~ CharlesIt has been weeks since I saw the light of day. All day long, I lie in bed only to rise when the therapist comes in for my session. It is in complete contrast to the life I used to live before the accident.I feel like a hollow vase, echoing my sadness and despair with no one to fill the void within me. The only person attempting to fill the void, I pushed away for her own good.I wanted Megan to move on finally. She deserved better, and she would never get it if she stuck around me. But now I regret pushing her away because… I miss her.She was like a ray of sunshine that brightens a gloomy day, and now without her, I am stuck in darkness. The same darkness I claimed to want. I guess now I know my true feelings about it. I want to be happy again but not at the expense of Megan's happiness.Today, like the others before it, the maids come into my room to clean up, leaving the lights on only the dim translucent lights to navigate their way through the room. It should probably
~ CharlesI asked for Lucian to be brought into the garden because I found myself enjoying the scenery of the environment. It was something refreshing compared to the room I was always locked up in.He looked healthy, striding to me with his long legs. Weird, right? I now felt jealous of those that could use their legs because I was stuck in a wheelchair. And I didn’t know when I would be coming out of this situation.Lucian offered me a warm smile as he sat. “You look sick, cousin,” he commented.I chuckled, shaking my head. Lucian was always known for his blunt honesty and straightforward comments. He didn’t even bother to play the pity game with me. “Thanks for the honesty, Lucian, and you look well.”“I just thought I should stop by since I hadn’t been able to do so since your accident,” he said.“Even Steve hasn’t visited me, so I don’t think I can be mad at you.” I smiled perfunctorily.Lucian’s brows furrowed. “Why? I heard he has left rehab long ago.”It was my turn to frown.
~ CharlesI went to her house first, and she wasn’t home; none of her family members were home, which was strange.I decided to go to her new office, which was where I got my answer.“The boss is away on a family trip,” her secretary told me, giving me an awkward look because I was obviously supposed to know that information about my said wife.If only she knew that it was not always as rosy as we portrayed it on the outside.I rolled myself out of her new office with a thick cloud of sadness hovering over my head. I was exhausted, poorly dressed, and already making the headlines. If only I achieved something from today’s journey, it would have been worth It, but it was all for nothing.I returned home in a mood and found my two caregivers drinking on duty. I couldn’t help but get angrier. “What do you two think you are doing?” I yelled at them. “Is this what I pay you for? To drink and get wasted? You are both fired!”“With pleasure, Mr. Charles McCall,” the freckled-faced caregiver
~ Charles “Charles? What happened to you?” Megan’s voice faded in and out of my consciousness.Megan… I smiled internally although I didn’t have the strength to do it physically, but I muttered her name weakly, “Megan… You’ve returned.”The rest of her replies were drowned out because I finally succumbed to the darkness, but when I woke up in the morning, I discovered that it was only a dream.I groaned, rubbing my slightly throbbing head. I looked around, searching for anything that indicated that Megan was here, but I found nothing. I was only imagining things because of my fever.My day was instantly ruined even before it started. I deserved everything that was happening to me. At least I didn’t die last night, but who took care of me? If not Megan, who?“Oh, you are awake,” chimed Megan, stepping out of the bathroom with a bowl of water.My eyes widened as I gaped at her.She furrowed her brows slightly but ignored my shocked expression. She placed the back of her palm on my fore
~ Megan“I’m sorry, Jenny!” Charles yelled out in his sleep, but he hadn’t fully woken up. “Janette…” He added with trembling lips.Jenny? Janette? Why was he dreaming about dead people? It seemed to have become something he frequently did, so I could only guess that he was traumatized. Janette’s case was understandable, but what about Jenny?These questions remained unanswered, but I decided to go easy on the therapy. I hired a radical therapist in addition to the former one Charles had, and most of his treatments were pretty early. I was the only one with the power to wake Charles up from his beauty sleep.He was especially lazy since he lost his ability to walk, and sharing a room with him made me aware of some of his nasty habits.He wasn't as charming as he looked on the outside, especially when I wanted to change his clothes. He still preferred his caregivers, and I didn’t want to bother the newly hired ones.I had to make a list of activities we could do to help Charles in his
~ MeganOne day, Charles’ mother visited the house, and Charles and I were in the living room resting after a walk around the house. Bianca didn’t come unannounced because she informed me first, but when I told Charles, he didn’t want to hear anything that concerned his mother.She entered the living room beaming a smile. “Hello, children,” she greeted us.“Why are you here?” Charles asked before she could sit.Bianca’s smile faltered, but she lifted it again. “Why can’t I visit my son and daughter-in-law?”“Because we don’t want you here,” Charles replied.“Charles!” I slapped his arm. “Don’t be rude to your mother.”“Don’t defend a woman that has done nothing but hate you since she met you,” Charles retorted.I shook my head at his behavior, then I smiled at Bianca. “Welcome, Mrs. McCall, what do we offer you?”“Nothing, I am fine,” she said, still smiling.“Then leave. If you are not here to get your compensation for what you did for me in the office, you should get going; you are
~ CharlesShe was too quick to forgive me, and it gave me cause for concern. It was obvious that Megan got annoyed by those girls at the party, especially since she was the one who defended me.I knew she was going to punish me, but I didn’t know her punishment was going to come in two forms. The first one was, however, more annoying than the second one, but both were equally significant to the change in my life.That fateful day, Megan took me to her room for some unknown reason, and when she pushed me in, I found my mother waiting inside.“Charles, we need to talk,” she said.I glared at Megan angrily. “What is this?”She shrugged nonchalantly. “What do you think it is? Talk to your mother; I’m done pretending to be okay with the tension between you two.”With that, she walked out the door. I instantly wheeled myself to the door but discovered that it was locked from the outside. “Megan! Open this door right now!” I demanded.“Not until you work things out with your mother,” Megan s
~ Charles“Are you ready?” Megan asked me as she popped her head through the door of the walk-in closet.I tilted my head, glaring at her playfully. “I was done hours ago; you were the one who had to go get something and never returned.”“I’m here now?” She flashed her teeth, and I rolled my eyes.“Women, right?”“Women what?” Megan answered, and a new argument was formed. She kept nagging me throughout the ride, which didn’t annoy me anywhere; rather, I found it amusing that Megan thought women didn’t love to waste time on their looks.She helped me out of the car and pushed my wheelchair into the park she brought me.It was a beautiful place and a quiet one. Only a few people were around; some were walking their dogs while others were speed walking and having picnics or quiet times respectively.The atmosphere was serene and comforting, something I hadn’t experienced in a long time. I felt genuinely at peace for the first time in a while, and I had Megan to thank.I stroked her hand