Chapter Sixty-Six

AURORA

I'm an emotional wreck tonight, everything I thought I knew has turned into querying afflictions. My mind is running in circles, tip toeing around the reason my heart is aching at one in the morning. It's a school night, I shouldn't have dragged Arabella to my parents house but when I got home to an untidy mess in the living room I lost my temper with her. It wasn't really her that was at fault, it was me, my temper and I do hold myself accountable for my mistake but it's easier to blame my bratty little sister for my mood.

Actually, I wish I was mad at Bella, or perhaps myself but I'm not. I'm not angry at all, but there's a very sharp pain in my chest and it gets stronger every time I think about this afternoon. It pierces my heart to recall it, my heart is grows more weary with every tear drop. I don't cry anymore, my penchant for suppression of emotions doesn't allow me to cry ever so often. Yet, here I am, in my mothers kitchen, crying my eyes out at one in the morning. It