I suck in a deep breath, grateful to no longer hear the sounds of my brother’s extracurricular activities. I walk across the champagne marble floors of our grand bathroom, the light of the moon shining through the windows that line the walls, bouncing off every marble surface and illuminating the room with an ethereal glow. I slip out of my shoes, discard my dress and panties and step into the vast glass shower. When I say ‘vast’ I mean it. This shower could easily fit thirty people, though I dare not put the idea in my brother’s head. I do not need to come home to a shower orgy.
When our creator and father figure, the God Jartre, was generous enough to conjure a home for my brother and me, we both requested a ridiculously large bathroom and shower. We did this because we both liked the idea of being able to bathe in our bird forms. Think of it like birds enjoying a bird bath, except the birds in this scenario are fifteen feet tall at full height.
I walk over to the marble column at the far end and turn one of the handles, prompting water to spout from the shower head. I lay my hands against the column and lean my head back, allowing the heat of the water to sink deep into my skin, washing away the crawling sensation that lingers on my flesh. How it feels to encounter the eyti is difficult to explain. It’s like feeling something sticky latched to your skin, but simultaneously, it crawls against your skin as it attempts to burrow into your flesh. It almost makes you want to tear your flesh off or burn the frigid chill away. I wish I could tell you that after thousands of years on this Earth that I’ve gotten used to it, but that’s not the case. You just learn to live with it. But I can truthfully say, it became much easier to live with when hot showers were invented.
I continue to let the scalding water ease the tension in my muscles and warm up my body, and after enough time passes I turn off the water and wring out my hair. Stepping out of the shower I grab my bathrobe from off the wall and put it on, wrapping it tightly around myself. I grab my towel and wrap my hair up in it, then gather my clothes off the floor and make my way across the hall, entering my bedroom. I hit the dial on the wall, turning on one set of lights by the window in the far corner of my room and dimming them down. I walk over to my bed and seeing the clock on the nightstand, realise it’s just after 3 am. Ugh, I really hope this doesn’t mean Ayawamat’s friends are staying over.
I toss my clothes on the bed then free my fair from the towel and give my long locks a final rub of the towel before tossing it with my clothes. I collect a hair tie from beside the bed and walk over to my sitting area. I step up onto the low platform and plop down on the long floor sofa, stretching my legs out. I reach over, picking up my brush and brushing through my hair as I stare out the window, begging my thoughts not to run away with me. Lately, I’ve thrown myself into my duties more than ever just in an attempt to stop my mind from wandering and focusing on the one person I don’t want to think about right now, but it’s hard not to think about that which your soul yearns for.
I plait my fair and sit back, picking up one of my books from the low coffee table and allow myself to focus on the words written on the page. I don’t get a chance to do that for very long when there’s a tapping at my door.
“Come in,” I call out as I turn the page.
I hear my bedroom door open and glance over as Ayawamat pads across the timber floors. At least he’s wearing sweatpants. He lowers himself, sitting opposite me on the floor sofa, stretching out his legs until his feet touch mine. He brushes his toes against the soles of my feet, tickling me. With a smile on my face and my eyes on my book, I smack his foot with mine.
“So, what were their names this time?” I ask absentmindedly.
“Um…well her name was Charlotte…or was it Carlotta? Colette?” I peer up from my book to see the deep look of concentration and confusion on my brother’s face, his rainbow irises shine bright like prisms in the dark of my room while the light of the room illuminates the sweat coating his copper skin. He runs his fingers through his long, dark brown hair, a dishevelled mess from his debauch activities. “And his name was…Darren? Dan? Daniel?”
“You’re pathetic,” I remark incredulously, placing my book down in front of me. “It’s bad enough I have to come home to your little ménage à trois and see my brother in positions I don’t ever wish to see him in and have yet seen him in far more times than I’d like to count, but you bring these humans to our home and can’t even give them the courtesy of remembering their names.”
“It’s not that deep, Orenda…well, I was pretty deep,” he says with a cocky smirk. I instantly gag at the innuendo. Fucking gross. He chuckles at my revulsion and kicks my foot, “Lighten up, sis. Might do you some good to see some action. And why did you put emphasis on them being human?”
“Because I don’t think it’s wise that all your hookups are human. You’re not human, Aya,” I remind him.
“Neither are you,” he retorts. “Look, humans don’t come with animais, at least not the majority anyway, and I don’t like feeling vulnerable around other supernaturals,” he huffs, crossing his bulging biceps over his muscular chest.
“So that’s what it’s about? You feel fragile around other supernaturals? Even though you have the ability to strike them down with lightning.”
“Hey, I don’t need to be getting railed by some sanguidae only for him to snap my spine in the process or lose control and drain me dry and eat my heart. Maybe if Jartre hadn’t decided to make our human forms so human, I would feel differently,” he shrugs.
I stare at him in disbelief, the unpleasant image he painted of him getting “railed” by a sanguidae to the point of being broken and drained leaving an unpleasant taste in my mouth. “What it must be like to live inside your head,” I mutter, shaking my head.“Wouldn’t you like to know,” he smirks.“I really wouldn’t.”“Anyway, enough about me. How did patrols go?”“I took care of some eyti in Indonesia and then some in Australia.”“And I’m guessing you didn’t kill them,” he says in an almost accusatory tone.“I’m not going to kill them when now more than ever there is a chance to save them. Zarseti and Gabriella have a plan, and I don’t want to interfere with it. If there is a way to restore the eyti, I’m going to give them every chance to do so,” I say sternly.Ayawamat lets out a breath of frustration, again running his fingers through his hair. “Would be so much easier if we could just kill Azadou and be done with the eyti altogether,” he mutters, but I heard him clear as day.I sta
Just look at them. Humans now swarm the globe by the billions, their very existence polluting the Earth they inhabit, rotting it from the inside out. I remember when this planet was a thriving oasis, and the humans who existed among it respected it, nurtured it, and even revered it. Now look at them. They move like uncoordinated ants, crashing into one another while simultaneously trying to avoid each other. It would be comical if it weren’t so pathetic. And then there’s the stench.Every last one of them carries the putrid stench of malice. It emanates from them, contaminating everything around them like a virus. Some wear their malice proudly, owning it and showcasing it like it were a decomposing crown to be mounted proudly upon their heads. Others hide theirs. They attempt to mask it with good deeds and kind words, but I still smell it. I can smell the insincerity a continent away. They can pretend to be mild-mannered, compassionate creatures, but it takes so little to bring forth
Sickened by the thought of infecting my senses by suffering through more human interactions, I transport myself back to my home – if one could call it that. I’ve never had a home, but I find the concept strange yet comforting. A dwelling of my own creation that separates me from all the earthly things I despise, while providing me with a sanctuary to do as I will, even rest should I find need of it.I chose to take up residence in a place called Hoia-Baciu, a forest in a land called Romania. Gullible and paranoid humans seem to believe this dark forest is haunted, and I suppose now it is. When I erected this home for myself I realised this was the first thing I had ever created of my own volition. Yes, I created the eyti but there’s not a single eyti in existence that I ever made intentionally. This place, however, was. I saw it in my mind then made it happen and have come to treasure this place in the short time I’ve resided here. I even feel quite protective of it, another emotion I
It’s been centuries since I got this dressed up, yet here I am dressing for the same reason I did then.Today is the autumnal equinox, one of the two times of the year when the sun is exactly above the equator making day and night equal in length. The other time this occurs is called the vernal equinox. To celebrate, supernaturals gather among their kind in hopes of finding their soulmate. However, for thousands of years during the autumnal equinox, the delegation has hosted the Autumnal Ball, allowing supernaturals from all corners of the globe to come together at the Kartheca to try to find their animai among other species. The last time I attended was in the 1500s and that was only for the novelty of it. This time is different.While everyone will be attending hoping to find their animais, I’ve already found mine; he just doesn’t want anything to do with me. This would have been another year I avoided this event but for some unknown reason, me and my brother were personally request
We exit the house and make our way onto the grass, my heels sinking into the dirt with each step I take. I focus on feeling the power within me take hold, and as a burst of electricity shoots through my body my human form is quickly replaced with my raitruum form along with my brother. I stretch out my thirty-foot-long wings, feeling the breeze between my feathers as I bring myself to my full fifteen-foot height. I feel my power and strength coursing through me like a livewire. In this form, everything is heightened. I hear beyond what I could in human form, smell scents I was completely unaware of and see up to five miles away.I look over at my brother as he flaps his wings, the bright gold of his feathers that fade into electric blue glowing majestically like they were being lit from within. In bird form, we are identical in every way but scent, so only certain beings can tell us apart. But since we tend to handle our duties solo to keep us spread out, that issue doesn’t come up muc
Okay, I’m ready for bed.Besides living with my brother, I’ve been a very solitary being for thousands of years. The most social interactions I experience are when I interact with the Delegation or save someone’s life. Apart from that, I’m happy to do my own thing, so all these back-to-back discussions with so many people wanting to get to know me are a bit overwhelming. The selfies, on the other hand, were going a bit far for some of them, but I suppose they wanted visual proof they met a raitruum.The moment I’m given a chance to breathe, I race over to the buffet, pull up the bust of my dress once again and help myself to some eclairs. I’m just digging into my second when I feel a wave of serenity wash over me as arms wrap around me from behind. I glance down and see gold flecks of glitter buried against ivory skin. I look behind me to see a bright smile and golden eyes twinkling up at me.“Kamelya, you startled me,” I chuckle, putting my éclair down and turning to hug her.“Those
“I’m so sorry to interrupt, but you’re Orenda, aren’t you?” asks the blonde woman, her turquoise eyes shining with hope.“That would be me, I’m sorry, do we know each other?” I ask curiously, trying to place her face.She’s toned and beautiful in a one-sleeved, glittering, turquoise gown with a sweetheart neckline and a slit up to her hip with a bustle of turquoise silk flowing from her hip accentuating her curves. The shoes make quite the statement being eight-inch holographic platforms with diamond straps and a diamond starflower as the buckle. She looks like royalty but based on the familiar energy, I’m going to guess an Alpha, which makes the handsome gentleman with his arm around her, her Luna. His jet black hair is tied back in a half-up pony and is in a matching three-piece turquoise suit with a white button-down and white tie, with turquoise suede loafers with gold tipped toes.I’ve never had the privilege of meeting a male Luna before. I’ve met a few female Alphas in my time,
Not a moment later, I feel my entire body become rigid. An intense, overwhelming wave of energy comes over me almost knocking me off my feet, and it takes all of me to remain standing. I can feel it approaching like a cold, dense fog skimming across the water and cloaking the land with a cloud of unease. I’d know that feeling anywhere. A feeling I should loathe and shiver at, but I don’t. It makes my body feel alive and my essram rejoice in ways I can’t begin to explain. It feels like a black hole sucking me into its depths, and never have I wanted something so much in my whole life. As disturbing as that thought should be, it brings me nothing but comfort.I look to the end of the ballroom, my heart skipping several beats as that energy intensifies. A moment later, the grand double doors are pushed open, and stepping over the threshold without a single care is none other than Azadou himself.The God of Malice.The Demon God.My animai.His bright purple eyes glance around the room wit
I clutch my belly, my body freezing in astonishment as I suddenly feel an electric charge building inside me. It’s just like the one that pulled me off the precipice of death only this time it is considerably stronger. I stare at my belly in amazement as I feel the charge intensify inside my womb and then begin to spread throughout my body, much like the sensation I feel when I call on my power or trigger a shift. My eyes widen as an electric current in every colour of the rainbow moves across the skin of my arms and hands, tickling and soothing me with its static dance.I hold my hands out in front of me, staring in wonder as the kaleidoscope of colours moves across my flesh. “I’m going to go out on a limb my little Sihasin and assume this is all you because…this is definitely not coming from me,” I breathe out as a bewildered chuckle escapes my lips.I look down at the cuff around my ankle and a plan begins to form in my head. The magic Invidia has cast on the chain means that no am
Leaning over the bathroom sink, I take slow, calming breaths as I cautiously wait for my stomach to decide if it’s done rejecting every item of food it has consumed today. Of course, it’s not as though it needs the presence of food to make me suffer. Yesterday after it had successfully emptied itself, it still wasn’t done. I spent hours just vomiting bile. I had to force-feed myself just so I’d have something to throw up and not have to endure my stomach acids burning my insides.I’m no stranger to regurgitation. I’ve had a lifetime of experiencing the downfalls that come with eating too much of something that didn’t agree with me, drinking far more than I should have or consuming food that resulted in food poisoning. That one mostly occurred back in the ages when people hadn’t mastered food preparation, however, I was at least able to cure that by shifting into my bird form and allowing my rapid healing to do what it does best. But this? This is an entirely different beast. I would r
Invidia guides me over to the bed, surprisingly not mocking or huffing at my laggard steps. I sit down on the firm yet cushioned mattress, my muscles practically sighing in relief to be on something comfortable instead of the stone and steel they have endured.“Quite the drastic change of scenery,” I comment suspiciously.“Don’t go getting the wrong idea,” she counters in a discouraging tone. “Granting you comfort doesn’t mean I’ve suddenly decided to be nice to you, it is just a means to an end. I need to take care of the mother to ensure the baby you’re growing is nice and healthy,” she explains saccharinely as that familiar malevolent smile spreads across her face.I fist the sheets beneath my hands as the rage building inside me sends adrenaline coursing through my body. Adrenaline is good. Adrenaline means strength, energy and alertness. It’ll be a bitch when it tapers off, but I’m sure this won’t be the last time Invidia says or does something to trigger my anger.“And then what
Time seemed to stand still from the moment Invidia left me on this slab. I have no idea how long she’s been gone. It could be hours; it might even be days. The existence of time has been erased from my mind as I lay here on the cold steel of the autopsy table with my hands against my lower abdomen in a self-soothing attempt to shield my unborn child from the horrors that await us both.I stare at the flickering flame of the candle against the wall as the magic that gives it life keeps it from burning down. Just gazing upon its warm glow reminds me of how much I have lived to see. Almost two thousand years ago, candles were used to measure time. The wax measured 30cm long with 12 perfectly spaced markings down the length of the wax. Each marking measured 20 minutes, with the candle’s entire length taking 4 hours to burn. 6 candles were usually used to measure exactly 24 hours. Watching as the candles that illuminate my prison refuse to dwindle just adds to my overwhelming sense of bein
I finally reach the entrance and step outside, instantly greeted by the harsh, frigid winter air. The breeze cast off from the waves of the Mediterranean Sea surrounding the islet increases the icy chill making the wind feel like freezing razors against my skin. I walk through the snow wrapping my arms tightly around my torso in an attempt to shield myself from the cold as the sun’s rays offer little in the way of warmth.“Aya, wait a minute!” A recognisable voice calls from behind me.I reluctantly stop in my tracks and turn around as the cold has my teeth on the verge of chattering. I watch Arthwin’s familiar frame run over to me, his usual all-black attire standing out against the white snow around us while his fiery red hair makes him look like the human version of a GPS location pin. He slows down as he approaches, his heterochromia eyes becoming replaced by pitch blackness. The only thing keeping him from looking like a demon on the CW are the gleaming silver pearls that have ta
I look over at the bald figure, my brow raised as her words hang in the air, piquing my curiosity. I stare at her expectantly, waiting for her to continue, temporarily mesmerised as the glittering gold acts as a stark contrast against her deep, cool-toned, dark brown skin. A shade so dark most cosmetic companies don’t even have a foundation for her, not that she’d need it.“What are you saying, Canan?” presses Hande, her Japanese-like features filled with interest as she leans forward, resting her elbows on her knees.“I think Müjde’s Devil’s Advocate moment had more weight than she meant it to. What if this person been after Orenda for some time and seized an opportunity?” she queries thoughtfully.“Who the hell would hold a grudge against my sister?” I retort sceptically. “She doesn’t have any enemies. I mean, how can she? The only beings we battle are eyti, and they’re not exactly capable of holding a grudge.”“People don’t get spontaneously abducted. There is always intent, and a
“How is this fucking possible?!” I exclaim in indignation as I look around at the unique sea of eyes staring back at me, their sympathy and distress distracting from the majesty of their irises.“Ayawamat, no one can blame you for being upset. We would be too if it were one of us missing, but it doesn't change the fact that this constant state of agitation you are living in, isn't doing you any good," chimes Afet sympathetically. "We’re all equally concerned about Orenda’s whereabouts and well-being; most of my sisters wouldn’t be out searching for her right now if we weren’t." The commiseration etched into her Vietnamese-like features is almost completely obscured as the midday sun streams into the rotunda in the centre of the Kartheca’s common room, making every speck of glitter in her skin cast a golden gleam.I stare at Afet in silence, my fingernails digging into my palms as it takes all my willpower not to go off on her. I have enough self-awareness to know that the Delegation h
For the first time in a week, I laugh. I let out a bitter – though still amused – laugh as she speaks about avoiding rejecting my brother. I don’t know where this burst of energy is coming from, but I’m welcoming it gladly.Invidia pushes off the wall, glaring down at me in annoyance, “What the hell is so funny?”I look up at her, a bitter, mocking smile tugging at my lips. “You even thinking you have a say in the rejection of my brother is laughable.”She fists her hands at her sides as they are ignited by glowing indigo energy. “You think I couldn’t reject him if I want to?” she bites back acerbically.My mocking smile only continues to grow, and I find myself eager to bask in the aftermath of shattering any little fantasies she may have had of being bonded with Ayawamat.“You seem under the very erroneous belief that my brother would ever give you the time of day,” I gladly taunt, leaning back against the stone wall, the uneven edges suddenly feeling unusually soothing as I watch In
I’m pulled from my dark reverie as a groan of pain passes my lips when I feel an ache in my cheeks as my head is yanked downward. I lock with obsidian oculi with a golden core as Invidia’s fingers dig overly aggressively into my cheeks, her face a strange mix of relieved and haunted as she squats before me.“I understand,” she murmurs unusually sympathetically. “I know what rejection can do to people. Despite what she liked to claim, I know my mother’s strength was never the same after she killed her animai. She killed the man she was bonded to without thinking once about the ramifications. She was so fucking cocky,” she scoffs in irritation, “And so obsessed with her plans for power and domination that she actually believed she was above the consequences that come with rejecting the magic of a God,” she shakes her head in ridicule. “But you see, I’ve learned so much from every mistake she ever made. I won’t let anything derail my objectives, which is why I had to make slight amendmen