White...the color of purity, faith,loyalty and today it was the color of my outfit. White describes the purity of a woman on her wedding day and I wasn't sure if I needed it to prove my purity. I have always been under great supervision,not even a dead soul was allowed to come near me, my parents had always protected me from the outside world, not because they loved me but they did not wanted to ruin their pride. They feared if I was allowed free, someone would catch my eyes and I might lose my virginity to him or I should say, I might lose my purity to someone, that was what they feared for.
Virginity, one of the most important thing that mafia family cared about even more than their wealth. Virginity was the sign of purity...for a girl and, a boy he was always taught to suppress women by any means. Whether he used his hand or feet for the purpose or even his dick. It didn't matter, whatever way a mafia man deals with a girl. The only thing that mattered was, a girl always being ready to bow down and surrender. I felt like running from this life but couldn't, not under the security which was around me not to protect me but to not let me run away. I attempted escaping my family once but ended up with bruises and a fractured knee which my father gave me when his men succeeded to find me out. It wasn't much of a deal for them. But stupid me, who though that I could escape that easily.
Russo family and Monaro family had always been fighting since decades they both ruled over the eastern and western parts of Italy and tried never to look at each other. But they both wanted to expand their territories, the business had been quite a difficult task with having only a region to ourselves and those who ruled one part could not enter the other. Many men bled for the business's sake but it wasn't much help as the problem needed solution. To export the illegal drugs and weapons Monaro needed to be polite with Russo, so that they could let them pass without attacking their men and stealing their supplies on the way. And to publicise the illegal gambling clubs in Italy, Russo needed Monaro to let them visit and open their club branches in Eastern Italy.
A peace treaty was signed between both the families and they came to an understanding with the truce. To establish good relations with Russo family, I was offered to marry their eldest son Alantino Russo. The truce wasn't permanent and I knew it wouldn't take much efforts to break it and my father would never like it if I was the reason for breaking the truce.
The feast has been set and my would be husband was waiting for me, it's not like I haven't met him. I did and I was happy that he wasn't the worst kind of man in our world. He was bad and dangerous but not to me. It's been six months since the truce was signed and the day we were engaged and he never left the chance to meet me whenever he visited Trieste , his new club was soon to be opened here. He was completely different from other alpha males and when I was told that I was to be given to him, I was sure I wouldn't survive his existence around me and it wouldn't take much time, for my end, after marriage. He was the exact opposite of what I had imagined or been told. He was dangerous to the world with the coldest face without any hint of emotions but when with me he was romantic and cute. He always tried to keep himself calm around me and make me feel comfortable. And day by day I was falling for him. This truce was the best that happened to me. Even if it breaks I would never like to come back to my family and would spend my life with Alantino. It's not like my father would take me in after marrying me off.
Someone knocked the door and after checking my reflection on the mirror for one last time I got up from the chair. I wanted everything to be perfect today. Something that I wanted was happening for the first time. Before I reached the door, it creaked open and my cousin Luci stepped in checking me from head to toe and then she smiled.
"I couldn't believe it's you Val. It's not like you have never been this beautiful but today, I can feel the happiness reflecting on your face."
She said and I was greatful that my happiness was that evident.
"Thank you."
I said simply and then my father entered the room, maybe he was waiting outside and sent Luci to check if I was ready.
"Valerie it's time we head downstairs."
He said and offered his hand to me. I took it as it was certain that my father would be taking me to the hall it wasn't like he cared to do so but it was something, he needed to pretend in front of everyone, the Russo family, the media, everyone. He wanted my wedding to be a big show for whole Italy as it was but I always wanted a good and simple wedding with only close ones but as it involved Alantino as my groom, it doesn't matter anymore.
We walked downstairs and my eyes stopped at the sight of beautiful body dressed in a wedding outfit with brown hairs gelled backward and green eyes never leaving mine as I took my every step near him. My heart beat pumped faster with every step I took toward him. His smile widened and the feeling was overwhelming for the time being.
The priest started with the wedding rituals, I didn't pay any attention to whatever he said my eyes were busy in their own conversations with Alantino's eyes. Finally the priest said "You may kiss the bride" and Alantino bridged the distance between us as soon as possible and kissed me.
The rest of the day was filled with greetings and dances and I could not get to converse with Alantino properly. Thankfully my family didn't disturbed me much and let me dance with him peacefully . After the event,we were allowed to take our leave and I would be leaving to my new house with my new family. I said goodbye to my family and wasn't sad about it at all. Four cars were waiting for us and Alantino's parents sat in the black Mercedes parked in front and his cousins and other close relatives also took their seats in their respective cars. Most of the relatives already left after the dance. After settling myself in the seat beside Alantino, we headed towards Milan. It took a long time teaching there and I was already tired even after taking naps in the car.
The city lights woke me up from my nap and I found that we already reached Milan. The other three cars were moving ahead us. But after passing a square our car turned right, while the other cars went straight.
"Where are we going?"
I asked as the lights were starting to get dimmer as we proceeded.
"It's a surprise."
He whispered near my ears and his voice sent shiver down my spine. I was excited and nervous for it. Did he plan something romantic for me? If yes, then I wasn't ready for it.
After a fifteen minute drive, which went so slowly. We finally stopped in front of shabby bar, which wasn't appealing at all. I doubted if anyone actually visited there seeing its appearance with decoration of all the neon lights. It was named Neon Nights. Which suited it. But the concern was why were we here? There was nothing romantic around only a few more shabby bars and clubs. This wasn't the place we should visit,not at our wedding night.
"Why are we here?"
I asked Alantino, he was already looking at me with a smirk and casually laying on the seat.
"You guess... "
He said and I wasn't getting good vibes now and wanted to leave that place as soon as possible.
"I don't want to. Let's just go to your home. I am tired already."
I told him and waited for him to command the driver to turn over to the house. But he didn't and I was loosing it now.
"What are you saying babe. Fun is about to start."
He said and got out of the car leaving me bemused and nervous. He walked over the hood and opened the door and asked me to get out of it and I did because I had no other choice. He grabbed my wrist and took me towards Neon Nights. I protested and tried to say something but before that he dragged me towards it, his expressions were cold which I had never experienced before and this wasn't the Alantino I was promised to marry off to. This wasn't the person I had imagined my whole life with. This wasn't the man I was falling for.
"What are you doing?"
I tried to scream but my voice came deliberately low. I wasn't sure how I should have reacted. What I should have said. His expressions and action left me speechless and there was only one thing playing in my mind constantly.
He betrayed me!
All the affection he simulated, the fake warmth in his eyes, the mask he carried around me and the counterfeit act of tenderness everything was just for show? This wasn't the man I liked. But the thing for which I should be concerned was, why did he fake everything and why was he doing, whatever he was doing to me, now?We reached the door of the bar and a bouncer standing at front of it bowed his head in front of Alantino and then smirked when he saw me. Was this one of his bars? Or worse was this some kind of fucking place for his men?Alantino opened the door and shoved me forward,I hit my head on the counter and that's when I realised it wasn't some ordinary bar. The lighting was all pink and red in neon and the small area was filled with smell of beer and so many floral scents. There were so many small cells inside it and few girls were serving liquor, naked. And the men were touching them wherever they wished to. My throat dried at
My eyes opened and everything was spinning around me, with my pounding headache. It took me a little while to discover a master bedroom with huge dimension and most luxurious furnitures,it was decorated with some highly expensive painting and no photographs. I was laid on a king sized bed with a plain white, oversized T-shirt and an oversized pair of shorts.I assumed they were of a man. Where was I? Was I in the Russo mansion? I managed to recall what car hit me but I couldn't remember anything else except it's color. Black. What if I was back in the trap of Alantino. I couldn't stay there, I had to escape from there. I didn't even know what time it was. It was so strange that the room was completely furnished except for clock, photographs and an empty walk-in closet, I got a peek of it as the door was slightly open and it was all vacant.I got up from the bed and opened the door without making any noise, the corridor was completely dark except the lights perm
My eyes opened and I found Enzo sitting on the corner of the bed, still not dressed."What the hell!"I screamed, seeing his figure suddenly."What... It's my house."He stated and yes it was his property but it didn't mean, he would intrude anywhere,anytime he wished to. Especially when there was a girl in the room, he couldn't barge in like that."Don't you know some basic manners. Can you just knock before you come in?"I asked, it was more of a suggestion from my side."I am not used to knocking, I have always lived alone."He admitted and I couldn't comment anything on that."Why are you here?"I asked."I have a habit of going to work early. I have businesses to handle and as you are part of it now, don't you wanna get your responsibilities given to you?"He
Enzo stopped the car in front of a tall, enticing, forty stories building. The aura of building gave me chills as the thought of managing such a big empire was exciting itself. The structure of the Rexivo was beyond belief with perfect balance of aesthetics. Enzo glared at me while I wasn't recovered from the view of the estate. It's simply great! He looked at me, fascinated and said,"Ready to work?""undoubtedly yes."I exclaimed and we went inside the opulent building. The aroma of the building was filled with leathery smell, mixed with musky and fruity smells. The combination was phenomenal. The reception lady smiled and bowed her head slightly when she saw Enzo and I wondered what it must have felt like when there were so many people, paying respect to you. After crossing the reception area we reached the waiting hall and oh my goodness! It was huge, no,giant. It was furnished with fine leather couches and chairs and air
It was sunny but all windy weather in the terrace and a good amount of people were having lunch there but still they barely filled only the half of the tables . Maybe, people mostly preferred having food in their suites."Come let's go there."Enzo pointed at a table which was decorated beautifully like it was arranged for a date."Isn't it reserved?"I asked him because maybe it was for some couple, why would they decorate it heavily, everyday."The reservation was cancelled."He said looking at his tab and then he pushed it toward me to take a look. There were rows and columns in the screen telling the table numbers and those who reserved or cancelled it."Hmm ...Quite a managerial work."I admitted.He smiled and we went towards the table and sat down, the smell of hyacinth and roses was exquisite and one can sit there until they fade. It wo
"Okay. I understood and I will contact Williams personally tomorrow."I said."Yeah but I would prefer you contact his right hand first and don't directly ask them to stay at our hotel. That will sound creep."He said as if I didn't knew that."Okay."I nodded."Don't you think you should be good at physical training as well. I will surely provide you a body guard but you should learn self defence too. As you would be the first mafia woman to run mob business."Enzo suggested and he was right. Once the legal proceedings were done I would have many adversaries who would try to get their hands on me. I wouldn't be some general girl, they would think of me as an equivalent enemy as Enzo."When can we start my self defence training?"I asked."Tomorrow morning but for now, the lawyer is com
I took a sigh of relief as the delivery guy handed me my order.I closed door and leaned against it, I wasn't sure what had made me this scared for opening the door but the relief I felt was equivalent as someone has removed a tons of weight from my back. I took the pizza and after pouring myself a glass of juice, I sat on the couch and ate it while watching TV. They were showing the Harry Potter series, the Voldemort was troubling the little boy. But Harry was able to muster the power to win upon the evil. I ate my pizza, watching the same movie, I had watched a tons of times. It was still fun to watch it. I ate my last slice of pizza and was already full to have the desert I ordered for myself. I was feeling dizzy but did not want to go to my room I decided on watching the TV until I could and eventually fell asleep on the couch, was too languid to switch off the TV.I don't know what time it was when I felt myself moving and my body felt a lot more lig
I panicked under Enzo's hand and he looked at me, I was petrified and nervous. Enzo followed my gaze and his grip on my shoulder tightened. Alantino made his way towards us with an unreadable face. I thought it wouldn't take me much efforts to face him, I thought I have mustered that much courage but somewhere I was wrong and for a second I thought of running away from there. But there was no turning back now, I had to face him, if I had to survive here and most importantly, to seek my revenge. I would only survive in peace, once I'd made sure that none of my adversaries, rest in peace."I suppose you have your hand on my property."Alantino said with a cold smirk to Enzo and then looked at me and the small hairs on my neck rose."Well, she is no one's property."Enzo said, pulling me towards him and exerting the more pressure in the word:property."You can't stay that close to her, she
"You should be sleeping now, you already had alcohol and I remember you refused to have champagne in your wedding, saying, you don't consume any alcoholic thing. When did you start drinking alcohol?"She asked in a solemn tone. She was worried at my situation, I wondered how pathetic I must have looked for her to be this concerned for my alcohol consumption."I still don't usually drink alcohol, this was the second time I did."I told her and a realisation struck her as her expression changed and gave me an encouraging smile."You've been through a lot Valerie but you must choose your ways wisely. Alcohol will only make ugh distracted from your goals and attracted to it."She explained to me as she helped me wipe my makeup off and undo my hairs."Mrs Russo... ""Mom*"She corrected me."Yes, mom, do you suppo
"You should be sleeping now, you already had alcohol and I remember you refused to have champagne in your wedding, saying, you don't consume any alcoholic thing. When did you start drinking alcohol?"She asked in a solemn tone. She was worried at my situation, I wondered how pathetic I must have looked for her to be this concerned for my alcohol consumption."I still don't usually drink alcohol, this was the second time I did."I told her and a realisation struck her as her expression changed and gave me an encouraging smile."You've been through a lot Valerie but you must choose your ways wisely. Alcohol will only make ugh distracted from your goals and attracted to it."She explained to me as she helped me wipe my makeup off and undo my hairs."Mrs Russo... ""Mom*"She corrected me."Yes, mom, do you suppo
Mrs Russo helped me reach my home and I was feeling much better in the silence. She put her hand on my head and smoothened my hairs. Then gently sat beside me on the bed."Are you okay Valerie?"She asked gently with a motherly love, that I almost felt like hugging her and crying all my problems out. The void was so filled with depression. I was tired of all this, I didn't want to fight anymore but I couldn't even step back now. How many things would I have deal to survive in this world? I wanted to live not just survive."Not really."I answered in a hushed tone. I wasn't sure what to say, to tell her his son was the ultimate reason of all my suffering? Or should I tell her that her husband was the worst man I've ever seen? I couldn't, she was being nice to me and I couldn't take that for granted. I know she could only help me till she saw no threat in me but if I started making her familiar with my rea
Mrs Russo helped me reach my home and I was feeling much better in the silence. She put her hand on my head and smoothened my hairs. Then gently sat beside me on the bed."Are you okay Valerie?"She asked gently with a motherly love, that I almost felt like hugging her and crying all my problems out. The void was so filled with depression. I was tired of all this, I didn't want to fight anymore but I couldn't even step back now. How many things would I have deal to survive in this world? I wanted to live not just survive."Not really."I answered in a hushed tone. I wasn't sure what to say, to tell her his son was the ultimate reason of all my suffering? Or should I tell her that her husband was the worst man I've ever seen? I couldn't, she was being nice to me and I couldn't take that for granted. I know she could only help me till she saw no threat in me but if I started making her familiar with my rea
"What are you doing Alantino? He's the son of one of our underbosses."Mr Russo reminded him but his expressions remained same. Deadly."He dared to touch Valerie."He said in a voice that would make anyone tremble out of fear and many of the people gathered around dance floor were already frightened. No-one would want to get their name associated with what that guy had been doing with me. And I could see many of them had already made a distance from me."That doesn't mean you'll beat him to death."Said Mr Russo as he gave a disgusted look towards the man lying on the floor drenched in blood. Then another disgusted look at my way."What did he exactly do?"He asked me and was he fucking kidding me, by asking me in what way did the man harass me, in front of everyone?"What did he do Valerie?"He asked again
"You look fabulous, Valerie!"Complimented Mrs Russo, who herself looked epitome of charisma. She always managed to look so effortlessly beautiful, she had a great sense in fashion."You look stunning! "I couldn't stop myself from complimenting her, she looked so gorgeous."Should we have something to drink, dear?"She asked and I knew her drink meant having to join other ladies, wives of mafia men."Yeah sure."I said despite the urge of not wanting to face those trophy wives who had poor ideologies of a lady and I certainly did not wanted to be their next target to have tea about. But then, Mrs Russo was the only person that would be easy to go with and I couldn't possibly be alone throughout the whole party.Mrs Russo directed me towards a group of ladies siting around the table, drinking and laughing and gossiping... Unt
we went inside the hotel and to the hall where party was meant to be."whose party is this?"I asked trying to know about the people I was surrounded with."It's the eighteenth birthday party of the only daughter of our enforcer."Alantino answered."Do mafia people even celebrate birthday of their daughters? I thought the only celebration for them was the induction day of their sons."I said the bitter truth of our world."True but our enforcer seem to love her daughter and he is not the only one who feels that way, there are many fathers in our world too who loves their daughters, sometimes more than their sons."His words made me think about a men that I have came across who loved his daughter as Alantino was saying, but I couldn't even remember of a single man with that quality. Daughters were only raised with luxury so that in future they can b
we went inside the hotel and to the hall where party was meant to be."whose party is this?"I asked trying to know about the people I was surrounded with."It's the eighteenth birthday party of the only daughter of our enforcer."Alantino answered."Do mafia people even celebrate birthday of their daughters? I thought the only celebration for them was the induction day of their sons."I said the bitter truth of our world."True but our enforcer seem to love her daughter and he is not the only one who feels that way, there are many fathers in our world too who loves their daughters, sometimes more than their sons."His words made me think about a men that I have came across who loved his daughter as Alantino was saying, but I couldn't even remember of a single man with that quality. Daughters were only raised with luxury so that in future they can b
we went inside the hotel and to the hall where party was meant to be."whose party is this?"I asked trying to know about the people I was surrounded with."It's the eighteenth birthday party of the only daughter of our enforcer."Alantino answered."Do mafia people even celebrate birthday of their daughters? I thought the only celebration for them was the induction day of their sons."I said the bitter truth of our world."True but our enforcer seem to love her daughter and he is not the only one who feels that way, there are many fathers in our world too who loves their daughters, sometimes more than their sons."His words made me think about a men that I have came across who loved his daughter as Alantino was saying, but I couldn't even remember of a single man with that quality. Daughters were only raised with luxury so that in future they can b