Chapt 3
"There’s nothing I can do about it now because she doesn’t have the money to give back. We’d just end up fighting, and I don’t want to add to Tatay’s problems." Thinking of Tatay made me cry even more. "Are you really determined to move to Manila, Lyrica?" he asked. "Of course. There are more opportunities in Manila, Marco. Aren’t you planning to work there too after finishing your course?" I wiped my tears away. "Ah, yeah, Lyrica," he replied absentmindedly. "Just don’t leave money at home anymore, Lyrica. Avoid the problem altogether," Marco suggested. I nodded, and we continued our journey. When we arrived outside Krisha’s house, I quickly fixed myself up. "You already look pretty, Lyrica," Marco teased. "Idiot! I’m just checking if my eyes are still puffy," I snapped at him, which made him laugh. "Oh, so the lovebirds are here!" Mildred teased as soon as she saw us. I rolled my eyes at her. It was always like this every time we met up. "That’s why Lyrica keeps rejecting me—because of all your teasing," Marco laughed. "And we’ll keep teasing you two until she completely turns you down!" Krisha added. "Ugh, so stop teasing Mil and me," Wren said, scratching his head. The group burst into laughter. Wren had been courting Mildred for ages, but she hadn’t given him an answer yet, prioritizing her studies first. Mildred was studying Elementary Education, while Wren and Krisha were taking Business Administration. Krisha planned to return to school next year. Marco, on the other hand, was taking Accountancy—the same course I was enrolled in before I stopped. "You’re such slowpokes when it comes to courting. Look at Ivan; he was so fast, I ended up pregnant," Krisha joked. "You idiot, girl! I’d never dream of getting pregnant early!" Mildred said, exasperated. I quickly agreed with her. "Why? Are you planning to become nuns, you and Lyrica?" Krisha teased. "That might be better!" I quickly said. "Oh, poor Marco," Mildred laughed. "Enough already! Every time we meet, you all bring this up!" I scolded. "Where’s Mimi, by the way?" I asked Krisha, referring to her almost one-year-old daughter. "She’s probably asleep already. I left her with Ivan earlier." "Let’s just go home then; the person we came to visit is sleeping," Mildred joked. "What about me, huh?" Krisha said in mock annoyance. "We don’t care about you," Wren teased. "Rude! As if I didn’t help you before!" Krisha retorted with a glare. "Stop it already! I’ll go buy gin. You’re all so noisy. We came here to relax!" Marco said. "Oh, it’s a drinking session, then! Go buy it, and we’ll shut up. I’m so stressed with school!" Mildred exclaimed. "I’ll go with you, bro," Wren said to Marco, and the two left. "You guys have a drinking session every week! You’re so sneaky! You only visit here to drink," Krisha complained. It was true. I only learned to drink because of them. Back when Krisha wasn’t pregnant, she’d invite us for drinks almost every night. But even so, I knew my limits when it came to alcohol. It’s not so bad to enjoy once in a while, is it? I sighed deeply. "That’s a heavy sigh, Lyrica. Is something bothering you?" Mildred asked, catching Krisha’s attention as well. "I’m just thinking about moving to Manila." "Are you really set on moving to Manila?" Krisha asked. "Yes, I am. I just haven’t told Nanay Lucing yet," I sighed again. "I really need to earn a bigger income now. I want Tatay to stop working," I added. "You should accept my offer, Lyrica. My cousin works for a company in Manila, and I’m sure she can help you," Mildred suggested. "I feel embarrassed, Mil... Besides, my savings are gone," I said, sighing once more. "I’ll lend you money, Lyrica. And you should take Mil’s offer. Even though we don’t want you to leave, maybe you’ll find better opportunities there. The pay in Manila is much higher," Krisha encouraged. "Hey, what’s this? Why aren’t we part of this gossip session?" Marco suddenly said as he and Wren returned from the store. "Do you even know what ‘girl talk’ is, Marco?" Mildred retorted. "Oh, who knows what you’ve been talking about," Wren chimed in, walking closer to Mildred. "Stay away from me, Wren, or I might punch you," Mildred threatened. "Wow, feisty! Fighting before you even get together," Krisha teased, making us all laugh. "You’re changing the subject, hmm?" Marco said, eyeing us suspiciously. " If leaving is what you truly want, Lyrica, we’ll support you. It’s for the betterment of your family’s future." Wren said gently after I finally told them about my plans of going to Manila. "That’s right, especially since you’ll have someone to stay with there," Krisha added. "I’m sure Ate Jessie will take good care of you," Mildred said with a reassuring smile. "But isn’t it dangerous? Manila can be tough. There are a lot of con artists there, and it’s risky, especially since you’re a woman," Marco said, his forehead creased with worry. "Marco, my friend, do you think Lyrica won’t take care of herself? For all we know, her luck might be waiting for her in Manila. Her family needs her more than ever now," Wren said seriously, patting Marco on the shoulder. Marco drank his glass of alcohol in silence, his emotions unreadable. It wasn’t a secret to our group—or even to me—that Marco had feelings for me. He had tried courting me several times before, but I had always turned him down. I didn’t want to ruin the friendship we had built over the years, and besides, I wasn’t interested in relationships. Marco understood, but there were times when he became overprotective. Thankfully, we always managed to resolve it through calm conversations."I’ll call Ate Jessie. Do you want to talk to her? I’ve mentioned your plans to her before. She told me there might be openings at her office, although that was some time ago. But there are plenty of other companies in Manila, Lyrica," Mildred offered. "Are you sure it’s okay? Won’t your cousin find it bothersome?" I asked hesitantly. "Of course not. Don’t worry about it; Ate is really kind," Mildred assured me. "Great! This way, we’ll have a ninang who’s a Manila girl!" Krisha teased, lightening the mood. "Okay, I suppose it won’t hurt to try," I said, smiling faintly. Mildred dialed her cousin Ate Jessie’s number. The phone rang several times before she answered, her background noisy. "Hello, Mildred? Why are you calling? Is something wrong?" Ate Jessie asked. "Nothing’s wrong, Ate. Are you busy? I just have a quick question," Mildred replied sweetly. "Not really. I’m just hanging out at a bar after work—chilling, you know," her cousin said with a laugh. "What’s your quest
Chapt 6The next morning, I went home to change clothes.“Lyrica? Can we talk?” Dad asked me. I nodded and followed him outside the house.“I'm sorry about last night, Dad. I just really felt upset.”“I understand, child. And I’m sorry too for your siblings. You know how they are,” he said with a sigh.“Yes, Dad. By the way, I might finally push through with leaving.”“Oh... Is that so? Are you sure about your plan?”“Yes, Dad. I’ve been saving up for this for a long time. I can help out more if I work in Manila,” I replied with a smile.“You really take after your mom, Lyrica. I know you won’t let anyone stop you. Just take care of yourself there, okay?”“I will, Dad.”And that was how our conversation ended. It was always the same advice from Dad—to be patient with my siblings or just try to understand them.I left the house and went to the terminal.When I arrived at the store, I got straight to work.“Dear, can I get a bag of onions? Also, two bundles of string beans and water spi
"Take care of yourself, Lyrica. Don't ever forget my reminders," my father said as he hugged me tightly.Today was the day I left for Manila, a five-hour journey from our province."I will, Dad. This is all for our family," I reassured him."Ate, please be careful there, okay? It's probably better that you're leaving. I hate seeing Ate Cynthia picking fights with you. Boyet and I can't do anything because we're too scared of her and Ate," Annika said, her voice trembling."You'll be fine. Just make sure you and Boyet look after our nieces and nephews. Call me right away if there's a problem, alright? Don't hesitate," I said as I ruffled her hair."Of course, Ate."Cynthia and the others weren't home; they had spent the night at Kuya Roy's house. I chose not to tell them about my departure to avoid any drama.It was only three in the morning, and Wren and Marco were accompanying me to the bus terminal. I didn’t ask my father to come because I didn’t want us breaking down in tears at th
"Uh, just ignore those two. Go ahead, put your things in that room, then let's eat," Jessie said, evading my questioning look. I just followed her instructions and stepped out again to join them for dinner."Hey girl, how old are you? You know, you’d be perfect for the place where we work," Misha said."Stupid! Leave Lyrica out of it; she’s pure!" Jessie quickly interjected as she sat at the dining table."Come on, it’s so hard to find jobs here in Manila. She’ll probably end up working there, too. Don’t worry, we’ll take care of her. Don’t act like you didn’t start the same way," Misha teased Jessie.Jessie let out a resigned sigh."Uh, so Lyrica, the truth is, I don’t actually work in an office. I couldn’t get hired by any company here in Manila back then," Jessie began."So I ended up working in a high-end bar, along with these two. No one back in the province knows, so please don’t mention it to Mildred. She’s so nosy," she said, shaking her head."Oh, of course not," I replied wi
My day started early, while Jessie and the others were just getting ready to sleep. I tidied up the apartment, mindful of Jessie’s instructions about what could and couldn’t be moved.After finishing the chores, I got myself ready for my first day of job hunting. I wore my black slacks from college, paired with a purple blouse. I powdered my face lightly and applied a bit of lipstick to add color. Despite it being only seven in the morning, the noise outside was already palpable. I slipped on my black doll shoes, texted my housemates to let them know I was out, and left.I rode a tricycle, holding the list of places I planned to visit. I started with the one closest to the apartment."Good morning, Sir. Is this where the hiring is happening?" I asked the guard stationed outside a tall building."Yes, hija. Are you applying?""Yes, I hope so," I replied with a smile."Alright, come in. Do you see the line of applicants over there?" He pointed to a group seated nearby. I nodded and proc
I didn’t know what to do when Annika called one morning, crying hysterically.“Ate! Ambet was rushed to the hospital! His fever is extremely high, and he had a seizure!” she sobbed, her voice trembling.“Lyrica, give me the phone. I’ll talk to her,” I heard Ate Cynthia say in a panicked tone.“Hello, Lyrica! We’re at the hospital right now. Ambet’s fever is so high. Send us money. We urgently need it for your nephew!” Ate demanded, her voice frantic.I burst into tears. Who could I even borrow money from? I still haven’t found a job.“Alright, Ate… I’ll send some as soon as I borrow from someone here. Please update me on Ambet’s condition,” I replied, my voice breaking.“Make sure to send it immediately. The doctor prescribed medicine, and we don’t have money to buy it,” Ate said before ending the call.I sat there, paralyzed. Jessie might be able to lend me at least a couple of thousand pesos.I waited for Jessie to wake up, but Shiela emerged from the bedroom first.“Oh, what happen
It was almost seven when we arrived at Valiente. The bar's building was stunning, modern in design, and at first glance, you wouldn't think it was a place meant for entertainment."Lyrica, let's head to our makeup room first. Sir Kyros might arrive later," Misha said to me."Hey, Jessie, Misha, who’s your companion? Are you really bringing her inside?" teased the building guard with a grin. He was a big man with muscular arms, which made me cringe and hide behind the two of them."Oh, Andoy! Don’t scare Lyrica like that!" Misha said, laughing."Don’t call me Andoy in front of this lovely lady. You can call me Anderson, Madam Lyrica," he greeted me with a smile."Yuck! Anderson doesn’t suit you, Andoy!" Misha teased."Enough with teasing Andoy, Misha! Lyrica's still shy. Watch over her, okay? She’s just applying as a waitress here," Jessie explained, referring to me."Of course! I’ll take care of Madam Lyrica," Andoy said. I simply smiled and nodded."You look even prettier when you sm
For almost half an hour, I’ve been waiting. To distract myself, I observed the office around me.I sighed in boredom. Moments later, the door opened again, making me jump to my feet in surprise.I thought it was Mama Julio who arrived, but I was mistaken. A tall, fair-skinned man entered, his striking pair of light blue eyes immediately catching my attention—they were as cold as snow. His piercing gaze made me straighten up. This must be Sir Kyros. He wore a sharp black three-piece suit, and his polished black shoes echoed against the cold floor as he walked.“Good e-evening, Sir Kyros,” I stuttered nervously.He raised an eyebrow and gave a faint smile. He sat at his desk while I remained standing before him.“I’m Lyrica, sir. I’m 24 years old, and I’d like to apply as a waitress here at Valiente. Jessie brought me here; we’re from the same hometown in Sta. Ana,” I said hurriedly, bowing my head.Several minutes passed, but he said nothing. Curiosity got the better of me, and I looke
26"Marco, can you talk to me without shouting?" I said seriously. It was just the two of us in the house since Sir Kyros had taken Jessie with him. He thought it would be better for Marco and me to have a proper conversation."Who wouldn't be angry, Lyrica? You hid your job from us! And now you're bringing a man into the place you're living in. What do you think your father would say?" he asked, his frustration evident."That's exactly why I couldn't tell you, because I knew you'd be mad. And... I was ashamed of where I ended up working here," I admitted, my voice shaking."It is shameful, Lyrica! Who is that man? Has he already paid you to sleep with him? Is that why you act so comfortable with each other?"I slapped him—hard. He froze in shock."Lyrica...""Enough, Marco. Your words are too cruel. I've been explaining myself to you, but it's like you're not even listening," I said, my tears finally falling."This conversation is pointless if your mind is already made up," I said, s
25What are you doing here, Marco?" I asked him as soon as I recovered from my shock.I glanced around and saw that he was alone."I should be the one asking you that, Lyrica. Where have you been, and why are you dressed like that?" he asked angrily, stepping closer.I noticed our nosy neighbor peeking from behind the wall. It was barely six in the morning, yet gossip was already spreading.I sighed before inviting Marco inside. He followed, likely noticing the prying eyes from next door as well."So, Lyrica? Aren’t you going to answer me?""Calm down, Marco.""How do you expect me to calm down? Do you know what your neighbor told me? That you’re working in a bar, Lyrica! And that you’re with Mildred’s cousin!" His voice was nearly a shout, his anger evident."I’m just a waitress there, Marco. That’s all." I sighed deeply."A waitress? Lyrica, you’re educated! You’re not stupid. Why would you take a job like that? Are you even thinking? I came here to surprise you, but I was the one w
24"Ayan Annika, is it clear now?" I asked excitedly."Yes, Ate! Dad! Ate Lyrica is here!" She ran out of the house to call our father."Lyrica, my child! How are you?" Dad greeted me happily.I had waited until I received my salary to send money for Annika and Boyet to buy a cellphone. This way, we could video call, and they could also use it for school."I'm doing fine, Dad. How about you?" My voice trembled with emotion as I saw them on the video call. I missed them so much."We're doing fine too, child. Thanks to the money you sent, we were able to buy a sack of rice and milk for your nieces and nephews," he said with a smile."That's great to hear, Dad.""Ate, we bought Dad a rechargeable radio so he can listen to the news or music while working in the fields," Boyet cheerfully added."That's right, Ate! Dad is so happy about it!" Annika laughed."That's good. Next time, if my budget allows, buy a television for the kids. They always go to the neighbors' house just to watch TV."
23Lucian became even more affectionate toward me in the following days. He hardly wanted me out of his sight, and he even skipped work, insisting that he would take care of me.What happened that night never repeated. After I reached my climax, he gently cleaned me up and left the room."Lyrica, darling, what do you want to eat?""I’ll leave it up to you, Lucian.""Why do you always leave it to me, hmm?" He hugged me tenderly from behind."Because you're the picky one when it comes to food."He laughed at my remark."Don’t laugh! I’m telling the truth. Oh, by the way, I’m going back to my apartment later."His arms loosened around me, and he turned me to face him."I'm already feeling better, Lucian. I need to go home."He let out a sigh."I can't stop you," he said nonchalantly."I’ll just drive you home later."I smiled at him. "Thank you, Lucian. I also need to return to work—otherwise, I won’t get paid." I scratched my head."Hmm… okay."Since that night, I haven’t called him “Si
"Ah, Sir Lucian, I've already let Lyrica's friends in." Mother Linda also appeared there. Sir Lucian just nodded and straightened herself. I winced when I remembered that I had pushed her away. "There's a gym downstairs, I'll be there first, Lyrica. You can stay in my room so you can rest better. I'll leave you." He kissed me on the forehead and after a moment of entering the room, I saw that he was already holding a hoodie jacket. The two who sat next to me didn't say anything. They didn't even say goodbye to Sir Lucian. I just invited them into the room. "Uh? So what's that?" Shiela said out of nowhere. "Sir Lucian is used to kissing my forehead..." I said blushing, avoiding the two of them. "What is Lyrica used to? Please explain. That's not what friends or bosses do." Jessie said sternly. " At first, I told him not to do that. But when I came here, he couldn't help but do it." "So what about the hugging session you two had, huh?" Shiela raised her eyebrows at me. "Uh, he's
I woke up feeling hungry and instinctively held my head, still aching."How are you feeling, hija?" asked an elderly woman. I looked around, confused."You’re here at Sir Lucian’s condo. I’m Nanay Linda. He asked me to take care of you since he had something important to attend to, hija," she explained."Ah, I see. Thank you so much for taking care of me, Nanay Linda. I’m sorry for troubling you," I sincerely replied, which made her smile."You’re not fluent in English, huh? I thought you were a foreigner earlier. Would you like something to eat?" she asked teasingly."No, Nanay Linda. I grew up in the province. By the way, what time is it?" I asked, curious about how long I’d been asleep."It’s only five in the morning, hija.""It’s still so early, Nanay. Did you get any rest?" I asked, worried I might have kept her up all night.She chuckled at my question. "Oh, you sweet child. I did get some rest. I just woke up recently, so don’t worry. Now, let me prepare something for your brea
"Lyrica, didn’t I tell you on your first day here that I don’t want any trouble in Valiente?" Sir Kyros said sternly as I sat in his office. Across from me was Sofia, crying dramatically.I let out a deep sigh."I always follow your rules, Sir Kyros," I responded calmly.He nodded and adjusted his posture."Sofia reported to me that you picked a fight with her earlier."I gathered all the courage I could to defend myself. So this was Sofia’s game—playing the victim.I smiled faintly at Sir Kyros, deliberately avoiding even a glance at Sofia."Sir Kyros, it’s true I answered her back earlier because I’m getting irritated by her attitude...""See, Sir Kyros? I told you! That new waitress of yours keeps picking on me. She acts like she owns Valiente!" Sofia cried louder, as if on cue."I’m not done, Sofia," I said coldly, glaring at her. My head ached, and I wasn’t in the mood to deal with her theatrics. If I didn’t settle this now, she’d continue to bully me every night at Valiente.Sof
“Lyrica, table 9.” Emir said briefly. I quickly picked it up and delivered it to the customer.Once I was sure that Sir Lucian was fine, I returned to work. Sir Kyros kept his word and doubled my salary, allowing me to send a considerable amount of money to my father. I also ensured that my sister Cynthia wouldn’t squander it on her vices.Sir Lucian and I remained friends. I’m even more pleased now because I often get free rides home. He would always take me to my apartment, and in return, I’d do his laundry and clean his house once a week, which wasn’t too burdensome for me.“Lyrica, VIP 009,” Emir said as soon as I returned to him.It was a Saturday, the day when Valiente was usually busiest.I knocked on the VIP room door before entering. Inside were Sir Kyros's friends, except for Lucian, who was noticeably absent. It was strange because he was at Valiente almost every night, yet he wasn’t there now.“Lyrica, are you looking for Lucian?” Darius asked with a teasing smile. He told
19The entire day passed without Lucian and me speaking to each other. Every chance I got, I avoided him. I only prepared his meals and brought them to his room. Earlier, when I entered to deliver his dinner, I noticed he had already cleaned his space. He said nothing as I placed his meal on the table.Now, I’m in the living room of his condo, texting Jessie, who was asking when I’d return. Then I decided to call Annika."Hello, Ate!""Annika, how’s everything at home? How are our nieces and nephews?" I asked with a smile."We’re doing fine, Ate. Ambet’s better now, and his appetite is back. Good thing I was able to get them vitamins.""And how’s school for you and Boyet? Don’t you dare skip classes!""Of course not, Ate. Boyet is actually getting really into his studies now. When there’s no school, he’s always at the farm, so sometimes he doesn’t even ask Dad for allowance anymore.""That’s good to hear. When my salary increases, you and Boyet can stop working. Just focus on your stu