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Dark memories

Author: Author Alice
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-13 10:28:07

DRAKE'S POV

My head pounded and I knew I would have a killer fucking migraine tomorrow morning, but I didn't care. There were so many foreign emotions running through me and not one of them made sense. I was angry that her family did nothing and allowed that piece of shit to be here. I was furious that I was cuffed and belittled by that prick with a badge. And I was fucking livid and jealous over how he looked at and spoke to Lynn.

I hated these emotions and I didn't know how to shut them off. How do people do relationships?! This is a fucking nightmare! I've literally just started my first one ever and I already missed just fucking.

No. No, I didn't.

I would rather have these unwanted emotions than the lonely ones that kept me up all night. Meeting lynn has been the best thing to ever happen to me, I just need to figure my shit out.

After climbing the stairs to the second story, I opened the first door on the left and was relieved to find a bedroom. I needed to take a breather and t
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