FEHINTOLA.
“You’re terrible at lying” I slowly turned to look at him and raised my lips up in a sneer, folding my hands across my chest. “Who says I’m lying?!” “Just yesterday, you said you were staying for ten days, so what type of job are you now looking for? Ehn fine girl?” “Bami Soro” (Talk to me) he added sarcastically. I rolled my eyes at him and stepped away from him. “Whatever, I can do whatever I want, will you give me the job or not?” “I heard you’re planning a big Christmas festival to sell your wine, you could use my copy writing skills to gain online presence and pull crowd,” I said to him. He hummed at my words and drew closer to me slowly dropping to my height meeting my gaze. “Why would you want to help me?!” He said I blinked rapidly avoiding his gaze, curving my lips upwards. “I’m-I’m — not helping you. I’m only pitching myself, giving you reasons to employ me, even if it’s just for the holidays, I’m very useful” I muttered, he chuckled lowly and straightened up. “Okay, so .. is that your CV? He asked pointing at the brown envelope sticking out of my bag,” I immediately moved my bag behind me. It was the document I brought, hoping to get the owner of D&A’s listen to me Atleast, but now I can’t do that anymore. “My CV .. I’ll umm, I’ll send it via Email” I stuttered, he chuckled shaking his head slowly at me. “Girl yi sha” (This girl) He muttered to himself and tucked his hands into his pocket. “Okay, You’re hired!” “What really?!” I asked my eyes wide open. He slowly folded his hands across his chest. “Why are you surprised? You seemed very confident in your ability!” He said, I nodded slowly wiping my hands on my thigh, “Surprised? Me? How so? No surprise here at all!” I muttered with an awkward smile, he stared at me weirdly. “Anyway, we’ll begin decorating the town this evening, will you be available to join us?” “Ofcourse ofcourse!” “Good” **** Back at home. 5.00pm. *knock knock knock “I’m coming!” I yelled out at the person at my door, but the knock was still heavy and persistent. I stepped out of the room and whoever it was, was still knocking. “Shey you’ll just break the door?” I said as I opened the door but immediately I saw who was at the door the words caught in my throat and my lips dropped open. He was putting on an army green cargo short and a cream color plain shirt. I swallowed hard at the hot glass of chocolate in front of me. What ever made me decide to marry Oyinbo instead of a proper Yoruba demon ? I guess I was away from home for too long. Suddenly, a sharp snap jolted me back to reality. “Hey!” I yelped, rubbing my forehead where his middle finger and thumb had delivered a stinging flick. He grinned, leaning closer to me. “You were staring,” he said, his voice low and obviously teasing me. “I wasn’t,” I shot back, rolling my eyes at him, I could feel my cheeks heating. “Oh, you definitely were.” He straightened, the corner of his mouth twitching like he found my embarrassed state entirely too entertaining. “Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that it’s time for the town’s decorations” he said, I took my lips into my mouth, town’s decorations? I guess I made a lot of promises when my mouth was quite slippery. “I had Anu bring a tripod, you can use your phone right?” He asked, I blinked rapidly in confusion, propping forward. “For?” “Are you playing with me right now? Won’t you need pictures and videos for the advertising and marketing you just got hired for?” “Oh I’m sorry, I didn’t realize,” “Ẹ má binu, ọ̀gá mi.” (Don’t be angry my boss) I added sarcastically, my Yoruba accent, awfully bad. He raised his nose slightly at me and shook his head slowly. “Are you ready now?” He asked. “Um, you can just come in and wait for me while I changed,” I said as soon as the thought dropped into my mind without even thinking about it. He leaned closer and narrowed his brows at me. “I-I mean, I don’t know where we’re going right?” I added immediately, he nodded slowly and thoughtfully murmuring “ahhh”. “Okay fine, just don’t waste too much time!” He muttered, I nodded firmly as I opened the door wider and stepped away for him to come in. “I see you haven’t changed, still obsessed with paintings of children,” he said. Looking around the house. “Well, you can’t blame me, they inspire me,” I muttered in reply as I made my way towards my room, he headed towards the couch and plopped down on it. “So you still write professionally?!” He called out “Ofcourse! That’s my job” I yelled back from the room. “And here I was thinking, you’d change profession once you go abroad, maybe study nursing like every other Nigerians do,” he joked with a small chuckle. “Well I didn’t!” I retorted. **** “So, Christmas festivals in ikorodu? I won’t lie that I’m not surprised” I asked Dami as I locked the door and we made our way out of the compound. “I know you take birthdays and holidays seriously, but making it a town’s tradition? I didn’t see that one coming!” I said. He chuckled lightly as he held the gate open for me to step out. “I guess I just started it and it escalated. The people use it as a way to chill after a very difficult year,” “And since they don’t have to contribute money, it didn’t take much to get them to join in. They handle the decorations and make it beautiful. It usually turns out well” he explained and I nodded slowly. “So how do you guys get funds?” “We sometimes get sponsors if we’re lucky —not really often though. But we manage well on our own. The winery has a separate savings account for Christmas funds, and the people sometimes during the year sends anything they have to support, the town chairman is very supportive also,” “Wow, you’ve grown so much , I can barely recognize you sometimes when you speak” I said to him. He chuckled lightly and gently tucked his hands into his pocket. “Ofcourse, I won’t remain the corper you left five years ago because he didn’t have any sense of direction” he said. “Dami, don’t be like that, you know that’s not what I meant,” he turned to me with a small smile. “That’s fine, we’ve both moved on right?” He said, I swallowed hard and turned away from him. Just as I wanted to reply a shirll voice cut me off. “Ahhh, Féhintọ́lá kọ́ ní yẹn?!” (Is that not Fehintola?). I looked up to see that we have already gotten to where we were going and there were a lot of familiar faces, for some weird reasons my heart warmed. I might have being a little useful while I was still here before and they all liked me. Now I feel bad that I came here empty handed with nothing for them. My face broke out in a smile immediately, they all rushed towards me and almost knocked me down with a tight hug. “Ahhh, ọmọ dáadáa! We missed you. We thought you’d never come back. Are you here to stay?” one woman asked, her gaze flicking to Dami. “Or are you two getting married now?” She asked, I suddenly coughed nervously, literally choking on her words. “Iyá Tóni! Kí ló má n ṣe yín?” (what’s your problem?) Another woman cautioned her, and I smiled awkwardly at the both of them. “Don’t mind her o jéré ọ̀kọ́ mi. Kí ló wá mú wá fún wa?” (Don’t mind her my dear. What did you bring for us) Another woman asked. “Ee shey wa lójú tì báyìí! Ẹ̀yin náà! Omo tó ṣe wá de, ẹ̀yin ti fẹ́ẹ́ bẹ̀rẹ̀ sí ni tọrọ nkan!” (why are you guys so shameless! You too?! Someone that just came home, you’re already disturbing for gifts) Another woman said, rolling her eyes at the woman that just spoke. “Ni Kini! (What??) When Iya Bola’s daughter came back from Ghana, didn’t she bring things for us?!” The woman defended. “Ehn Shey America ati Ghana wa Jó ara wọn ni?” (Is Ghana and America the same thing?!) another woman responded immediately, I chuckled lightly at their soft banter which was obviously playful. If there’s one thing I missed in this place, it’s this, their togetherness and how even neighbors can become family. “Ẹ má wòrì, mummy. Mo mú nkan púpò wá fún yín. Máa ko wá fún yín lọ́la,” (Don’t worry mummy, I brought a lot of things for you all, I’ll bring them tomorrow) I said to them, my Yoruba kind of not smooth with a little American accent. They laughed at it obviously and I laughed too. “You’ve forgotten our language just like that?!” A woman said and I shook my head slowly. “Ofcourse not!” “Oya Oya! Ó tó bẹ́ẹ̀ yen, (that’s enough) let’s get to work,” Dami finally said, the women raised their lips at him in a sneer rolling their eyes. “Ehn why is he na shouting?” “Don’t mind him, he’s jealous ni, nobody greeted him” they muttered to themselves as they dispersed and began to walk away. I chuckled lightly at their words and turned to look at him. “You’re back now, you’ll start sharing their attention with me!” He muttered his gaze dropping to mine. I bursted out laughing at the expression on his face. “Well that’s because they know I’m of better character than you!” “Ohhh you think!” He snorted.FEHINTOLA.10:30pm“Put it there!” I exclaimed with a small laugh, straightening behind the camera to get a better view. “Put it where exactly? Here?” Dami shot back, standing on a ladder as he tried to hang tinsel on the street pole. He glanced down at me, mock exasperation in his voice. I shook my head with a grin and walked over, abandoning the tripod. “Here, olodo,” I teased, pointing at the spot just above his shoulder. He chuckled as we shared a quick laugh. “Why didn’t you just say that before?, see the way you too were pointing, like a chicken” he teased in return and we laughed again. I handed him the remaining tinsel, and he carefully hung it up. “Good?” he asked, looking down at me for approval. I stepped back, hands on my hips, and examined the setup. “Perfect!” I said with a wide smile. “Perfect, huh?” he mused, climbing down the ladder carefully. Once his feet touched the ground, he stepped back and looked around with a satisfied smile. “Wow! It looks even bette
FEHINTOLA NEXT DAY.Tuesday 3rd December.11:00am.I rolled over in my bed groaning lightly, my eyes slowly fluttered open, I laid with my legs apart and my hands spread out facing the ceiling. I exhaled deeply, feeling totally refreshed by my sleep. I can’t remember the last time I slept like this.A sudden loud knock came on my door and I flinched immediately, I was a little relunctant to stand but the persistent loud banging on my door pushed me up.“Who is that one again,” I muttered under my breath as I made my way towards the door, I unlocked it and twisted the knob open.“Really? You’ve not stopped sleeping very deeply!” Dami said, a look of relief crossing his face as soon as he saw me. “I don’t understand. If you want to insult me insult me directly, no be the one wey you go dey go through corners” I snorted rolling my eyes at him. “Where did you keep your phone Fehintii?!” He asked and I slowly let go of the door knob.“My phone? My phone?!” I muttered, more to my self th
FEHINTOLA.12:00am.“I’m sorry about earlier, I shouldn’t have used you like that. I just wanted to say something to get the people excited and it just slipped,” Dami said to me as we walked back home. We were done with the tree lighting ceremony and as usual it was beautiful. I got the privilege to place the star topper on the tree and switch on the lights. I had a lot of fun, but still, Dami’s words had my heart skipping a beat every now and then.“Please don’t take the things that I said to heart, I didn’t mean it that way. I shouldn’t have said them, I’m very sorry if it made you uncomfortable,” he said and a feeling of disappointment crossed my heart but I didn’t let it show in my face. “It’s fine,”“I knew you were obviously joking,” I said to him immediately with a small smile, even though I considered his words very seriously.“So, how did it go with the NAFDAC officers?” I asked, glancing at Dami trying to push my raging disappointment away, as we walked side by side. He ex
FEHINTOLA Later that day.2:30pm.Day 3 of the festivities.“Fehintii, I’m sorry, but you understand the implications of what I said yesterday, right?” Dami asked, his voice low as he worked beside me. I turned to face him, my movements slow and deliberate.We were setting up for the Best Christmas Jollof competition tonight, they said it was a usually crowded event that had attracted vendors to buy stands and showcase their products. Around us, people were busy decorating, erecting the stage, and preparing the cooking area where the competitors would face off. Dami and I were putting up the canopy for the vendors who bought a stand.I nodded, avoiding his gaze. “We have to keep pretending to be a couple, right?” I asked, my voice even. He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly and nodded. “Yeah.”“It’s fine,” I said, managing a small smile. “It’s no trouble at all.”Relief washed over his face, and he let out a breath. “Thank you,” he murmured. We continued working. My eyes drifte
FEHINTOLA Next day, Thursday 5th December. 09:00am.I stretched out in bed, earning a satisfying pop from my stiff joints. A small groan escaped me as I rubbed my eyes, the first thing I did was reach for my stomach. By yesterday’s night the pain had reduced and now it was gone completely. A small smile played on my lips. You’d really not know how underrated good health is until you’re slightly inconvenient.Slowly, I fluttered my eyes open, scanning the room only to find I was the only one in it. Dami was gone. I sat up in bed, frowning as I glanced around for any sign of him. Nothing. My phone beeped with a text, drawing my attention, and I picked it up to see a text waiting for me. -Good Morning, My Pretty Jonah. Are you awake now?-I rolled my eyes, a small laugh escaping my lips. (Jonah — a name commonly used amongst Nigerians to throw shade at someone who loved sleep), I didn’t bother replying to the text. Instead, I dialed his number. The call connected instantly. “But
FEHINTOLA11:30am.“I want to bake Christmas cookies, before we leave for the town square,” Dami said as we walked out of the Local restaurant not too far from the house, where we had just finished eating. “I’m making a big batch, would you want to join me?!” He asked and I slowly turned to look at him.“Ahn ahn, this is serious o, Ikorodu Father Christmas” I teased and his face curled into a playful frown, although I could see him trying to hold in his laughter. “Sho fe ma whine mi ni,” (Are you teasing me?!) he muttered, the expression on his face mused me more and my laughter persisted.“I’m sorry,” I muttered as I tried to stop laughing.“Oya now, since you want to laugh, have a nice day! I must not see your hand in my cookies ohh,” he said as he increased his pace and walked ahead of me.“Ahn ahn, I’m just joking with you,” I said running up to catch up with him. He rolled his eyes playfully and hissed as he reached out, wrapped his hands around my shoulders and pulled me close
FEHINTOLA8:00pm I stood a little away from the whole festival going on. Right now, the children were dressed beautifully in traditional attires, dancing happily to an amapiano music. And every other person laughing heartily and cheering them up. I had to beg Anu and Ayo to take pictures and videos for me.My gaze fell on Dami, he had a wide smile beautifully carved on his face, he looked like he had not a worry in this world, when infact he might be the one with the biggest worry. I wonder how he was able to do it. I wasn’t really able to enjoy today’s activities, I was constantly zoning out and at some point I began to feel very hot and uncomfortable, majorly because of the conversation I had with my dad before coming here. I had to leave the place, because I couldn’t take Dami asking me if I was okay every one second, and I didn’t want to ruin his fun. I couldn’t even join Dami to complete the cookies earlier, I just sat back in my apartment staring over and over again at the
FEHINTOLAI swallowed hard as I stepped closer to Anu, my heart pounding so loudly in my chest, my fist clenching and unclenching as I stood in front of her. She stood still, her expression remained unreadable, her piercing gaze fixed on me. My voice trembled as I whispered, I don’t know why I was this scared but I was actually scared.“A-Anu, it’s not what you think…”She didn’t respond, didn’t flinch. She just stood there staring at me. I tried again, my voice unsteady. “Anu, I can explain.”I was standing directly in front of her now, close enough to see the subtle rise and fall of her chest as she breathed. My mind raced with possibilities of how this situation would turn out, each one worse than the last. This wasn’t how I wanted them to find out. Finally, she spoke, her voice calm but very firm. “Bankole Fehintola Racheal,” she began. “The only daughter of Bankole Philips, I knew the moment I saw you.”I blinked, stunned by her words, and my eyes widened in shock. “Y-you kn
FEHINTOLA.Few hours later. 3:30pmI sat on the edge of my bed, my fingers nervously drumming on my thighs. I stared down at the proposal beside me, “God, what is this?” I muttered to myself, frustration curling through my words. I felt like I was being pulled apart—caught between two impossible choices. My father and the man I actually love.Saying no to my father felt like stepping into a battlefield unarmed. But facing Dami with this? That was an entirely different war—one I wasn’t ready for, especially after the things he’d said to me today. I sighed deeply, rubbing my temples in an attempt to clear my thoughts. If I were to choose, the answer is kind of obvious, though. My father would have to wait. I’d deal with him later. Right now, my priority was Dami. He’d poured everything he had into the grand Christmas sales, and the Christmas festival, without considering himself. How could I sit back and do nothing when I had the power to help him? I immediately placed the proposal
FEHINTOLANEXT DAY Saturday 7th December.My phone beeped with a message, jolting me from my thoughts. I picked it up and stared at the screen—a message from my father. -You have just two days to tie up the contract and return home. There’s still so much to do, and we don’t have time to waste.- I sighed deeply, his words pressing heavily on my chest and I almost couldn’t breathe. No matter how hectic schooling in Nigeria had been or how exhausting my work life in New York felt, this moment right here surpassed them all. The stress, the frustration—it was suffocating. Rubbing my temples, I reached for the file on the table next to me. “God, abeg,” I muttered under my breath. It was now or never, I had to do this. Pushing myself, I rose to my feet and made my way to the door, my heart thudding wildly in my chest, I could almost see Dami reaction play out right in front of me. The sound of voices stopped me in my tracks as I neared Dami’s apartment. “Oga Landlord, that one wi
FEHINTOLA.12:00pm.Dami’s arms wrapped snugly around my shoulders, as we made our way out of the town square. My fingers instinctively found his, intertwining as if they belonged there. “You didn’t have to do that in public,” I murmured, casting a side glance at him. We had just finished setting down and packing up everything we used and were now heading home. “I wanted to,” he replied without hesitation. “And I’d do it every time I get the chance.” He added, I couldn’t help but glance up at him, a small smile tugging at my lips. “Aww, stop,” I muttered, heat rising to my cheeks. His soft chuckle made my stomach flutter, but I quickly sobered, lowering my gaze.“Dami, there’s something I need to—” “Ah-ah, ahn-ahn! This one don do!” Ayo’s voice boomed from behind, startling us both. Before we could react, he wedged himself between us, shoving us apart with zero remorse. Wrapping his arms around our shoulders, then he pulled us close to himself.“Hold me instead,” he declared, hi
FEHINTOLA 8:00pm Day 5 of festivities.Christmas Couple.The massive Christmas tree we decorated three days ago , stood proudly at the center, sparkled with red and gold ornaments, and I couldn’t help but feel a sense of joy. It had taken days even after the tree lightening to make this tree look this perfect. I stood on the decorated stage, dressed in my shimmering green sample lace gown and my gele tied to perfection, when Dami said we’d be featuring in the Christmas couple event, I didn’t know he meant hosting, but I loved it.I glanced at Dami, who was adjusting his microphone, looking regal in his white senator up and down embroidered with silver thread. His ease with the crowd always amazed me. He caught my eye and looked away immediately. I chuckled lightly at his pettiness , he had actually been avoiding me since what happened on our way to the market happened. Immediately Anu signalled to me that it was time to start, I stepped forward, gripping the microphone. “Ẹ kaabo
FEHINTOLA.NEXT DAYFriday 6th December. 9:00am.I let out a deep breath as I slid the duvet off my body and sat up in bed. My gaze drifted to the folder on my bed beside me —the offer from my father for D&A’s. I’d decided to literally sleep on it, hoping rest would give me the clarity and strength on how to face the situation. Today, I had to come clean to Dami. There was no more running from it. With another sigh, I swung my legs off the bed, slipped into my flip-flops, and tightened the scarf on my head before heading to the bathroom. In front of the mirror, I stared at my reflection, no matter how hard I tried to take my mind, the thought of it still weighed me down, Omo Fehintola, you really messed up. If I could rewind time, I wouldn’t have lied about coming for a job. I should have been upfront from the start and tried to win him over with honesty. The loud ringtone of my phone snapped me out of my thoughts. Abandoning the toothbrush in my hand, I rushed back to the bed
FEHINTOLAI swallowed hard as I stepped closer to Anu, my heart pounding so loudly in my chest, my fist clenching and unclenching as I stood in front of her. She stood still, her expression remained unreadable, her piercing gaze fixed on me. My voice trembled as I whispered, I don’t know why I was this scared but I was actually scared.“A-Anu, it’s not what you think…”She didn’t respond, didn’t flinch. She just stood there staring at me. I tried again, my voice unsteady. “Anu, I can explain.”I was standing directly in front of her now, close enough to see the subtle rise and fall of her chest as she breathed. My mind raced with possibilities of how this situation would turn out, each one worse than the last. This wasn’t how I wanted them to find out. Finally, she spoke, her voice calm but very firm. “Bankole Fehintola Racheal,” she began. “The only daughter of Bankole Philips, I knew the moment I saw you.”I blinked, stunned by her words, and my eyes widened in shock. “Y-you kn
FEHINTOLA8:00pm I stood a little away from the whole festival going on. Right now, the children were dressed beautifully in traditional attires, dancing happily to an amapiano music. And every other person laughing heartily and cheering them up. I had to beg Anu and Ayo to take pictures and videos for me.My gaze fell on Dami, he had a wide smile beautifully carved on his face, he looked like he had not a worry in this world, when infact he might be the one with the biggest worry. I wonder how he was able to do it. I wasn’t really able to enjoy today’s activities, I was constantly zoning out and at some point I began to feel very hot and uncomfortable, majorly because of the conversation I had with my dad before coming here. I had to leave the place, because I couldn’t take Dami asking me if I was okay every one second, and I didn’t want to ruin his fun. I couldn’t even join Dami to complete the cookies earlier, I just sat back in my apartment staring over and over again at the
FEHINTOLA11:30am.“I want to bake Christmas cookies, before we leave for the town square,” Dami said as we walked out of the Local restaurant not too far from the house, where we had just finished eating. “I’m making a big batch, would you want to join me?!” He asked and I slowly turned to look at him.“Ahn ahn, this is serious o, Ikorodu Father Christmas” I teased and his face curled into a playful frown, although I could see him trying to hold in his laughter. “Sho fe ma whine mi ni,” (Are you teasing me?!) he muttered, the expression on his face mused me more and my laughter persisted.“I’m sorry,” I muttered as I tried to stop laughing.“Oya now, since you want to laugh, have a nice day! I must not see your hand in my cookies ohh,” he said as he increased his pace and walked ahead of me.“Ahn ahn, I’m just joking with you,” I said running up to catch up with him. He rolled his eyes playfully and hissed as he reached out, wrapped his hands around my shoulders and pulled me close
FEHINTOLA Next day, Thursday 5th December. 09:00am.I stretched out in bed, earning a satisfying pop from my stiff joints. A small groan escaped me as I rubbed my eyes, the first thing I did was reach for my stomach. By yesterday’s night the pain had reduced and now it was gone completely. A small smile played on my lips. You’d really not know how underrated good health is until you’re slightly inconvenient.Slowly, I fluttered my eyes open, scanning the room only to find I was the only one in it. Dami was gone. I sat up in bed, frowning as I glanced around for any sign of him. Nothing. My phone beeped with a text, drawing my attention, and I picked it up to see a text waiting for me. -Good Morning, My Pretty Jonah. Are you awake now?-I rolled my eyes, a small laugh escaping my lips. (Jonah — a name commonly used amongst Nigerians to throw shade at someone who loved sleep), I didn’t bother replying to the text. Instead, I dialed his number. The call connected instantly. “But