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2022-04-01 22:12:53"...What?"
I dropped my hands instantly and moved backwards out of his arms.
"Feelings for me? Like friendship? Because we had always been friends in my mind, Cai. It was you who denied it, remember?"
My chest was beating so hard that I felt like I was about to faint.
He walked towards me, immediately closing the space I'd just made between us, and cupped my face in his hand to make me look up at him. I felt frozen in place staring up into his eyes that appeared to be completely serious.
"You know what I meant, Aria," was all he said to clarify.
I felt my mind go completely blank as he held my gaze, having been taken completely off-guard by his sudden confession. But finally, after a few moments, reality kicked in.
I pushed my way backwards again, confusion slowly registering over everything he'd just said.
How could that even be possible? If that was true, then why would he have waited so long to tell me? Why keep it from me f
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