FEHINTOLA
1st DECEMBER 2024. Ikorodu, Lagos state. "You have arrived at your destination!" The voice of the GPS in my Uber ride jolted me out of my thoughts. I straightened in my seat, staring out the window as the Uber slowed to a stop. Ikorodu. This place was just as I remembered it—unchanged, very familiar. A part of me almost didn’t want to come. Of all the places in Lagos for my father to find a potential business venture, why here? Memories—some fond, others bitter—flooded my mind as I took in the streets, the unpaved roads, the weathered buildings that hadn’t aged well. Five years ago, fresh out of university, I had been posted here for my National Youth Service Corps (NYSC) program, a mandatory year of service for Nigerian graduates. My assignment had been at a secondary school, teaching literature to senior secondary students. But I’d been too used to the comfort and luxury of my upbringing to adjust to this small town. The moment I had a chance, I redeployed and fled, and left for Newyork. Now, I was back, even though I didn’t want to be. But at the end of the day, Ikorodu is a not so small town, what were the odds of running into familiar faces from those days? "Madam! Are you paying with cash or transfer?" The Uber driver’s impatient tone interrupted my thoughts. I turned to him, blinking away my thoughts. His annoyance was obvious as he reached for the glove box and yanked it open, pulling out a POS machine with unnecessary aggression. "Or POS! Tori à mo iru yín!" ("Because I know your kind!") he spat, eyeing me with disdain. "Lagos wannabe big girls, no money!" I blinked, caught off guard by his audacity. A small scoff escaped my lips as I tried to process his words. "Excuse me?" "You’re not excused, aunty! Pay my money!" He snapped, his eyes narrowing as if daring me to argue, like he was so sure I was broke and could afford to pay him. I shook my head slowly, a mixture of disbelief and irritation bubbling inside me. "You know what? Call your account number." He rattled it off, and I quickly transferred the fare. Almost immediately, his phone chimed with the alert. He glanced at the screen, then rolled his eyes and muttered, "Toor. Shior!" Shior. That dismissive Yoruba expression dripped with condescension. As if that wasn’t enough, he added, "You better take your life seriously. Banana Island to Ikorodu every day? Just because you want to form Lagos big girl? It won’t pay you. I have a daughter your age at home, and I’ll tell her the same thing." I froze, my lips parting in astonishment. Was this stranger actually judging me based on... nothing? Once again, Lagos proved it: someone somewhere always had unsolicited advice. Was I really in Lagos Nigeria, if one Busybody adult does not try to tell you trash! "You don’t even know me!" I shot back, my voice rising. "How about you focus on your wretched life and stop trying to advise someone whose life is already put together?" My life wasn’t put together but still! I pushed open the door, grabbed my suitcase from the trunk, and slammed it shut with more force than necessary. He hissed loudly as he reversed the car and sped off, leaving a cloud of dust behind. I huffed in frustration, as early as now I was already regretting agreeing to this trip. Not only was the Uber driver’s word irritating the hell out of me, the sun bore down on me, unrelenting and scorching. From winter in Newyork, nothing prepared me for the heat in Nigeria. I looked around for the hotel I had booked, after a while of asking around, I realized that the hotel I’d booked was a short walk down an unmotorable road. Of course, my father hadn’t considered that I’d need a car here. Typical. Dragging my suitcase over the uneven, dusty path, I muttered curses under my breath. The road was riddled with potholes, and I could already feel my heels sinking into the dirt, I shouldn’t have worn them, neither should I have worn the wig on my head. I should have put on something more comfortable, probably a jeans and top or something, How could I have forgotten what this town was like. Or maybe I was extremely delusional thinking everywhere would have suddenly become developed in five years. **** “I’m sorry for the inconvenience, ma’am. Our website has been inactive for some time now. We only attend to physical customers.” The receptionist at the hotel said to me. What?! You’ve got to be joking! Their website has been down? How does that even happen? I exhaled sharply, pressing the heel of my palm against my forehead as I tried to keep my temper in check. Slowly, I looked back up at her, forcing some calmness into my tone. “Alright, fine. I’m already here. Can I book another room instead?” Her lips pressed into a thin line, and I could tell from her furrowed brows that another excuse was coming. “It’s peak season, ma’am. We’re fully booked.” I scoffed, scratching at my scalp through my wig in sheer frustration. “Peak season? In Ikorodu? Since when does this place have peak seasons?” My voice rose despite my effort to stay composed. “So, you’re telling me there’s not a single room available anywhere in this whole town?” The receptionist winced, her expression almost apologetic. “I’m really sorry, ma’am. Please try to remain calm—” “Don’t tell me to calm down!” I snapped, “Why can’t you people get your systems in order in this country? Why do you keep stressing innocent citizens?” Before she could respond, a man approached us briskly. His demeanor was authoritative, and I assumed he must be the manager. “What’s the issue here?” he asked, his voice steady. The receptionist immediately filled him in, her voice low and apologetic. Once she was done, he turned to me, his face etched with concern. “Ma’am, I sincerely apologize for the inconvenience,” he began. I shook my head, my patience long gone. “I don’t need an apology,” I shot back. “What I need is a solution. Because if one doesn’t show up soon, I swear I’m going to lose my mind!” The man nodded, seemingly unfazed by my outburst. Almost like he was used to customers outbursts like this. “I know a realtor. They could arrange a serviced apartment for you to rent, if that’s acceptable.” I arched an eyebrow at him, crossing my arms as I tilted my head. “A serviced apartment?” “Yes, ma’am. It’s fully furnished and available for short-term stays. I can make a call for you right now.” I let out a heavy sigh, rolling my eyes. “Fine. I don’t have much of a choice, do I?” • As the realtor drove down the road , I stared at nothing in particular, anger brewing inside of me almost spilling out. They say heartbreak turns you into an amateur motivational speaker. Maybe that’s why I’d convinced myself I could do this—start fresh, rebuild, and somehow make everything work out. But here I was, on my first day, and it already felt like the universe was mocking me. Everything that could go wrong had gone spectacularly wrong. Within minutes, we pulled up in front of what I assumed was the service apartment Ayo — The realtor had mentioned. He parked neatly by the entrance and turned to me, his expression careful. “We have several properties. If this one doesn’t work for you, we can check out another,” he said, his tone light but professional. I barely acknowledged him, my gaze shifting from his face to the building before us. It wasn’t bad—clean lines, fresh paint, and none of the wear and tear I’d come to expect from places in this area. The structure shone like it had been built yesterday. My stay here is temporary anyway. A week, maybe ten days at most. I didn’t have the energy or patience for apartment hunting, and this place seemed decent enough. “I’ll take it,” I muttered, the words slipping out tiredly. He nodded, visibly relieved, and we both stepped out of the car. The busy street hummed with the sounds of children playing and adults just going about their business. We reached the entrance, and the realtor —Ayo fumbled in his pocket before pulling out a set of keys. He slid one into the lock and turned, but the door refused to budge. His lips thinned as he tried again, his movements growing more impatient before he turned to me with an apologetic shrug. “I’m sorry,” he said, his voice laced with embarrassment. “I left my brother here earlier to fix something in the bathroom. Let me knock.” He knocked on the door a few times, pausing to listen. The faint shuffle of footsteps from inside reached us before the sound of the lock turning. When the door opened, my eyes flapped close and fluttered open almost immediately as I looked up at the person who had just opened the door. I froze. I blinked once, then twice, convinced my eyes were playing tricks on me. But no, the man standing there was unmistakable. Tall and broad-shouldered, his frame filled the doorway like he belonged there. His dark skin glowed in the soft light filtering through the hall, and the sharp planes of his face, high cheekbones, and those full lips I used to know too well—seemed even more striking than I remembered. But it was his eyes that held me captive. Deep, intense, and framed by lashes that could put anyone’s to shame. They pinned me in place, their dark depths holding a mix of surprise, curiosity, and …something I couldn’t quite name. For a second, I forgot to breathe. He leaned casually against the doorframe, his white shirt rolled up at the sleeves, showcasing forearms corded with muscle. He looked effortless, like he’d just stepped out of a beauty magazine. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out. What were the odds of running into familiar faces from those days? A hundred Apparently! And I hated that my heart still skipped a beat for him.FEHINTOLAWhat were the odds of running into familiar faces from those days? A hundred Apparently!And I hated that my heart still skipped a beat for him. •“Ayo, is this the new occupant you mentioned?” Dami’s voice was low and with a small scoff, his sharp gaze cutting straight to me. I froze, clutching my bag tighter as I instinctively took a step back, trying to steady my racing thoughts. “Yes, she’ll be staying for ten days,” Ayo replied, his tone casual. “Ten days?” Dami echoed with raised brows, his lips curving into a smirk as his eyes flicked from his brother to me, the taunt unmistakable.“T-This is your brother?” I managed to stammer, turning to Ayo, even though I was afraid of hearing the confirmation.“He is,” Ayo answered simply, his expression unreadable as he looked between the two of us. My heart sank. “Can I… can I get another apartment?” The words tumbled out, and Ayo’s brows furrowed in surprise.“Another apartment? You seemed fine with this one just a few mi
FEHINTOLA.“You’re terrible at lying”I slowly turned to look at him and raised my lips up in a sneer, folding my hands across my chest.“Who says I’m lying?!”“Just yesterday, you said you were staying for ten days, so what type of job are you now looking for? Ehn fine girl?”“Bami Soro” (Talk to me) he added sarcastically. I rolled my eyes at him and stepped away from him.“Whatever, I can do whatever I want, will you give me the job or not?” “I heard you’re planning a big Christmas festival to sell your wine, you could use my copy writing skills to gain online presence and pull crowd,” I said to him. He hummed at my words and drew closer to me slowly dropping to my height meeting my gaze.“Why would you want to help me?!” He said I blinked rapidly avoiding his gaze, curving my lips upwards.“I’m-I’m — not helping you. I’m only pitching myself, giving you reasons to employ me, even if it’s just for the holidays, I’m very useful” I muttered, he chuckled lowly and straightened up.“O
FEHINTOLA.10:30pm“Put it there!” I exclaimed with a small laugh, straightening behind the camera to get a better view. “Put it where exactly? Here?” Dami shot back, standing on a ladder as he tried to hang tinsel on the street pole. He glanced down at me, mock exasperation in his voice. I shook my head with a grin and walked over, abandoning the tripod. “Here, olodo,” I teased, pointing at the spot just above his shoulder. He chuckled as we shared a quick laugh. “Why didn’t you just say that before?, see the way you too were pointing, like a chicken” he teased in return and we laughed again. I handed him the remaining tinsel, and he carefully hung it up. “Good?” he asked, looking down at me for approval. I stepped back, hands on my hips, and examined the setup. “Perfect!” I said with a wide smile. “Perfect, huh?” he mused, climbing down the ladder carefully. Once his feet touched the ground, he stepped back and looked around with a satisfied smile. “Wow! It looks even bette
FEHINTOLA NEXT DAY.Tuesday 3rd December.11:00am.I rolled over in my bed groaning lightly, my eyes slowly fluttered open, I laid with my legs apart and my hands spread out facing the ceiling. I exhaled deeply, feeling totally refreshed by my sleep. I can’t remember the last time I slept like this.A sudden loud knock came on my door and I flinched immediately, I was a little relunctant to stand but the persistent loud banging on my door pushed me up.“Who is that one again,” I muttered under my breath as I made my way towards the door, I unlocked it and twisted the knob open.“Really? You’ve not stopped sleeping very deeply!” Dami said, a look of relief crossing his face as soon as he saw me. “I don’t understand. If you want to insult me insult me directly, no be the one wey you go dey go through corners” I snorted rolling my eyes at him. “Where did you keep your phone Fehintii?!” He asked and I slowly let go of the door knob.“My phone? My phone?!” I muttered, more to my self th
FEHINTOLA.12:00am.“I’m sorry about earlier, I shouldn’t have used you like that. I just wanted to say something to get the people excited and it just slipped,” Dami said to me as we walked back home. We were done with the tree lighting ceremony and as usual it was beautiful. I got the privilege to place the star topper on the tree and switch on the lights. I had a lot of fun, but still, Dami’s words had my heart skipping a beat every now and then.“Please don’t take the things that I said to heart, I didn’t mean it that way. I shouldn’t have said them, I’m very sorry if it made you uncomfortable,” he said and a feeling of disappointment crossed my heart but I didn’t let it show in my face. “It’s fine,”“I knew you were obviously joking,” I said to him immediately with a small smile, even though I considered his words very seriously.“So, how did it go with the NAFDAC officers?” I asked, glancing at Dami trying to push my raging disappointment away, as we walked side by side. He ex
FEHINTOLA Later that day.2:30pm.Day 3 of the festivities.“Fehintii, I’m sorry, but you understand the implications of what I said yesterday, right?” Dami asked, his voice low as he worked beside me. I turned to face him, my movements slow and deliberate.We were setting up for the Best Christmas Jollof competition tonight, they said it was a usually crowded event that had attracted vendors to buy stands and showcase their products. Around us, people were busy decorating, erecting the stage, and preparing the cooking area where the competitors would face off. Dami and I were putting up the canopy for the vendors who bought a stand.I nodded, avoiding his gaze. “We have to keep pretending to be a couple, right?” I asked, my voice even. He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly and nodded. “Yeah.”“It’s fine,” I said, managing a small smile. “It’s no trouble at all.”Relief washed over his face, and he let out a breath. “Thank you,” he murmured. We continued working. My eyes drifte
FEHINTOLA Next day, Thursday 5th December. 09:00am.I stretched out in bed, earning a satisfying pop from my stiff joints. A small groan escaped me as I rubbed my eyes, the first thing I did was reach for my stomach. By yesterday’s night the pain had reduced and now it was gone completely. A small smile played on my lips. You’d really not know how underrated good health is until you’re slightly inconvenient.Slowly, I fluttered my eyes open, scanning the room only to find I was the only one in it. Dami was gone. I sat up in bed, frowning as I glanced around for any sign of him. Nothing. My phone beeped with a text, drawing my attention, and I picked it up to see a text waiting for me. -Good Morning, My Pretty Jonah. Are you awake now?-I rolled my eyes, a small laugh escaping my lips. (Jonah — a name commonly used amongst Nigerians to throw shade at someone who loved sleep), I didn’t bother replying to the text. Instead, I dialed his number. The call connected instantly. “But
FEHINTOLA11:30am.“I want to bake Christmas cookies, before we leave for the town square,” Dami said as we walked out of the Local restaurant not too far from the house, where we had just finished eating. “I’m making a big batch, would you want to join me?!” He asked and I slowly turned to look at him.“Ahn ahn, this is serious o, Ikorodu Father Christmas” I teased and his face curled into a playful frown, although I could see him trying to hold in his laughter. “Sho fe ma whine mi ni,” (Are you teasing me?!) he muttered, the expression on his face mused me more and my laughter persisted.“I’m sorry,” I muttered as I tried to stop laughing.“Oya now, since you want to laugh, have a nice day! I must not see your hand in my cookies ohh,” he said as he increased his pace and walked ahead of me.“Ahn ahn, I’m just joking with you,” I said running up to catch up with him. He rolled his eyes playfully and hissed as he reached out, wrapped his hands around my shoulders and pulled me close
FEHINTOLA.12:00pm.Dami’s arms wrapped snugly around my shoulders, as we made our way out of the town square. My fingers instinctively found his, intertwining as if they belonged there. “You didn’t have to do that in public,” I murmured, casting a side glance at him. We had just finished setting down and packing up everything we used and were now heading home. “I wanted to,” he replied without hesitation. “And I’d do it every time I get the chance.” He added, I couldn’t help but glance up at him, a small smile tugging at my lips. “Aww, stop,” I muttered, heat rising to my cheeks. His soft chuckle made my stomach flutter, but I quickly sobered, lowering my gaze.“Dami, there’s something I need to—” “Ah-ah, ahn-ahn! This one don do!” Ayo’s voice boomed from behind, startling us both. Before we could react, he wedged himself between us, shoving us apart with zero remorse. Wrapping his arms around our shoulders, then he pulled us close to himself.“Hold me instead,” he declared, hi
FEHINTOLA 8:00pm Day 5 of festivities.Christmas Couple.The massive Christmas tree we decorated three days ago , stood proudly at the center, sparkled with red and gold ornaments, and I couldn’t help but feel a sense of joy. It had taken days even after the tree lightening to make this tree look this perfect. I stood on the decorated stage, dressed in my shimmering green sample lace gown and my gele tied to perfection, when Dami said we’d be featuring in the Christmas couple event, I didn’t know he meant hosting, but I loved it.I glanced at Dami, who was adjusting his microphone, looking regal in his white senator up and down embroidered with silver thread. His ease with the crowd always amazed me. He caught my eye and looked away immediately. I chuckled lightly at his pettiness , he had actually been avoiding me since what happened on our way to the market happened. Immediately Anu signalled to me that it was time to start, I stepped forward, gripping the microphone. “Ẹ kaabo
FEHINTOLA.NEXT DAYFriday 6th December. 9:00am.I let out a deep breath as I slid the duvet off my body and sat up in bed. My gaze drifted to the folder on my bed beside me —the offer from my father for D&A’s. I’d decided to literally sleep on it, hoping rest would give me the clarity and strength on how to face the situation. Today, I had to come clean to Dami. There was no more running from it. With another sigh, I swung my legs off the bed, slipped into my flip-flops, and tightened the scarf on my head before heading to the bathroom. In front of the mirror, I stared at my reflection, no matter how hard I tried to take my mind, the thought of it still weighed me down, Omo Fehintola, you really messed up. If I could rewind time, I wouldn’t have lied about coming for a job. I should have been upfront from the start and tried to win him over with honesty. The loud ringtone of my phone snapped me out of my thoughts. Abandoning the toothbrush in my hand, I rushed back to the bed
FEHINTOLAI swallowed hard as I stepped closer to Anu, my heart pounding so loudly in my chest, my fist clenching and unclenching as I stood in front of her. She stood still, her expression remained unreadable, her piercing gaze fixed on me. My voice trembled as I whispered, I don’t know why I was this scared but I was actually scared.“A-Anu, it’s not what you think…”She didn’t respond, didn’t flinch. She just stood there staring at me. I tried again, my voice unsteady. “Anu, I can explain.”I was standing directly in front of her now, close enough to see the subtle rise and fall of her chest as she breathed. My mind raced with possibilities of how this situation would turn out, each one worse than the last. This wasn’t how I wanted them to find out. Finally, she spoke, her voice calm but very firm. “Bankole Fehintola Racheal,” she began. “The only daughter of Bankole Philips, I knew the moment I saw you.”I blinked, stunned by her words, and my eyes widened in shock. “Y-you kn
FEHINTOLA8:00pm I stood a little away from the whole festival going on. Right now, the children were dressed beautifully in traditional attires, dancing happily to an amapiano music. And every other person laughing heartily and cheering them up. I had to beg Anu and Ayo to take pictures and videos for me.My gaze fell on Dami, he had a wide smile beautifully carved on his face, he looked like he had not a worry in this world, when infact he might be the one with the biggest worry. I wonder how he was able to do it. I wasn’t really able to enjoy today’s activities, I was constantly zoning out and at some point I began to feel very hot and uncomfortable, majorly because of the conversation I had with my dad before coming here. I had to leave the place, because I couldn’t take Dami asking me if I was okay every one second, and I didn’t want to ruin his fun. I couldn’t even join Dami to complete the cookies earlier, I just sat back in my apartment staring over and over again at the
FEHINTOLA11:30am.“I want to bake Christmas cookies, before we leave for the town square,” Dami said as we walked out of the Local restaurant not too far from the house, where we had just finished eating. “I’m making a big batch, would you want to join me?!” He asked and I slowly turned to look at him.“Ahn ahn, this is serious o, Ikorodu Father Christmas” I teased and his face curled into a playful frown, although I could see him trying to hold in his laughter. “Sho fe ma whine mi ni,” (Are you teasing me?!) he muttered, the expression on his face mused me more and my laughter persisted.“I’m sorry,” I muttered as I tried to stop laughing.“Oya now, since you want to laugh, have a nice day! I must not see your hand in my cookies ohh,” he said as he increased his pace and walked ahead of me.“Ahn ahn, I’m just joking with you,” I said running up to catch up with him. He rolled his eyes playfully and hissed as he reached out, wrapped his hands around my shoulders and pulled me close
FEHINTOLA Next day, Thursday 5th December. 09:00am.I stretched out in bed, earning a satisfying pop from my stiff joints. A small groan escaped me as I rubbed my eyes, the first thing I did was reach for my stomach. By yesterday’s night the pain had reduced and now it was gone completely. A small smile played on my lips. You’d really not know how underrated good health is until you’re slightly inconvenient.Slowly, I fluttered my eyes open, scanning the room only to find I was the only one in it. Dami was gone. I sat up in bed, frowning as I glanced around for any sign of him. Nothing. My phone beeped with a text, drawing my attention, and I picked it up to see a text waiting for me. -Good Morning, My Pretty Jonah. Are you awake now?-I rolled my eyes, a small laugh escaping my lips. (Jonah — a name commonly used amongst Nigerians to throw shade at someone who loved sleep), I didn’t bother replying to the text. Instead, I dialed his number. The call connected instantly. “But
FEHINTOLA Later that day.2:30pm.Day 3 of the festivities.“Fehintii, I’m sorry, but you understand the implications of what I said yesterday, right?” Dami asked, his voice low as he worked beside me. I turned to face him, my movements slow and deliberate.We were setting up for the Best Christmas Jollof competition tonight, they said it was a usually crowded event that had attracted vendors to buy stands and showcase their products. Around us, people were busy decorating, erecting the stage, and preparing the cooking area where the competitors would face off. Dami and I were putting up the canopy for the vendors who bought a stand.I nodded, avoiding his gaze. “We have to keep pretending to be a couple, right?” I asked, my voice even. He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly and nodded. “Yeah.”“It’s fine,” I said, managing a small smile. “It’s no trouble at all.”Relief washed over his face, and he let out a breath. “Thank you,” he murmured. We continued working. My eyes drifte
FEHINTOLA.12:00am.“I’m sorry about earlier, I shouldn’t have used you like that. I just wanted to say something to get the people excited and it just slipped,” Dami said to me as we walked back home. We were done with the tree lighting ceremony and as usual it was beautiful. I got the privilege to place the star topper on the tree and switch on the lights. I had a lot of fun, but still, Dami’s words had my heart skipping a beat every now and then.“Please don’t take the things that I said to heart, I didn’t mean it that way. I shouldn’t have said them, I’m very sorry if it made you uncomfortable,” he said and a feeling of disappointment crossed my heart but I didn’t let it show in my face. “It’s fine,”“I knew you were obviously joking,” I said to him immediately with a small smile, even though I considered his words very seriously.“So, how did it go with the NAFDAC officers?” I asked, glancing at Dami trying to push my raging disappointment away, as we walked side by side. He ex