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Dealing with my own heart
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The sound of alarm clock brought me back. I woke up heavily panting, my heart was beating so loud I could feel it in my eardrums. My whole body was trembling while brain kept processing what happened to me. Was it Sister's words that triggered this… whatever it was I saw, or was it my own magic trying to tell my something?
I couldn't shake off the feeling that there was strong a connection between Immara and me. Could she really be me from the past? Could we really share the same soul? It still sounded surreal, but I knew I had to find some way to find out who she was. Moreover, that person in the black hood… it couldn't be a coincidence that he looked exactly like Samil, could it? Certainly, there was a probability that it was my mind playing a trick on me, that my vision mixed real, past events with my imagination, and I unconsciously placed Samil there, because he was almost always on my mind…
I wished I could dream a little longer, I wished I c
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