Marina's POVI cried so much that night. I guess I forgot how hurt I still was, and all that had been in my head was to avenge without taking a break to properly mourn. I had eye bags when I woke up, and I was more than pleased to look ugly.When Oliver saw me, he asked me what the matter was. I was delighted to see him wearing a great sized trouser finally and I guess it was actually the highlight of my day.I couldn't tell him the specific matter, so I just told him I had an emergency at home. When he tried to pry, I did the same and somehow, he shifted and ran away. Seems he has shit he had issues talking about too. I feel like with his new ranking, he has gotten so busy to hang out with me and it was fine. Whatever. I didn't want to be friends with him in the first place. Hmph!Varce was still ignoring me and Selena wasn't around. Apparently shit happened and the rich guy she was with when she disappeared after that time Varce caught us, she's dating him now. I'm dying to know wha
Marina’s POVI had no idea how Selena heard but she came running the next day with lots of sweets and snacks.This girl had plans to make me a candy addict and I'm afraid it was working.As always, we were in her office. She kept apologizing to me when she clearly did nothing wrong. She engaged me in a lot of gossip and it was nice that I was injured like this, at least I didn't have to deal with Tom. When we finished, she said she had a date with her boyfriend so she had to go. Bummer. She was clingy but now I was getting jealous and clingy myself because I didn't actually want her to go. What do I do all by myself now? I headed back to my room and stayed there for a while.Just like that, Varce called for a meeting. Some guys came to check out our clan, looking for guys that are suitable for bodyguard tasks. I obviously didn't need to be there, especially with an injured leg but I didn't get spared. We all gathered at the main hall. Varce went back to ignoring my existence. I st
Varce’s POVA cat with nine lives. Wanna get me killed? You're wasting your fucking time because there's absolutely no death for me. Sure I could lose my memories or some shit, but I was still Varce fucking Bosta.One thing I know, I'm fucking better than all these dumb results from investigations. Shit kept slipping at the most convenient time for no reason, and that's when I realized that it wasn't me. Someone was truly out to get me. Shooting me right at the chest? Luckily I'm healed now and I feel so damn great.The only issue now is, I've been losing my fucking mind. I almost burned the paper where I drew Sergey’s eyes but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was so fucking sure I knew him, but it was even more hurtful that he was probably out to get me, and Selena was about to get all of us killed.Don't even get me started on the reason I've been losing my mind. That evil woman, Marina, kept disappearing and playing hard to get. Can't she see that I won't rest until I fuck her,
Varce’s POVFuck. He really couldn't hold his alcohol to save his life. Things were about to get interesting. I kept engaging him in stupid chats that made no sense, even to me. The minute he started talking rubbish, I knew I had him right where I wanted him.Since he won't tell me anything, he would answer my questions in this state. Crucify me all you want and I know being drunk doesn't automatically make one spill out truths but trust me, I knew this little shit enough to know what I was doing.He was so drunk it was comical, so I went straight to business. All the questions I had, I began to ask.“Sergey? Still here? Want more?” I'm such a devil.“Yes, Captain. I feel so terrible.” He said, looking disoriented.“How's home? Seems you were comfortable.” I tried to divert, resting my arms on the table, still staring at my recruit.“You bet. I stayed with my Aunt and I had to run away because some guy I know kept chasing me. He's awfully persistent.”He said drowsily and it was so fu
Marina's POVMy head was hot, like a warzone was happening in my brain. It shook, and it banged. I felt the discomfort the second I woke up and for a while, I was busy trying to adjust to my surroundings. It felt like I didn't even know where I was for a second there.The headache was crazy and fuck, I thought I was on night duty? How did I get here? I immediately scrambled out of bed. The guys weren't back so finally, I had a nice, semi private shower before going to have breakfast. I was literally staggering because if I tried to remember anything, my head would pound harder.My clothes reeked of alcohol, but I couldn't understand why or how I ended up in such a situation, but it seemed like I got drunk. How the hell did that even happen?It dawned on me that I was experiencing a severe hangover and I asked for a nice soup again from the cooks, and they were kind enough to give me.After taking it, I began to walk back to my room as I had nothing to do with a ridiculous injury to d
Marina's POVI took steps back, but he kept coming closer. I swallowed and my throat felt so dry, I couldn't even talk because somehow I couldn't move my mouth. I just stood there, frightened.He caught up with me and immediately, raised my hands above my head with one of his, and I was thoroughly pinned against the wall again. My heart fluttered, my chest rose and fell erratically. “Those eyes.” He stared at my eyes.“Those lips.” His eyes dipped to my lips, then he licked his, his tongue making an appearance.“Stop rubbing this stupid shit on your face.”I don't know why but he had a wet napkin and he wiped my face, shocking me. I couldn't even say anything as he wiped the silly makeup off.He threw away my cap like he hated it, then he let my hair loose. I blinked, feeling so small under his confusing gaze. His fingers rubbed my face softly, and all I wanted was to run away.“There. Such a pretty fucking face.”Then he leaned in and kissed me. My eyes widened, but I couldn't help
Varce's POVEven in the grave, my own father was still out to get me.I finally opened the letter I got from my lawyer. You know, the one from the beginning, before all of this.I took a trip. It fell on my lap at the right time as I needed a distraction, some time to think and question everything. Females weren't allowed in the biker clan, but she disguised and came here. Then she was searching for God knows what in my office.I got her drunk and she said it was nothing. Still, something didn't feel right. Even though I kept thinking about her, I knew she was no good for me and if I let her suffocate me, I probably won't be well.I was back in town for a couple of reasons. First to distract myself from that woman, settle the contents of the letter, then meet a couple of people to discuss leads on who the hell shot me. I decided to be serious now, turns out I've been slacking.I met with Yelena a couple of times and for a certain period, it felt like she was actively flirting with me.
Marina's POVOkay, Boris is definitely a piece of shit. I did absolutely nothing wrong, and it was quite clear so why was he always causing trouble for me. Was he mad that I came back? Why couldn't he get over it? Why was he still thinking I was some threat to his stupid ass friendship?Today, I was talking to Oliver when he rushed at me and accused me of leaving the restroom tap on. Hell, I've not even been there since the past couple of hours.What the hell was going on? The worst part is that he was making it such a big deal and at this point, everyone was out and watching. He even mocked me because my ‘saviour’ was not in sight.I trembled, and I tried not to cry but I could only hold on for so long. Crying would smear my stupid male makeup but my heart didn't care. It began to pour.If only Varce was here. If only he didn't leave me and go on that trip after that night he kissed me with so much obsession.He was mad at me, but he held me in his arms and kept saying dirty things t
Varce’s POVI've been toyed with. I guess, along the line, I forgot myself. I forgot who the hell I was. I had to show them that I was done playing games. After almost choking that crazy woman, Katerina to death, especially after she thought she could keep playing with me, she told me that one of my men paid her to do everything, but it would be breaking her code of conduct to reveal who it was.Based on what I knew, nobody really knew about our relationship, except Oliver and he wouldn't dare, even though I've been the worst boss.I guess that's why I decided to find solace in my girlfriend, so I made her follow me home, just for a little break, especially after all the blood shed I caused, just because I needed to remind others that I'm a very dangerous man. It would be fine if Marina didn't know that, so I had no reason to tell her, but I tell her everything else because she's so interested in everything I have to say.Something bizarre has also been happening. I've been getting
Marina's POVAfter crying for what felt like hours together, we began to reflect on everything that has led up to this point.“Why did you run away?” I asked, genuinely interested in the answer.She sighed and stared into nothingness for a while, that I even thought that she didn't hear me initially. Just before I would ask her again, she began to speak. She sounded like she was blinded by love, like she's had a taste of it and had no plans to ever leave that feeling.“Love. Love is such a beautiful thing, and it's a strong word. It makes you forget who you are sometimes, but maybe it's okay.”Yup, she is deep down.“Love made you run away? Where did you even meet someone like that, and are you two married?”It almost sounded crazy in my ears but deep down, I had a feeling that I understood her.She nodded her head as a response to my question before she began to explain how everything happened.“Yes, four years ago, we got married. A church, just the two of us, secretive. No one appr
Marina's POVVarce didn't tell me about the party he was hosting in the clan. All he did was keep me in his room, fuck me and bring food to me. At this point it was clear that he was fucking me and that he was gay. At least everyone managed to mind their business, which was great. The only rumors Oliver would bring to me from time to time was that Varce was actually bisexual and he was always hanging out with a woman called Rina. We laughed over it and it was great, Selena came to visit often too. The only issue was that I didn't deserve any of it. I deserve nothing good.I came out to attend the party with them for the first time in a while, and the party was messier than all the other parties. Varce had to be present so he apologized to me and told me to stay put until the party was over.He was killing me with love and sex. At some point, I actually wanted us to get married. It was insane. I nodded my head and he slipped into the crowd.All the gangs were present so I knew Malcol
Marina's POVMalcolm is sly and evil. He has the power to break us off but instead got me wrapped around his finger to do his bidding, while still delaying the inevitable. He wants to suck me dry, waiting for the perfect time to strike.I'm the biggest fool I know. Days ago, Varce asked me to come clean, but I couldn't do it. If I did, I would've accepted every punishment, and then Malcolm wouldn't have made everything so complicated.I tried to stop crying all the way home. Malcolm touched me, kissed my throat and graped me. I hated it so much I begged him to stop, and he did, saying he had all the time in the world. So for how long was he planning to drag this on for?Now I have two boyfriends and I have to spy on one for the other, great.He at least gave me back my clothes and let me go back to being Sergey, then he let me go.I could barely walk, my footsteps unsteady but I finally arrived at the clan. Varce wasn't around, apparently he has some issues in town so he went to deal
Marina's POVI woke up in an unfamiliar room. It wasn't so creepy, but it was unfamiliar alright? I was perfectly tucked on a bed and immediately I woke up, I got out of bed, shocked and trying to get my stressed brain to pick up traces of what happened.Right. I was with Karen, then…Oh shit! I got sedated?Something in the drink, I took major sips.I looked around the room and there was no one in sight, so I hastily headed for the door but when I opened it, I suddenly got pushed so hard I fell into the room again, hard and it hurt.When I raised my head in shock, Malcolm had entered the room and he was smiling maniacally at me. I crawled away from him as he kept stalking closer. I was breathing hard for no reason. Why the hell did he do this to me? His sister wasn't even in sight.“This pretty, gorgeous woman. You know I suspected the first time I met you. And now, it's true. Just take a look at your pretty face behind that dumb male makeup that's not fooling anyone, your gorgeous
Marina's POVIt's been a week. Things have been great, people have been growing either suspicious or jealous. Some believe that Varce is gay and we've been fucking in his room, based on the rumors. While I cared about the rumors, Varce couldn't give a fuck.As for Katerina Ivok, we've settled. She's crazy, but right from the start she meant well, although she had no idea what she was a part of initially.She's still so creepy, and is still giving Varce a hard time in telling him who shot him. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's actually on our side, considering the fact that she told me to my face that she's dying to eat my pussy and I should let her. She's insane. Apparently she's been interested in fucking me for the longest time now, and that explained the way she's been staring at me. Too bad I'm no lesbian so that would never happen. Hell, Varce won't even allow it. She visits once in a while then after, goes to kill. I'm scared to ask her if she has a hand in my mom's death t
Marina's POVFinally we got to the venue even though it was in no way close to the clan.It was a silly event but still, dignitaries were in attendance. I wasn't really used to these things since I was always hiding and my sister used to do all the work but now, I guess I had to face this one for Varce because I'm such a stupid girl in love.People were greeting him and I found out he was even more important than I thought, and that clan was just a tip of the iceberg. I felt his importance that day.They were all delighted to see me but for some reason, he didn't really introduce me to them fully. He just told them my name was Rina, so I went with it. He also told all that was willing to listen that I was his to have, and we were dating. I blushed until my face turned blood red. It was incredible how invested I also was into the relationship when I was supposed to be plotting ways to kill him.One guy approached us, eyeing my fit, staring right at my breasts. When Varce noticed, he i
Marina's POVVarce is such a sweetheart sometimes or when I'm horny. We entered the car swiftly but he still treated me with care. Soon we were on our way.This man had mints and sweets, even chocolate in his car, and it was totally unlike him. “Selena's handwork?” I asked and his lips lifted.“She's initiating me in the worst way as you can see. I got them for you. We'll be driving around very often and I want you to be as comfortable as you need to be.”“I can kiss you right now.” I said moaning in sheer delight, even though I didn't think it through.“Who says you can't? I don't mind.” He literally tapped his laps, telling me to climb on top to kiss him. That's dangerous and reckless!“You're driving. When we get back. No sex, I'm exhausted and I need to rest.”“Fine, but you'll suck my dick, and I'll eat your sore pussy. Such a great snack.”“Varce!”“I bet you're leaking and all wet for me right now. No need to pretend.”He was right. My panties were slowly getting soaked. Yes,
Marina's POVI had a taste of it, and began to want more. Varce really expected me to run away from him, instead of asking for more?It's been four days and I'm incredibly sore beyond measure. I can't do shit myself and for the first time, I didn't care what anyone was thinking. I just wanted to be taken care of by this man, and he passed the vibe check. I was practically living in his room, fucking him day and night. It was primal, ravenous, hot and dangerous but we didn't stop. We only stopped when I passed out or was about to drop dead.I've become such a sex addict and no, I'm not complaining at all. I loved every second of it, his face when he came, the sweat, the way he fucked me like he hated me. Gosh. You've got no idea.Two days later, he shocked me and did something weird. He came in with a sparkling beady blood red dress. It had thin sleeves that could snap at such a tiny pull. He also came in with a new gorgeous black suit.I was lying down with just his shorts on. I didn