Chapter 3

Chapter 3

“What happen?” They just shrugged and continue drinking.

I pouted and look at Luke who’s pretty wasted. “P-Pearl?” he looks at me with his hopeful eyes but every time he calls me that name I feel like crying but I have to get use to it.

“Hmm?” I smile as I hold his cheeks. How did I resist him for the past few days? I feel sad looking at him right now. “Why?”

“Don’t you love me?” He asked while he looks at me straight in the eye. “In our wedding day, in our first night, I saw the look in your eye and it’s all I can think about. Sadness, is all I can think of when I remember it and it made me think if you really love me.”

It break my heart seeing him like this. Luke has always been strong and nothing bother him but now something did and it will never be me… because in his heart it’s always my sister who he loves.

“Of course I love you… I have always love you Luke.” I bit my lips as he sadly smile.

“Then, are you mad at me? I can’t think of anything that’s making you don’t want to spend time with me.”

“I love you Luke and I’m sorry… I-I was just overwhelm.” I didn’t wait for him to say anything and ask his friends to help me to get Luke into the car.

I put on his seat belt while he close his eyes, probably asleep. When I get in the car I look at him sleeping peacefully. I was indeed overwhelmed but I was also guilty because how can I lie to the person I love just so I could spend some time with him and pretend like we’re married because we love each other.

I love my sister but I hate for leaving Luke like this. He deserve so much better, he didn’t do anything wrong but love her like anyone could ask for… like I could ask for. Why didn’t he fell for me? It would probably be easier--not for my parents but for us. I sometimes wonder if things were different if that accident didn’t happen would my parents and I be close? I have so many what ifs but it always come back to, it already happen and I can’t change the past.

“Pearl.” Stop calling me that, please.

I stop the car when we arrive home. The maids immediately open the gate for us but even after arriving I didn’t step out in the car and look at Luke closely.

“Pearl, please love me.” I look away as I saw tears start falling from his eyes. It hurts seeing him like this especially when I view him as a strong person. Nothing bother him but the love that my sister can’t give him does.

I bit my lips and get out of the car. I gesture some of the maids to help me move Luke to the car. We had a hard time carrying him as he was huge and we were all so little and by the time we arrive at the room we were sweating.

“Thank you. I’ll take care of him.” I said and close the door, I have to change his clothes but I can’t bring myself to face him yet knowing that. “I will never being to him.” I whispered and smile sadly before I turn around and I jumped as he was staring at me. “I didn’t know you were awake.” I said as I walk towards him but he didn’t say anything and just look at me seriously. It made me wonder if he heard what I said earlier but I stay calm.

“Did you say something?” He asked as he sit on the side of the bed and I can no longer find the courage to walk near him.

“No.” I denied. He smiled revealing a small dimple on both of his cheeks, one more thing that I love about him. He stood up and slowly walk towards my way, still looking at me. I gulp and step forward but it was too late as he’s already in front of me.

He’s so close that I can feel his hot breath on my forehead. I refuse to look up but he hold my chin and made me look at him. His lips are on my forehead and he tilted his head to have a clearer view of me. I bit my lips as I stare at his captivating brown eyes wanting to drown into them.

I look away as he move his face closer to mine. I can’t kiss him, I can’t betray my sister and this isn’t part of the plan.

But damn his stare is seducing and hypnotizing me in every chance he gets. His dark two block haircut that made him more attractive. Those kind eyes are now mysterious and dark that made me wonder how can this man be so attractively kind looking and at the same time hot? And no matter how hard I try not to drown in his eyes but I did and I can’t surface, I refuse to because for some reason I’m loving this moment more than anything in the world.

He dips his head down and brush his lips against my neck to my ear.  The sensation I felt spread my body that made me close my eyes tight and feel his fingertips brushing my waist in a lazy manner. “Do you like it?” He whispers in my ear that made me hold on to his shirt tight.

How can I contain myself? I can’t even calm down even after a small touch. I felt him smirk in my ears as I brush my hands to his chest. “Tell me you love me and all my worries will disappear.” He said, demanding me.

And I can only oblique like a weak slave for his master. “I fucking love you.” I bit lips and my eyes widen as I said that, that’s not how Pearl would say it but he doesn’t seem to notice as he chuckle and brush his nose to my hair before kissing it.

“No one ever touch you like I did.” He suddenly said as he pull my clothes. My breathing becomes heavy as he successfully remove my clothes. I feel his other hands going up and down on my waist while he kiss my shoulder blades. “and here you are weak for me.” he whisper before nibbling my ear making sure that I know I’m his and only weak for him.

I face him and look at his lips boldly. I then look into his eyes--I can’t take it anymore, I need to kiss him. He’s observing me and waiting for what I will do next. I tiptoe and hold his shoulder for support and kiss his lips, a small kiss but when I let go he grab me by by waist and pressed me into his body to kissed  me more. “You can’t do that and leave me hanging.” He smirk when he saw my whipped expression. 

His kiss was slow and passionate and I it’s sending me butterflies in my stomach the more he touch every part of my body and kisses me. We’re both walking towards somewhere while still kissing, my dress is bothering me and I want to get it out of the way already but Luke seems to have other plans. He made me lay on the bed as he remove his clothes in front of me. I bit my lips and didn’t bother to look away while he undress. 

“Do you like what you’re seeing?” He smirk as he throw his button down somewhere. I didn’t answer and force my mouth to close as I don’t want to look desperate but Luke seems to already have an opinion. 

He unbuckle his belt and remove his pants until his underwear is exposed together with his standing masculinity. I thought he would remove it all the way but he made me turn around so he could unzip my dress. 

I’m breathing heavily as he successfully get my shorts out of the way, I’m only wearing my underwear now without my bras. He’s still behind me and I didn’t know what to do next he take his next move. He kiss me in my nape that made moan a little. His hands wonder around my waist and close the distance between us. “Fuck.” He curse when his hands touch the peak of my breast but that didn’t stop there as he squeeze it one by one but suddenly he stops and scoop me from my seat—that made me scream, and carried me bridal style upstairs, I immediately hold onto his neck while I let him carry me around.

My mouth open a little as I watch him seriously as he lay on top of me  and I couldn’t help myself but kiss his neck that made stop and look at me. “You’re making me crazy.” He said and can’t contain himself any longer.