It took Kelly and Jameson about half an hour to pack up their stuff and leave the restaurant. I tried to leave without them but Kelly wouldn’t let me. She gave me the; if we came together, we leave together speech. It took all my will power not to remind her that she actually arrived late. I didn’t want to be that girl who reminds everyone of their mistakes.
Kelly’s mom came to pick her up a while ago. They offered to take me home but I declined. I thought the buses here were constant. I didn’t think the schedule was all weird. I’ve never taken a bus home from here.
I’m so annoyed that it took them so long to finish. They made me miss my bus. I stand outside Jodie’s looking at the bus stop. I could go and wait for the bus there but it’s so cold out now. I look back into the restaurant and sigh. I guess I’ll buy a tea and sip on that while I wait.
I might as well do the rest of my school work while I’m at it. The next bus is going to take about forty five minutes. I have to text my mom and tell her I’ll be a little late. I don’t want her to freak out on me.
I open the restaurant door and walk straight into Oliver. His body slams into mine with so much force I stumble backwards. His scent rushes up my nose making me shiver, but I don’t have the time to think about that because I’m falling.
“Oh shit!” I say as I feel my body start to fall backwards. I laugh on my way down, I’m so calm. I should be freaking out, I’m about to fall in public. What’s even worse is I’m falling in front of the one person I like the most. It’s like I gave up on trying preventing the fall as soon as he slammed into me.
“I got you.” Oliver says catching me halfway down to the ground. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t looking where I was going.” He says easily scooping me up and placing me on my feet. I feel light headed as he balances me with his arm. “Are you okay?” He asks inspecting me closely.
“I’m good, thank you.” I say my giggles gone he’s so close to me. It feels weird to have him so close. I take a step away from him. I did say I wanted less of him tonight right? This is too much. “I’m good.” I say stumbling a little but I catch myself and straighten up.
“Good. You made me worried there for a minute.” He says smiling at me. I feel my face get warm, he’s making me feel hot standing so close to me.
“No need to worry I’m fine.” I say smiling at him to put him at ease.
“Did you forget something?” he asks suddenly and I look at him confused. What is he talking about?
“Huh?” I ask my brain too fogged up to work. I’m being intoxicated by the Oliver drug. His scent, eyes, smile, perfectly straight teeth and his strength. I didn’t know he was that strong, he doesn’t play sports like his friends so I just assumed he’s not that strong. I thought he was a lazy slob, that’s what I wanted to believe about him. But I’m learning I was wrong.
“You were on your way back in, did you forget something?” He asks pointing to the Jodie’s to remind of where I was headed before he knocked the wind out of me.
“Oh, yes I was...” I say trying to remember why I was headed back into the restaurant. And the only word that comes to mind is the word bus. “I have to wait for the next bus and it’s too cold to stand next to that small sign.” I explain and he looks at the bus stop and then back at me.
“I’ll take you home.” He says pointing to his…… in the parking lot. I shake my head reaching for restaurant door.
“No there’s no need I’ll wait.” I say walking toward the door.
“Come on it’ll be a short and quick trip. You can’t wait for the bus; those things take a long time to show up.” He says stopping me mid step. “How long do you have to wait?” He asks and I shrug.
“I have to wait for forty five minutes, well forty minutes.” I say and he looks at me sideways.
“Let me take you home. I don’t think your parents will appreciate you getting home that late.” He says and my mother’s words pop into my head.
“I don’t want to inconvenience you.” I say and he laughs shaking his head.
“I wouldn’t have offered if that was the case.” He says looking at me like I lost my mind.
Are you sure?” I say making sure he’s not doing this because he has because he doesn’t have to.
“I’m sure.” He says looking at me closely.
“Okay, let’s go.” I say giving him a very awkward thumb up. He looks at me confused for a moment. I raise my brows at her in question. He shakes his head and then smiles.
“Let me get that for you.” He says opening the passenger door for me
“Thank you very much.” I say moving aside so he can open the door. I must admit this feels off. I went from staring at him in a cafeteria dreaming about how it would be to talk to him. To him opening the door to his car for me. What’s happening? I must be stuck in a permanent fantasy because this can’t be real.
“Okay, where am I going?” he asks getting into the driver’s seat. I look at him my brain that thing where it lags. I got overwhelmed by being so close to him that I forgot what we were doing.
“Oh! We are going to Nightly Hills.” I say after a very long and awkward silence. I hate that I keep making a fool of myself in front of him. He must think I'm so weird. I can’t seem to get my brain to work right when he’s more than a foot away from me.
“I know where that is. It’s only ten minutes away.” He says staring the car. “Don’t you find it weird how it takes years to get anywhere when you’re using public transport?” He says smiling, he glances at me quickly and then he looks back at the road.
“That’s the story of y life. I spend more time in a bus than I spend doing anything else.” I say and he shakes his head.
“Can you drive?” He asks after a long pause.
“Yes.” I say looking ahead at the road. I hope he doesn’t ask me why I don’t drive around town instead of using the bus. Not all of us are born into money, my mother does okay but not enough to buy me a car. He was born into money though; his father owns 95% of the city’s apartments. His mother is a doctor and his eldest brother is a bug shot lawyer. There’s no way he wouldn’t have a car.
He was born with the biggest silver spoon in his mouth.
“I hated using public transport. My dad made use the bus for a long as he can. He said it would make me appreciate the family car. He didn’t want me to think I was entitled to anything.” He says taking the conversation to a place I didn’t think he would. “I begged him to buy me a car when I got my driver’s license but he refused. It didn’t matter if I cried or threw a fit, he wouldn’t budge.” He says laughing a little.
“I would never try that with my mother. She doesn’t take kindly to people that cry for shit.” I say and he nods in agreement.
“I had to learn the hard way with my father. He believes in working hard for everything you have.” He says making me look at him differently. When I tell you I thought Oliver was a spoilt entitled little boy. What he’s telling me doesn’t match at all to the image I had in my head. “I had to buy my own care, it took a lot of hard work and sweat but I did it.” He says smiling proudly.
I can’t help but smile too. He looks so happy that he did this; I know I would be happy to. I hate waiting for the bus.
“You bought your own car? Wow that’s incredible.” I say and he looks at me smiling. “How did you do it? You must have worked a lot of hours to do that.” I say looking at him thoughtful.
“I did. I’ve been working part time from the 8th grade. So I’ve been saving from then.” He says and I smile. I’ve been doing part time work since the 7th grade. That’s something.
“Yeah but cars are expensive. What types of part time work where you doing to save that kind of money?” I ask the math not making sense in my head. I have a little bit in my savings but not enough to buy a car.
“Oh! I should say I didn’t buy this car brand new, it had a few kilometers on it.” He says and I look around the car.
“But it looks so good. It doesn’t look like the second hand cars I’ve seen.” I say and he looks at me his face brightening. I look at him confused; I don’t know what I said to make him brighten up like that.
“You’re no looking in the right places. There are a lot of good second hand cars. They just need a little tlc, like this one did but all in all they are good cars.” H says and my interest is peaked. This is not how I thought my ride with him would go. I thought it would be awkward and silent. But I’m learning something here. I didn’t think it was possible to buy a car now. I thought I needed a grown up people job before I can even think about a car.
“So you’re telling me I can find a car that’s in good condition, runs well, looks good but doesn’t cost an arm and a leg?” I ask still not sure he’s telling me the truth.
“It depends on how much you have saved up. But yes.” He says and I nod. “How much do you have?” He asks and I look at him sideways.
“You can’t ask me that.”I say and he laughs. I look at him unimpressed. You can’t go around asking people how much they have saved up.
“Oh! I’m sorry; I forget you and I are strangers right?” He says referring to the conversation the four of us had earlier.
“No, because you just don’t ask people about money.” I say and he laughs turning the car into my neighborhood. I live at the start of Nightly Hill. “My house is that one.” I say pointing at it ahead of us. He brings the car t a stop in front of my house. I look at it surprised we got here so fast. If it wasn’t for him I would still be at the restaurant waiting for the bus.
“Why can’t we talk about money? Who knows? I might learn something from you and you might learn something from me.” he says turning his body to look at me.
“It’s just inappropriate. Money is a very personal and private thing.”I say and he shakes his head disagreeing with me. “And I did learn something today.” I say opening the door. He opens his and we get out of the car.
“You know what I will never force you to talk money with me. But I do believe people should be more open to teaching each other about making, spending and saving money. The world would be a better place.”He says turning to look at my house; he’s looking at the house like he’s never seen a hose before. I’m sure his house is bigger than mine. Why is he staring at it like that?
“Thank you for the ride.” I say and he nods. I walk to the gate and open it.
“See you tomorrow.” He says when I get in. I nod and walk away.
“Where’s this dude I have to get to poetry.” I say looking at my watch. Oliver texted the group this morning, letting us know he wrote the first draft of the assignment. He wants to give Kelly and I copies so we can review it. So he asked to meet with is here ten minutes ago.“He said he’s running late. He said something about a project for IT or Engineering class. I don’t know.” Kelly says absent mindedly. She says rummaging through her bag looking for something.“Why didn’t he email the damn thing?” I ask confused. Why do we have to sit here waiting for him?“He said he printed the copies.” Kelly says taking out a lunch box I’ve never seen before. It’s not the one she usually uses for lunch.“What? Who prints paper anymore? I don’t even own a printer.” I say and Kelly shrugs looking at me. I can tell she’s not here for my endless question. She&rsq
My phone vibrates once next to me; I open my eyes and look outside my window. It’s late evening already; I got home from poetry class and fell asleep on my bed. I was so tired I switched off as soon as my head hit the pillow. I was so tired. I pick my phone up and sit up fast as soon as I realize who sent me the text. Hey, Ryo It’s me Oliver I’m sorry about what happened with Marlene today I’m going to make sure it doesn’t happen again I’m going to talk to her She needs to stop with this. Patient O I reread the text and my heart pumps blood faster in my body. I feel light headed, I don’t know if it’s because of how I sat up or if it’s because Oliver texted me privately. Do you know how many times I’ve stared at his number in the group chat wishing I could text
“The two of you have private chats now. That’s something.” Kelly says when I show her my conversation with Oliver. I roll on my stomach ad watch her read through the conversation. I’m curious to know what she thinks of it. “We don’t, he just wanted to apologize for the way things went down with Marlene.”I say and she gives me the, I don’t believe you look. I reach for the phone but she swats it away before my hand gets to it. I want my phone back if she’s going to be all judgy. “If that was the case then why is this thread so long? All he had to say is I’m sorry that would have been it.” She says scrolling though the texts. She holds the phone to a height I can’t reach but I can see the screen “Wait this says you guys texted on Wednesday, why am I finding about this on Saturday?” she says looking at me with so much disappointment. The truth is I was still digesting everything that happened, everything feels so new with Oliver. I want to take a moment t
“Hello ladies.” Jameson screams when we get into his car. I cover my eyes to block out the sound instead of closing my ears. He screamed so loud I got confused as to which part of my body is which. I thought I was covering my ears instead of my eyes.“Do you have to be so loud?” Kelly asks her voice filled with rage and murder. I open my eyes to find Jameson looking back at me, smiling. Kelly is sitting in the front passenger seat staring at him.They haven’t been in the same place for more than 10 seconds and they are already beefing. This is how they act around each other all the time. Kelly is always ready to ring his neck, while Jameson acts like nothing is wrong. I think they enjoy this dynamic.“I was trying to express my joy at seeing the two of you today. We spent so much time together over the course of the last week. It felt weird to wake up and get through my morning without seeing you
“Why are we going in through the back door?” I ask Jameson for the 100th time. We had to walk about a km around this huge building to get to the back. He said Oliver told him to come around the back. I think he explained why we have to go in through the backdoor. But his explanation got lost in another argument he had with Kelly.She keeps interrupting him every time he starts to explain to why. She doesn’t care what door we use but I do. I would like to know things before we do them.“Are we allowed to be here? This feels a lot like breaking and entering.” I say and Jameson laughs.“Are you always this worried about stuff?” He asks when we come to a blue door at the back of the building. He takes out his phone and sends a text to Oliver I’m assuming.“Yes, I’m a chronic worrier.” I say and he shakes his head smiling. He thinks I’m kidding but I’m not. I don&rsq
“You can let it go now bro.” Oliver says placing two plastic bags on the table. He opens one of the bags and my mouth waters. The aroma that comes from the bag is insane. He ordered Chinese? I was wondering what kind of food he was going to get us and he got the best kind.“I’ll never forgive you for starving me.” Jameson says standing up. He reaches for the other bag. He smiles when he sees what’s inside. “But maybe I can make an exception for today.” He says smiling at the food. It’s humbling to see that Jameson can get this mean when he’s hungry. He was genuinely pissed off the whole time we were waiting for the food.“I hope you eat Chinese. But I ordered wing as well if you don’t like Chinese.” Oliver says talking to Kelly and me.“You’re in luck, Ryo loves Chinese.” Kelly says taking a takeaway box from the bag.“Reall
“Did you see the poem Ryo sent through?” Jameson asks looking down at me. We’re sitting in the McDonalds’ parking lot. We’re waiting for the rest of our friends to come out of the restaurant.“Yeah, I saw it. It’s very sad.” I say and he smiles at me. I know he’s about to say something I’m not going to agree with. He has this I know everything look on his. He probably thinks the poem is beautiful and happy. He likes to disagree with me all the time. He says it gives us a balanced friendship.My eyes are closed.I wish I could see youI wish the world felt like homeI wish I knew the reason the sky is blueI wish I knew why water flowsWhere do the birds fly to?Are they searching for something new? If I asked you, would you give
(Saturday after a Rugby game)“This is your first time at a rugby game?” Oliver asks looking at me. I nod and he smiles. “The school has games all the time why wouldn’t you go?” He asks looking at me like not going to a rugby game is a crime.“I don’t know.” I say honest, it never occurred to me to take the time to watch boys run after a ball. I don’t feel like I miss out on anything by not going to the games.“I find it hard to believe that this is your first game.” He says staring at me. “Our school has the best rugby team in the province.” He says and I look at him surprised, I dint know that.“They’re okay, it’s not like they are the best, best.” Kelly says unconvinced. She loves coming to these games so I guess she’s more versed on this than I am.“No, they really are. You should check out their stats
21 days later Kelly Jameson and I are having lunch in the school garden. I’ve been at this school for three years and this is my first time here. I didn’t know students were allowed to have lunch in the garden. Jameson is the one that put Kelly and I on this very public secret.He invited us to have lunch with him today; he says we have to hang out again. Apparently he misses spending time with us. We stopped hangout after Kelly’s backyard movie night. We decided to take a break from each other for a while but we never got around to reconnecting.The assignment is still on hold and neither of us has the nerve to bring it up. Life has been good without the stress. We still have time to get to it; we just need a little longer to get our shit together.“I’m so excited for your date tonight.” Kelly says clapping her hands and jumping up and down at the same time. I cringe at the mention of my date. J
“What did you do?” Jameson says when he opens his front. I laugh the moment the words leave his mouth. Why would he assume I did something? I just got here and his mind is already filled with accusations. I fear we will never fix our relationship, he’ll never trust me again.“I didn’t do anything to anyone.” I say and he raises his brows at me in question. Yep that’s the look of distrust. “I am in need of a shoulder to cry on though.” I say and he looks at me curiously.“Come in.” He says standing aside so I can walk into his house. “I’m in the kitchen making lunch. Are you hungry?” He asks leading me to the kitchen. I smile the when I walk in, memories of Ry walking around this room flood my mind. She had a blast cooking for us that night. I can still taste the food we ate, she’s an amazing cook. It’s a shame she won’t be cooking for me any time soon. I blew tha
“You’re really a morning person aren’t you?” I ask Oliver looking at him nervously. He showed up this morning out of nowhere. He sent me another one of his I’m outside text and yet again he was standing outside my house. Only this time he didn’t come bearing any gifts. I could have used a hot cup of tea and a doughnut. At least the sugar would have given me a boost to deal with the shit storm that’s about to hit me.And I’m a little sad we’re not sitting in my mother’s plant room, we opted for a walk around my neighborhood. And he doesn’t seem to be happy with the walking. He was so happy sitting in the plant room though. He was smiling the whole time. I didn’t invite him in because my mother is home. She wouldn’t mind having him over but I didn’t want to create more confusion by introducing him to her. I don’t want things to get anymore weirder than they already are.Beside
“What happens now?” Kelly asks staring at me. She’s sitting on my bed with her feet tapping on the floor over and over. She’s so excited she can’t sit still and the smile on her face is going to make her face hurt in the morning I wish I was excited as she is, I’m still reeling from kissing Oliver. That was both unexpected and emotionally charged. My body is still buzzing.“I can’t believe the two of you are finally going to date. I told you he likes you.” She says and I shake my head. She’s jumping to conclusions, neither of us talked about dating. We just kissed and the he was gone. I don’t think that means we’re going to live happily ever after.“I don’t know.” I say shrugging. “I don’t think the kiss meant anything more than that. We just wanted to kiss each other that’s all.” I say and she just looks at me her face
“I guess the movie is really that boring huh?” Oliver says as I stir awake. It takes a minute for me to make sense of what is going on. I open my eyes wider and I gaze into Oliver’s eyes. I’m lying fully on my back; my head is on his tummy. When in the hell did I get into this position? Why am I this close to him? So much for keeping my distance, I’m the one assaulting him now.“When did I fall asleep?” I ask sitting up. I look at the projector and the movie is still playing but I wouldn’t tell you what it is or which part of the movie is playing. The backyard is so quiet; everyone is concentrating on what’s happening on the screen. No wonder I fell asleep, the only sound out here is the movie and nothing else. It’s so silent it sounds like a fancy cemetery, creepy I know but that’s what it feels like.“As soon the movie started.” He says smiling at me. Wow I got so upset
Group chat:PSAYou are all invited to one of the best parties of your life.Tonight at 7 pm It’s time to let go, let loose and have fun.I don’t want to hear anything about school tonight. I don’t want to hear any excusesEveryone has to be there (I mean you Ryo)If you don’t show up, we’re not friends anymoreKellyI don’t think going to a party is a good idea.I don’t really do well in social situationsRyo I second thatI don’t feel like going to a party.Can’t we do something less crowded
8 am Saturday morning.I’m outside and I come bearing giftsPatient O I turn onto my back and read the text again. What does he mean he’s outside? Is he outside my house? Why? I wish had a room that faced the main street. I would be peaking at him in the window right now.You’re outside my house?RyYesCome to the front doorPatient O“Oh shit” I say reading his reply. What in the hell is he doing here? This is not how I saw my Saturday going. I was looking forward to a quiet and possibly boring weekend. I don’t have to worry about today so I was planning on having a very lazy Saturday. But life seems to have other plans for me. Oliver is at my door on a Saturday morning? Where do we go from he
“Why did we have to meet here again? We could have easily met up at the paintball place.” I say looking at the time. Jameson and I are waiting for the rest of our friends to get here. Colin decided we should go paintballing. We haven’t had a boys day since the two of us had to do the English assignment.The group feels neglected and we’re stressed out. We need to do something fun to let out some steam. I bet Jameson is looking forward to shooting the sit out of me. I’m not his favorite person right now. He doesn’t approve of me hanging out with Ryo. He’s made it abundantly clear that I’m a heart breaker and I don’t deserve to breathe the same air as her.“You know Colin likes to meet up at a location before setting off to the destination. Convoys with his boys give him joy.” Jameson says and I can tell he’s still annoyed with me. I just nod smiling. He looks at me his
“Is this your spot?” I ask Oliver and he smiles shaking his head. We’re sitting in the backseat of his car looking down at the city. I think this is the best view of my hometown. We’re high up on a cliff, it’s so high up I bet the city gets completely covered in mist in the mornings. I take a deep breath enjoying the clear air. I love it out here.I don’t know why he brought me here but I’m glad he did. This is the perfect end to a good day. I think I found a car, and fingers crossed I’m going pick it up tomorrow. I don’t think my day can get any better.“No, I don’t have a spot. That’s so cheesy.” He says smiling at me. I feel so judged by the look in his eyes right now. This is a beautiful place I would see why someone would think of it as special.“I guess.” I say looking at the judgment radiating from him and I can’t deny that it is cheesy. The truth is I love che