After an embarrassing entry, I keep grinning from ear to ear. Aberdeen nudged me on the shoulder asking with concern, "are you okay?"
I answer with a smile, "of course, why wouldn't I? Look at me I am perfectly fine." I try to clear away the embarrassment.
I take a look again at the pack house, which is a two-story.
"Not all pack members live here." I hear the Beta say probably to Leto and Aberdeen since I haven't talked to him due to my embarrassment.
"My apologies but this is Elle our top warrior," Leto introduces me to the stranger. "And Elle please meet Lucian Kavril. He's the Beta for Daluna" he added.
I turn to face the Beta and see his hand extended out to me. I shake it in return.
He eyes me up and down.
'Something you like beta?' Eliz raises her eyebrow in a flirty way. Seriously this wolf will be the death of me someday.
"I must say the design is extraordinary," I say and turn back to admire their packhouse.
"Yeah, our Alpha designed it himself," Lucian proudly responds as he stands beside me with a big smile.
In hearing his words I genuinely smile without faking it.
"It's beautiful," I whisper.
Aberdeen pinched me on the shoulder but I couldn't bother because this house makes me want to own it someday. I know most people want to live in it but I want to own it and there is a difference between living and owning it.
"The alpha is here" Lucian announced, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I look aside and smile at Aberdeen and Leto while we wait for the Alpha to come out. I hear heavy footsteps coming from inside the house as if someone is running.
Suddenly began to feel anxious. My hands were sweating and I fiddle it. It's something I usually do when I am seriously nervous.
Aberdeen slaps me on the back
"What?" I whisper to her.
"Stop doing that. He is not that bad," she scolded me before adding, "besides he is hot except he's you know-" I look at her in confusion and she cheekily wriggles her eyebrow
"Gay," I blurted.
"No, but you'll see," she says and winks at me making Leto growl. "Oh honey shush you're my number one," she tells him and Leto relaxes a little as he stood beside her. His hand goes around Aberdeen's waist.
The footsteps drew nearer that's when I smell a divine scent. Eliz howled in joy as I stood there in confusion.
The door opens, and he came into view as the scent becomes stronger. One word in my head 'damn' while Eliz screams in excitement 'Mate! Mate!'
Another word popped up in my head
'IMPOSSIBLE'
I stagger back and mumble to myself with my thoughts all over the place now.
'It cannot be,' I deniably mutter to myself. I know for a fact we can never have another mate once your true one is gone.
'Unless,' I shake off my thoughts and look up to see him staring back at me in shock. I abruptly turn my gaze down, head bowing down a little while my eyes go from side to side as my thoughts were everywhere.
Aberdeen shook my shoulder again. "Elle" she whispers to me but I was too lost in my thoughts to notice everyone staring at me.
'This can't be right,' I wanted to scream out loud but then I couldn't.
When my thoughts are calm and I snap back to reality. A feeling of happiness overwhelmed me. I mean he's alive. I turn up again to face him and at that moment I want to run to him and bury my head in his chest while he hugs me.
I started to tear up as I am getting emotional now. Leto's hand rested on my shoulder making me jump a little.
"Hey, are you okay?" he asks in concern and I nodded yes to him before I turn my eyes back to my mate.
Lucian went and stood beside him. "Everyone please meet our Alpha Eric Gibson," Lucian introduce him. Leto moves forward and shakes Eric's hand. Then Leto turned to introduce me and Aberdeen.
I smile at him genuinely thanking the moon goddess for sending him back. She has given me another chance in living this life.
Eric clear his thought and glance at me with coldness evident in his eyes. "Sorry for keeping you all standing here," he says to Leto and ignores me.
'Ouch,' I wince in my head to Eliz.
I try to stay positive and keep on a smiley face for him and everyone else. As he talks to Leto my eyes never left his. I look at him with admiration. Thanking the moon goddess for giving me him.
'My mate'
However, my admiration, gratefulness, and staying positive went out of the window when my eyes settle on his neck.
The smile instantly fell from my face.
"Impossible" I whisper in disbelief at what I'm seeing.
To make everything worse a woman came from inside and stood beside him with her hands going around his waist while smiling at us.
Shutting my eyes, I struggle to hold back my tears. I wanted so bad to lash out at them but I know I cannot create a scene here even though I am entitled to do it.
Once I know I am not losing it I open my eyes and look back at them, linking to Alera, "now I see what went wrong years ago."
Today my so-called pack unintentionally sent me to my grave. I know Josh sent me to a meeting without predicting the consequences but it feels like I am thrown into hell instead of living a dream. This is beyond my nightmare.Coming out of my thoughts I stood there like an idiot, watching mate smile at his chosen mate. He kisses her on the cheek and then moves his down to touch her stomach. Why does it feel too painful to watch their loving moments?Looking up at the sky, I could see darkness with no rays of sunshine and rainbows.'Oh, how wonderful life is!'Eric doesn't know that I was waiting for him and that I long for him to come into my life. I have fallen asleep every night with thoughts of him in my head. How life will turn out if he were there with me.When I felt the pain years ago which almost cost my life I thought he died. I was so hurt and devastated by losing him. However, here he is. Right in front of me with his chosen mate."Hello, I'm Claire Montez-Gibson. Eric's m
Tears flow from my eyes like heavy rain as I settle on a huge rock. I thought back to the years of pain when things went downhill for me.I don't know why I have such a bad fate and I wonder if I ever did something wrong to anger the moon goddess.It is heart-wrenching. My mate had made his decision. Thinking he has a tiny bit of heart for me. How wrong is that? He rejected me without giving me a chance to breathe or even to take my time. Officially, I don't have that someone since he chose for the both of us before I even come into his life.I was crying when I hear something snaps. I look around me and see a big black wolf eyeing me skeptically. His eyes scream danger and I could feel his strong aura. It's like a force ordering me to submit.Anyone should be highly alert right now and start to run away for their life. However, in my situation, I couldn't do anything at all. I could tell that he was an Alpha but that didn't bother me at all as I was too busy crying to even bother.
"Please, Elle get the hell out of the car now!" Leto says with frustrationWe've been doing this for almost an hour and Leto has reached his limit of patience. Yeah, I don't make it easy for anyone especially when I am forced to do something I don't like.When Aberdeen told me that Josh had agreed to leave me for training techniques I didn't take it well. They may not know Eric is my mate but it's still hell no for me. I am not going to stay here with him and his so-called chosen mate Claire."Look I'm sorry if you don't want to but it was Alpha Josh's order, not mine," Leto explains again.Stubbornly I sat in the car with my arms crossing on my chest. Eliz is a heart-warming wolf but not me, the human. Nah ah."Elle we're not leaving you here for good, Josh wants you to learn their technique...simple as that and it's part of the deal," Aberdeen says in a pleading voice as Leto raises his hands in surrender. My best friend and her mate don't deserve my attitude. Gosh! I seriously des
'Grandma,' I muttered as I inspected the dress the two face bitch gave me. I officially despise her. I sigh looking at the dress with no hope.This is the 21st century and yet the witch gave me a dress that someone wore in the 18th century for bedtime reading. I curse that woman. How dare she give me this? Claire knows how to pay back gratitude.I shook my head in disappointment and threw the dress back on the bed. I open the door to my assigned room and peek outside to see if anyone in this pack passes by. Unfortunately, there is no one. I let out another sigh and slam the door. I walk back to the bed and lay down on it, watching the white-grey color ceiling. Someone knocks on my door, ignoring it I turn to the other side of the bed and wish for whoever is outside to get lost. I heard the door creak open and then a footstep. Oh my, can't he/she see that I am not in the mood. "I want scissors" I demanded to whoever is in the room and turn on my back, facing the ceiling again."For?"
"I can't believe you sent a perv to bring me my bags" I complain to Aberdeen on the phone and she laughs at my dismay."No, he's not. Angus is a good kid, and he just had a crush on you," she replied and I could hear her trying to hold in her laughter. Angus was one of the guys in the pack who was already mated but still tries to have his way with me. He told Aber and Josh that it was just a crush but he still try to flirt with me. Therefore, finding him at the pack's door early in the morning, with my luggage, made me want to scream 'bloody murder.' If only Alpha Josh was nearby and we could teleport easily. I would do it and give him a piece of my mind on the douche bag, he sends over with my luggage. Letting out a heavy sigh I check the time and see that it's 7 am. I bid Aber goodbye on the phone. I threw the phone on my bed and went in the shower to get ready. Angus wasn't my only problem this morning. The Alpha was a douche too. He sent one of his warriors earlier to give me a
Three weeks laterThe training was hard and Daluna's techniques are hard to cope with. Trying to master it within a month is not a good thing. It was weeks of struggle and stress.After our last training, Jenna a girl I befriended two weeks ago walks beside me back to the packhouse. The incident on my first dinner here made everyone cast me out and I didn't know they held grudges for so long.However, tonight will be my last dinner in Daluna's Pack and they still didn't forgive me and it doesn't mean I didn't try. Believe it! I did but they wouldn't bother. Claire was being a total bitch to me throughout this one month. Indeed, who cares as if my mate would care. I'm going back today and I would never come back here again since I'm unwanted here."I can tell you can't wait to go home," whisper Jenna and I nod my head. "Yep, I cannot wait to be out of this awful pack," I said in a teasing tone. She pushes me forward playfully and I retaliate by pushing her back."What can't beat me," I
I woke up and found myself still lying in front of the bedroom door. I couldn't believe I cried myself to sleep over nothing. Right! If only it was nothing but no it wasn't, as everything is not okay right now.I get up from the floor and walk towards the window. I open the curtain and look out to see that it is dark outside. Turning around I walk back to find the switch for the lights. When I found it I switch it on, filling the entire room with lights. I pull off my clothes before going to the shower. I spent another hour there. Most of the time I zone out while taking a shower.My thoughts were back to Jenna's words earlier. I can't believe the way fate plays out for me. After my shower, I dry my body with my towel and put on black sweatpants and then a rainbow sweater. I wanted to sleep but my stomach betrays me when it growls with hunger. So, I make my way to the kitchen, hoping everyone is asleep by now. Stumbling my way inside the kitchen I look everywhere for food and only fin
All I could see is darkness. There is no source of light.I cried out for help hours ago but nobody was there to help us or rather for me alone. Claire was nowhere in sight. I don't know where they have taken her. I hear footsteps coming then the door opens widely. Finally, I am now seeing a light. Two hunters came in and dragged me by my hair without saying anything. Their hold on my hair hurts even though I'm a werewolf, it still hurts. I don't even know where they were taking me again. They drag me out of the house then into an SUV van, then blindfold me.The car stopped and I felt hands on my arms. When they took off the blindfold I look around and saw that we were now in a clearing. We were in the woods in the middle of nowhere and I am not familiar with the surroundings.Then all of a sudden figures came out of the trees. I first saw Eric coming out from behind a tree, then following Lucian.My wolf Eliz howls with excitement that our mate is here. Then we saw the alpha of the M
After 3 decades the moon goddess finally granted Eric's last dying wish. She has been watching his soul day by day as he works to mend for his own mistakes and sins in her hidden dimensions where only she can see through. She was satisfied with the way he has taken things and how remorseful he was with everything that has been happening. On a red full moon, for the first time in the history of werewolves, the sky pierced and four souls were reborn again, with the same features in the same world. The moon goddess has frozen the time and has taken everything back to where it was. It was as if she was playing a video where you keep hitting the replay button. She smiles watching those souls who are reborn again into her creation. It was Eric’s wish and yearning after his death that brought them back, this she watched hoping fate wouldn’t repeat like the last time. Those souls were Eric, Claire, Aaron and Elle. The moon goddess tried to change each fate, for them to be ha
We have been running in the woods, Eliz felt it refreshing since we haven't shifted when we were in the humans’ realm. We cross our border and made it to another territory probably Eric's. Then we continue to walk before we reach his. Aaron wants us to talk to the place where we first met.The first question I ask him as we walk was "How's everyone doing?" and he told me that they were all okay. Conrad has found his mate and Jay has moved with his mate since she's a Beta's daughter of another pack. So Zeus’s pack is now combined with his and now he's the Alpha.We talk about other random stuff about how my life in the human realm was and how I had to cope with everything until we reach that spot again. I pick up from our conversation that he never mentioned anything about Claire so I decided to ask him. I was thinking maybe he didn't want to since it could make things awkward."How's everything with Claire?"Aaron stopped this time and he turn
A year later"I miss you so much" Aberdeen crushed me in a hug."It's good to be back" I muttered "I know, now come along there's a hottie at home" she winks at me and sashays her way to the car.After running away from the funeral I decided to grab my stuff from Aaron's pack and left for the human realms. How did I even get there? Well, Jea says wolves can still cross the barrier without harm and I used a car to travel through the distance. I called back to apologise to Aberdeen and told her that I need to rethink everything including what I want to do with my life.So going to the human realms was the best thing that ever happened to me. I met so many wonderful people and was able to live a life of a human being. They changed my perspective and even made me fall in love with kids and I wished to adopt one someday. Then again there was one thing I didn’t get to fulfil and that is meeting the awesome boy band who sings my f
Eric was wrong when he said that I could love freely and move on from the past. A part of me was still stuck there not moping in losing or never having a Mate but for the fact that life wasn't fair for all. Yet we cannot blame life itself as it is also our fault for being selfish.I stood there as his pack warriors lowered the casket down, Alphas and betas from other packs stood by it. They have come to pay tribute to the warriors and the Alpha of Daluna for their bravery.Aaron was nowhere in sight even Claire, the fake bitch was busy pretending to be miserable in her room. She wanted to earn everyone's pity and sympathy while deep down inside she wanted Aaron to be there for her, to take another chance. It must have been so good to have two people who fought over her, it must have been good to her for having a backup to a happy life-ending.I watch as one of the elders concluded the sermon and then one by one Alpha, Betas and the attendees left. Lucian came up
"I remember the first time I saw you," he says as he holds on to my hand. "You're everything I could ever wish and want to have. It was the first time I agreed with my wolf on something," his lips curved in a smile as if he is reminiscing that day."I want to be the best mate but then I couldn't. I just couldn't turn everything around. It wasn't fair for you Elle." I try to pull my hand away from his but he held it tight. "Please at least hear me out," he begs me."No Eric I can't. I... I...I don't think I can" I stutter as I tried to tell him not to go there with my tears almost bursting from my eyes. However, he pleaded with me to hear him out. Therefore, I ended up staying with him in his room.Eric raised his body and I try to help him but he stops me. "I can do it, Elle," he says as he leans his back against the bed's headboard. He took my hand and then made me sit in front of him. His hand reaches out and caresses my cheek. He touches me as if he is scared that I might break
I lay on my bed with my hands on my stomach and eyes staring at the darkness of my room. It had been a while since I woke up and instead of walking around, I stay right there on my back with thoughts running through my head.I had blocked Eliz because I didn't want her to pester me to see Eric. Right now, I want to enjoy this peace before facing another storm. I didn't want to have hopes for my mate as our fate had been doomed before I even came into his life. However, what I want to do is to tell him that I am thankful and that I have forgiven him for everything.It's a good plan for moving forward and for my peace. When I have enough time of thinking, I pull off the sheet from my body and stood up to turn on the lights. I then went to the bathroom to wash my face, letting my barricade with Eliz break. I then tie up my black hair in a ponytail and for the first time, I look better. Actually, I feel better.I stood there watching my reflection. It's like I'm looking at a new me. Eliz
"Eric" I scream as we slowly sit down on the ground with him still in my arms as I keep shaking him. I am trying to keep his open eyes. Tears pour from my eyes as I watch him struggle to breathe."Why did you do that for?" I sob and he says nothing except his breathing is getting weaker. I look around for anyone to help us and saw them standing there in shock. I know it's unexpected but someone needs to get him to the hospital before he dies. "Lucian, he's dying" I scream at him, which snaps him out of his shocking state and run up to help us. "His breath is weaker. Please be quick he needs a healer," I tell him as he picks him up and I help put him on his back. Lucian and I rushed back to the territory premises.When we reach the hospital, I saw Claire running from the other side and in our direction. She looks scared and worried."What happened?" she asks but I just keep sobbing without answering her. "Eric" Claire cries and pushed me aside. She reaches out to Lucian and holds on t
'Jea was murdered and Zeus is the traitor.' I thought as I woke up in the familiar surroundings of my room at Aaron's pack. I let out a relieved sigh, knowing that I am safe. I then try twisting around on the bed and surprisingly I don't feel sore or experience any pain.'Thanks to the moon goddess.' The door slam open and Aberdeen walks in surprising me. There's a breakfast in her hands which made her focus on balancing the tray and not knowing that I am awake. I smile at her but the sound of her sniffling as if she's been crying made the smile on my face disappear. My heart goes out to my poor best friend. She must have been so worried."Aber."She stops and glances to see me. I smile at her again and Aber being Aber started to cry. She quickly places the tray on the table near the door and run up to me. She crushed me into a big hug which I returned wholeheartedly. Oh, how I miss my bestie, my one, and an only real friend."You bad girl," she says, pushing pushes me back on the bed
The news of Cascarade Pack being wiped out by rogues and hunters made me feel so many different emotions and I am drowning inside. I shouldn't feel this way for them, however, the bad deeds done by others do not define the innocent people and young pups that were living in the Cascarade pack.It was hard to understand how the massacre happened and why we were never being informed about it but when Jay explains to us what happened we then understood. He told us that the Cascarade Pack was attacked on the same day, and the rogues tried to kidnap me. It was a surprise attack that no one was prepared for it and so none of the neighboring and allied packs were informed. The wounded warrior that was carried in here, is the only survivor that has been on the runs from the rogues and hunters for days.I can imagine the horror the warrior went through and I hope he survives as his condition is too critical at the moment. "Jea created the barrier but how did the hunters make it through?" Aaron