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2024-10-29 19:42:56Jamaal Amir Haidar
My dad travelled this morning, I was fully relieved and at peace when he left. I was able to convince my guard to wait in the car till school was over, I was very sure he would have gone somewhere to enjoy himself.
I and the guys were outside, in the school's compound, talking about yesterday's game and the party. I haven't been able to set my eyes on Olivia, I was proud she wore my jersey yesterday. It made me feel proud and excited.
Olivia was beginning to rub of on me, I liked her, I liked itchy fingers as well. Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine they were the same person, but I know that is not possible. How I wish it was. The more time I spend with both of them, the more I wanted them.
I have been thinking about my future for days, I haven't been able to discover what I wanted. My dad would have wanted me to go to college and
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Olivia Keller I felt so sore and tender, my thighs were burning. It was hard for me to walk properly. I can't believe I let this happen. I didn't let him speak to me, the drive back to my house was a quiet one. I suddenly felt a great irritation for him. Thanks to him I just ruined my promise to my mum. Detective Arnold's car was parked at the small space we used for garage. I knew my mum was at home then. I couldn't limp inside this way with out her asking what happened. I forced my thighs closed, it hurts a lot but I held on. I just have to endure the pain till I got to my room. Mum and detective Arnold were both on the three seater couch, cuddling as usual. "Hey baby." Mum called, sitting up immediately. I smiled at her and went up to my room. I locked my door immediately. I tried to wrestle with the pain
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Olivia Keller "I think I'm in love with you." His confession kept echoing in my head repeatedly. "Are you not going to say it back?" He asked, moving towards me. He sat next to me till our shoulders brushed each other. "And, why should I say it back?" I asked, smiling. "Or should I get it out of you. I have ways of getting it out of you." He replied. "Ways like what," I teased, licking my lips. I turned my face to his, he was already looking at me, his gaze shifted to my lips. "Can I kiss you?" He suddenly asked out of the blues. "If you want to." I replied. "I love you Olivia," he said, looking at me like I was the most important thing that has ever happened in his life.
