Marina's POVWe went back to the table. Obviously I was choiceless and quite hungry. If not I would've never agreed.People stared at us, trying to guess what was going on between us but I simply ignored them so I wouldn't get pissed further.Varce rushed to my side and pushed in my seat that was already out, then pulled it out again so I could sit down. I rolled my eyes at his stupid gesture but took the seat.Varce is so intentional about getting into a woman's pants, and he was definitely good at it. I knew him through and through so I'll not fall for it for a second time.All I had to do was be on my best behavior and not give him the impression that I like him, then he'll leave me alone. I know he won't, so running away is the best option. It was incredible how he had time to chase women with a shaky memory and a clan to run.While he was on business trips, he was busy going on blind dates? Why will my Aunt even do this to me with someone as rough as him?I couldn't understand it
Marina's POVI stormed in to see my aunt having a hang out with her friends. I guess they were all waiting for me.Ugh, the mansion reeked of old women with old money that absolutely has no business being all over my business, but they certainly were.My aunt stood up to receive me and immediately took me to one high chair I had barely noticed before we reached it. It was decorated with balloons and essence from party poppers. She sat me down like I was some bride and her friends gathered round with eager expressions, and I found it weird.I wasn't in the right state of mind. I needed to avenge my mother but instead I was busy breaking her heart by wanting her killer to play with me and feeling guilty for lying to him when he clearly started all of this, even though he had no memory.Now what? I was boiling from the inside, and I needed to pack my things. Who knows, that bastard would show up first thing in the morning to try to get me to go out with him, and my aunt would probably ag
Marina's POVThe stupid racing game that they play every middle of the month, it was time again. Luckily, I finally had a partner from Malcolm's team.I know what you're wondering. What happened? I'm so fucking safe! Varce knows absolutely nothing although he doesn't trust me much anymore. I've literally been walking on eggshells around him and after our first conversation, he had made it a habit to ignore my existence.I'm only here because of my bestie, Selena.After receiving the call, I decided not to go. I could still kill him from afar. But it wasn't working. I actually wanted to be close to him to monitor him and watch him. I also know I was unstoppable. Selena wanted me back, and there was absolutely nothing he could do. In the end, he surely loves his sister very much, even though she just dragged him to his end. I'll have fun with him, then kill him, easy.I changed my mind and packed up. I ran away that night and back in a hotel room, I cut my hair again and dyed it back to
Marina's POVI pleaded with her to give me time, and that I would tell her soon. Even though, it would still be a lie then because I couldn't tell her I wanted to kill her brother. She nodded in understanding then took my hands and led me to her own office as the secretary where we hung out and chatted about stupid things for the rest of the day.It's been a week. My green bike was still as good as new, as if it was never touched but it was cleaned properly.Malcolm kept staring at me from afar and after the race, he approached me.“You. Where did you go? We didn't see you for like three months. You left and now you're back.” His expression was that of suspicion, and it missed me off.“I'm not obligated to tell you anything about my life, Sir.” I said the words as I felt them, and I was more than proud of myself. I agree that he helped me get hard drugs in the past but it was absolutely nothing to be proud of.“You know you're such a rude little shit, right?” He asked in a teasing ma
Marina's POVI cried so much that night. I guess I forgot how hurt I still was, and all that had been in my head was to avenge without taking a break to properly mourn. I had eye bags when I woke up, and I was more than pleased to look ugly.When Oliver saw me, he asked me what the matter was. I was delighted to see him wearing a great sized trouser finally and I guess it was actually the highlight of my day.I couldn't tell him the specific matter, so I just told him I had an emergency at home. When he tried to pry, I did the same and somehow, he shifted and ran away. Seems he has shit he had issues talking about too. I feel like with his new ranking, he has gotten so busy to hang out with me and it was fine. Whatever. I didn't want to be friends with him in the first place. Hmph!Varce was still ignoring me and Selena wasn't around. Apparently shit happened and the rich guy she was with when she disappeared after that time Varce caught us, she's dating him now. I'm dying to know wha
Marina’s POVI had no idea how Selena heard but she came running the next day with lots of sweets and snacks.This girl had plans to make me a candy addict and I'm afraid it was working.As always, we were in her office. She kept apologizing to me when she clearly did nothing wrong. She engaged me in a lot of gossip and it was nice that I was injured like this, at least I didn't have to deal with Tom. When we finished, she said she had a date with her boyfriend so she had to go. Bummer. She was clingy but now I was getting jealous and clingy myself because I didn't actually want her to go. What do I do all by myself now? I headed back to my room and stayed there for a while.Just like that, Varce called for a meeting. Some guys came to check out our clan, looking for guys that are suitable for bodyguard tasks. I obviously didn't need to be there, especially with an injured leg but I didn't get spared. We all gathered at the main hall. Varce went back to ignoring my existence. I st
Varce’s POVA cat with nine lives. Wanna get me killed? You're wasting your fucking time because there's absolutely no death for me. Sure I could lose my memories or some shit, but I was still Varce fucking Bosta.One thing I know, I'm fucking better than all these dumb results from investigations. Shit kept slipping at the most convenient time for no reason, and that's when I realized that it wasn't me. Someone was truly out to get me. Shooting me right at the chest? Luckily I'm healed now and I feel so damn great.The only issue now is, I've been losing my fucking mind. I almost burned the paper where I drew Sergey’s eyes but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was so fucking sure I knew him, but it was even more hurtful that he was probably out to get me, and Selena was about to get all of us killed.Don't even get me started on the reason I've been losing my mind. That evil woman, Marina, kept disappearing and playing hard to get. Can't she see that I won't rest until I fuck her,
Varce’s POVFuck. He really couldn't hold his alcohol to save his life. Things were about to get interesting. I kept engaging him in stupid chats that made no sense, even to me. The minute he started talking rubbish, I knew I had him right where I wanted him.Since he won't tell me anything, he would answer my questions in this state. Crucify me all you want and I know being drunk doesn't automatically make one spill out truths but trust me, I knew this little shit enough to know what I was doing.He was so drunk it was comical, so I went straight to business. All the questions I had, I began to ask.“Sergey? Still here? Want more?” I'm such a devil.“Yes, Captain. I feel so terrible.” He said, looking disoriented.“How's home? Seems you were comfortable.” I tried to divert, resting my arms on the table, still staring at my recruit.“You bet. I stayed with my Aunt and I had to run away because some guy I know kept chasing me. He's awfully persistent.”He said drowsily and it was so fu
Varce’s POVI've been toyed with. I guess, along the line, I forgot myself. I forgot who the hell I was. I had to show them that I was done playing games. After almost choking that crazy woman, Katerina to death, especially after she thought she could keep playing with me, she told me that one of my men paid her to do everything, but it would be breaking her code of conduct to reveal who it was.Based on what I knew, nobody really knew about our relationship, except Oliver and he wouldn't dare, even though I've been the worst boss.I guess that's why I decided to find solace in my girlfriend, so I made her follow me home, just for a little break, especially after all the blood shed I caused, just because I needed to remind others that I'm a very dangerous man. It would be fine if Marina didn't know that, so I had no reason to tell her, but I tell her everything else because she's so interested in everything I have to say.Something bizarre has also been happening. I've been getting
Marina's POVAfter crying for what felt like hours together, we began to reflect on everything that has led up to this point.“Why did you run away?” I asked, genuinely interested in the answer.She sighed and stared into nothingness for a while, that I even thought that she didn't hear me initially. Just before I would ask her again, she began to speak. She sounded like she was blinded by love, like she's had a taste of it and had no plans to ever leave that feeling.“Love. Love is such a beautiful thing, and it's a strong word. It makes you forget who you are sometimes, but maybe it's okay.”Yup, she is deep down.“Love made you run away? Where did you even meet someone like that, and are you two married?”It almost sounded crazy in my ears but deep down, I had a feeling that I understood her.She nodded her head as a response to my question before she began to explain how everything happened.“Yes, four years ago, we got married. A church, just the two of us, secretive. No one appr
Marina's POVVarce didn't tell me about the party he was hosting in the clan. All he did was keep me in his room, fuck me and bring food to me. At this point it was clear that he was fucking me and that he was gay. At least everyone managed to mind their business, which was great. The only rumors Oliver would bring to me from time to time was that Varce was actually bisexual and he was always hanging out with a woman called Rina. We laughed over it and it was great, Selena came to visit often too. The only issue was that I didn't deserve any of it. I deserve nothing good.I came out to attend the party with them for the first time in a while, and the party was messier than all the other parties. Varce had to be present so he apologized to me and told me to stay put until the party was over.He was killing me with love and sex. At some point, I actually wanted us to get married. It was insane. I nodded my head and he slipped into the crowd.All the gangs were present so I knew Malcol
Marina's POVMalcolm is sly and evil. He has the power to break us off but instead got me wrapped around his finger to do his bidding, while still delaying the inevitable. He wants to suck me dry, waiting for the perfect time to strike.I'm the biggest fool I know. Days ago, Varce asked me to come clean, but I couldn't do it. If I did, I would've accepted every punishment, and then Malcolm wouldn't have made everything so complicated.I tried to stop crying all the way home. Malcolm touched me, kissed my throat and graped me. I hated it so much I begged him to stop, and he did, saying he had all the time in the world. So for how long was he planning to drag this on for?Now I have two boyfriends and I have to spy on one for the other, great.He at least gave me back my clothes and let me go back to being Sergey, then he let me go.I could barely walk, my footsteps unsteady but I finally arrived at the clan. Varce wasn't around, apparently he has some issues in town so he went to deal
Marina's POVI woke up in an unfamiliar room. It wasn't so creepy, but it was unfamiliar alright? I was perfectly tucked on a bed and immediately I woke up, I got out of bed, shocked and trying to get my stressed brain to pick up traces of what happened.Right. I was with Karen, then…Oh shit! I got sedated?Something in the drink, I took major sips.I looked around the room and there was no one in sight, so I hastily headed for the door but when I opened it, I suddenly got pushed so hard I fell into the room again, hard and it hurt.When I raised my head in shock, Malcolm had entered the room and he was smiling maniacally at me. I crawled away from him as he kept stalking closer. I was breathing hard for no reason. Why the hell did he do this to me? His sister wasn't even in sight.“This pretty, gorgeous woman. You know I suspected the first time I met you. And now, it's true. Just take a look at your pretty face behind that dumb male makeup that's not fooling anyone, your gorgeous
Marina's POVIt's been a week. Things have been great, people have been growing either suspicious or jealous. Some believe that Varce is gay and we've been fucking in his room, based on the rumors. While I cared about the rumors, Varce couldn't give a fuck.As for Katerina Ivok, we've settled. She's crazy, but right from the start she meant well, although she had no idea what she was a part of initially.She's still so creepy, and is still giving Varce a hard time in telling him who shot him. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's actually on our side, considering the fact that she told me to my face that she's dying to eat my pussy and I should let her. She's insane. Apparently she's been interested in fucking me for the longest time now, and that explained the way she's been staring at me. Too bad I'm no lesbian so that would never happen. Hell, Varce won't even allow it. She visits once in a while then after, goes to kill. I'm scared to ask her if she has a hand in my mom's death t
Marina's POVFinally we got to the venue even though it was in no way close to the clan.It was a silly event but still, dignitaries were in attendance. I wasn't really used to these things since I was always hiding and my sister used to do all the work but now, I guess I had to face this one for Varce because I'm such a stupid girl in love.People were greeting him and I found out he was even more important than I thought, and that clan was just a tip of the iceberg. I felt his importance that day.They were all delighted to see me but for some reason, he didn't really introduce me to them fully. He just told them my name was Rina, so I went with it. He also told all that was willing to listen that I was his to have, and we were dating. I blushed until my face turned blood red. It was incredible how invested I also was into the relationship when I was supposed to be plotting ways to kill him.One guy approached us, eyeing my fit, staring right at my breasts. When Varce noticed, he i
Marina's POVVarce is such a sweetheart sometimes or when I'm horny. We entered the car swiftly but he still treated me with care. Soon we were on our way.This man had mints and sweets, even chocolate in his car, and it was totally unlike him. “Selena's handwork?” I asked and his lips lifted.“She's initiating me in the worst way as you can see. I got them for you. We'll be driving around very often and I want you to be as comfortable as you need to be.”“I can kiss you right now.” I said moaning in sheer delight, even though I didn't think it through.“Who says you can't? I don't mind.” He literally tapped his laps, telling me to climb on top to kiss him. That's dangerous and reckless!“You're driving. When we get back. No sex, I'm exhausted and I need to rest.”“Fine, but you'll suck my dick, and I'll eat your sore pussy. Such a great snack.”“Varce!”“I bet you're leaking and all wet for me right now. No need to pretend.”He was right. My panties were slowly getting soaked. Yes,
Marina's POVI had a taste of it, and began to want more. Varce really expected me to run away from him, instead of asking for more?It's been four days and I'm incredibly sore beyond measure. I can't do shit myself and for the first time, I didn't care what anyone was thinking. I just wanted to be taken care of by this man, and he passed the vibe check. I was practically living in his room, fucking him day and night. It was primal, ravenous, hot and dangerous but we didn't stop. We only stopped when I passed out or was about to drop dead.I've become such a sex addict and no, I'm not complaining at all. I loved every second of it, his face when he came, the sweat, the way he fucked me like he hated me. Gosh. You've got no idea.Two days later, he shocked me and did something weird. He came in with a sparkling beady blood red dress. It had thin sleeves that could snap at such a tiny pull. He also came in with a new gorgeous black suit.I was lying down with just his shorts on. I didn