Chapter 30

“Oh my love please don’t cry. If you don't want to talk about it you don’t have to.”

“Adonis I'm fine, I don’t want to scare you off. I love you so much and I’m looking forward to us getting married. It’s just that I don’t want to…”

Safira stopped herself when she realized she might be giving too much away. Her words have been used against her in past relationships.

“I know you don’t want to get hurt and you are protecting yourself emotionally by sustaining your heart from getting too physically deep intimately.”

“Yes, yes…that’s it. But I don’t want to scare you off. I’ve been played too many times by men promising they were serious only to find out after they got what they wanted they left me.”

“You haven’t scared me off, and I want you to know I love you and I’m not going anywhere, okay? The one month we are going to be apart while I’m working I’ll be thinking about you all day long.”

“So will I. I’ll be counting down the days, the hours to the minutes and seconds. Until I get