With nothing else to do but accept this situation, I take two pills instead of three and I lie down to sleep, wishing that Gregory comes back before those five days. However, three days later, he’s still living it up in LA while my pills disappeared and now I only have one left for tonight. I need to go buy the accesible-to-all ones in the pharmacy once my classes are over. Today I can feel that my wolf is not quite sedated anymore, but he’s just a quiet presence in my mind and, fortunately, everything continues just as normal. I thought today would be another good fun day of staying in the classroom all day, but it's not. We have to go on a circuit again. Last time I did a circuit, I managed to save myself because there was a puzzle as the last obstacle, but this time I'm not so lucky. The whole circuit is about running, jumping and crawling and all while carrying a very heavy bag of sand on our shoulders. To be honest, I can feel myself doing things a little better this time. T
Alana came back to Tallahide brighter than ever, her skin is completely tanned and shiny and her long brown hair has blonde highlights now, she also doesn’t look as thin as she did before, which is amazing because when Christian was alive, she looked like a skeleton. She brought back a million mementos of every place she visited and I spend about three hours with her and her best friend Mimi as they tell me every little thing they did and we have dinner together. Listening to my aunt so alive and excited brings me such happiness I can’t even describe it.Now I can finally… move on. Officially. She’s here, completely safe and happy and she doesn’t need me anymore. By the time I get back home, Rio is no longer sleeping on the couch and everything looks clean so I think he's gone to his room. I almost go over to ask him if he's feeling better, but I think that would be over doing it. It's just an injured ankle, it wasn't even broken or anything. I don't have to be so fucking overbear
{ Alejandro }Before going to sleep last night I took the last pill thinking it would be enough to last me at least until noon and give me enough time to go buy regular inhibitors at a pharmacy. Sadly, I was wrong.In the middle of the night my wolf woke up, I got dizzy and my body got completely hot, worryingly hot, just like it happened when I slept in Laurie's apartment, except even stronger now. Around six in the morning when I couldn't take it anymore and I had to do something to relieve my body, I realized that this level of horniness and need is not normal, so that means my heat is here. My first heat. And I was so damn sure that inhibitors would make that impossible. Fucking inhibitors, my body got used to them way too fast.I manage to grab my phone and text Zee to get the fuck out of the apartment without me, then I had to masturbate one last time, now with my fingers inside of me because I couldn't fight the urge any longer. It was not enough, but I doze off.When I wa
For some reason I don't mind that Zion is carrying me, I just let him, and I even hug his shoulders, enjoying the moment. 'Give up,' my wolf tells me, 'Just give up. Let him have us.'That sounds really perfect right now, I can't really remember the reasons why I wouldn't want to just surrender and let him have me. I let my face fall into his neck and kiss him there, scenting my mate. He is so warm and perfect, he manages to make all my worrying and stressful thoughts go out the window until me and my wolf are on the same page, horny and needy of him. We are so excited we got to meet our fated mate, our Alpha. Our person, the one who is going to take care of us and love us forever. "There is some meat I can warm up, do you want that?" he asks but I’m getting so dizzy that I start to feel high until I finally feel myself disappearing. My wolf takes control once again. "I'll eat whatever you want to give me, Alpha," I reply, not wanting to let go even as he pulls things out of the
{ Zion }It's been four days. Four days since my life completely changed. For four days I've been having the most intense sex of my life with Rio... or, rather, Omega. For some reason he really hates it when I mess up and call him Rio. The sex has been so intense and strong that my whole body is constantly sore. I’ve been through so many physically straining situations and yet, this has been more tiring on my body. I like it, though, and my dick likes it even more. Rio decided not to return to his own body after that delicious fuck on the couch. After that it's been just me and my mate, my lovely Omega, loving each other and fucking like Mother Nature intended us to, and I understand her so much because it's so perfect between us. These have been the best four days of my life. I finally understand what love is, I feel it all around me and inside of me so strongly, there’s no denying it. I never thought I would be in a relationship... but here I am.I mean, yes, I've had many 're
I stay in my room for the rest of the day so I don't have to see Zion again, even when he stood outside my door knocking for almost five minutes straight, I ignored him until he decided to leave. Then I came out and found a plate full of food on the floor. That was great because I was starving. But still, I stay in my room because I have no inhibitors and I want the next time I hang out with Zee to be as it used to be, as an ‘alpha’, maybe then we can keep everything normal for a while. It's eight at night when Zee starts knocking on my door again. I think maybe he's bringing me more food, so I open the door, but he's empty handed. "Come out, my aunt is here and she wants to meet you," he says and my mouth drops open."What?! Zee, I don't have inhibitors, you never brought me the bottle I asked for!""I bought them, but I don't want to give them to you anymore. I already told Alana you're my fated mate anyway," he shrugs like it's not important at all, "She's my only family. I was
I couldn't sleep for shit last night. I was tossing and turning in bed the whole time, dealing with my wolf whining about wanting to be with Zee. And thinking about how my life is so complicated and why?Why can't I just have what I want without so many bumps in the road? Why couldn't I have been born small and pretty like my dad, so Zee could show me off and be happy to have me as his mate? Why couldn't I be an alpha like Rio and just not have any problems in life? Why am I locked in this fucking in-between place where I don’t really want to be neither one thing or the other completely? I wish I could be a mix of alpha and omega and just have everyone shut their fucking mouths forever and not make any comments about me anymore.Around nine in the morning I get a text from Gregory telling me he’ll be arriving in Tallahide soon. That makes me push my thoughts to the side and jump out of bed to start packing up my stuff. Alana said she would come here early today, so that means Zee
I talk to Lunanci for a while about my family and my issues while I wait for the pills to take effect and, luckily, my wolf starts to fall asleep until I’m on my own again. God, it feels so good to have silence in my head that I even get in a good mood. Even though my life is a fucking mess and has been failure after failure, I get in a good mood. I really like my new sister-in-law, she's brave and strong and up for anything. She wants to fight for my brother and make him take her back, even though he kicked her out and rejected her and probably humiliated her a lot, she just won't give up. Like a kicked dog that won't take no for an answer, she just keeps coming back.That means she has big balls, because if I had been rejected like that by Zion, or in general, my first reaction would be to run away to the most hidden place and never be seen again. But she's not like that, so that's awesome. "We both need to find a place to stay, right?" I ask, as I’m thinking about all this, "A