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A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Eighty-Seven
Chapter 87 – Jayler The next morning was both promising and frightening. I’m more than determined to own this day and finally tell Kenneth and Jasper about my true sexuality because if not now, when? When is a very difficult question because what if I never tell them and they’d go on with their own lives without knowing who I really am as their friend? And while I’m still veiled in fear, I’m still looking forward to knowing their reaction may it be violent, negative or positive. It took me hours last night just to enter some data in my heart and mind. I promised to myself that I’m going to be okay with whatever reaction I get from Kenneth and Jasper. I took the fastest in the shower and when I went downstairs to have breakfast, I noticed how everything changed overnight. Or at least that’s how it came off to me. My mom was now wearing her best smile that she has not worn in a very long while. She’s even serving dad, giving him some additional kisses and some pick-up lines as if they’
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Eighty-Eight
Chapter 88 – Jayler “Woah, Jasper! What’s wrong with you?” Kenneth asked and I could clearly tell something’s not right with Jasper and Kenneth’s quite puzzled just as I was. I have imagined a lot of scenarios prior to this engagement but I never thought of this specific one. Jasper appeared to be hateful, much hateful than Kenneth. In fact, Kenneth was the one who’s keeping Jasper away from hitting me. I know he was annoying and childish a little while ago but this was just a huge one-eighty turn for him. “Don’t tell me Jayler has been sucking your dick, Kenneth.” Jasper continued accusing Kenneth of things that aren’t even true. “What? I already have a boyfriend.” I uttered. “You’ve crossed the line, Jasper.” Kenneth spat calmly but then he pushed Jasper against the nearest wall. He easily slammed Jasper and then punched him in the stomach. “That’s enough, Kenneth!!!” I yelled and Kenneth was obedient enough as he took a step away from Jasper who was holding his stomach. “You’
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Eighty-Nine
Chapter 89 – Lance To say that I’m exhausted after the long performance at the wedding was definitely an understatement. I’m more than exhausted, in fact, I’m excited to sit down and have a moment but on the positive side of things, I’m through the roof and exceedingly satisfied with how we performed. I had this inner confidence that we will do well enough but I never would’ve thought we’ll be received pretty nicely by everyone in the audience. When I sang the original song that I wrote for Dominic and Valentine, we had a standing ovation and I thought it’s for the newly wedded couple but they were just standing in the middle of the dance floor watching me perform the original song. I saw how Dominic shed some tears and that’s when I knew I did him justice. By the time, I was done singing the first chorus, Dominic and Valentine finally began dancing. By the time we jumped out of the stage, I was more than satisfied and I feel very much happy with how everything went. I’m thinking abo
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Ninety
Chapter 90 – Lance It’s been several days since the wedding was over and everything went back to normal. So far nothing has gone weird or exciting and I might say it has gone back to being overtly typical. My life returned to waking up just doing my own stuff and then going to the café by the afternoon and going to my nightly gigs by nightfall. The only change I had was I am now starting to pull out all of the songs that I’ve shelved and began singing them trying find good bops because I know most of the songs that I wrote are either mid-tempo ballads or just a sad song with no sick beat. I understand the fact that in order to enter the scene, you should either have a real banger of a song or date someone famous so you could promote your music in their limelight. I’m not trying to count the days that has gone since the last time I’m with Jayler but I guess my mind’s doing it unconsciously for me. I still don’t have any form of communication with Jayler and I’ve been missing him every
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Ninety-One
Chapter 91 – Joyce Mendoza I’m the worst sister ever. I kept on telling myself that same phrase over and over again. And if I thought I’d be over it after three seemingly long fucking years, then I must be on some crack. The truth is, I’m just telling myself that just to make myself feel better when in reality I’m a horrible mess. The kind of mess no one wants. My mom secretly hates me. No one wants to date me. I don’t even want me now. “Miss Mendoza,” The manager sat right in front of me wearing that mask of disappointment that has become a very familiar thing to me. “Did you just raised your voice to an older woman who has stutter?” “I-I didn’t know she has a stutter because she was speaking fluently the first time. I thought she was just playing me to get a discount.” “I don’t even want to hear your explanation, Miss Mendoza. You went through the training and you still can’t execute a proper empathy. And clearly you did not read through our list of special customers. Mrs. Domin
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Ninety-Two
Chapter 92 – Joyce They say time and tide wait for no man nor a woman. And I say that’s precisely true. Time has moved along and yet I feel like I’m stuck in the past for what I did and I’m having a strong gut feeling that I’m going to be stuck here for a longer while. Well, it’s not that I feel like it, I’m truly stuck in this mess and all I have now is myself. I have to atone for this debacle that I created myself. The stinging burn of guilt has been scorching me in the spine for years and I can’t do anything about it. I’ve got no other choice but to live with it. I’ve been cursed to be miserable and I honestly deserve it. I guess this is my karma and karma has been working harder than me. When I got out of the pizza parlor that I no longer work for after two short months, it was already past nine. It was freezing and I only have one stick of cigarette left to warm me through the night. I forgot I don’t have a car now because I sold it in order to pay for my tuition in college. I’
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Ninety-Three
Chapter 93 – Lance “Damn, you look like you’re really good at playing both cards.” The woman whispered breathily right into my earlobe. The hot steam coming off from her mouth gave me a nice pleasurable sensation. It’s more than enough to rev the engine of this train going towards the temples of heaven. “People say I’m a jack off all trades.” I teased giving her a seductive smile. I quickly grabbed the back of her head with one hand and the other, I was using to unbutton my shirt. “It looks like you’re packing down here.” The other guy spoke from down below. He was kneeling down and was busy unbuckling my belt. He’s a bit tipsy just like me and the woman I’m about to kiss and it’s taking him some time just to unbuckle the belt. “You’ll be surprised with my pet down there.” I mumbled teasing the guy. “Hahaha, I like it.” He let out a chuckle. “I have my own pet down here too and I’m sure they’ll find a way to meet each other real soon.” I slowly fastened my lips against the woman’
A Rhapsody for the Playboy Chapter Ninety-Four
Chapter 94 – Jayler I stared at my own picture hanging on the wall with the words ‘Employee of the Month’ written under the frame. I’ve never been so accomplished in my life but this feels unexpectedly correct. It definitely felt good to be recognized as one of the hardworking employee of Kimmy’s even though I’m just new here. I’ve only been here for less than six months and look at me, I’m this month’s best employee. I just couldn’t stop thinking about my sister losing her job and it’s not just losing her job, it’s how she lost it. Whatever’s been eating her up lately, she should get over that and start not fucking up her job. I believe it’s already her fourth time being fired. She must be going for hall of fame. That must be hard for her. She’s been very selfless throughout this difficult times and the bills at home are all paid thanks to her. I volunteered to help but she and mom kept on returning the money that I’ve been giving to them. “Congratulations on becoming the employee
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The three of them left Bradey who was enjoying the company of beautiful girls grinding with him. He surrendered to his bed and pleaded for the mercy of sleep to come and rescue him butit won't just come. He began thinking about what he said a few hours earlier, at first it sounded funny and even more insane but it could possibly be the solution to his problem. Dating a man.He was always open to the idea even before he met Samantha, but he couln't just take the risk without properly thinking about it, plus he wasn't gay at all. Day by day, he is losing every singledrop of hope he had to the point that he is starting to become desperate. The thought of getting old alone was squeezing his spinal cord; he never wanted to be left alone in this world like her mother.Richard was sitting taciturnly in front of his computer monitor, tapping away the keyboard, and while sipping some of the Matcha he bought from where he worked, he did not turned hisfocus away fro
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After the kiss everything went crazily awkward yet it felt like doubled heaven. However there had been no clear apprehension of moving from sleep to consciousness or if he did ever had the chance to sleep at all. At first he was just lying around eyes wide open firmly fixed above the idle ceiling. Usually things always do sink in as swift as a blink of an eye but now it actually took about less than twenty-four hours for him just to fully process and accept everything that happened. It's sure is real and it was wild, hungry, ardent, and awfully wrong in a way yet he wanted it all.He needed every second of it.Not that he was regretting it or something but it sure opened the closet to the realization of how sexually confused he is. Jasper and Kenneth kept on asking him about when will he ask somebody out, or when will he fuck somebody and as a response he was just telling them words of wisdom. It was obviously hilarious but, even if you consider how smart he is, he jus
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Kenneth's increasing excitement almost gave a successful infection to Jasper and Jayler, as soon as the lazy tattooed bouncer let them in without even having some second thoughts or even laying an eye to verify their legality, they started moving with the funky beat playing within the background. Clearly, even a nine year old kid could tell, they seem to resonate sheen light of minority within them though, in the most teenager sense of thinking, they dressed themselves plausibly in accordance and tried to be as oblivious as possible. They were successful about it, no one noticed and even if someone actually noticed they wouldn't give a damn anyway. They were just having fun and having fun means breaking rules, or at least that's how teenagers believe it to be."Oh lord I’ve got to admit I missed this damn place” Kenneth whistled.“Are you fucking kidding me Kenneth?” Jasper blurted in response while giving him a disbelieving glare.“Well, yeah I was here yesterday and the day before t
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The long and tiring day finally reeled to an end, Richard arrived at his unit at exactly eleven pm with the thought of Jayler actually staying in, and as usual like yesterday and the day before that,there was no sign of Jayler to be found. He was not fine with it, he doesn't understand why or how did something like this be happening to him but he felt like just being with him soothes allthe sores of a tiring day, but he has to be fine with it, and of course realizing the mere fact that his shift ends at 10 pm, Jayler probably had gone home, he has some parents and a sister toworry for his safety. He has a family, a sweet thing that he had once. And this is Friday night, and Friday nights were supposed to be the youngest of the young nights for him, and even if heis already at the early stages of getting real old to this crappy life, he and his friends still have the finest time to seek pleasure with their party people mindset. The clamorous thought of feeling
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Friday came crashing down like a tremendous blazing fireball of blessing, aside from the mere fact that Fridays were always a blessing, it was the last day of Jayler's three day suspension andafter that he can finally return back to school. He woke up very much delighted with the idea that it was all over at last, and, just like the fresh and lustrous morning light, his smile was the brightest.He took the shower with such ease and pleasure while singing some part of a certain song, humming happily into its funky and perky beats and later on doing some awkward dance moves.He arrived thirty minutes earlier today at Richard's condo unit, appearing quite youthful and reinvigorated as ever. Purely for his own amusement, in the high spirits of this stirring and exciting day,Jayler had been trying to act accordingly, keeping himself pulled together, as he found how endearing Richard could be, who based on the sole evidence of his bachelor upbringing have sethi
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It was past ten before Richard arrived at Fidelitea. This was the hour when he found Fidelitea most lovable; the shop was not yet the busiest, the smell of fresh teas making its way to invadehis nostrils never failed to relieve his accumulating anxiety, and he was so eager to kick start the bright day with his indefatigable enthusiasm bolstered by the good night sleep he mustered.Though, a thousand of trembling hearts were beating restlessly in close proximity within this heaving ancient mall, and many of them, after all, would be aching in agony but his heartache wasfar worse than theirs. Considering all of the things, whether all of the good or the bad, that happened in his past, he was impotently reduced into nothing but an incapacitated marionette madeout of fragile skins and broken bones with a deplorable heart from stitches of mismatched parts from varying textiles that were scraped out from the anguishing memories of all of his past lovers.Strang
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"What the fuck is that?" He mumbled quietly, precisely questioning what was that that he just felt earlier. His heart was still fluttering like a butterfly until now. The stare was still like the oddestfive seconds of his entire life, it was as though a moment from a romance series where the lead actor accidentally stared at his leading actress and the time suddenly went into a slow phaseof motion happened to him. This was, as far as he knows, the very first time that something like that happened and it was undoubtedly unexplainable that made his heart tramble, jerk and flutter.He walked out of the shower room then went to dress himself. Hardly aware that he had moved, he found himself lying motionless back in his own bed in which he had spent the latter of thecold night, slowly and lazily scrolling down onto his social media accounts. Fortunately, thanks to several groups of fandom that follows him, the girl who posted their kissing photos receivedmyri
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Denny was promptly fished out from the short film of bittersweet memories that he was virtually viewing in his mind by a loud ring coming from his cellphone. He came to his sense and tardilypicked up the call. It was Bradey."Hello?""Where are you?" asked Bradey."At home, why?" His voice was soft and broken."Why you sound like that?" Bradey asked inquisitively."I'm watching Korean drama" Denny lied, he doesn't want to but it appears that Bradey doesn't remember that today is Jesse's death anniversary."Oh, I didn't know you watch those stuffs" Bradey knew that Denny hated dramas and he was baffled that Denny is watching Korean dramas."Now you know, now can you please spit the reason why you called because I'm really busy crying about this sick drama" Another lie. Denny truly hated dramas, too much that without beingaware of it, he became one."Er, I just want to ask help from you""Proceed""I'm calling here fr
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Jayler decided to stay outside of the guidance counselor's office. He was quivery and unsteady; he kept on moving around, back and forth, doing random things that he thought might keephis nervousness down. Anxiety was sending several swift arrows of thoughts inside his brain. Can Richard make a good bargain with the guidance counselor? Will he be successful? Will hebe convincing enough to act as his uncle? All of it was softly and slowly killing the very most of him and the longer he waits, the more queasy he gets. Slowly, he was losing the dull light ofhope he have and was already on the verge of detaching himself from present towards the future of what will probably happen to him. Finally, the squeaking sound of an opening door awakenedand pulled him back to his sense."How did it go?" The uneasy anticipation of a good answer forced him to run instantly in front of Richard."Shush" Richard shushed him, pulling him into the farthest corner of the b
