A smile

   I felt so lonely. I felt as if I am the only person on earth at the moment. My life had suddenly turned tragic without my nanna. Was this how death really take people away without even asking for permission? If he wanted to take someone from me, why would it be my nanna? Was I the one who offended him or nanna herself? Whichever way it was, he could have just asked for my own opinion, I would have offered myself to save my nanna. My nanna never deserved death, so why? Zaila had been with me since my mother died, it is, since forever. My mother died in childbirth.

    I sat there on the bed, tears dropping from my eyes freely without me trying to stop it. Even if I tried to, I wouldn't be able to control the tears. I asked everyone to leave me alone in the room. I still couldn't believe that it was Johannes who hurt me like this. I didn't know he was as cruel as this. My eyes were red and swollen but I didn't car