EMELIASince Caelum dragged my best friend with him out of town, I've barely heard from her. He has conclusively stolen her from me, and as much as I hate to admit it, I love to see it. The entire situation is fucked up, Caelum shouldn't be adding her to the mess he calls his marriage but then here we are and I've not seen her this alive until now. I love that she's no longer burying her trauma with wine glasses, Aurora has a new zeal for life, a more spirited zest for life and if Caelum is where this convalescence comes from, so be it.Aurora and I spend an unhealthy amount of time talking to each other, we feed each other about the littlest details of our lives. It's our copying mechanism, one I didn't realize existed until my therapist pointed it out, my therapist being Aurora of course. We were all the other had and learned to be all we needed to hold on to the last twine of sanity left in the hell we resided. She's the first person I awakened eager to see, the first person I woul
AURORAMy phone has been pretty busy lately, beeping with not just orders but emails and calls. From time to time I check if Caelum texted because I don't want him showing up to my house unannounced simply because I didn't take his call. Shockingly, I've had a few messages from him, he's catching up on meetings he missed while with me and the children in Sicily. He's made it a habit to text me every one and a half hour to reply to my messages. I'm not thrilled to have to wait for a reply but complaining about it will only give him the wrong idea. Today has already been stressful, it's barely ten a.m but I've dropped a few tears when a hangover Olivia and I dropped Layla off at school. Today is her first day, I actually cried watching her go into the school. She didn't cry, she was very giddy and enthusiastic about her first day, my daughter. I love that for her, I wish I could be more like her but nope, I cried my eyes out when I dropped her off and refused to sign her up for the bu
AURORAThe conversation with Arabella changed my perspective on a lot of things. Bella isn't rebellious because she wants to be, she's misunderstood and conflicted with her decisions. It made me very emotional and to keep myself from crying, I had to leave her and start customizing my lingerie but she joined me too. I shouldn't be letting a child around it but it's just clothes, and Bella is very thorough and careful, which is important and besides, I could use the help.My mom has called three times since the conversation with Bella in the living room, all three times I've ignored her calls. I did have to tell my friends and sisters not to give mom my address because I don't want her showing up heated to argue with me. I have nearly two hours before I have to go pick Layla up from school, she's to be gone from eight a.m. to three p.m. I thought the hours were extreme for kindergarten but they get a lot of playtime and naps are scheduled too. I'm letting Bella freestyle a piece of her
SCARLETTMy husband is back.Yes, he's finally home and even though I've hardly seeing him since he returned, I felt him every night he came to bed. He's been working late two nights in a row since he returned from his Sicily trip with his little whore of a mistress.I got entail from Sicily girls telling me my husband was spotted with her, he never once takes me to knighthood work related events because he claims they're dangerous but he took her. He took her and from what I've heard she was flirting with every man that glanced her way and a close friend is said to have seen her appear from a parking lot just after a dark shadow left. She was fucking someone in the dirty alley street of a gallery. Honestly, I don't know what Caelum sees in her that's so special, she's irrelevant and getting on my nerves. However, I can handle Aurora, I know exactly what to do with her, all plans are in motion. Plan A, B and C, just in case A and B fail me but I doubt any of these will fail me. With t
EMELIALayla's birthday is in two days and I'm tasked with the final planning, well not just me, Olivia, Katherine and Grace are also helping. Aurora isn't present because her sister Liana had her baby boy yesterday. Liana had been very obsessed with Layla throughout her pregnancy and Aurora is so glad it's over any chance she got, she would steal Layla away. I'm happy for Liana, she's been eager for this child since she found out she was five weeks along and she's had the easiest pregnancy. I hope I have an easy one when the time to bear mine and Ryker's children comes along.“So then it's settled right?” Katherine asks, scribbling something onto her tablet. “Princess theme for the girls and superhero for the boys yeah?”I nod my approval, and retreat to analyze the balloon colors. We picked yellow and blue, Layla's favorite colors but we are yet to decide on which shades of blue to include. Layla's birthday is not just a children's event, we the adults like to have our little celebr
AURORAI look at my phone once again, reading through Caelum's text message and every time I read it, more irritation sinks into my bones. Parking my car I pocket my phone, and put in on silent. Caelum will not be ruining my day today.“Ready Laylay?” Everleah asks, her tone filled with excitement. Layla is unbothered, simply happy to be wearing her new dress, custom made by a renowned designer and paid for by all her Auntie's. It's beautiful, so beautiful that I too would like an adult version of it.“Mommy, I'm eager.”I laugh, fixing my lipstick through my car mirror. It's still good, and it will stay good because Caelum is nowhere in sight today. “Okay big girl, all done.” I tell her.Everleah opens the car door and helps Layla out of the car too. Today is her birthday, my baby is three years old and I can't believe it, time has been swift.The moment Layla's feet hit the ground, she gushes at the venue. Everleah gushes too, sharing Layla's enthusiasm despite their age difference
SCARLETTVictory.I can already taste it and oh how sweet it is. Aurora is watching me, has been for awhile now and I've been waving, flashing her my victory smile. There's something about winning and the taste of your opponents tears, or their blood. In this case, I will settle for tears, and maybe a little depression to go with it. I don't care if this makes me a bad person but I'm going to love taking that smile off her face, I will relish in it for all the nights I've spent without my husband, the days my husband has spent touching her and not me. She's going to feel the anguish I felt when I went to bed alone knowing Caelum was with her.Xenastra approaches me, waving a huge cotton candy my way. “Do you think your husband paid for this? It sure is a lot.”“No," I sigh, taking the candy from her. I overhead Caelum offer to cover the cost but Emelia wouldn't let him chip in because it was all paid for by her and Aurora's friends.I'm on diet, but the way the cotton candy tastes is
SCARLETTKatherine is threatening the cops, they’re threatening her, and Olivia is backing her bullshit. The focus has shifted from the issue at hand, they’re ruining my plans, ruining what I’ve spent weeks and thousands on. I need to shift back to the mother who cried wolf, and I do, the moment Katherine drops the Cake knife onto the table and tried to throw hands with Estelle, I butt in.“This is ridiculous,” I laugh, strolling towards the chaos. “You're all dragging this matter, Aurora.” I turn to her, “Why don't you just show the officers and this young lady pictures of you and your daughter from the time she was born, or pregnancy pictures, that'll do it.” I suggest, knowing full well she has nothing of that sort.Aurora has no baby pictures, no birth certificate, no ultrasounds or pregnancy photos because Layla isn't her child. She belongs to Xena's recovered addict of a cousin, she's the real mother of this child. Xena kept telling me how familiar the little girl was, she would