the bleachers.We pulled apart, and as soon as we did, I wanted more. Craved for his touch."I thought you'd never had someone before?" I asked him, almost breathlessly."Never. Why?"He looked confused. And he looked so beautiful even when his brows were furrowed together, lips slightly parte
I cried and kept wiping the tears away. I wanted to stop crying but the tears wouldn't stop and I grew more and more frustrated.Thankfully, Caelum didn't run after me and bothered me. At least he didn't at first.It was about an hour until he finally knocked on my door, just enough time for me to finally stop crying, too. But I wasn't in any mood to talk."Skye? Please, I'm sorry," he called from the door.I wanted to yell at him to go away. I also wanted to yank him in and hug him. But I have no energy to do any of that. Instead, I played my conversation with Caelum earlier over and over and asked myself if I shouldn't have reacted the way I did.In this entire debacle, I just hated myself.After around 15 minutes of knocking and calling out to me with no answer, Caelum stopped.I don't even know how to face him anymore. Sure, he shouldn't have sounded so angry and pissed. Or maybe assume something worse about someone he didn't know.But was my reaction warranted? Why was I so angry
The first couple of days in the Palazzo were spent on the terrace. I read a classic book I chose from the library, and even lunches were served there.Caelum mostly spent his time with me, in his own little world with a book, or a laptop, or a small portable gaming device. We would sit in companionable silence until the afternoon, where he would take me out into different spots on the mountain with a little picnic basket Sarah and the chef, his husband Marko, had prepared for us.We would sit in meadows or lookout spots until the sun set and the stars appeared. Then, we'd return to the Palazzo, have homemade pizzas and wine, and we'd watch a movie. Caelum picked a fantasy film the first night, I chose a scary one the next, and he was so terrified that we would both jump and scream.When it's time to go back to our own bedrooms, he would always wait for me to get inside my own room with his dimpled smile, and I would listen by my door so I'd know he'd entered his. Then, I would draw a