Cordell POV: Today is the funeral, seeing Mileena I can tell that she is in pain. I’m also in pain, Mileena seeing her mother die before her eyes is enough to make anyone go insane. Sapphire was a beautiful woman inside and out; I knew she care for Mileena. She was the only parent that Mileena has. Ever since that day Mileena has shut down, she never leaves her room, she stays in bed all day. It hurts me to see my mate in pain, I don’t know what to do to make her feel better. I’m at a loss for words, there were times I had to stay with Mileena because I fear the worst. My worst fear is that she made take her own life, sometimes she wakes up in the middle of the night screaming out for her mother. I have to hold her through the night so she can feel safe. Doing all of that I had to take time off from my duties to be with Mileena full time. I become drain from that I have bags under my eyes from the lack of sleep. Sometimes Alpha Tinsley and Beta Winston would come and visi
Mileena POV: The day I lost my mother, my entire world shut down. I became depressed to where I’m on the barge of losing my will to live. My mother meant everything to me. I don’t care about anything anymore; this world has been cruelled to me since birth. My old pack betrayed me, my father betrayed me, my mother was the only person there protecting me. I’m supposed to be this miracle, a blessing they said. I’m nothing but just a white Lycan. I have no powers and cannot bring people back to life. what good am I in this fuck up world? I question the moon goddess in my head repeatedly, why did you have to take my mother from me? I needed her. She was the only person who I had, I know that Cordell has been by my side, but I want to be with my mother in the afterlife. Each day I live I get more depressed that I want to end my life faster, sometimes Alpha Tinsley, and Winston come to visit me letting me know they and the entire pack are for me. I never react to what they say, all
Beta Winston POV: As I stood there and watched Sapphire take her last breath, I felt my world was being turned upside down. My heart begins to break into pieces that I wanted to release my anger. I looked over to Mileena and I could see the pain in her eyes this is the saddest day for all of us. Now only we lost our best warrior we lost a friend, I had to get away because I could see is red. My wolf Major wants to take control, so I let him. I shifted into my brown wolf, and we took off deep into the forest. I ran for so long that I lost time. I realized it was dark and my legs were given out by the river. I lay there looking up at the moon, I picture Sapphire staring down at us. Major and I whimper together because we have the lost the woman that we have felt in love with. I was waiting for the right time to tell her, but every time I wanted to tell her something always came up. When I finally got enough to tell her how I feel about her. It was the day her mate claimed someon
Unknown POV: It finally happened, after waiting so many years the moon goddess finally sent her gift to earth. From what I heard that gift was a White Lycan, something that had never heard of. This is the first time in history that a white Lycan was created, not only that the Lycan is a girl I know that it will become powerful. I will need to get that Lycan into my possession. If I can get my hands on that girl, I would be able to mark her then I will control her by becoming a powerful wolf in the world and I will extend my army. There was a knock on the door that snapped me out of my thoughts as I sat up from my chair. “Come in” I said, immediately my office door opens in came in one of my men Ira. “What is it?” I ask. “Boss, I came here to give you my full report” “Speak.” “Sir, as instructed you wanted me to steak out the Nighting Gale Pack, as confirm the girl did was a remember of that pack.” “Tell me something that I don’t know, I’m aware that the girl is no lo
Mileena POV: It was 12 a.m., the day had finally arrived, it was my eighteen birthday. I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will find my mate, I quickly got out of my bed I placed some clothes on. Active 1: After getting fully dressed, I walked out of my room and closed the door slowly to avoid waking Cordell up. I think he was in his room sleep, I walk pass his room, when I reach the stairs, I tip toe walking down when I got to the bottom. I walk to the front door open it and walk out, the cool breeze was relaxing I looked up at the sky I saw the moon was still out, it was bright yellow. Looking into the moon brought back memories of when I was a child my mother and I always spend time together watching the moon on a summer night.Flash Back: “Mommy look the moon is out tonight” “I see Mileena, it’s beautiful just like you,”“Mommy do you think the moon goddess live on the moon?”“I don’t know baby, is a possibility she could be, put I know she is smiling at us from
Beta Winston POV: When Mileena ran off, I could not help but to feel heartbroken. Seeing the look on her face, I knew what it was. Today is her birthday, which it should all be about celebration, joy, and laughter. Mileena will experience pain and misery on her first birthday without her mother. It was four months since her mother went to the moon goddess. Mileena’s depression has reached a point where she does not want to interact with anyone from the pack. I cannot blame her, it is hard to lose a parent, especially a mother. Mothers have more of a special bond with child than fathers. Because the mothers are the ones who carry the children in the womb. While in that womb, a mother communicates with the child. I knew that Sapphire and Mileena had a special mother-and-daughter bond. I could tell when I first met them. When I found out about her mate and what he did, I wanted to find him and rip his heart out. I wanted to get Mileena out of her depression state when I talked
Mileena POV: Walking back to where the party was, it was silence between Beta Winston and I, I feel nervous returning. I did not need the pity on people’s faces. Each day, I was battling with my own demons. I blame myself for my mother’s death, saving me what causes her life. I could never get that memory of her dying in my arms. That memory will always be with me. Now it’s not the time to feel sad, it is my birthday. Beta Winston was right about one thing. My mother would not want me to keep feeling sad. She would want me to be happy but most of all, live life to the fullest, something that I never had time to do. Throughout my life, I faced ridicule for being different. I never ask to be a white Lycan, the moon goddess herself, gave it to me. Some people do not understand that being different can sometimes turn out to be a good thing. I always believe that we all can live in a world without being judged. Sometimes we cannot always get what we want, that is the sad part abou
Cordell POV: I am glad to see that Mileena had returned, I was worried about her when she ran off. That I thought it was a mistake throwing this surprise party for her. I know she had not gotten over the death of her mother. This will be the first birthday without her mother. I know it is taking everything for her not to break down again. Those months were hell. Seeing my mate in that state hurt me more than anything I wish I could have taken her pain away. I know how it feel to lose someone you love dear to your heart. When I lost my family, I felt that my world had turn upside down. I felt broken, to where I did not want to live anymore. I believe that if I did not bump into Mileena and her mother that day, I would have ended my life, eventually. The moon goddess had other plans for me. She blessed me with a wonderful mate and a mother-in-law. Sapphire was a second mother to me. Whenever I was struggling with my past, she was there to comfort me and give me advice. This was