Chapter 3
Nicole.I can't believe I'm cuddling with a stranger, and I feel reluctant to wake up and leave like it was supposed to happen.His body is so warm and hard.The manly scent together with the cologne he used makes me snuggle impossibly closer to him. The way his big arms engulf my body like a blanket makes this the safest and most comfortable place I have ever been in all my life."We have to go" I mumble, drawing mindless circles on his bare chest but not making any effort to get up and do like I just proposed.We are behaving like we have done this countless times, someone might mistake us to be lovers, yet, we don't even know each other's names.I got a peek at his back and it's covered with tattoos and they make him look so hot. I would like to know what he does for a living but I'm afraid I will be going too far.Anyway, as bad as he looks, I'm sure he will push me away if he knew how many people I have killed. It's not my will though, that's why I want out. Hopefully."Mmh" he hums, wrapping his other arm around my head and pulling me further to his chest. He smells fucking good. I will choose this over anything at any time of the day.Fucking tremendous.I wrap my hands around his neck and breathe him in, this is not what we had agreed on.The sun has already invaded the room and judging from its harshness, it is almost midday.Is one nightstand supposed to be like this? So warm and addictive?"I have to go," I say as I try to lift myself from his body but his grip on me only tightens."Five more minutes, please," he says in a husky voice and I open my eyes to look at him.Who is this man?He is hot as hell and he sure does know his way around women. He kept me up all night, touching me in places I can't even explain.The pleasure he gave me was out of this world, and he unwillingly stopped when I couldn't handle another round.I'm sore as fuck and the thought of not seeing him again, makes me feel a little sad. He is the first man I have met and felt something, desire, that longing of having him closer.Right now I can break all the rules for him. Who gives a shit about rules anyway? My boss can go fuck himself.The problem is, will he accept me? What I'm I even thinking? He is probably used to waking up to a different woman every morning.I want to ask his name so that maybe in the future when I need a man again, I could seek him out but I'm holding myself back from doing it."We didn't agree on this" I protest and he swiftly pulls me on top of his body in a straddling manner, we are both naked and I don't want to go there again. I can't handle him.Fuck! I'm not even sure how I'm going to walk home."If you wanted, you would have been out of this room by dawn" the unknown man whispers, kneading my ass and I softly moan from the tantalising feeling.I can't believe my stupid hormones.Maybe it's his morning voice or the way his big hands know exactly what to do like they have a brain of their own. He is causing my body to heat up again and I have to go before the boss notices I'm not home."Well, I could have if I was able to walk," I mutter in my defence and he chuckles. Even though his laugh is incredible, it makes him look so much more kissable.I truly wanted to leave, but I kept telling myself to stay for two more minutes until I gave up and decided to live in the moment."What if I want more?" he murmurs, kissing my ear lobe and I quickly jump out of his arms and the bed altogether.If he takes me once more, I will die here. And the way our bodies are reacting will make us do it again without any objections.I wanted it to be hard and rough but currently, I'm regretting it. With enough experience now, maybe next time I will go for something friendly. Something I can handle.The first round was slow and intense, but after I got used to it, he didn't hold himself back. He truly is a man."No, no, and no," I say between laughs as I try to find the remains of my clothing. This will be the right definition of a walk of shame.There is no way I'm getting out of here naked though, he ruined my dress, and he will be the one to suffer. So I pick up his shirt from the ground and I can't help but inhale it first before putting it on."My shirt?" I turn to look at his amused face and chuckle.Fuck!, where did this man come from?"Yes," it's not bad though. It reaches my knees signifying just how big the man is compared to me. I like it.Now I have something to remember him with. It's gonna be my favourite nightwear from now on."It looks good on you" he mumbles getting up and I try so hard not to look at his naked body. The man has a body to die for.I wonder if he sleeps in the gym because damn! His muscles are hard and well-defined, he has good six solid packs that show just how hard he works. Every part of him is vigorous and I can't forget how generously endowed his manhood is."Let me at least drive you home" He requests and I know for sure that he wants to know my home. I can't reckon his face when he pulls up at the gate full of armed men.Then by bad luck, we run into my uncle."I drove myself here" I sigh in relief when I hear him fumbling with his clothes. At least he is getting dressed. I can't allow myself to fall into temptations again."Can I see you again?" His voice carries hope, and I'm scared I will have to crash it.This is the most dreaded part. I want to see him again and again. Every day if possible. But I can't, my life is too tainted and the first thing my uncle will do if he finds out about this is to eliminate him.He sees relationships as distractions. He has always restricted me from interacting with the opposite gender unless I'm on a mission. It's more of a reason I was still a virgin yesterday.The sad part is that, I know this man just ruined me for any other. I'm sure no one can compare to the things he did to me last night.Fuck! Who even has a body like that? The strength he possesses is like he was particularly gifted by the gods. Not to mention his big veiny hands and those magical fingers, Oh, men!It makes me think, what if I complete this last mission, and when I'm out there living a life of a normal productive citizen, maybe fate might favour us by bringing him to me again. That way, we will get to know each other on a clean note."Mmh.... I.. " I stutter, not knowing what to say. It's both a yes and no."Please, say yes" he appears behind me and hugs my waist. The man places a soft kiss on my neck and it makes this harder for me to reject him.I want to stay but I can't, I have to go back before Ernesto sends his men after me. He can't find out about this or the fact that I secretly left his house."Can I have your number? I will call you when I'm less busy" I say knowing well that I will lose it immediately after I leave this room.But it's better than crushing his hope right?The man grabs a book from the side table and writes down his digits before handing the paper to me.Hesitantly, I take it and from the looks, we both have heavy hearts about saying goodbye. 'It's the right thing to do' I remind myself as I exit the room without glancing back.*I carefully and silently walk into the house praying that I won't be noticed.Only God knows what he'll do if he learns that I wasn't in the house the whole night. The crude punishments he gives me are sometimes unbearable.I take the stairs to my room and unfortunately, I have to pass his office first. I'm forced to take off my shoes because bare feet are always the most silent.Yet to open my door, hushed voices from his office stop me, and chills spread all over my body from their terrific words."Why don't we just kill her dad?" the annoying voice of Angelo says and I'm not surprised he wants me dead. That fucker has been competing with me since I knew him. He can't just accept that I'm better than him."I will soon, It looks a like her memories are not coming back anytime soon and I'm tired of waiting. After she completes her last mission, we will give her the freedom she desires, that is if he doesn't kill her first" my uncle answers and they both burst into laughter.Idiots. I always knew they couldn't be trusted. So they have been using me all along?"Do you think you can trust the new plan?" Angelo enquires and I press my ear on the door to get more information."I have to son, you know what will happen when she remembers, we need to get everything done as soon as possible" my uncle whispers and it makes me more inquisitive, what is really going on here?I'm not staying here any minute. These snakes want me dead and I'm not gonna give them that chance whatsoever.What is so important to them that I'm supposed to remember?Who I'm I really?I saw her again tonight. The little girl and the older man with greying hair. He had her hand held in his and they were glancing at what looked like a massive ocean. Is my mind trying to tell me something? I have been frequently having this dream and every time it happens, I get these crazy unbearable headaches that don't go away even after medications. Tiredly, I sigh throwing the warm fluffy duvet away from my body, and stroll to my bathroom bare feet. This marks the fourth week since I saw him and it's torture to my mind. It's like I left a huge piece of me with him. The longing I feel in my chest is agonizing. The warmth and the manly scent of his body are deeply engraved in my mind, and I can't wipe them off. I want to be in the strength of his arms again. My beautiful stranger. I wish I knew his name or at least I should have kept his number. If I had figured out that I won't be staying in what I called home anymore, I wouldn't have tossed that paper away. Now I lost e
Alessio. I have been to mission after mission but nothing could have prepared me for this. I was supposed to send Marco here, but because he had more vital matters to attend to, I decided to do it myself. We got an anonymous message that required some girl Nicole Valdez to be eliminated. The pay attached to it was good so I thought why not. I'm always in for good money. The only thing I got about my kill was her address, no photos or anything related to her. So I came here expecting to find an old widow who possibly has a lot of mistakes to pay for. Not her. I have been looking everywhere, every corner I know. I even hacked all the security cameras up to three towns away but I didn't get a glimpse of her. I haven't had a rest since the morning she left my room and as I anticipated, I haven't fucked anyone else. I felt completely revolted by the idea of having another woman other than her and it pushed me to keep searching. This girl has entirely inhabited my mind and it's dri
Alessio "So Nicole, I want to get to know you", Since I'm keeping her, it's only right that I know everything about her. Nicole sighs and places her arm on my stomach. I don't know why she's being reluctant to share anything about her with me, but I will find out eventually."Nothing is interesting with me Alessio, so are the rumors about you true? They say you spend every night with a different woman" She asks placing her chin on my chest to get a clear view of my face. "That was before I met you, I haven't done it again, I swear" I want to be as open as possible with her . Maybe then, she will feel the need to talk to me. " I have heard a lot about you and non was pleasing to my ears" She lays back on my chest and I thank heavens I found her before she knew who I was. Things people speak about me out there are all crazy. It never bothered me before, until now.I won't deny that most of it is true but all that changed when I found the girl in my arms." None of that matters now"
Nicole. "Nicole, Nicole. Nicole", Liam yells barging through my room and I share concerned glances with Tara. What did I do now? "What?" I calmly question, pausing the sad movie we were watching. "How dare you?" he screams as he furiously matches towards me but Tara quickly stands in front of me to block him. "You are not going near her, say whatever brought you here and get the fuck out of my house, before I kill you right now" she grits out pointing her gun at his head. Sadly, I don't feel any remorse or pity for my supposed brother. I'm positive I won't shed a tear if that gun goes off.We look nothing alike and most of the time, Liam treats me as an enemy rather than a relative. Earlier, I used to try creating a relationship between us but it didn't work, so I stopped attempting to mend the nonexistent bond. "Get the hell out of my way bitch" he responds with the same enmity pushing her but my girl is strong enough to stand her ground."Leave right now" She presses her gun
Alessio. Nicole looks off. Something is wrong with her but she's not willing to disclose it. It's my fault though, I should have been there but I had a lot on my plate and I only got some free time today. I missed her so much and it brings discomfort to my heart that she thinks I only want her for sex. I haven't looked at other women since I met Nicole. My boys are even surprised by this fact and they wanted to meet the girl that supposedly charmed me. So the idea was to bring her to my main house, introduce her to my two friends, and convince her to stay here due to the threat lurking out there. I can't allow her to live unprotected when I'm in a position to shield her. The fucking maids had to ruin everything. I can't deny the fact that I already fucked them. I did it twice and there was nothing special about them. The reason they are still here is because Luca wants it. He likes having fun with them every time he comes to my house. The fucker practically lives here. Like
Nicole. I heard everything they said but my brain can't put anything in place yet. I don't remember any of it happening and I don't want to force my brain right now. My brother. It's kind of comforting to know that Liam has been pretending all along. Now it will make it easy for me to defend myself against him. Every time I thought of hurting or disrespecting him, the reminder that I should respect him as my brother always crossed my mind and I would refrain and let him scream as he wanted. He will finally taste my venom. I gaze at the brother I don't remember and he looks cool. He seems to be a collected man and if he is related to me then I must have missed a lot. They whisper to each other when I don't talk or react in any way to their presence, and after a couple of seconds, they drag themselves out of the room and I'm left alone with my empty brain. I didn't remember a thing. I don't know why Alessio looks sad though. Is he bothered with how I behaved with him earlier or
Nicole. The breakfast table looks tense. It's like no one wants to be here and I can't blame them. The woman sitting in front of me is the accurate definition of fake. Her large breasts are almost falling out from the transparent net she's wearing and she seems to like it. Don't even start on her butts. Men! You should have seen how she was forcefully twerking them when she walked in. The red-painted lips are nearly covering her face, and she had to apply makeup like the world was gonna end, and this would be her last. The strong perfume she used has taken over the fresh air we were freely blessed with and turned the aroma of the food we are eating to nonexistent.From the moment she entered Alessio's house, her scowl has not wavered from me and I find it funny. She's one of those perfect high-class fake-ass bitch. Her nails are longer than my problems and I'm trying so hard to find beauty in them but it's just a big nay for me. To make matters worse, Barbie is Alessio's mothe
Alessio I understand her anger. I would be angry too. But Nicole needs to trust me. It doesn't matter how long we've known each other. It might be two days but I trust her. I trust Nicole to take care of my fucked up heart. I don't need to get a degree to know that she is pure. I'm sure if it wasn't for Ernesto and his greed, she wouldn't be in this crime shit. Mother has been a bitch all my life and it's something I learned to tolerate. She had this speculation that I need to marry into a rich family and she has been going around looking for that wife. Unknown to her, she is wasting her time because I would never let anyone decide for me. Especially if it's regarding a woman I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with. I was so impressed when Nicole put a claim on me. The girl is worth my attention and she needs to know that she's not just here for a good lay. She's here for the whole of me. She is the only person I will do anything for. Even if it means rejecting my own m
Nicole. "Just perfect. This is what we call, killing two birds with one stone. First, steal your boyfriend's shit for myself and then kill his dumb girlfriend" Ernesto laughs as he takes slow steps toward me. " I have never seen a stupid woman like you, Nicole. You thought a girl that warms my bed every night would choose you over my dick?" He laughs and I swear, all the color just drained from my face. Tara was fucking Ernesto? I can't believe I am that stupid. How could I not know? "Tara would do anything to please her 'daddy' and she would be greatly rewarded at the end of the day" He blankly stares at her dead body as if she meant nothing to him. She never was my friend. She was Ernesto's plaything from the beginning. " Her assignment was to befriend you and not to get her feelings attached. I am proud of her even though she is gone. I can always find another young pussy, but you?" Ernesto mockingly sizes me up and down before releasing a dark chuckle. "Not even Julio's fag
Nicole. I jolt up with a splitting headache and a sweaty body. The room I am in feels like it's rotating and I tightly hold the bedding to steady myself. "Are you okay?" A voice asks above me and I squint my eyes to stare at the worried Alessio. How long was I out? The last thing I remember was shooting my brother. How come I am already in Alessio's bed? "Can I have water, please" I clear my throat as my vision finally becomes clear. Alessio quickly fills a glass of water and I stare at his mum pleadingly. I need those painkillers again. "Painkillers? " She asks with a gentle smile and I quickly nod but groan afterwards. Fuck my head.I will get better soon. I believe that.I can't believe this is the same woman who was rude to me at the first meeting. To make matters worse, she even brought another woman for Alessio in my very presence. Thank God I set my record straight.Alessio takes the pills from his mother and sits beside me. "Your memories again? " He gently asks placing
Nicole. My gaze remains on my brother who doesn't make a move toward us. Now that I look at him, Liam acted bitchy but he was sincere. He didn't pretend with me. And his last actions proved that at least he had an ounce of care for me. Liam had a chance to seize all the necklaces to appease his boss but he didn't. Instead, he gave me the original one without malice. I might share some resemblance to Leonardo but I can't help but despise him. If he is working for Ernesto, he knew all along where I was and he didn't give a damn. He only made a move because he saw me as a bargaining chip. Leo just wanted to use me for his selfish reasons. I won't let him though. I will fight him to death for my freedom. Averting my gaze from my shameless brother, I peer at the boy in front of me. Another selfish bastard who thinks I am disposable, and he can use me as a breeder. "What do you want Alex?" I stare at him without a sense of interest. His eyes linger from Alessio to me and trail to the
Nicole. "Nicole, Can I talk to you?" I instantly stop at her voice, and turn around in shock. What the hell is she doing here? "I thought I told you to stay away from her, didn't I?" Alessio approaches her but I quickly stop him. The look in Tara's eyes indicates that she is desperate. She always has that look when she is scared or worried about something. "Hold on, babe" I grip Alessio's hand and he turns to me with raised brows. "Talk," I say without letting his hand go. Tara takes a step forward but Alessio stretches his hand forward to stop her. "Remain where you are, and make this quick. I feel nauseated just staring at you" Alessio snaps, and she instantly stops with a silent nod. That was a bit harsh and it appears to hurt her feelings. I don't know why I can't hate her just yet. "I wanted to tell you to be careful around your brother. He has been talking to Ernesto for some time now" She cautiously looks around us as if she's scared of being caught. No one likes a s
Nicole. "What is it?" I eagerly whisper, waiting for him to tell me something that may be useful. "When I met your brother. It wasn't a coincidence like I have been believing. Leonardo approached us with a deal. He wanted protection from me and in return, he worked for me. He was good with his gun and we didn't question him or perform a background check-up. Now, I am beginning to think he was sent by Ernesto" "The star tattoo that matches yours, he didn't have it. Do you know for how long you have had this" He holds my wrist and places a gentle kiss on the mark. My brows furrow in confusion as I stare at the supposed sibling tattoo. Where is he going with this? "As long as I can remember, I don't know how I got it" I frown at the mark and glance back at the man holding me. "I think we need to be cautious until you remember if he is even your real brother" Fuck me. First, it was Liam, and now, Leo? It can't be. "The resemblance Alessio, we share the same eye color" "There
Alessio. She stares at me in shock and silently lays back down. Ernesto did it. I am sure of that. At the ball, the bastard slipped away and left a trail of his men behind. My men and I got rid of all of them. Unfortunately, when I was done he had already gone into hiding. We had to pin Leo down for information after that and it only got worse. How could he, in his senses trust Julio? Leo has been working for me for some time and I assumed he knew all the snakes in the game, Clearly, he didn't Julio and Ernesto go way back. Their families had an alliance for years and to this day, they don't hunt each other unless one is getting in the way of another. He even had the audacity to sell his sister off. The only woman I love. He has been a sick pain in my ass lately and I assumed it was because he cared for his sister but no. " What is wrong with her son?" Father follows me to the kitchen when I return the glass, and I sigh leaning on the counter. "Ernesto messed her up Dad. He w
Nicole. Should I take it? This is what I wanted for a long time right? Freedom. The only problem I have is money because Ernesto froze my accounts and right now an opportunity is staring at me, why am I hesitating? " Take it" Alessio forces the card in my hands but I am finding it hard to accept it. The look in his eyes says it all. He doesn't want me to. Alessio wants me to trust him and stay. No matter what decision I make, I know I can't change the fact that I love him, and he is probably feeling something for me too. So with a shaky breath, I take the card and place it back in his wallet. I am a lot of things but I can't bear the thought of hurting him. I will give this one more chance and if it doesn't work, then I will look for a way out and that is without his money nor help. " I don't want your money Alessio, I want something else" I murmur and his brows furrow in confusion. " What is it" he whispers squeezing my waist and I sigh leaning forward. " I want your heart"
Nicole."What do you mean I'm getting married, Alessio?" I whisper in disbelief as I stare at my supposed brother.From one shitty brother to another. Just great."Nicole I'm sorry, it's not as serious as you think" Leo defends and I can't believe he just said that. "Not as serious?" I mumble, taking unsteady steps towards him" You signing my life away is not as serious as I think?"Now everything makes sense. How he didn't want me with Alessio. Him being cool with the reckless Alex when he picked me up. Also, the smirk on Julio's face the other day, I knew there was a reason behind it.I didn't understand why they almost killed Ernesto's son for hurting me while we just met.I look at Leo in disbelief.He is just like everyone. Using me for his gain.I should have ran when I had a chance. This world will surely ruin me beyond my limits."He is gay Nicole. His dad found out and he is trying to manipulate him"."And you thought I was an object to be used by them?" now I wish I never
Nicole.I swear, I'm dying inside.This is why I had promised to start taking care of myself. Who is this girl and why is Alessio calling her bunny?She is so beautiful that she's making me feel self-conscious. Alessio never talks softly to anyone apart from me, he even said please.Like what the hell?I'm sure as fuck that he doesn't have a sister."Baby, who is she?" I lowly mumble in curiosity. He is mine and I will fight for him even when I have zero strength. "Can we go already, I can't be here anymore second" the girl impatiently speaks shifting from one foot to another. Her green eyes glance around and back to us and she frowns at our lack of movement. She has a slight Russian accent and that explains her looks. Alessio is not Russian.Is he cheating on me?"Let's talk later " he places a haste kiss on my cheek and rushes to the midst of the fight. The girl gives me one bored glance and starts walking toward the back entrance. I'm left with no choice but to follow.It's like