KAITLYN
"Is he truly your father? You are Jesse's brother?" I question him, but he refuses to respond; instead, he fixes his cold grey eyes on the road ahead. "Why did you marry me knowing that I am your brother's fiance?" I fire at him. He mutters an inaudible reply and I snap my head back in question. "What?" "Was!" He snaps, and I flinch. He looks at me with eyes cold enough to freeze my blood. I shriek out as his hand reaches out and grabs my chin, forcing me to look into his chilling eyes. My heart sinks into my belly, and my throat knot at how close he is to me. I feel like I am losing my breath. "Don't forget that he is your past, and I am your present…" he pauses and runs his eyes around my body. "And your future." I want to scoff at his absurd words but the fear clenching my heart won't let me. I can't seem to understand why his eyes are making me feel so weak and intimidated. No, Kaitlyn, this isn't you. You have to wake up and push this man away. He is not your husband, he is not the man that you love. Jesse is the one I will spend my future with, but for that to be successful, I have to get rid of this man in my present. "You are scaring me," I manage to whisper out. A smirk tugs at the corner of his lips, and he straightens up, moving away from me. "Get used to being my bride, Mrs. Rider," he mutters, and I turn up my lips in disgust. If it is Jesse who said those words, then I will probably have butterflies fluttering in my belly. I can't stop thinking of Jesse and all that happened on the day that is supposed to be the happiest day of my life. Jesse and I have been more than close friends since we met in college during a party hosted for fishermen. The moment our eyes met for the first time, we felt a spark. A spark that none of us could describe, a spark that drew us closer to each other and made us inseparable. We burned together, just like a twin flame. We started dating a few months later, and it was obvious that we would end up together. I loved Jesse to the point that I was ready to sacrifice everything for him, and I knew he loved me the same way. No one was surprised when he asked me to marry him after we graduated. He was my pillar; he was the only one who stood by my side when my father died. Sometimes, he would leave his work at the company for my sake, just to make me happy once more. Jesse was ready to sacrifice even more than I could sacrifice. He was abs will remain the one my heart beats for, and I will always love him. I will do anything to get back to him and fulfill all the promises we made to each other and all the plans we drafted. Our kids, our dream home, our family, our love, and our marriage. I will fulfill everything with him, just him. But will it ever be possible? Will Jesse ever heal from this betrayal? Will he ever accept back? I wonder how he is feeling right now. I wonder if he will survive this tragedy. I do hope Jesse will finally be happy. He sacrificed our love for my safety, he left the altar to protect me and my father's reputation. Now I understand what it means to say that the hottest love has the coldest end. But… is this the end for Jesse and I? Is this the end of my happiness? A chilling sensation on my left cheek jolts me back to my senses. I slap his hand, which was on my cheek, away and look away, avoiding his questioning gaze. Like the asshole he is, he didn't even bother finding out the reason for the tears. "Have you ever thought of how I feel living with you? Are you even aware that I've slept with your brother multiple times? Imagine…" I pause and take a deep breath. Damn it! The rest of the words are too heavy to say. Something cold touches my neck and I flinch back, my heart racing. "We haven't even gotten home, and you are already thinking about that part," he mutters, making shivers rush down my spine. He sinks his hand into my hair and strokes it, smirking sinisterly. "I will make you feel what Jesse never made you feel. You will scream until you lose that tiny voice of yours," he mutters. I wrinkle my face in disgust but to my dismay, that words are having some effect on me. He chuckles and faces the road again, leaning into the leather seat, ignoring my lingering gaze and discomfort as he lights a cigarette. The silence lingers in the car till the cars drives into an estate, the biggest and most expensive estate in Spain. I gasp and roll the window down, staring at the beautiful environment. The estate will always make you feel Ike you are in heaven. I have always wished that my father would give me a villa on this estate during one of my birthdays, but that wish will never come true since my father is dead and the company has gone bankrupt. The ownership of this estate is hidden. No matter how hard I have tried, I still haven't been able to figure out the owner of the estate. Not just me, but every other person in the country. Everyone believes that the estate was bought with dirty money from an assassin who died years ago. But I don't believe that. I think that is just a story they made up from the story of Judas, the betrayer of Jesus in the bible. The only people privileged to live here are extremely wealthy men, investors, top government officials, top celebrities, and prominent politicians. It is not like my father can't afford to live in such a place, it is just that he prefers to live in the mansion he inherited from his tycoon father, my stepfather. I do wonder how this Nikolai Rider can live in such a place. Is he that wealthy? He doesn't seem to look like a hardworking man, and I have never heard of his name in the news or at some gatherings. It is obvious that he is living off his father's wealth in secrecy. Gosh, he is such an ungrateful, illegitimate leech. I roll my eyes and sigh out, staring out of the window. To my surprise, we have driven past the first part of the estate, and the second part, we are heading into the third part. The estate is divided into three parts. The first part, known as part A or the lower town, is meant for wealthy people who have a net worth of at least fifty million dollars. The second part, known as Middletown, is meant for wealthier, and more influential figures like my father, whose net worth is at least one billion dollars and above. The third part, which is the highest part and also rumored to be the part where the owner of the white house lives, is meant for the wealthiest people whose net worth is from ten billion dollars. I'm pretty sure that Jesse's father's net worth should be around 2 billion dollars which puts him in the Middletown area. Even if he is living off of Mr Benedict, he wouldn't dare buy a house here in the Upper-town of this estate. "You live here?" I ask, feeling partly thankful for opening the windows to let out the toxic smoke from the cigarette. He looks at me blankly and blows out thick dark smoke before looking away. The smoke hit my face, and I coughed out loud, feeling breath getting choked out of my lungs. I felt bad some minutes ago for calling him a leech but now I don't feel bad anymore. He is truly a leech, an annoying one. I parted my lips to say to his face, but my lips clam shut as a large gate opened before us. The car drives in and I glance at him again. I hiss loudly and get down from the car, slamming the door shut so hard that he turns to glare at me. I glare back at him and turn around to enter his so-called house, but what my eyes meet makes my jaws drop. Fuck! I feel like I am dreaming! Of course, I am dreaming! How can this be real? Isn't this the white house? "Have you suddenly gone paralyzed?" His voice makes me jolt back to my senses. "Is this…" I trail, the rest of the words dying in my mouth as I point at the huge, tall building standing some distance away from me. "Go in," he nods his head toward the building, and I scoff. "Are you sure your boss won't get upset?" I ask, a hint of mockery in my voice. His brows shoot up, and amusement dances in his eyes. "Boss?" He narrows his eyes and grins. "Do you know the boss here, mi amor?" He asks, and I square my shoulders, knowing fully well that he isn't the boss, nor the owner of the white house. "Take me back to my house. I don't want to be embarrassed by your boss," I mutter and flip my hair, tilting my head to the side as I stare proudly into his eyes. "My level is far above that," I add and smile lightly. He cackles cynically and takes a long drag of the half-burnt cigar before throwing it on the ground, still silent. The footsteps that echoed from behind caused me to turn around. I watch a woman who seems to be in her middle 70s approach us, accompanied by five girls in uniforms and a man who seems to be in his late forties. The woman stops when she gets to where I am standing and flashes a warm smile at me before turning to face Nikolai. "Welcome back, boss," the woman mutters and the others chorused the same words, bowing slightly in respect to him. My blood freezes, and my heart drops in guilt and the realization of failure. "Mi amor!" Even though I don't like the name, I still turn around slowly to face him. He stuffs his hands into his pant pocket and covers up the spaces between us, leaning closer till our faces are just a hair's breadth away. "Now you know who the boss is, hmm?"KAITLYN“She will be awake, I guess the drink she had in the clubhouse is still dealing with her.”My stiff finger finally moves as the words filter into my ears.I turn my head to the side, and my eyelids slowly open but slam shut as rays of light pierce into my eyes. “Ma'am!” The same voice I have been hearing in my head speaks.My body is in so much pain that I can barely move in bed.“Ma'am?” the voice repeats, and my eyes dim. That is the head maid, I'm sure of it. How the hell did she know that I drank so much in a clubhouse, and who was she talking to?I stay silent, my heart beating loudly as I wait for Nikolai to speak.“Ma'am, please turn around and have some soup. I made it for your hangover,” she mutters and grips my shoulder softly.Why is he not talking?I groan loudly in pain and slowly sit up with the woman’s help. I look around the room and realize that there is no one here aside from the woman and me.I sigh in relief and brush my disheveled hair back.“How long hav
KAITLYNI jerk up from the bed, breathing heavily.I groan loudly and grip my banging head. It feels like someone is knocking several nails into my head, and I can't stop the raging fire burning up my body from inside. My eyes are heavy and filled with pain, and my throat feels so sore.My head is blank, and it's making it impossible for me to remember the events that took place yesterday, but I do know one thing: I drank more than I could hold in.My sour mouth proves me right. I think I vomited.I cough in irritation and step out of bed, then shuffle to the bathroom while stumbling many times.I wonder how much I must have drunk to be this weak and filled with pain.I bend down over the sink and begin to splash water on my face and head, hoping it will help calm the burning sensation inside of me.The cold water did help a little, though my head is still banging like a demon is throwing a party inside it.I look at the mirror and feel my heart drop into the pit of my belly as my eye
NIKOLAII walk back into the clubhouse, scanning the room until my eyes fall on Tom and Kaitlyn. She is chattering away with a glass of whiskey swinging in her hand. Don't tell me that fucking bastard made her drink?I sigh loudly and begin to make my way to them, pushing the crazy clubbers out of my way. A hand grabs my arm before I can reach them, and I feel soft mounds of flesh press against my arm.My head jerks back and my brows raise as I stare at the grinning chick pressed against my arm.“I saw what you did with that Giovanni’s bitch,” she mutters, and I huff loudly. She really has no fear. I lean closer and grip her chin, forcing her to look into my eyes.“You want me to do the same to you?” I ask, and she bites her lips, showing no sign of fear.“Well… if it doesn't turn out to be a bullet, then I won't mind having you undress me,” she whispers, licking her bottom lip.I narrow my eyes around her body and smile in admiration. She is the kind of woman I love in my bed. Those
NIKOLAII jerk up from my seat and scan the bustling hall, my hands shaking in rage. The worst that can happen to one here is losing someone. It's so difficult to find someone in the huge crowd in the hall.“Did you bring her here, boss?" Tom asks, dismay smeared in his voice."Fuck!” I growl, and the bitch sitting on mi amor’s seat flinches.I stop looking around and grab the girl's arm as she tries to walk away.“Let go of me!" She screams, trying to yank her hand out of my grip.I hold her tightly, glaring at her with eyes full of rage.“Tell me the truth, where is the woman who was sitting here earlier?" I ask.Her eyes widen, and she throws her head in all directions, fear flashing across her eyes.“I…I don't know what you're talking about. I've been sitting here for about five minutes,” she stutters.“Really? Then what happened to the woman sitting here?" I ask again, and her jaws drop."I…I don't know what you're talking about,” she stutters again, her eyes avoiding my gaze.“A
NIKOLAII nod at the man and grip her wrist tighter, dragging her reluctant feet across the vibrating ground of the dimly lit corridor.“If you had told me that this was where you were bringing me, I wouldn't have followed you,” she snaps, tearing into my flesh.I stop walking and let her hand go. She staggers back and almost trips on her heels while backing away from me.“Alright then, go back,” I mutter, nodding my head towards the elevator doors.She slowly tilts her head in the direction of the waiting elevator and grips the hem of her dress.I lean closer, and before she can move away from the wall, I trap her with my hands on the wall behind her. She stares at me with fear in her eyes. Her skin is as pale as that of a ghost, and her hands and feet can't stop shaking. I can tell that she is dying from the inside.I lean towards her ears and bite her earlobe, earning a low shriek from her.“Giovanni’s men are stalking around. Leave at your risk or stick to me,” I whisper into her
NIKOLAIMy lips stretch into a smirk as I watch her shiver under the blankets.My hand drops from her shoulder, and I lean forward to her ears, the smirk never leaving my face.“Hope you have a bad night, mi amor,” I whisper, and she stiffens. She slowly cranes her neck back, and her eyes widen.“You bastard!” she sneers and jumps up from the bed, breathing heavily.I take a step back, smirking as I stare at her.“Why? You were almost scared to death a few seconds ago,” I mutter.She frowns deeply, glaring at me in anger. “It’s been you all along?” she snaps. I scoff loudly, tilting my head to the side.“Were you expecting someone else, mi amor?” I ask.“I…I have been hearing footsteps outside my door,” she mutters.My eyes narrow in amusement, and I glance at the door.“Footsteps outside your door? Oh, the kidnapping must have traumatized you,” I mutter.She frowns again and shakes her head.“No, I know what I’m saying. I…i…”I grip her wrist, and she stops talking, her color draini