Chapter 71 Part 1
“You know, you don’t have to do this right?”
“I want to, though.”
“You just feel guilty and you don’t owe me anything.”
“That’s what you feel but I would feel shitty if I don’t do something for you.”
I just shake my head at Cassie, she has been here since day one that I had been admitted and she was the one taking care of me, she insisted in doing it, James and Kiel were busy as well as Kate so I really doesn’t have a say because she’s the one who’s available, nit that I don’t want anything to do with her. I mean I got to know her in a way that I didn’t know I could and she’s pretty funny, she’s like a Kate too minus the shitty attitude sometimes.
Chapter71 Part 2Leaving them didn’t feel good, I wanted to hold them but I was only given a few minutes for that. I felt like this had happen before I’m scared that I won’t see them again but I trust the people, everyone assured me and I was tired that I didn’t even thought about it a lot. I was so tired and sleepy, I didn’t have the energy to complain anymore.I trusted the word. “You will see them when you feed them… and it will be amazing.”I was awaken by the sound of crying, I smile as I open my eyes, I’m now in my room and I saw the nurses enter together with Cloud and Sapphire. Their both crying really loud and I don’t know what to feel in that exact moment when the nurse handed me both babies.I need to feed them with my mi
Chapter72I look at Kiel to my side when the lady said she’s going to buy my painting, I couldn’t move nor reply to her as I’m shock and overwhelmed by the news I’m receiving right now.“Tasha. She’s waiting.” Kiel whisper that made me snap back from reality. I then look at the woman and she smile widely at me when I gave her a nod.“Perfect!” she was really happy with it and we were discussing about where I should deliver it and the likes… mostly we’re talking about if I paint more because she really likes my art and her friends might love it too. I didn’t think for a second that this could be my career but now that she’s talking about it, I thought for a second that maybe this is the way I could be finding to earn money.I mean it’s
Chapter73 Part 1‘”Oh my gosh!”I turn into a stone when Cassie collapsed on the floor and I couldn’t do much as I’m holding a baby on my hand and I just stare at her helpless body, and when I look at the man who hit her, he turn stiff too while looking at Cassie's body.“Move!”Kiel scream so loudly that it we snap back from reality. He immediately start calling someone on the phone while examining Cassie, when he was done doing that he then look at me.“Gen is going to fetch you. Stay at the house and don’t leave.” He said and I just nodded, no words escape in my mouth.When he look at the man I saw burning rage in his eyes and I felt nervous upon seeing him that way.“I’m going to f
Chapter73 Part 2“It’s okay, Cassie, you don’t have to feel guilty for leaving. I’m happy for you. That you’re moving forward so don’t be sorry for leaving us. We’ll be fine.”Cassie hugged me tightly and I could express how much I would all miss her and I kind of feel sad that everyone is leaving me and it pains me because I’m once again alone but that doesn’t mean I should encourage them to move forward because I myself would want them to feel that way when I’m doing the same thing.“I’m going to miss you and the kids.” We didn’t break the hug until it was time for her to go.I took her to the airport together with Kiel and I promise not to cry but I just couldn’t help it especially that I don&rs
Chapter74 “James… answer me.”“I can’t answer you that.”My brow creased at him, he’s the key for me to be back in my normal life and he’s refusing to tell me anything? Do we hate each other? What did I do wrong to him? Is he the one who caused the accident?“Why?” I try to ask calmly as I can even though my blood is boiling from the frustration that I am feeling right now.“The moment I saw you with Kiel I thought you were just making fun of me… to not remember me, you filled a vacation leave, Ana. And I talk to your doctor and she advice me to not tell you who I was… it might cause your memories to be different because other people are saying it to you… you have to find out on your own.. as it will come, or it won’t.”
Chapter75A lot can happen in a snap of weeks, months and a year. I can say that because it happen to me. It’s almost two years since I lost my memories and in four months it will count as two years since I stayed here and met this people who helped me at my lowest.“What are your plans? The twins are turning one in four months.”“I’m still thinking about it but I will get ready, I want it to be a day that I will cherish and tell them when they’ll grow up.”“That would be lovely.”I’m here at Kiel’s house visiting his grandparents while the kids are playing in the backyard with Kiel. I smile as I watch them, I always wonder what I would tell them when they ask where their father is and up until now I don’t know how to answer t
Chapter76The first thing that I felt when I woke up was pain on my head but it’s a different kind of pain when I remember something from the past, it’s a kind of pain from all the liquor that I drank from last night and all I can do was puke it all in the bathroom and I’m trying to be as quiet as I am as I don’t want to wake the twins.Then a thought came to mine while I continue to puke. “I’m never going to drink again.” I whisper to myself while I moan from frustration.“How do you look so fine when we just had a lot of drink last night?” I asked Pearl the moment I sat down from our table after setting the twins in the high chairs.They all looked at me like I just asked a ridiculous question. “You’re not angry? About last night?”
Chapter77“Ana, I don’t think this is a good idea. You just recover, you can’t strain your body like this.”I shake my head at Kate as I begin to pack my clothes. I just got discharge at the hospital and it’s been a week since I got admitted and I just want to go to the capital and have a glimpse of what is happening for the past two years that I have been away.“Kate, please know where I’m coming from. I miss mom and my siblings. I just want to see them even from afar. I promise I won’t do anything stupid.”“You’re straining yourself for no reason.”“Kate, I promise you that I’m now really fine. I recover and it’s not like I will meet them. Just give me this one… it’s been a while and I miss them.”