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Damn, girl

Author: Marissanem
last update Last Updated: 2024-02-22 12:45:07

It’s now Wednesday and last night has left me confused. I feel like I made some sort of connection with Funny.

Unfortunately, our common ground was having fucked up fathers.

I felt as if we were getting into something deep, whether that be physical or emotional until it abruptly ended. I don’t know when I will see him again but maybe us not having a plan to meet again is a good thing. I need to keep my distance at arm’s length from everyone in this house despite whether I like them or not. I have a fresh start in just 32 days and I can’t be getting myself into any trouble with rocky friendships. I need to keep my head straight and keep focused.

Mia has been in and out of the suite today like a chicken with its head cut off planning for this party tonight, the one I regrettably offered to go to with Steph.

“X is going to be there tonight and everything needs to go perfect!” Mia frantically says to know one in particular.

Ugh X. I’m so nervous that it’s making my stomach hurt. I need to
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  • 37 Days   Working overtime

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