“YOU look great, Elise. New dress?”
I sighed. He had to go there.Really.“Your mother sent this to my house to wear for the party tonight, so I’m wearing it,” I said, cinching his mother to him. It was Madam Soniah who chose this dress for me and I was so grateful when I saw it. I couldn’t choose something this sexy, elegant, and classy. I grew up in the province and was raised by provincial parents. I still have yet to learn about sophistication.When I opened the big pink box that arrived last night and saw the beautiful dress for the first time, I knew I was wearing it no matter what. It was a knee-length cocktail dress, with slits on both sides up to the middle of my thighs. The neckline on the front was conservative so there was no cleavage to expose, but it was backless without being too obvious when you were looking at the front or the side. It was cleverly designed to make it this way, and I wasn’t going to turn my back on him to help him see it. Not if I could help it, especially as he was already scowling like I was going to that party naked.My long hair was in an elegant twist. I was driven earlier to the salon to have my make-up and hair done by an attendant with specific instructions from the madam. I changed into this gown and everything else, too, before I was driven back here. I just had a shawl cover it when I got back up here. It was already past 5 pm then, anyway, so there weren’t many people in the hallways.I wore three-inched stilettos for this gown. The pair arrived with the gown. It took me a while to get used to high heels because of the parties that I needed to attend with Gian or Madam Soniah. Mother and son were both tall and if I didn’t augment my height, I’d look like a dwarf while they towered over me. It didn’t do well for my self-confidence, believe me.But this gown, I felt great wearing it. The transformation from the young adult me to a womanly me was so awesome that I almost couldn’t believe it the first look I took in the full-length mirror in the salon. This time, when they oohed and aahed, I oohed and aahed with them. It felt liberating to look grown-up for a change.I knew Gian wouldn’t see it the same way. Unfortunately for him, I only fought for a few things in my life - A) my favorite books, B) wearing canvas shoes with my school uniforms, and C) anything not included in A and B but should absolutely make sense to me. Like an open season for anything.This dress went to the C category. It was open season tonight. If he doesn’t want me to wear this to the party, he had better be ready to take it off my body with his own hands. But how could a man famous for being liberated be this old-school with me?“Elise..?” Gian's voice trailed off. There was a mix of guilt there. He knew I loved the dress and he really was being an unreasonable jerk.“You want me to change? What would you say to your mom?” I hated using his mother like this, but Madam Soniah was the truly powerful person in the Verrazzano family. Her eyes would turn a little red and the men in the family would grab the stars in the sky just so she would smile again.“May I know why she wanted you to wear that?” He said, as if my pretty dress was a wicked thing.“The party’s theme is romantic and sexy, like a date night,” I replied, poker-faced, knowing he knew this already. “She knew I wouldn't know to choose on my own so she chose for me.” I looked down at the dress indulgently, “And I’m happy she helped. I really like it!”His scowl deepened. “That theme is for guests looking to hook up.”I couldn’t believe what I heard. I gave him the look. “It’s a Valentine’s Day party. What did you expect?”“If your pictures are posted on F*, your parents may want to have you sent back home. Do you remember when you just left to visit your friend without telling anybody? Jason was scolded for—”“I craved for Lomi noodles at my friend's resto. It was my friend’s place!”“You left without a word!”“Oh my god, we’re not done with that yet? I had meant to call but when I got there, my cell was drained. Gwen is a childhood friend and I hadn’t seen him for months, so we couldn’t stop talking as soon as he’d picked me up. What was I supposed to do?!” We’d gone over this over and over. He still would not let it be. Gwen and I had become so busy in recent months because of my apprenticeship and his new business, so when he told me he had just opened a new branch of his successful noodle restaurant nearby, I had to go. That first hour passed by like nothing. I turned my phone on when I saw the battery had fully charged, and messages came in one after another, including about almost 50 missed calls between Gian and Jason, a cousin who kind of bodyguards me since I started living here in Manila. Gwen preened when my cousin Jason entered the noodle house. He had a crush on him forever. But his jaw dropped when Giancarlo himself followed in. Gwen cross-dressed only on occasions. That night, he looked more like a man than the adorable, sweet gay that he was. When he realized the powerhouses that came in thought he’d kidnapped me, with the hunks looking like they were going to beat him up, he almost fainted.“It was so embarrassing,” I said now. “Gwen wouldn’t talk to me for days. Until now, I could only order Lomi take-out,” I grumbled. “You’ve really scared my friend.”“Don’t be silly. We didn’t do anything to him.”“Really? You and Jason alarmed even the customers with the way you both entered the restaurant!” I said between gritted teeth. I couldn’t believe we were arguing instead of leaving for the party already!“You know something bad's going on in Metro Manila,” he reminded me.“I know! I wasn’t that stupid. He had to get me himself so I wouldn’t have to take an Uber. I have pepper spray. I memorized all the important contact numbers, dammit!”“You think those women haven’t done the same things?” Young women started missing in Manila about four months ago and there was a rumor we’d finally spawned a serial killer in our country. It’s been an inside joke among Filipinos how hard it was for any serial killer to develop here, because everyone minded everybody else’s business.“Ugh!” “Don’t say that! They might still be alive!” I protested, stricken to my bones. No one had been found in any of the missing, alive or dead bodies.His mouth thinned. If he wasn’t so gorgeous, he’d look like an old maid. “About this dress—”“Mom loved it. I showed them last night on our video call. She said I looked so elegant and sexy and that I should enjoy myself at the party.”He stared without blinking. I stared back, raising an eyebrow at him. If Madam Soniah was the queen in the house of the Verrazzanos, it was my mother in the house of the Solers. When Rosamia said her daughter looked okay in a certain dress that happened to be a little too short or fitted too well for my stepdad’s taste, he wouldn’t oppose her, even if it pained him to do so, or that my mother was a tiny thing beside him. Gian suddenly had his own brand of poker face. I got a bit nervous. I learned the poker-face game from him!“Will Brandon be there?” he asked.I knew it. “You know he wouldn't be there,” I replied.“No. I didn’t know.” And he did look surprised.“You always know everything,” I accused.“I really didn’t.” And now he got a new thing to scowl about. “Where is your boyfriend on a Valentine’s Day evening?” Poker face.At that look, I deflated. “His father took him on a business trip,” I replied carefully.“I thought they were back.”“It’s been extended.”He didn’t speak and just stared at me, but his eyebrows were louder than his quiet mouth. The invitations had been distributed for several weeks and Brandon should have had ample time to adjust his schedule. No excuse could fly in the face of Gian’s calculated reasoning now. I was even starting to run out of patience with my boyfriend.I averted my eyes.“No wonder Mom made you wear that. There’s going to be a lot of eligible young men at the party,” he finally grumbled.I took a peek at him, checking to see if he was still incensed. He moved as if he was going to un-button his sleeve to roll them up, but stopped. It was impulsive. He was still pissed off. His family disliked Brandon’s family because they used underhanded tactics to win biddings. I wasn’t crazy about the Schultzes, either. Since I was introduced as Gian’s apprentice (that’s what Brandon knew), they had treated me like crap. But, at least, he was polite in his treatment of Brandon. My boyfriend was tolerated. But if he knew how I was treated by his family when I was over there, I didn’t think he would continue to favor my relationship with Brandon.If his family were the basis of whether I would stay in the relationship or not, I’d have broken up with Brandon a long time ago. And yes, I knew this a little while ago, already. I was, honestly, just waiting for him to get back, talk to him about it, and let this go, because I didn’t think I went into this relationship so his family could treat me the way they did, or he’d leave me for weeks without making it up when he came back. They make him as busy as hell when he’s home, too.Brandon’s father was a half-German businessman who seemed to have forgotten to smile. His mother was a Chinese tycoon’s only daughter with a real bitchy character. The other relatives weren’t rays of sunshine either. Those close to my age only talked about nose jobs and the current boyfriend and from which family he came from. They were the kind of people I used to avoid in college when I was studying at one of the most expensive universities in Manila.But Brandon was different. He still was, truthfully. The first few times he showed attention to me, I doubted him. I thought he was like the others, just hiding it in the beginning. But he was consistently nice. People who knew him for a long time genuinely liked him. I felt later on it was silly to doubt him.Why did I even become Brandon's girlfriend, anyway?I FIRST met Brandon at one of Gian’s cousins’ parties. He made it obvious he liked me from the very beginning. He made sure he was at every other party I would be at since that first meeting, would stay next to me, and wouldn’t go away as much as was possible. As I’d said, Gian was generally tolerant of him. In my book, that meant he was okay.Handsome, smart, and charming, he tickled my heart. He got my phone number, and we started chatting even when we were not together in my free time.We started dating, and he was very gentlemanly. He was smart and we could talk for hours. I was never bored when we were together. He was boyfriend material. My mom already advised me that I could start dating, but to make sure I do it properly and not rush things or be impulsive like the rest of the young people had, she’d said. She reminded me I and Anna were raised better than that.Yes, we were not allowed to date when still in school. Yes, even when I was in college. Finishing college firs
I FOLLOWED Gian out of the offices towards the elevator banks, and due to the argument, we were both quiet. No one else was there, so the clacking sound of the heels of my stilettos as I walked across the floor echoed between us. It somehow made me feel as if I was being castigated for daring to disobey Gian about the dress. We didn’t exchange words until we’d reached the end of that hallway, where the discreet and private elevator for family members and VIPs was located. It was also what a current date would use to visit him in the office. And boy, she could still feel the trauma of what happened when his last ex came to visit him.Or, more like, she managed to sneak in through the guards to get up here.I’d secretly nicknamed Gian’s ex-dates. I called them Ex’d, for ‘ex’ and ‘date,’ because he’d never ever gone past dating since I started working here. In fact, no one could tell me if he’d ever had a girlfriend aside from that first and last one when he was still at school. Th
I WAS shocked at first. I had never seen him that angry with me or anyone else. In the back of my mind, I still wondered what he’d said to Shiela to make her look truly sickly and pitiful, even to me, after everything she had shouted at me out there. But then I got very angry because I wasn’t the one who sneaked through professional security guards to get to someone who didn’t want to see me anymore. I had to admit to the woman’s ingenuity. But she was still bat-crazy. Who the hell would do what she just did if not a crazy person?And then he tells me it was my fault?“It’s my job to filter your guests when you are busy with something important,” I explained, but I was already scowling back at him.“Your job isn’t to let anyone speak to you like that! You should have called me!”“But Gian—”“If you ever do that again, you’ll go back to your parents. You can’t cut it here!”I was shocked. Okay, so I was also a personal friend. I should have expected his anger. But I didn’t expect
I COULD hear the happy sound of her laughter and I hadn’t felt relief for a long time until then. It had been awkward and solemn in the days following that scandalous incident with Shiela, mostly because I had been too guilty and she, I could just imagine, had so many questions to ask but wouldn’t dare do.I fucked up. That was the truth. And I knew it.But she hadn’t laughed like that for a while. I hope it continues this way.She really liked that red dress and she looked so good in it, too. I knew I was over-reacting. But I didn’t like Elise on something as daring as this cocktail dress. She looked so good. I could just—Stop.My mind felt all muddled. I couldn’t be thinking like this. I didn’t need this. I was already so biased, what with the way I favored her? Elise had a special place in my heart. She was the little girl I was most fond of when I was a little man in love with the widow Rosamia von Schiller—the very first love of my life.I was so glad Elise was too young to r
SHIELA attended the party with her grandmother, Doña Lucia, in a slinky black dress that left nothing to the imagination.She also brought a date—handsome, tall, younger than Gian, and, most probably, a rich heir to one of the old money.I pitied him. He almost got choked a few times by the way the woman would grab and cling to him whenever Gian was near. Technically, I was, too, since I was by his side since arrival.But kudos to him, it did not take long for him to realize what was going on and he couldn’t get far away from Shiela fast enough. He flirted loudly with other women for good measure, too.And me?If the initial reason to stay near Gian was for guys presumably attracted to the sexy dress, that’s not it anymore.Shiela’s poisonous looks thrown my way were efficient enough to glue me by Gian’s side.If looks could kill, I would be over ten times murdered.So, instead of focusing on the conversation about real estate properties worth investing on that the guys were talking ab
WHEN I came to, I was covered by a blanket and I was sitting on Gian’s lap in the backseat of a vehicle.When I started to move, I realized his arms were wrapped securely around me while one of his hands held a towel to the wound in my head. And he growled.That, and that he was in the foulest mood I’d ever felt him in, froze any further movements I might have made.We were silent until we arrived at the hospital.Four stitches were done to close up my wound, and an MRI scan was performed on me. I was in a hospital bed where I never ever wanted to be, and I normally would have been fidgety, except Gian kept glaring at everyone and everything so I didn’t want to cause any more problems for everybody.He was scary, as if he was going to explode if anyone made one wrong move or said one wrong word. The doctor and nurses were walking on eggshells.Madame Soniah was there, too, and she was still in her party gown, worried about me and very guilty because she was the one who had invited Shie
WE parted with Gian’s mother in the parking lot of the hospital after I’d signed a waiver absolving the establishment from responsibility if anything untoward happens to me upon their release of me.Mang Karding, Gian’s personal driver, was going to drive Madam Soniah home while Gian would drive me to my place.And of course, he had to carry me again from the wheelchair even though I protested—err, squeaked, really—that I could walk, and carefully laid me down on the front seat and strapped me in like a recalcitrant child.I felt like an invalid. Thanks to the meds that were still working, I didn’t feel like one, though I must look like a wreck. He reclined the seat so I could be comfortable, and used up about three minutes more to fuss—the works—before he finally placed himself behind the wheel to drive us out of there. If I didn’t know he treated his mother the very same way when something ailed the gentle lady, I would have been pissed off.I secretly loved him for it, to be hones
ACCORDING to rumors, the woman was older than Gian by about five years.The relationship itself started way back in high school, but before then, they were playmates among kids in the neighborhood, so they already knew each other that long and well before the relationship.Her name, again, was Trina Cheng.Like Gian, she came from a wealthy background… and they said she really was so beautiful, and that they looked perfect together.They also seemed perfectly happy and in love from the beginning.But apparently, the relationship wasn’t as perfect under the surface as everyone thought it was.Trina started going out with a wild group in senior high, and she got hooked on drugs. That was the alleged reason for the breakup. That it might have been sudden, but to those close to the two, it was seen coming.The Verrazzanos sent Gian and his younger brother, Paulo, to the UK to continue their studies there. Madam Soniah went with them to personally supervise her boys.Trina was said to be on
EliseThe next day, I arrived early at the office.Work hadn't started yet, but some people had stopped by to check on me. I was supposed to have fallen down my apartment stairs and gotten injured as an excuse for my leave. Janet, my secretary, told me that so far, she hadn't felt that anyone at the office knew about the revelation in Tagaytay regarding the Schultzes. I had already told her about it so not to keep her in the dark, given how closely she worked with me. This way, she could also try to look out for me and see what everyone was saying about whatever gossip found its way to work.Of course, I didn't mention the development between Gian and me. No one outside our families needed to know about that. Or at least, not yet.It made sense that no one here still knew about the formal breakup between Brandon and me. These employees weren't connected to people who would hear the news. Their concern and curiosity were the reasons they checked on me in my office, especially those old
Prelude FOURTwo drunk men staggered along the beach, singing drunkenly while one of them waved a bottle of gin in his hand. After a while, he lifted the bottle to his mouth and drank, only to be disappointed when he realized it was empty.He said something to his companion, and they both laughed. The man then tossed the useless bottle onto the sand, and they continued their unsteady walk.After a few moments, one of them stopped and pointed towards the water, close to where the waves were crashing onto the sand. He let go of his friend's shoulder and waded in to retrieve whatever was floating there, pulling it towards the shore. It was a large sack tied with a rope, and something was inside.They struggled to untie the rope. From inside, something round began to emerge from the sack's opening.Suddenly, both men sobered up and started shouting, for there on the sand lay the head of a lifeless woman. Her long hair spread out on the sand, played with by the waves as if wanting to pull h
Elise“For real? My God, Elise! Poor Tootsie! What kind of heartless person would do that to a poor dog?” exclaimed Alia on the other end of the line, shocked and on the verge of tears. I had called her first thing when I woke up in the morning.I sighed, massaging my forehead. “I don’t know. Anna was the first to find her, so she’s been crying nonstop. She even needed to take a tranq to calm down and rest.”“What about you, and Inay and Itay?”“We’re still in shock. But Tootsie has already been buried in the garden.” I realized tears were streaming down my face. I had been so worried about Anna that my own grief over what happened to our pet was just catching up with me now. “Alia…?” I said, wiping my tears. “Is it okay if we… if we have a pet there at our house?”“You’re thinking exactly what I’m thinking!” she exclaimed.I smiled. “I want to take one of the puppies once they’re stronger. I want to help take care of Tootsie’s remaining puppies.”“Please, pretty please?! I want to he
EliseI RECOVERED my senses as he showered sweet kisses over my face. I started to hear the waves again, and his hand that had worked wonders was arranging my clothes over me as if he had not wreaked havoc on the body that those covered.My heart was still beating very fast, and my mind was still stunned.“Welcome to the world of adults,” he whispered with our lips barely touching.My reply was to lift my chin to give him a passionately grateful kiss.It took a moment more before I could move. We laid in the sand in a tight embrace, and I moved my head. He looked down at me.“How do you feel?”I couldn’t help but smile. I felt so languid like I was warm liquid. I felt like I was dreaming but I knew I was not. “I feel wonderful.”“That’s great. I hope you don’t get mad at me…”I was still smiling like an idiot. “Why?”“It’s just that when we fell…? I landed on your rose.”I stared at him for a moment before my mind caught up. “What?!” I pushed him away so we could sit up. “Where?” I cr
EliseI PUSHED AWAY from him to get up, but I heard him grunt, and then I realized that my elbows were sticking to his ribs. “Oh!” I adjusted my position. “Sorry.” And I started to get up again.But his arms tightened around me. He looked winded, but he was smiling. My heart pounded as warmth spread somewhere in the vicinity of my lower abdomen. “Gian…”“You do know that all that stupid play was to get you exactly where you are right now? Minus this small accident.”I laughed. “Really? You didn’t plan to bump into my head?”He sighed. “I know… I should have just kissed you the moment Anna left,” he said, then reached up and pulled me by the nape of my neck so our lips met.I responded to him right away. As soon as he felt my response, he groaned and kissed me deeper. His mouth opened, and the next moment I tasted the sweetness of the chocolate we had shared in our heated kiss.I felt warmth permeating my body. His arms released me but his mouth didn’t. He worked his jacket off, kissin
EliseI GOT UP before Anna completely lost it. She was covering her entire face with her hands, feeling incredibly embarrassed that Gian heard what she said. She was also extremely thrilled.“It’s Valentine’s Day, so I brought flowers for two single, beautiful ladies I know are here. Here’s for you, Anna.”Anna quickly extended her right hand to take the flowers and chocolates, while still covering half her face with the other hand. “Thank you, Gian. Happy Valentine’s Day! Eeeeh!”Still screeching the longest screech ever, she turned and ran back to the beach house.Gian and I laughed while watching her, and Tootsie, who momentarily didn't know whether to follow or stay, eventually ran after her. Tootsie was, for all intents and purposes, really Anna’s dog.Then Gian turned to me. An awkward moment passed as he seemed unsure of what to say.“I thought you didn’t do Valentine’s?”He handed me a box with a long-stemmed rose and a ribbon-tied chocolate bar. “I don’t want you to be lonely
EliseAFTER A BURP and a sigh, I settled back in my chair, smiling. We had dinner on the balcony of the beach house that evening, at a long table filled with our favorite recipes cooked by Itay Jess. I was surrounded by soft conversation and laughter, and the atmosphere was relaxed. The smell of barbecue from the grill lingered in the air. The soft music of 2Cellos played from the speakers by the side of the house. The best part, though, was the steady white noise of waves lapping on the beach. I planned to get out there to walk or swim tonight, so I was wearing a bikini under my top and shorts.Right now, I felt so lazy.And happy.And without a care in the world.I heard the sound of a chair being pulled and looked up. Inay was standing up with the help of Itay Jess, who pulled her chair away from the table.“Look, guys. We need to scram.”Anna was all smiles. “Enjoy!”“Whe
Prelude IV“AYYY… wait, wait. Let’s stop. Stop…” The overweight woman stepped aside from the jogging trail in the woods and leaned against a tree. She wiped the sweat from her forehead with the back of her right hand before fanning herself. “Haaaay. Whose bright idea was it to come here? Why did I get dragged into this again?”Her jogging companion, a woman who had run ahead on the trail, jogged back with a grin. “Because you have a crush who only dates sexy women? C’mon, Betty. We’re almost done. Then you can have breakfast.”“Breakfast? My tongue’s already hanging out, Lorna. I don’t know if I can make it out!” Betty wailed, almost in tears.Lorna reached out and grabbed Betty's arm, trying to pull her along. But Betty was heavy, and Lorna momentarily lost her balance, bracing herself against the tree trunk. The two of them laughed.“You thought I was light, huh?” teased Betty.Lorna was about to respond but suddenly stopped. She crinkled her nose. “Why does it smell so bad? Like so
EliseMorning came when I woke up. I wasn't surprised to find that Gian was no longer beside me, but I grabbed the pillow where his head had rested and hugged it.He had stayed until almost morning. Before he left, he whispered that he needed to get up and go back to his room before his mother checked on me. I remember his touch on my cheek before I fell asleep again.As I slowly awakened, memories of the previous night started to come back. My drunkenness... the things I said...I opened my eyes, gazing at the rotating ceiling fan above the bed. Did I tell him I liked him? It felt like I did, but the details were hazy. Did I mean it in a simple way or something more?I slowly got up, feeling the ache in my entire body. I needed my medicine. My head throbbed, and I craved a cup of coffee. I needed a hot shower.I had to be ready when I face Gian again. And only because I couldn't hide fr