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Chapter 25 Part 1
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~~Stephanie
You would think death would be quiet.
No loud noises.
No screaming.
No sobbing.
No whispers of goodbye.
No feeling of a presence of a huge hulking bear.
No tingles...Dom?
I hope Dom is in this afterlife with me. I don't want to be alone. I have never done well alone.
I fell back asleep quickly. Dreaming of Dom and I.
When we met. How I stared at him in the car.
When he marked me. Ugh that mark burns even in dreams.
About when he first shifted and how warm Teddy was.
When we got married and he carried me bridal style over the threshold and threw me on the bed.
Our fight at the hotel.
The broken doo
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