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Chapter Seventy-Nine

Author: Vendite Johnson
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Chapter 79 – Jayler

Why does it feel like heaven in the most unexpected way? The simple peck on my forehead felt sweet, endearing and above all, I feel secured around the arms of the person that I fell in love with. Why does love feel like you’re floating on cloud nine, jumping in its soft cottons?

I stared at Lance’s morning messy look as he was fixing the table for breakfast. He just finished cooking for his breakfast and he even cooked extra thinking that I’m hungry when I already had my breakfast. The truth is, I am not exactly as hungry but I didn’t enjoyed breakfast today, not the food but the overall air in the room. I am now wondering how many breakfast in the coming days that I won’t enjoy just because of mom and dad’s bullshit. This one for sure, I will enjoy.

Lance’s hair was clearly messy with thin filaments shooting at every direction. His eyes were still droopy and it seemed like I woke him up too early. However, I would still say that he looked cuter than ever. The La
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