I JUST stared at Jeremy who was drinking heavily. He already drank a lot and he has been telling me to drink with him a lot of times but I always refuse. I don't know the reason why he's drinking. There is a part of me that feels sad because I know, after this, something will happen between us again.
Jannah the bedwarmer. "Shot, Jan." He handed me his shot glass which contains a hard drink. I shook a him to show my refusal and gently lowered his hand. I sighed and looked at the clock. It's already eight in the evening."Jeremy, I need to go," I said without looking at him. I stood up to pick up my bag but I was so shocked when he pulled me to sit on his lap. I cursed on my mind and closed my eyes tightly. Shit. This is what I’m saying."No. Let’s have fun first,” he said huskily and lowered the shot glass on the table. He wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled his face on my neck. I swallowed hard when I felt his breath on my earlobe. It sent shivers down my spine and the hairs of my neck stoood on an end.I close my eyes tightly as he plants a kiss on my neck. I held my breath. I repeatedly told my brain that he would never remember what happened to us the next day. Still, even if I already proved it to myself, I still couldn’t help but be nervous.“Jeremy,” I uttered his name. He made me lean on his chest and kissed my jaw. I tilted my head to the other side, meeting his lips. I missed him. I missed his lips. My heart ached at the thought that this was the only way I could make him feel I loved him more than a friend, and he won’t even remember it. At all.His hands went inside my shirt, cupping both of my breasts. Even with my brassiere on, I could still feel the warmth of his hands. He inserted his tongue into my mouth which made me moan. The taste of liquor and the sweetness of his lips exploded inside my mouth. It made my body heat up even more especially when he played with the peaks above my breasts.He pulled apart and I sighed dreamily as his kisses went down to my neck again. I raised my arms, encircling them around his neck and played with the softness of his hair. Even though he was wearing slacks, I could still feel his hard manhood poking my ass. My lips parted when one of his hands entered my underwear. I moaned loudly and my hips lifted. Goodness, he's playing with my wet feminity, rubbing his thumb across my clitoris."Shit." I took a deep breath and met his lips again. Jeremy groaned against my lips when I ground my ass against his hardness. His other hand is kneading my breast gently and I let out a loud gasp. The things that he has been doing to me made my mind blow. My mind is flying. All I could think about is Jeremy's lips on mine and his hands playing with my feminity and breast. Fucking good. He removed his hand inside my underwear and lifted me up without interrupting our kiss. We seemed so eager for each other, lips to lips, chest to chest. And as my insides burn with desire, I admire how we perfectly fit with each other, as if we are jigsaw puzzles forming a picture of burning lust and desire.Jeremy entered inside his room and the moment he laid me down, he immediately went on top of me. I raised my arms when his hands went to the hem of my shirt. He just threw it away, not bothering where it landed, and then took off his clothes. I gulped hard when I saw his glorious body, crafted perfectly by the holy hands of God. I blinked when Jeremy stroked my cheek, pulling me off from my reverie. Jeremy is staring at me with his soft eyes, making the butterflies inside my stomach swarm. Why the fuck is he looking at me like that? “Like what you see?” he asked, clearly drunk. I mentally scolded myself and rolled my eyes heavenwards. Did I really give meaning to the way he looked at me? He's drunk, okay?“Oh, shut up, you jerk,” I said before cupping his cheeks and pulling his face closer to mine. I descended his lips onto mine and the moment our lips met, bolts of pleasure ran down my spine, making me shiver. Jeremy bit my lower lip and gently sucked on it. I could feel his hunger towards me or should I say. . . towards this thing.I chose not to entertain those thoughts. I chose to focus my attention on kissing Jeremy, silently hoping that by the way I kissed him, he would recognize my heart that had long been shouting his name.“Jeremy,” I closed my eyes when his kisses went down my jaw. He gently caressed one of my thighs, it was as if he was urging me to wrap my legs around his hips, so I did. I felt his manhood even more against my core. I bit my lower lip. I want him. All of him.Jeremy's other hand went behind me. I arched my back and he unclasped my bra, immediately latching one of my nipples. I moaned at what he did especially when he swirled his wet tongue around my peaks like a baby hungry for milk. The warmth and softness of his mouth made me sigh in pleasure. Ah, it feels so fucking good."Oh, Jem." My fingers tunneled through his hair. My lips parted. I arched my back more, surrendering myself to him. Jeremy groaned against my breast as his other hand undid the button of my jeans. He pulled away for a moment and quickly took off my jeans along with my underwear.All the time, I am just looking at him. We are just looking at each other, and no one dared to break the contact. After he took off my clothes, he followed his jeans. My gaze dropped on his hugeness and the moment he took his boxers off, his manhood sprang. I was greeted by his huge manhood. Its tip is too red and its veins are bulging as if ready to rock my core hard. When we were still 18, his dick was already big. And now, it had grown even more. Fuck. That thought made me swallow. He quickly went on top of me and kissed my breasts down to my abdomen. The sound that his kisses make ignited my burning lust for him even more. My hips rose and my lips parted. I can't wait for his lips to reach my feminity. My sex is aching for his manhood and his kisses. Fuck.My eyes widened when his lips finally reached my femininity. He's lapping my feminity and his tongue is playing with my clitoris, making me squeeze my eyes tight. I took a deep breath at what he did especially when he inserted two fingers into my core. He curled his fingers inside me, making me scream his name. Holy shit!“Easy, honey,” he chuckled and played with my feminity again. My chest heaved and my brain seemed to explode. The only thing on my mind was Jeremy’s lips that were on my womanhood.Jeremy held my hips as he dove into my core. I moaned loudly when he moved his finger inside me, continuously hitting my gspot. Shit! Shit! I feel like I'm going crazy over this heaven that Jeremy is making me feel! "Goodness, Jeremy!" My knees are shaking. I gripped the bedsheet too tightly and my head sank deeper into the mattress. Jeremy lapped my core even more. I felt a tingling sensation build up in my abdomen and moments later, I finally exploded in his mouth. I chased my breath and kept my eyes closed. That was so so great.Jeremy kissed my pussy again and I winced. I blew air, wanting to cry because of what he’s doing. Shit. "No, Jeremy," I protested, but I didn’t know if he heard that. I'm still so fucking sensitive. My knees were still shaking and I couldn’t seem to feel them anymore."You're so sweet," Jeremy muttered underneath his breath. He touched my labia and rolled his thumb across it. "And so soft," he added before covering my body with his. I felt his kiss on my lips and I kissed him back with the same intensity and same hunger. A thought suddenly crossed my mind. Are we really just kissing out of love? I immediately erased those thoughts and gripped his hair tightly. His manhood hits my core. I wrapped my arms around his hips, feeling him more. We moaned together. Shit. Fucking delicious. “I want you,” Jeremy huskily said. I kissed him again and immediately pulled away. I stared at his eyes and caressed his cheek. I didn't hide my feelings for him and I know he could see it in my eyes.“Take me, love,” I said in a low voice. I gulped hard as I blinked. That's the first time I called him using that enderament. His eyes glowed in amusement. My heart was pounding. I didn't expect that calling him 'love' would feel so. . . nice."Sweet," he muttered before kissing my lips again. I kissed him back, giving my all to him. He entered me slowly. He bit my lower lip, can’t controlling himself anymore. I knew it would bleed and hurt but I didn't care. Pleasure overtook my soul. He pressed our foreheads together and thrusted inside me again. My mouth went agape. His breath hit my lips and my eyes remained closed. Shit. I want him now. Full. Raw. We both moaned when he entered me fully. My core feels so fucking full and his manhood hit the deepest part of my vagina. Damn. He’s so fucking huge. "Fuck," he sternly cursed. He let me adjust his size first before he moved slowly inside me. I grabbed him by the shoulder. Jeremy buried his face in my neck and gently bit it. My lips parted and a gasp escaped from my mouth as he fasten his pace even more. I could hear the sound of our skins slapping. I followed his every movement, his rhythm, and I danced along with him. We were dancing in flames, and as Jeremy plunged inside me deeper, harder, and rougher, my thoughts were drowned in pleasure and sensation that he has been giving me. He gave me so much part of himself, the good and the bad, and I’m willing to take it all. "Love, y-you're so t-tight," he seemed to have a hard time because of my tighteness. But that’s not my concern. My heart pounded at what I heard. Did he just call me 'love'?That disappeared from my mind when he thrusted inside me again.He plunged deeper into my core, making me scratch his back. I moaned loudly. I hugged his body and met his every thrusts. Jeremy groaned against my neck as he fasten his pace. "Shit, Jeremy!" I no longer knew where I was going to hold. If I should continue scratching his broad back or hold on to his tight muscles. Fuck. I’m going crazy with what Jeremy is doing to my body! "Damn it!" he groaned and bit my neck. Our bodies are bathed in sweat and Jeremy's body is on fire. . . and so is mine.“Jeremy!”"Jannah!"The moment I called his name, I came. Jeremy exploded inside me. It was only then that I realized the name he called me. My eyes widened and I held my breath. He kissed my forehead and hugged me. I remained staring at the ceiling and I could hear nothing but my heart, beating faster than ever. Fuck. It can't be.He called me by my name.Chapter 6 AFTER JEREMY and I did it, he immediately fell asleep while I was left lying there, staring at the ceiling, dumbfounded because of what I heard. I quickly dressed Jeremy and myself up, not even minding my sore body, and went straight to my apartment. My mind couldn’t think of anything else but his words. He muttered my name, not Jella’s. I think I’m going crazy because of the situation I am in. Fuck this. Sleeping with your best friend is really not okay, especially if you aren’t a couple. Damn, does he know? I mean, he was drunk, right? I couldn’t sleep last night even though my body feels tired already! I was sleepy but my mind was awake for 20-fucking-4 hours! Letting out a frustrated sigh, I messed with my hair and gripped it in frustration. I looked myself in the mirror. My clothes are already packed because we are going to Sumilon Island today and my eyes. . . fuck. My eyebags are hella huge! It was so freaking obvious that I lack of sleep! I jumped
Chapter 7 SO, JEREMY and I. . . we will be sharing the same bed. Damn, I’m used to sleeping with him, but he’s always drunk whenever we do it, okay? And now, he’s in his right state of mind. What will happen to us? Oh, god. I hope it won’t be awkward. “Okay.” I looked at Jeremy, wide-eyed. Did he just say that so casually as if nothing’s wrong if we sleep together? My god, what’s happening to the goddamn world? He looked at me and upon seeing my reaction, his other eyebrow arched. “What? We used to sleep together when we were kids!” he stated in a high-pitched voice. Woah, does that even count? “We were just kids!” I argued and spanked his arm but he quickly dodged it and chuckled. I looked at our friends and they were looking at us playfully, making me roll my eyes. I can’t with them! “Just relax, Jann. Don’t put malice on the situation,” Jeremy said, chuckling. His words made me blink and made me think about it. Oh. . . right. I guess I’m the only on
Chapter 8 “WOAH, WE were all waiting for you. What took you so long to come down?” Jessile said the moment we went to the buffet area. They were all sitting and were looking at us with scrutinizing eyes. I snorted. I know what’s on their mind. One look at their faces, and I know they are thinking that Jeremy and I had an afternoon sex. What the hell. “Well, we argued for a moment, okay?” I said and let out a sigh. Heziah’s eyes roamed around my neck and I almost rolled my eyes. Heck, this bitch is probably checking for any sign of hickeys. The others are still looking at us with no expression on their faces, probably not believing what I just said. That made me feel frustrated. What? Do they think I am that crazy to have sex with Jeremy, knowing that he’s sane as fuck? “Seriously, stop giving us those kinds of stares. We just woke up late and argued about the alarm clock. That’s all,” Jeremy said with conviction which made me breathe out a sigh of relief. Good thing th
Chapter 9 “WHAT. . . WHAT do you mean?” I gulped hard. I could hear Jeremy’s heavy breathing and when his hands touched my back, the coldness of lotion made me blink. But I could still feel how hot his palms are. He scattered the lotion all over my back, slowly and sensually, and my heart pounded. I could hear it ringing in my ears, pounding against my ribcage, like I was running endlessly in a middle of nowhere with no plan to stop. I swallowed hard when he scattered it on the sides of my waist, gently caressing my curves. Shit. What the fuck is he doing? “J-Jem.” I held his hand to stop him and luckily, he did. I breathe out a sigh of relief and tried to feel him behind me. His breathing is still heavy and unsteady. “Y-You told me y-you will never fuck me.” I licked my lips when I felt my throat ran dry. I heard him hold his breath as if my statement surprised the hell out of him. He went silent for a moment and I don’t know what I should feel, especially whe
Chapter 10 MY MOUTH hang open in awe when we got inside the Yamashita’s Cave. The cave was small and was very narrow, clearly bad for claustrophobic people. The stalactites are low and it is hanging directly above our head but its length are enough for us to walk around. We saw a second opening. There was an opening on the wall where the light passes through, making the cave glow golden as if there’s a lot of golden treasures in there. I gasped. “Woah, shit,” I heard Heziah muttered and took some pictures. Flashes of camera filled the cave and they echoed. I took a picture of the opening, too. No wonder why it’s called Yamashita’s Cave. I turned to Jeremy. “Take a picture of me.” I gave him my camera and he immediately took it. We went inside the second opening while the others are still busy taking a pictures at the first. I went in front of the opening on the wall and took a step backwards. I looked at Jeremy. “The lighting looks good here.” He stood beside the o
Chapter 11 MY EYES are wide open. I kept on looking at my phone, silently hoping that Jeremy would send me a message but it didn’t happen. He didn’t send me a message, not even one. And why would he? I see no reason for him to do so, and that’s why I so hate myself for waiting for his message even though I know it won’t happen! I mean, he’s fucking someone, duh? He can’t be having sex while still on phone. “Fuck!” I gripped the bun of my hair real tight and looked at the clock. It’s already 1:34 A.M. It’s time to sleep. Jeremy’s probably sleeping in the room of the whore he fucked. He’s sleeping, and here I am, wide awake. Damn, bitch. Don’t expect him to sleep beside you because he won’t. And it would be very disgusting if he sleeps with you after fucking someone. That thought was meant to calm my senses, but it heightened them even more! Fuck! I look like a martyr wife, waiting for her cheating husband to come. And I don’t like this shit. Why am I w
Chapter 12 “I’M JUST kidding,” he told me after a moment of silence and chuckled. I slowly let out the breath I was holding and made a face. Damn him! “Oh, shut up, Jeremy. Were you trying to give me a heart attack?” I raised an eyebrow at him and dramatically put my hand on my chest. “Why? Did I make your heart beat fast?” My eyes widened as my brows furrowed. His voice was so serious and it’s kind of making me feel. . . anxious, afraid he finally noticed what I felt for him. I acted disgusted and acted like I was vomitting. I rolled my eyes at him. “Dream on! You made my heart beat fast but not in a romantic way! I can’t imagine being in a relationship with you!” Jeremy just chuckled and pinched the tip of my nose but I immediately shoved his hand away and showed him my fist. He finally stopped teasing me when we saw Ayden and Frostine finally emerged from the elevator. Beside me, I heard Heziah let out a sigh of relief. “Finally. I’m so fucking hungr
Chapter 13 TWO DAYS have passed since we went to Sumilon Island. Everything was going well, except for the fact that my bitches are having a hard time looking for a ‘fling’. They urged me to try Tinder, but I didn’t and eventually, we all stopped looking for one. Aside from the fact that I am busy, I also think that I am still not ready for those kinds of shitness. “Ma’am, we have to do two surgeries tomorrow on Peachy and Hachiko,” my assistant, Ashley, reminded me. I nodded at her and gave her a smile. “Thanks, Ash.” I stood up from my seat and looked at the time. It’s already 11:23 in the morning. 27 minutes more and we will finally have our lunch break. I turned to Ashley. “I’ll just check them.” She nodded and sat on the sofa while I walked towards the infirmary. Twelve set of eyes looked at me and their tails wagged the moment I entered which made me smile. Six pets have been admitted to my clinic. The other two will undergo a surgery tomorrow. “Peachy.” I walk
HE’S SERIOUS ABOUT marrying me. That’s the only fact that ran through my mind as we prepared for our wedding. And now, we’re here in a known local boutique to have our fitting. "Good morning, Miss Jannah and Sir Jeremy. This way, please." The lady lead us towards a room where we were greeted by a lot of wedding dresses, making my mouth hung in awe. The room is massive, and each side of the room has a hanger rack on which the dresses were hung. There was a couch in the middle of the room and in front of it is a huge closed platform with double doors. Oh, wow. I turned to Jeremy, and I almost blinked when I caught him staring at me with a small smile on his face, causing my heart to kick. Damn. I shouldn't mind his stares. I cleared my throat. "What about you?" "You first. I want to see you in your wedding dress." "You might fall harder," I joked and smirked at him. Taking a step closer to me, he playfully grinned as his stares became intense. "I already did."A gasp escaped fro
Chapter 32"I ALREADY GOT a wedding coordinator, but they're not available on weekends. Do you have any dates in mind so we can meet them and plan the wedding?" Jeremy wiped my lips with wet wipes and wiped the sweat off my forehead.I just had morning sickness, and Jeremy was there by my side to make me feel better. His warm hand, caressing my back, made me feel better."Are you free by Tuesday?"He threw the wet wipes in the trash can under the sink and I saw him nod his head. "Yeah, sure. I'll clear my schedule. This is a lot more important." He stood up straight and smiled gently at me.I bit my lip as his words sent butterflies flying at the pit of my stomach. The way he said it sounds like our parents hadn't set us up, and that it's our decision to get married.I couldn't do anything but nod as my gaze moved towards his messy hair. I lifted my right hand to fix it, and as I did, he was just staring at me.I didn't mind him.When I was done, I was about to put my hand down when h
MARRIAGE. WAIT, what? Are they serious?Jeremy and I looked at each other. His expression is just calm and composed as if what his mother said didn't bother him. What the hell? He should be bothered! It's his freedom that's on the line! I angled my face towards him, making sure that his parents couldn't see my expression, and widened my eyes at him, silently telling him to protest. But he didn't even budge. "Jeremy! It's your freedom! Do you want to be tied to me even if you still aren't sure about your feelings for me?" I said in a low voice, just enough for him to hear. His eyes are still fixed on his parents as if he didn't hear anything from me.I jumped from my seat when something warm enveloped my hand and when I looked at it, I saw Jeremy's hand wrapped around mine, his thumb softly caressing the back of my palm. My forehead knotted. And? What is the meaning of this?"Sure."A gasp escaped from my lips when I heard what he said to his parents. Is he fucking serious?! This is
SOMETIMES, THE way time flies too freaking fast makes me wonder how the universe spins. I can't believe it's already a month since we found out that I am pregnant. Our baby is already growing inside me, and I know the time will come when our parents will know about this. At that thought, shivers ran down my spine. What will their reaction be? We haven't told them yet, and Jeremy and I haven't talked about telling them. Now, I wonder. When will we tell them? I want to tell them as soon as possible."What's the matter?" I felt him kiss the side of my forehead. We are watching a Netflix series, but no matter how hard I try to focus my attention on what we are watching, my mind always goes back to our parents. It kind of bothered me that we still haven't told them about our situation until now. It's been a month.I let out a sigh. "When are we gonna tell our parents?" I looked at him. He was staring at me, and I couldn't name the emotions in his eyes. He was caressing my hair as if think
Chapter 29 JEREMY SETTING my picture as his wallpaper is something I didn't expect, but I guess I have to expect the unexpected whenever I'm with him. I looked at my phone when it beeped, and oh, it was my bitches. I immediately opened the conversation and did a backread. My eyebrows rose at what I read. So, the bitches are planning to dine at a samgyupsal restaurant tonight. Woah, this was so out of the plan.I replied that I'll go, and I will be bringing Jeremy with me. I know, Frostine will also bring Ayden. Nothing new about that. I was about to put my phone down when Jeremy sent me a message, making me jump from my seat. Shit. My index finger immediately tapped on the notification bar and read his message. Do you have any plans for tonight?Biting my lip, I stared at his message for a long time and remembered my plans with my friends. But, oh, yeah. I'll be bringing him with me. With a sigh, I clicked on the message box and began to type a message. Yes. Come with us. We
DATE. THE word I didn't expect to come out of Jeremy's mouth with regards to me. The word I didn't expect Jeremy would ask me about.I stared at him, mouth hanging open, trying to let his words sink into my brain. I keep staring at his face, looking for signs that he was just joking, but I didn't see any. Wait, did I hear him right? He wants to ask me out on a date?I blinked my eyes, trying to absorb the things he had asked me, or trying to wake up from this silly dream my brain had created- if this was a dream. His words still keep on repeating inside my head. I tried to convince myself that maybe, I was just dreaming. That him, standing in front of me with a smile on his face is just a mere illusion my mind creates. But then, he laughed, making me blink again. Raising his fingers, he flicked my forehead, and I jumped out in surprise. "Silly. I know that look. You're not dreaming, Jann," he said with utmost gentleness and looked straight into my eyes. He held both of my hands an
Chapter 27 "WHY ARE you always here?" I rose an eyebrow at Jeremy when I saw him enter my clinic. He flipped the door sign to the other side, and the words 'come in, we're open' was facing at me. There was a smile on his face as he handed a bill to Ashley, signaling her to go out for a while and buy the foods she wants. With a smile, Ashley accepted the bill and went out of the clinic. My eyes rolled back to my head. God, Ashley chose foods over me! But if I were in her position, I would probably choose the former, too. "Why? Is it bad to visit you and our child?" He grinned at me and put something on my table which I didn't realize he was carrying. My eyes widened at the sight of foods. Hell, yeah! Jeremy chuckled upon seeing my reaction and took the foods out from the plastic. "Foods are the only things that calm you down. Hell," he ran his fingers through his hair, "what about me?" he dramatically asked. I scoffed at him and sat properly, ignoring his question and focusing my
Chapter 26 AND JEREMY was really serious about making me his woman. I know, he feels nothing for me, but he's the one who put a label to our relationship. But it's fine, though, and I don't complain. I can benefit from this. At least, I won't have to lie anymore when someone asks about my civil status."What do you want to eat?" Jeremy asked me as his eyes were fixed on the menu. I looked away. Looking at the menu hurts my eyes. Its brightness makes me feel dizzy and nauseous. "Spicy chickenjoy, chocolate sundae, and fries. And I want to upgrade my drink. Coke float," I muttered in a soft voice. We're in Jollibee right now because I told him I wanted to eat dinner here.A small smile formed on his lips as he nodded his head. "That's all?" He threw me a sideway glance. I nodded and yawned, feeling sleepiness kicking in. Fuck. "Yeah." I couldn't help but hug Jeremy from the back and press my cheek against his back. I closed my eyes and hugged him tighter. I could feel him get froze
Chapter 25 I STARED at him, dumbfounded. He. . . he won't let me move on from him because maybe. . . maybe he will fall with me, too?I laughed bitterly and stared at him in disbelief. My chest felt like it was being torn apart and it tightened, making my tears well up in the corners of my eyes. I gasped in pain and worry flashed in Jeremy's eyes upon seeing my reaction. I tried so hard to prevent my tears from falling but they fucking did. Fuck this. "Jann, did I say something wrong?" He tried to wipe my tears but I pushed his hands away. I shook my head and wiped my tears before looking at him. I didn't bother hiding my pain and my teary eyes. Heck. I let out a deep breath, hoping that doing that would make my chest feel lighter, but it didn't. I let out a sigh again before opening my mouth to speak,"I'm," I gulped, "I'm not just another 'maybe', Jem." I looked at him. "Please, don't. . . don't say those words to me. I want something. . . certain." I sniffed and wiped my tear