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Chapter 75
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A lot can happen in a snap of weeks, months and a year. I can say that because it happen to me. It’s almost two years since I lost my memories and in four months it will count as two years since I stayed here and met this people who helped me at my lowest.
“What are your plans? The twins are turning one in four months.”
“I’m still thinking about it but I will get ready, I want it to be a day that I will cherish and tell them when they’ll grow up.”
“That would be lovely.”
I’m here at Kiel’s house visiting his grandparents while the kids are playing in the backyard with Kiel. I smile as I watch them, I always wonder what I would tell them when they ask where their father is and up until now I don’t know how to answer t
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