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Chapter 18 Part 1
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~~Stephanie
Empty.
5 letters.
1 word.
And it's all I felt. Even when I walked outside in the freezing cold I still felt empty. I want to feel something again. I want to feel Dom again. I want to feel his arms around me and I want to feel his body pressed up against mine while we slept at night.
It's been 2 months. 2 fucking months. I haven't seen him at all. We promised visits but he has been so tied up with court and meetings that the only time I ever get to talk to him is right before I "go to sleep".
Yeah I used air quotes, get the fuck over it. I can't sleep wi
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~~ Dominic She felt so soft in my hands. I couldn't stop touching her entire body. We spent the night memorizing each others bodies again. Making another imprint of her in my mind. Making her one with me again and again all night. I couldn't and didn't want to stop. As soon as my high was finished and I know she reached hers multiple times I had to take her again. Her screams radiated through the room and her quiet moans left me wanting more. The next morning came too quickly unfortunately. I ordered breakfast for the both of us to have before I left for the day and she could do whatever with Marissa. It was delivered as she was getting out of the shower and I laid it all out for us. My mate smiling as she came out of the bathroom in just a hoodie and underwear. Almost ate her for breakfast because of her looking like that.
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~~StephanieHe didn't come back that night. I sat on the bed right where he left me. Mar came to check on me and Grayson had someone replace the door. But I sat there on the edge of the bed just crying.I made no attempt to get up, eat lunch or dinner, or even go look for him. I sat there and did nothing. I wouldn't of even known what to do to begin with.Grayson came by twice and he tried talking to me."Sweet girl. He will come back. He just needs to calm down and he will be back before you leave." Graysons reassuring words did nothing for me.Only made me more scared that I was at a loss. For the first time in my life I was terrified. I wasn't scared of shifters when I was 12, I wasn't scared when I was alone when my parents d
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~~ Dominic I woke up next to my mate. We made out on the couch and then we passed out in each other's arms. How badly my body wanted to take her over and over again, but after last night she deserved more. I laid next to her in my arms. My hands brushing along her mating mark. She whispered softly that I couldn't understand in her sleep. I slowly kissed down her jaw to her collarbone as she shifted slightly and opened one eye to look at me. "What time is it?" She asked her voice rough with sleep. She swiped drool from the side of her face and I smiled watching her. "7. I need to get up and get ready to head out for the day." I said pushing hair away from her face. She stretched out like a cat and turned and curled up in my arms.
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~~DomHer mother wasn't in the cave where they said she was. Fuck. My men milled about looking for clues. Anything to tell us what was going on. She should have been here.I sniffed through the cave. Blood was all I could smell and I growled. Little one smelled like a bakery to me. I could faintly smell the same scent but it was mixed with something else. Her mom had been here recently. Now that I knew the scent I could get trackers on the scent and track them down. This needs to end. I can't have her in danger ever. My job is to protect her.A constant buzzing on my mate bond. I knew it was her. I knew she was trying to get ahold of me. I couldn't let my wall down yet. Not just yet. I needed to get my trackers out. That took only a minute.
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