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22. Matilda

Author: Alle
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The night the mate bond was activated with Tange I didn’t sleep a wink. Not that the small room Briss so kindly lent me was not comfortable. He was truly sweet to have given me his small space.

Only a few minutes after I locked myself in, Tange came looking for me anyway. Thankfully Briss was there.

“My mate?” he growled. It shamed me but the deep husk of his voice instantly made my thighs clench. Nina begged me to speak, to run to the door and beg him to break the hinges off. I clamped both hands over my mouth instead.

“She has asked to be given time to accept the situation Sir,” Briss replied calmly. “She asked for a safe space she could lock herself in with, this seemed an easy solution.”

“Your room, indeed Briss, what’s your game here?”

There was a possessiveness to his voice that made Nina keen with pleasure but I only clamped my mouth shut tighter.

“There is no game. The young lady asked for help. She is only just eighteen-”

“I should have been consulted!” and the sound of somet
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Alle
I love your comments lol
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A. D. R.
I can’t take this … I pray she doesn’t have sex with this slimy old bastard.
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XenyMarie
Wait, what did she write?? Tange needs to go! Sleazy old bastard!
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