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Thirty Eight
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2021-08-08 00:07:04Olivia Keller
I doubled my steps immediately the bell rang, I left the class hurriedly. I heard Jamaal call my name, but I ignored him. I pushed out of the door, and squeezed past the crowd of people already settling in the hallway. I still haven't been able to get through with the fact that Jamaal Amir Haidar was mystery man.
I don't think Jamaal has any feelings for me, I was foolish to have even thought he was. He was actually in love with itchy fingers, the other side of me he wasn't aware of. I felt cheated on. I sighed heavily, I was also guilty of these.
I hope he already lost me to the crowd, because I don't think I can face him, look into his face knowing he his the mystery man who has put me in a dilemma for weeks.
"Why do you have to be him." I groaned, stomping my legs on the floor.
"Are you talking
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Olivia Keller I felt so sore and tender, my thighs were burning. It was hard for me to walk properly. I can't believe I let this happen. I didn't let him speak to me, the drive back to my house was a quiet one. I suddenly felt a great irritation for him. Thanks to him I just ruined my promise to my mum. Detective Arnold's car was parked at the small space we used for garage. I knew my mum was at home then. I couldn't limp inside this way with out her asking what happened. I forced my thighs closed, it hurts a lot but I held on. I just have to endure the pain till I got to my room. Mum and detective Arnold were both on the three seater couch, cuddling as usual. "Hey baby." Mum called, sitting up immediately. I smiled at her and went up to my room. I locked my door immediately. I tried to wrestle with the pain
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Olivia Keller "I think I'm in love with you." His confession kept echoing in my head repeatedly. "Are you not going to say it back?" He asked, moving towards me. He sat next to me till our shoulders brushed each other. "And, why should I say it back?" I asked, smiling. "Or should I get it out of you. I have ways of getting it out of you." He replied. "Ways like what," I teased, licking my lips. I turned my face to his, he was already looking at me, his gaze shifted to my lips. "Can I kiss you?" He suddenly asked out of the blues. "If you want to." I replied. "I love you Olivia," he said, looking at me like I was the most important thing that has ever happened in his life.
