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Chapter 41: A Million Questions
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A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 42: Ignorance Is Bliss
Freda’s POVI couldn't understand what he was trying to tell me. He blatantly confirmed that what I have been thinking the whole time was true. I sat down ready well, knowing what to do."How is this even possible? " I whispered to myself as I stared into blank space. It felt like I have been living a lie here, trying to convince myself that they were just weird people. The multiple nightmares I have had were the truth dancing before my eyes. There was pain knowing that everything isn't going as soothing as I planned it in my head. Lies, everyone was filled with lies. Alfred was giving me clues to the truth but what I wanted to know was why he did what he did. Why didn't he just tell me from the beginning so I would know what the hell I was getting into? I let tapping my legs aside and tried to make sense of the affirmed truth. "You have to say something, Freda. Your silence isn't going to make everything seem okay." "There is nothing to say.""I know you have questions, I suggest
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Freda’s POVI refused to believe it. "So you're telling me that I am now one of you.""Well, not technically but yeah. You are one of us." I felt the loss of air in between my lungs. I held my chest, as I continued heaving. Nothing was going to help me out here, not that I chose this kind of life, I was forced into this life and now there was nothing I could do to ensure I get out. "What do you mean by not technically?" I forced my words. "You went into V-Fib. Your heartbeat was not strong to ensure that you were warm. The doctors tried everything, while still in that state. There was nothing that we could do, it was two things, it was either they called your time of death or try to get you warm enough to put you in a coma. I had no option than to bite you and when I did that…" he paused, rubbing his face with his arms. If it was like this for me, I do not know what it would be like for him to see me in that state. "When I did that, when I bit you, you died. You were completely f
Last Updated : 2023-05-13A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 44: An Animalistic Life
Alfred’s POV"Maybe she needs some time…" Kale whispered as I emptied the last glass of scotch. I stared at the bottle of scotch, still having a long way to go. I couldn't remember the last time I drank this hard, the time I held the bottle of scotch or vodka and was not willing to let go. It's been two days and Freda still has refused to see anyone, aside from Lilain. We made sure her needs were met but she needed nothing much other than the painful solitude she had subjected herself to. I caused her misery and gave it to her like it was a trophy. Doesn't make me a good person, because I still haven't found a good reason why I did that to her. "I have given time. Freda coming here was a mistake. A huge one. I should have let go of the hate at first before doing anything drastic. I should have tried to treat her with some ounce of respect. Maybe I shouldn't have bit her, done that to her, or I shouldn't have let myself subject her to such a life. It was probably the life she never w
Last Updated : 2023-05-14A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 45: Failed Transformations
Alfred’s POVStill trying to think about it, there were several ways that transformation may occur. It was like poison, whichever one chooses to be with you, you just stick by it. As far as I was aware, I didn't know how to approach Freda with all of this. It was bad enough that she wasn't talking to me or anyone in the mansion, I just wanted to keep my distance.The same thing has been recurring for a few nights now. Each time I stayed close to her door, she was either crying or coughing. There was no greater way to put it, she was having trouble sleeping, and yet I still did not know how to help out when all she wanted was to stay away from me. It was difficult for me because I have not had this experience with humans. I always knew what to say to people, people who already knew what kind of life we were living. We tried to not get into a lot of hard trouble because speaking to the police could be a lot of work. The conversation between Kale and I was still very clear in my head.
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Freda’s POVI needed a fresh start...That was my conclusion after my nightmares got a lot worse and the feeling of death just kept hovering. There was nothing that stopped the feeling, it was like I was suffocating. My words became less and less and the only reply I could give to any reaction was a nod. I needed an outlet to let things out of the bags. Sleep wandered far from me, as the whispering that used to visit my dreams started creeping into my reality. I needed to sort things out with my kind but I didn't know how to. I had no experience with that sort of thing, never have. Things changed for me when I arrived here, making me question myself If I was really cursed or deformed. Maybe I was suffering from post-traumatic stress. It was the only thing I could tie my experience to. Too many things out of the ordinary were already taking place and it was only a matter of time before things explained in my face. The view from my window was the nicest gift I felt running to. I found
Last Updated : 2023-05-16A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 47: The Condition
Freda’s POVI couldn't sleep throughout the night. It had been a week plus since I completely shut Alfred out. In the midst of that, I was going to speak to him after the long haul of my emotions being mixed with lots of silence and depression. I am not prepared to face him but if I wanted my plan to work, it would be best that I did what was necessary, no matter what. He had no right to hold me hostage, I refused to settle for confinement when I had done nothing wrong.It was a good thing that my mind was occupied, it helped with the nightmares, and for the first time in days, I didn't hear any form of whispering that jolted me from my brief sleep. What was ahead of me was greater than any form of pain, it was fear enveloping me in all the ways. What would he say?Would he punish me?Is he just going to leave me to my life and how I wanted to rearrange it?Was he going to yell at me? What was my plan even after I left here? What am I going to do to survive out there in the world th
Last Updated : 2023-05-17A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 48: Dirty Little Secrets
Alfred’s POVMy heart couldn't take it that she was leaving. There was nothing much to say after Lilian told me what she had just heard from her. There was no way I could salvage the situation because Freda had made up her mind to leave the mansion. It was a good thing she was not running away, instead, she was making a rational decision out of what she felt. I respected her decision just immediately after the news got to me, no matter how disheartening. There was no telling that I was the one who had caused her the most pain, even when Kale was trying to talk me out of my decision but I just couldn't snap out of the pain from my bruised self. It happened long ago and yet I was punishing someone, with the most clear innocence. Now, I was scared that going back to the world she came from was only going to make things worse for me. It was bad enough that she was still going through her transformation and at this point, with her things were only getting confused. The highest someone ha
Last Updated : 2023-05-18A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 49: The Package
Alfred’s POV I couldn't remember the last time I was visited by silence. It was like a wave from the deep sea, wiping the earth clean from whatever it carried. I have to be supportive, that's what I have been telling myself but I stood by not letting her go.There was no way around it, if I do not let her go, things might get worse. We might never be able to move away from this phase, where she felt stuck. She felt st k in this house and with all that was going on, I too, would find it difficult to move on.After the kiss, she was all I could think about. Thinking about her gave me only questions, I was finding it difficult to find the answers to. There was only one way to find out but I was not ready to face the underlying truth. I did not want to keep her hostage or anything any longer. I approached the whole thing in the wrong way but there was no going back now. Before she left, I wanted us to have breakfast together. This was the first time I was doing such a thing but if we we
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A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 154: Something Underneath
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A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 151: A Familiar Face
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A Human Mate For The Lycan King Chapter 149: A Man Of Taste
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