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20. Amber

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AMBER'S POV

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I had hoped for an uneventful breakfast this morning. But when Emmett joined me at the dining room, I was in a complicated mood. On one hand, I was ecstatically happy to know that at the end of all of this, I wouldn’t lose my scholarship at Kinston.

And nobody would find out what I did. For that, I was very grateful. But on the other, I felt like a mere helpless toy set out to be used by a man anyhow he pleases.

Being with Emmett was nothing like I’d experienced before. Not even with my ex-boyfriend back in my hometown before I moved to Kinston with my mother.

In my previous relationship, I was in full control of my feelings, but with Emmett, everything was different. It felt like I couldn’t even handle myself, even though this wasn’t even a relationship.

And there was the fact that I still couldn’t get myself to remain mad at him, even for a couple of minutes.

In a real sense, he’s a cruel, heartless man. A pure evil fellow who had resorted to blackmail to have m
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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    21. Amber

    I stared into his blue eyes, hypnotized, and I remained frozen even when he finally approached me and his hand touched my cheek. I managed to inhale deeply, breathing in his scent. It was unbelievable, the effect this man had on me. I tried my hardest to act unaffected but failed miserably when he curled his hand till his knuckles replaced his palm and brushed them gently across my cheeks. I could feel the flush spread across my face like a burn. Then his hand reached my bottom lip and his gaze dropped to the quivering flesh. With the smooth pad of his thumb, he pulled my bottom lip down, then he let it go, watching it bounce back into place with a curious expression on his face. Slowly, his gaze returned to mine. ‘Touch me more, kiss me, play with my body.’ My mind pleaded, but I was still sane enough not to say it out loud. My hands were aching with a desperate need to grab Emmett and kiss him. So, I clenched them into fists by my side, aching with the need to either push h

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    22. AMBER

    Emmett remained still while I hit his chest, even though we both knew my efforts were very small and completely useless. When I was exhausted, he grabbed my wrists and held them over my head. Then he ripped my flimsy thong from my hips and flung the scrap of fabric away. It fell on the floor in a whisper of defeat. I heard the sound of him unzipping his pants. “Look at me, Amber.” He commanded. The icy tone in his voice frightened me, and it made me turn my head to face him. He held his cock out, and I was stunned. It was a massive, aggressive-looking cock with large throbbing veins snaked along the smooth skin. I suddenly felt a deep desire to devour his cock, replacing the hate and disgust I had been feeling. The need flowed into every fissure, chink, and cranny inside me. I wanted that aggressor of a cock inside of me. I crave him deep inside me, like I’ve been starving for ages. Why can’t he just give it to me? Let me have it just this once. Afterward, I can build back

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    23. Amber

    Heat engulfed me from the tips of my toes to the crown of my head. I crushed myself to his body as I felt my spirit lift just an inch further out of my body. “Wow!” I gasped, shocked at what I was feeling. I didn’t want this to end anymore. I wanted to be in this state of deep pleasure and satisfaction. A state that felt like I was in another dimension, floating in ecstasy. Emmett positioned me against the wall and began thrusting with a relaxed, calculated, and precise rhythm. I was perfectly content with this new pace. It was pure torturous, but I was willing to go through the pleasurable torture for as long as possible. He took his time, and it was delicious. I felt myself hovering on the edge of hell for as long as he wanted me to. He knew what he was doing. He knew the spots to hit, the angles to go through. Christ, this man knows how to bring a woman to her knees if you ever let him pass the cordial line. “I’m going to come,” I choked out. He carefully reduced his pa

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    24. Amber

    When Rose led me into the living room to meet a stylist who had come to fix me up for the town's ball, I had no idea I was going to meet a tall glass of class and beauty. Miss Fiona Nuban was seated, looking so beautiful with her sparkling skin and wonderfully manicured nails painted in bloody red. When she saw me, she flashed a very bright smile that I returned. She stood up from her seat as I came closer. Her lovely plated dress flowed beautifully as she stood. "Amber." she greeted and held out a hand. "It’s a pleasure to meet you." I accepted the hand she held out. "Nice to meet you too." "I’m sorry I’m late. My car was faulty and I had to book this taxi that literally crawled all through. I swear I could have gotten here faster if I’d walked," she declared dramatically. She shifted her bag to the side and took her seat opposite me. "So, let's get started and see what we can do for you," Fiona commented as she opened her bag, pulling out a thick leather-bound diary planner.

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    25. Amber

    Two more nights and it was the day for the town's ball. Fiona Nuban must have arrived while I was having a late lunch because just as I finished, she was at the doorway and had prepared my outfit in my room with the help of Rose and Fiona's assistant. "Are you ready to try out the dress and two other options I came with?" She asked and I nodded as I rose from the table. "I've worked on all the adjustments required. I am pretty sure everything will fit perfectly now" she said, as she led the way to my room where there were three racks of dresses. A brown-haired, pretty girl in a simple dress smiled at me. "This is Ruth, my assistant," Fiona introduced. "Hi," I greeted. "It’s lovely to meet you, Miss," Ruth replied formally. "Which of these options would you like to begin with?" Fiona asked, waving towards the racks. On the racks were a blue Damask gown, a black crystal and beaded gown, and another black silk parted gown. "That one," I said, pointing to the blue damask gown.

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    26. Amber

    As I walked down the stairs, I let my fingers run along the delicate material of my dress. Never in my life had I imagined I’d own or wear something so beautiful and expensive. The black gown was looking flawless and complimentary on my skin and it clung to every curve and dip of my body. I was awed by the clever tailoring and the way it glided down my body. 'Would Emmett be proud to have me by his side tonight?' I wondered. Would his family approve of me? Why would they approve of me? Do I really need their approval? I'm not Emmett's girlfriend, so why do I care? Halfway down the stairs, my phone rang. I didn’t recognize the caller, but when I answered it, I found it was Kevin. "Amber, it's me, Kevin." He said. "Oh hey, is anything the matter?" I asked. "No, I... ugh, Rachel is making me call. She wants to be sure you're not ditching us tonight." I smiled. "I would never do that. We'll be on your way soon." I told him. "Appreciate that. I'll let her know. See you soon." H

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    27. Amber

    "Oh my god, Aston," I called, as recognition hit me. "Yes, we meet again," I replied. He smiled sweetly. "For a moment there, I thought you didn't recognize me at all." "Oh, of course I do. Sorry for the way I left the other night. I was..." "Nah, it's nothing." He cut in. "So you're here with Rachel King?" I nodded. "It seems your friendship with her is something great." "Yes, it is, Aston," Rachel said from behind, walking up to me with two glasses of wine. "In case she didn't tell you, Amber and I are best friends." "You are?" Aston asked, looking at me. "Yes, we are," I responded. Rachel beamed with excitement at my confirmation and handed me a glass of wine. "That's great. Do you mind if we... Do you want to... Can I have this dance, Amber?" He asked, shining a toothy grin. Rachel nudged my shoulder and whispered to my hearing alone. "Go ahead," she said, "besides my brother was acting bitchy earlier. It's not a bad thing if he knows you've got options." "What?" I giggl

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    28. Amber

    “Yes,” I answered, turning to Emmett. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” He asked, maintaining some distance between us. “I don’t understand.” He turned to Rachel, and she hesitantly nodded. “I’ll be at the bar, Amber. If you need me at all, just wave, alright?” “Alright.” She squeezed my hands before walking away. “I asked you a question,” Emmett said. “I don’t understand your question.” He pushed his hands into his pants pocket and struck that standing pose that made me melt repeatedly. “I brought you here because my grandmother wants you here and at the family Christmas dinner tomorrow. I didn’t bring you here to let all the men in the world run their damn hands on you. Are you that cheap?” The shock hit me instantly. “What did you just call me?” “I asked if you were that cheap.” He repeated, carefree. My god, this was the awakening I desperately needed. From the beginning, he had told me that he wanted to punish me and offer me pleasure. That was all he laid ou

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    78. Amber

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    76. Amber

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  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    75. Amber

    When I got back to Emmett's house, I didn't have the words to explain how I was feeling. Guilty, tense, and stupid. Why am I still with him? Security is a lame excuse because if that is the case, I could even hire a bodyguard with the kind of money in my account. If I go out there physically for house hunting, I would definitely get a nice apartment in a day or two. So, what exactly is my excuse to keep staying with Emmett?I met him in the living room and when he saw me, he was immediately worried. "Amber," he called, "something is wrong, tell me what."I shook my head, "Nah, everything’s great." "But?"I tried to internally figure out where the hell to go from here. I didn't want to stay here anymore. I don’t even know how I feel about Emmett anymore."The locks in my dorm room have been changed," I told him, hating how thick and emotion-filled my voice sounded. "I can’t imagine anyone attacking me again when news has it that I'm dating Emmett King." I could feel his gaze on me,

  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    74. Amber

    Gracie waited for a while, yet I said nothing. Then she continued. "I hope you do know that if any of them decide to murder you, nothing, absolutely nothing, would be done about it?" She asked, hoping she'd get a reply from me at this point. But I still said nothing.I wanted to say something, to defend myself at least. But the words weren't just coming. She was speaking again, so I tried to shift my focus and concentrate on what she was saying. "Anyway, since it seems this is the kind of life you want, I really wish you luck with all of this. I hope you make good decisions and stay away from these men because your life and affinity to live long actually depend on it. But I'd like to let you know that I can’t be involved in whatever you have going on. I don’t want to get mixed up with the people you’re mixed up with. I don’t want to be the next gunshot victim. I-I'm moving out of the dorm. I'll let student affairs know. Maybe they'll get you another roommate or something." "Oh..." T

  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    73. Amber

    Olivia sent me a couple of apartment videos and none of them came close to what I was looking for. Justin's recommendations were even better. The more she sent them, the shittier they got. I soon gave up, and she promised to get more videos or maybe take me to see more places in the coming week. So I eased up and got busy with my books. Emmett was home in his study, getting a couple of things done. On days like this, I tend to forget how young he is, with the amount of work he does and the dedication he puts in. He called my mom earlier and we spoke to her. Mom was happy that I was okay, and she discussed yesterday's game with Emmett. I was shocked to find out that they'd been speaking on the phone almost every day, even while I wasn't on talking terms with Em. My new phone finally rang for the first time since I officially launched it last night. It was Gracie. "Hey roomie, how are you?" I asked, picking up the call. She sighed. "I'm fine, but we need to talk." "Oh okay,

  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    72. Amber

    We ate dinner much later, after putting my old SIM card in my new phone and starting it up. Gracie's number kept going to voicemail each time I attempted to call. When I couldn't take it anymore, I convinced Emmett to take me to my dorm room, just to be sure Gracie wasn't there. He agreed, and when we got there, Gracie wasn't home, and from the look of things, it didn't seem like she had been there since the break-in. On our way back, I dropped a voicemail for her, asking if she was okay. And did the same via a text message. "What do you plan on doing this weekend?" Emmett asked as we drove off. "Check out some of the houses I'd possibly get. Shit! I need to drop a message to Olivia; she promised to send me a couple of options to choose from." "Olivia Tampa?" He asked. "Aston's sister, yes," I replied. "What if I offer you my place for rent? It has everything you need, and the security is topnotch." "Are you going to stay there with me?" I asked. He grinned and took a moment

  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    71. Amber

    When I finally got back to Emmett's home, it was evening already and I was totally exhausted. Wynne took the car keys to park the car. "Is Emmett home?" I asked him. "Just got back." He replied with a small smile. "Thank you," I said and paused. "Not just for now, for always. For your kindness. For saving me the other day. Emmett told me." "It's my job, Amber." He replied. "You don't have to thank me, at all." "Still." I persisted. "You're welcome then." I flashed him a smile, adjusted my backpack with one hand, then left for the house. After dropping my bag, I found Emmett in his home office, frowning at his computer screen. "Can I come in?" I asked, tapping at his door. When he lifted his face from the computer screen, he caught my eyes and a soothing smile spread across his face, warming my heart. "Please." He replied, gesturing to the empty seat in his office. "You seem busy," I noted. "I could go and maybe check on you later." He shook his head. "No, I'm good with

  • A Holiday Of Pain And Pleasure    70. Amber

    It felt like a weekend had passed since I last set foot on the campus. I left Emmett's home around ten in the morning after reconnecting with Rose and having her fill my ears with everything that happened after I left the house.It was so satisfying hearing her talk about how bitchy and irritable Emmett was all through.When I got to school, I wasn’t guarded and paranoid. Dread didn’t quicken my steps every time I rounded a corner or another student passed me too abruptly. It was a dull Friday morning and since I had only one lecture for the day.I was already discussing the fact that I was searching for an apartment with one of my coursemates, Justin. He was super helpful with a few listings and even offered to take me to see some of them.Unfortunately, they weren't exactly what I was looking for, as they didn't have front desks and standby security. When we got the news that the day's lecture had been postponed till the coming week, we left for the school canteen together.I got an

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