Now that the inhibitors are wearing off and I'm getting a bit of my normalcy back, I can see better in the dark, which is nice because that means I get to look at Zee almost perfectly despite the darkness, but it's also wrecking my nerves because that means I don't have much time. If my wolf fully wakes up while I'm with this hot ass alpha... who knows? Maybe he'll end up begging Zee to take his hand in marriage and he’ll get me into even more trouble than I'm getting myself into already by being so horny. Zee’s wolf is just looking at me and not really moving, so I rip off my own shirt and then my pants and boxers at the same time so I don't waste a second while he just watches me. I kinda don’t mind his heavy eyes on me.Doing this is fucking with my head. It's taking me back to the past. When I was with Jason and all I used to do was pray and wish to be an omega so I could be with him. So I could have the silly little fantasy life I made up in my stupid head. But that was befor
The conversation eventually moves away from Rio and his neck, but keeps staring down awkwardly. "Can we talk in private?” Leah asks Rio in a low voice and grabs his hand to pull him before he even responds. I keep my eyes on them until they disappear down the hallway to the bedrooms. About half an hour later, Rio and Leah return. Leah is holding Rio's hand really tightly and they walk until they get to me and Jess. Leah gives me a long look and a slow knowing smile, as if she knows something I don't. She's someone else to add to the list of people who know something I don't, I guess."Jess, it's really late. Shall we go?""Oh? but," Jess looks at me, "Can't I stay over tonight?"I'm totally not in the mood to keep entertaining Jess and her inscessant need to be all over me every second one way or another."Sorry, my love, but I have to wake up really early tomorrow and deal with some restaurant shit," I lie with a tired sigh and a grimace to give my lie more realism. Jess frowns, b
I literally have nothing to do and no one to hang out with. I guess I could call someone from my class but I don't think we're there yet. Today I just wanted to... be myself for a little while, I guess. Without having to worry about acting a certain way. I sigh and decide to have a day with myself. I stop at a coffee shop and sit at a table with my breakfast, trying not to agonize over the fact that now someone else knows about my secret: Leah.My plan to make her my girlfriend is completely screwed up now, but at least she's not a horrible person who's going to expose my lies. Leah knew immediately that she didn't give me those hickeys and she also knew that the only person who could have given them to me was Zee. So, she took me to my room and demanded that I tell her everything.I tried to lie, but she wouldn't let me and so I ended up telling her everything. Fortunately, she didn't take it the wrong way or yelled at me or got mad at me, she just told me that she was genuinely s
{ Alejandro }I'm about to finish the routine I pulled out of my ass because Zee never sent me a new one, when he walks into the gym throwing the door so hard he almost breaks it. He's walking over to me with heavy, clearly annoyed steps. And he looks... destroyed. I stop and put the weights on the floor."What the hell happened?" I ask him. Zee's white uniform shirt is all brown and literally torn all over as if a wild animal attacked him. He's all covered in mud, his face, his hair and the rest of his body."Your mother is the biggest asshole," he growls and I can only shrug because I already knew that, "And your ex is a fucking bitch."Oh, no."What happened? Tell me.""I have to take a shower first, finish up here while I'm at it. I just wanted to make sure he didn't come here to bother you," he blurts out and walks away before I can tell him I'm about done. I grab the weights off the floor to finish my set as fast as I can. Once I do, I walk over to the showers as well. Zee is
With nothing else to do but accept this situation, I take two pills instead of three and I lie down to sleep, wishing that Gregory comes back before those five days. However, three days later, he’s still living it up in LA while my pills disappeared and now I only have one left for tonight. I need to go buy the accesible-to-all ones in the pharmacy once my classes are over. Today I can feel that my wolf is not quite sedated anymore, but he’s just a quiet presence in my mind and, fortunately, everything continues just as normal. I thought today would be another good fun day of staying in the classroom all day, but it's not. We have to go on a circuit again. Last time I did a circuit, I managed to save myself because there was a puzzle as the last obstacle, but this time I'm not so lucky. The whole circuit is about running, jumping and crawling and all while carrying a very heavy bag of sand on our shoulders. To be honest, I can feel myself doing things a little better this time. T
Alana came back to Tallahide brighter than ever, her skin is completely tanned and shiny and her long brown hair has blonde highlights now, she also doesn’t look as thin as she did before, which is amazing because when Christian was alive, she looked like a skeleton. She brought back a million mementos of every place she visited and I spend about three hours with her and her best friend Mimi as they tell me every little thing they did and we have dinner together. Listening to my aunt so alive and excited brings me such happiness I can’t even describe it.Now I can finally… move on. Officially. She’s here, completely safe and happy and she doesn’t need me anymore. By the time I get back home, Rio is no longer sleeping on the couch and everything looks clean so I think he's gone to his room. I almost go over to ask him if he's feeling better, but I think that would be over doing it. It's just an injured ankle, it wasn't even broken or anything. I don't have to be so fucking overbear
{ Alejandro }Before going to sleep last night I took the last pill thinking it would be enough to last me at least until noon and give me enough time to go buy regular inhibitors at a pharmacy. Sadly, I was wrong.In the middle of the night my wolf woke up, I got dizzy and my body got completely hot, worryingly hot, just like it happened when I slept in Laurie's apartment, except even stronger now. Around six in the morning when I couldn't take it anymore and I had to do something to relieve my body, I realized that this level of horniness and need is not normal, so that means my heat is here. My first heat. And I was so damn sure that inhibitors would make that impossible. Fucking inhibitors, my body got used to them way too fast.I manage to grab my phone and text Zee to get the fuck out of the apartment without me, then I had to masturbate one last time, now with my fingers inside of me because I couldn't fight the urge any longer. It was not enough, but I doze off.When I wa
For some reason I don't mind that Zion is carrying me, I just let him, and I even hug his shoulders, enjoying the moment. 'Give up,' my wolf tells me, 'Just give up. Let him have us.'That sounds really perfect right now, I can't really remember the reasons why I wouldn't want to just surrender and let him have me. I let my face fall into his neck and kiss him there, scenting my mate. He is so warm and perfect, he manages to make all my worrying and stressful thoughts go out the window until me and my wolf are on the same page, horny and needy of him. We are so excited we got to meet our fated mate, our Alpha. Our person, the one who is going to take care of us and love us forever. "There is some meat I can warm up, do you want that?" he asks but I’m getting so dizzy that I start to feel high until I finally feel myself disappearing. My wolf takes control once again. "I'll eat whatever you want to give me, Alpha," I reply, not wanting to let go even as he pulls things out of the