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A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Scattered
JerryI have never been so enraged in my entire life as I feel right now. My little sister has suffered too many injustices all by herself. I am angry at myself for leaving her behind, and I am angry at everyone who wronged my baby sister. Let me not even get started on Willie's case. My baby brother was slaughtered like a chicken and Aria was forced to witness such a gruesome murder. I cannot wait anymore. I have to get justice for my siblings. Connor and all his cronies have to go. Completely disappear from the face of the earth. Then I will hunt down that Manny Reynolds and make him have a taste of my wrath. I will not kill him but I am going to make his life worse than death. "Argh!""Calm down, my dear. You have to hold on to your rationality, else you will make a colossal mistake. If you go in search of Connor, in this state, he will have an advantage over you. Acting in anger has never been the best solution. What's done is done and it cannot be undone. You should at least l
Last Updated : 2023-06-16A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible The Mischievous Jerry
Unknown After getting the message about the situation in the Luminous Pack, Henna wanted to leave as soon as she could. However, Jerry stalled her proposing that they would all travel together. Although he strongly despised Manny and the whole Luminous Pack, he knew that he could not keep his niece and nephew away from their people for too long. That is why he purchased the largest manor he could find on the marketing Hartland. Apparently, he had another reason for moving nearer the Luminous Pack territory. He wanted to find his sister's mate, Manny, and teach him an unforgettable lesson. He wanted Manny to know that he messed with the wrong girl. However, after hearing about Manny's plight, he felt oddly satisfied. That was the best retribution. At least he can focus on Connor without worrying about Manny. The universe has already dealt him a verifying blow. "Ha! Who said that there is no retribution in this world?" Jerry snorted as he wheeled Master Gao out of the private hospi
Last Updated : 2023-07-13A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Taming The Feral Alpha
UnknownJerry has been holding a grudge against Manny for a while. Not only Manny, but everyone who made his sister cry was an enemy of his. He wanted to help his sister vent her rage. That is why he has been hellbent on seeking retribution for Aria. He knew that as her mate, Aria would be lenient with Manny. That is why he took matters into his own hands.What no one noticed was the fact that the seemingly gentle-looking visitor was busy scoffing at their so-called tight security. Although he seemed like he was only tapping on his laptop, Jerry was actually meddling with their security system. In no time, he had disabled the Luminous Pack security system. "Although I managed to disable their security system easily, I must commend them as well. I would have had a hard time if I did not have my guys inside this pack. No wonder they are the largest pack in the world. They are quite deserving. Their only downside is their pomposity. Ha! Today I will teach this young alpha never to break
Last Updated : 2023-07-17A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Shame Exceeds Death
UnknownMeanwhile, in the clearing near the crystal clear creek, an intense battle between a wolf and a human raged on. The onlookers were both baffled and intrigued. They had never seen a human who could hold his own against an alpha wolf. Not only could he stand his ground, but he was handing it to Manny left, right, and center. The pitch-black wolf pounced on Jerry. Fangs bared, ready to deliver a fatal blow. Jerry sneered and crouched. The moment Manny reached him, he was aimed for the jugular. In his couched position, Jerry scoffed and delivered a heavy punch to the wolf's belly. Sending the humongous wolf hurtling to the huge willow tree."Who said a feral wolf will not turn back to his human form? Let me see if you won't shift back once I have hurt you enough." Jerry spoke in a low voice but loud enough for Manny to hear. To add insult to injury, he even dusted his hands, implying that punching Manny had dirtied his hands. The onlookers were all stunned at his unabashed mocke
Last Updated : 2023-07-17A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Disoriented
MannyAlthough I cannot turn back to my human form, I still retained my consciousness. I have always known that if I allow Matt, my wolf, to suppress me, there was not going to be a chance for me to be saved. Yes, I have been yearning to just go feral and be killed. Yet, the few times I would think of Aria, I fought for my consciousness to not be corroded. A part of me hopes to meet her again in this lifetime. I guess this is the only reason my sanity did not get completely shredded. I have been locked up for almost a week now, yet even with silver chains, my body refuses to change back to human form. I have since resigned to my fate. However, for some reason, today, I feel especially restless. Another shocking thing is the fact that Matt has been fighting me for dominance. As if the heavens are granting my wish, the silver gates slide open on their own. Without wasting any time, I jump out and let out a ferocious growl. None of the guards dare intercept my escape. They know better
Last Updated : 2023-09-02A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Stalemate
AriaPacing up and down the corridor of the infirmary, I cannot help but sigh in exasperation. I know that I am vengeful but my brother exceeds me by leaps and bounds. The idiot just had to vent his anger on Manny. Honestly, sometimes I feel as if I am the oldest sibling. What is wrong with keeping a low profile? Did he honestly think that the mate bond would affect me? Even if it means hurting myself in the process, I was still going to make Manny pay dearly. Now this brother of mine has just taken away my chance to do so. Argh! Had he not been comatose, I would have smacked his thick skull for stealing my thunder!A mixture of rage and sadness mars my countenance. Enraged because my brother stole my show and sad because he got hurt in the process. Although I want Manny to pay for what he did to me, deep down, I have no disdain for him. It is just that my pride cannot let it go. After all, my wolf, Amirah, is quite vengeful as well.Truly, I am not even sure if I would have managed
Last Updated : 2023-09-02A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Despair And Shame
Unknown As the Reynolds watched how much the twins resemble Manny, shame washed over them. However, when they concluded that Aria and the human were a couple, despair enveloped their hearts. How could they not feel such an immense amount of despair when their offspring are being raised by another man? To top it off, the man is just a mere human who despises their kind! To them, the twins are already lost. They know that the human laws would not give them a chance to fight for the custody of the twins. What's even worse is the fact that Aria would never give them the chance after all they did to her. This can probably be described as their worst ever failure. I cannot help but gloat at their desperation. They are so engrossed in their self blame that none of them has recovered from their initial shock. Although Aria has explicitly commanded them to send the two injured men to the infirmary, it has taken ages for them to react. To an extent, she felt that the Reynolds deserved every
Last Updated : 2023-09-03A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible It's Not Humiliation But Atonement
AriaAlthough I may appear calm on the surface, only I know the emotional turbulence in my heart. I am scared for my brother and Henna. She has grown quite fond of Jerry now and I dread the impact it will have on her if things were to go south.This is why I have been keeping myself in check. After considered telling the Reynolds what my wolf has told me, I decide against it without batting an eye. Their condescending looks are enough to keep me at bay. It is only when Henna walks in with the twins that something clicks in my mind.I have someone who is capable of healing my brother. And that someone loves us to the moon and back. He is my maternal grandfather, Mtungagore the Azanian warlock. He named my twins Allay and Harmony, meaning healing and peace. I remember vividly what he told me the last time we spoke. I truly shut him out but he was unfazed. "If you ever face a situation where you are not sure of the next step, remember to reach me in this way." My grandfather spoke with
Last Updated : 2023-09-03
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Manny POVIn the heart of the night, I am suddenly startled into wakefulness by a reverberating growl. My heart starts pounding and something about that powerful growl tugs at my Heartstrings and stirrs my wolf, Matt. This guy has been giving me the cold shoulder lately and only perks his ears if it is anything to do with our mate, Aria."Aria!" I shout out loud springing out of bed, not bothering to dress up. I contemplate running in wolf form towards doctor Boyce's house where Aria and our twins are currently residing. But I go on and take the stairs three at a time. A sense of urgency propelling me forward. When I reach the doctor's residence, I catch a glimpse of my mate's majestic and rare blue wolf, leaping towards the forest. I stare at this awe inspiring rare breed of a wolf and momentarily forget about the urgency that made me rush here.Only after her magnificent wolf disappears into the deep of the forest do I Snape out of my dazed state. I still cannot shake out my shock.
A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Connor's Lament
Connor's POVWatching as the battle rages on, I stare into the darkness, my heart heavy with regret and trepidation. From the shadows, I observe the chaos unfolding before me, my once mighty army being decimated by Aria and her allies. Limbs are flying through the air. My soldiers' bodies a being torn and strewn across the forest floor, the chosen battlefield for this bitter confrontation.It all started with Vornt's ill-conceived plan to kidnap Aria's daughter. I cannot help but shake my head, my mind is haunted by the memory of that fateful decision. Standing beside Vornt, I had agreed to the idea, believing it to be a strategic move that would cripple our enemy's spirit. But I now realize the grave mistake we have made.Our initial plan was to attack with stealth, utilizing the dark spellcasters to incapacitate the warriors gathered in the formidable Luminous Pack. It seemed foolproof at the time, a way to gain the upper hand without risking a full-blown battle. But Vornt, driven b
A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Raw Crimson Rage
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A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Liberation
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A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Like A Shadow In The Dark
Aria POV I guess that the time has come for me to show Connor that he is not as ahead as he assumes. After a discussion with Manny and Jerry, we all agreed that Connor needs a little scare. We all racked our minds and came up with a noble idea. Well, not quite that noble but I believe that it is a foolproof plan. The aim is to ruffle Connor's furthers. The idiot needs a nip in the bud. His wings have overgrown and he feels invincible. It is time that I pull him down from his high pedestal for once. "Guys, you both know that I am a hacker, right? Jeremy, you are even better than me. Let's do something a little crazy. Jeremy, destroy his firewalls for all his research facilities. We need to steal all the formulas he used in creating those mutated rogues" I almost yell as the idea comes to my mind. Both my brother and mate stare at me as if I have grown an extra head. "Why would you want that formula?" Jeremy asks, incredulity in his voice. "The rogues are just stray werewolves. They
A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible Beneath The Willow Tree
AriaAs the days roll by, my interaction with Manny is getting less awkward. The kids have warmed up to him and his whole countenance has changed. All day long he moves around with the brightest smile on his face. Of course, our relationship is more of friendship than mates. However, this is mostly due to my stubbornness, as my wolf says. The resentment I habored against him has since subsided but I am reluctant to accept him fully. Maybe it is just because my subconscious is safeguarding me from further disappointment. I have also been assisting him with the pack training, even though we have not truly gotten back together. Nonetheless, I have granted him full access to the kids. I thought he would take them for days but he insisted that whenever he is with the twins, I should be there. According to him, that helps in creating the family scene for our pups.Today. Jeremy has taken the twins out to the amusement park. He insisted that since I have chosen to give Manny a chance, I sho
