로그인KAITLYN
"Is he truly your father? You are Jesse's brother?" I question him, but he refuses to respond; instead, he fixes his cold grey eyes on the road ahead. "Why did you marry me knowing that I am your brother's fiance?" I fire at him. He mutters an inaudible reply and I snap my head back in question. "What?" "Was!" He snaps, and I flinch. He looks at me with eyes cold enough to freeze my blood. I shriek out as his hand reaches out and grabs my chin, forcing me to look into his chilling eyes. My heart sinks into my belly, and my throat knot at how close he is to me. I feel like I am losing my breath. "Don't forget that he is your past, and I am your present…" he pauses and runs his eyes around my body. "And your future." I want to scoff at his absurd words but the fear clenching my heart won't let me. I can't seem to understand why his eyes are making me feel so weak and intimidated. No, Kaitlyn, this isn't you. You have to wake up and push this man away. He is not your husband, he is not the man that you love. Jesse is the one I will spend my future with, but for that to be successful, I have to get rid of this man in my present. "You are scaring me," I manage to whisper out. A smirk tugs at the corner of his lips, and he straightens up, moving away from me. "Get used to being my bride, Mrs. Rider," he mutters, and I turn up my lips in disgust. If it is Jesse who said those words, then I will probably have butterflies fluttering in my belly. I can't stop thinking of Jesse and all that happened on the day that is supposed to be the happiest day of my life. Jesse and I have been more than close friends since we met in college during a party hosted for fishermen. The moment our eyes met for the first time, we felt a spark. A spark that none of us could describe, a spark that drew us closer to each other and made us inseparable. We burned together, just like a twin flame. We started dating a few months later, and it was obvious that we would end up together. I loved Jesse to the point that I was ready to sacrifice everything for him, and I knew he loved me the same way. No one was surprised when he asked me to marry him after we graduated. He was my pillar; he was the only one who stood by my side when my father died. Sometimes, he would leave his work at the company for my sake, just to make me happy once more. Jesse was ready to sacrifice even more than I could sacrifice. He was abs will remain the one my heart beats for, and I will always love him. I will do anything to get back to him and fulfill all the promises we made to each other and all the plans we drafted. Our kids, our dream home, our family, our love, and our marriage. I will fulfill everything with him, just him. But will it ever be possible? Will Jesse ever heal from this betrayal? Will he ever accept back? I wonder how he is feeling right now. I wonder if he will survive this tragedy. I do hope Jesse will finally be happy. He sacrificed our love for my safety, he left the altar to protect me and my father's reputation. Now I understand what it means to say that the hottest love has the coldest end. But… is this the end for Jesse and I? Is this the end of my happiness? A chilling sensation on my left cheek jolts me back to my senses. I slap his hand, which was on my cheek, away and look away, avoiding his questioning gaze. Like the asshole he is, he didn't even bother finding out the reason for the tears. "Have you ever thought of how I feel living with you? Are you even aware that I've slept with your brother multiple times? Imagine…" I pause and take a deep breath. Damn it! The rest of the words are too heavy to say. Something cold touches my neck and I flinch back, my heart racing. "We haven't even gotten home, and you are already thinking about that part," he mutters, making shivers rush down my spine. He sinks his hand into my hair and strokes it, smirking sinisterly. "I will make you feel what Jesse never made you feel. You will scream until you lose that tiny voice of yours," he mutters. I wrinkle my face in disgust but to my dismay, that words are having some effect on me. He chuckles and faces the road again, leaning into the leather seat, ignoring my lingering gaze and discomfort as he lights a cigarette. The silence lingers in the car till the cars drives into an estate, the biggest and most expensive estate in Spain. I gasp and roll the window down, staring at the beautiful environment. The estate will always make you feel Ike you are in heaven. I have always wished that my father would give me a villa on this estate during one of my birthdays, but that wish will never come true since my father is dead and the company has gone bankrupt. The ownership of this estate is hidden. No matter how hard I have tried, I still haven't been able to figure out the owner of the estate. Not just me, but every other person in the country. Everyone believes that the estate was bought with dirty money from an assassin who died years ago. But I don't believe that. I think that is just a story they made up from the story of Judas, the betrayer of Jesus in the bible. The only people privileged to live here are extremely wealthy men, investors, top government officials, top celebrities, and prominent politicians. It is not like my father can't afford to live in such a place, it is just that he prefers to live in the mansion he inherited from his tycoon father, my stepfather. I do wonder how this Nikolai Rider can live in such a place. Is he that wealthy? He doesn't seem to look like a hardworking man, and I have never heard of his name in the news or at some gatherings. It is obvious that he is living off his father's wealth in secrecy. Gosh, he is such an ungrateful, illegitimate leech. I roll my eyes and sigh out, staring out of the window. To my surprise, we have driven past the first part of the estate, and the second part, we are heading into the third part. The estate is divided into three parts. The first part, known as part A or the lower town, is meant for wealthy people who have a net worth of at least fifty million dollars. The second part, known as Middletown, is meant for wealthier, and more influential figures like my father, whose net worth is at least one billion dollars and above. The third part, which is the highest part and also rumored to be the part where the owner of the white house lives, is meant for the wealthiest people whose net worth is from ten billion dollars. I'm pretty sure that Jesse's father's net worth should be around 2 billion dollars which puts him in the Middletown area. Even if he is living off of Mr Benedict, he wouldn't dare buy a house here in the Upper-town of this estate. "You live here?" I ask, feeling partly thankful for opening the windows to let out the toxic smoke from the cigarette. He looks at me blankly and blows out thick dark smoke before looking away. The smoke hit my face, and I coughed out loud, feeling breath getting choked out of my lungs. I felt bad some minutes ago for calling him a leech but now I don't feel bad anymore. He is truly a leech, an annoying one. I parted my lips to say to his face, but my lips clam shut as a large gate opened before us. The car drives in and I glance at him again. I hiss loudly and get down from the car, slamming the door shut so hard that he turns to glare at me. I glare back at him and turn around to enter his so-called house, but what my eyes meet makes my jaws drop. Fuck! I feel like I am dreaming! Of course, I am dreaming! How can this be real? Isn't this the white house? "Have you suddenly gone paralyzed?" His voice makes me jolt back to my senses. "Is this…" I trail, the rest of the words dying in my mouth as I point at the huge, tall building standing some distance away from me. "Go in," he nods his head toward the building, and I scoff. "Are you sure your boss won't get upset?" I ask, a hint of mockery in my voice. His brows shoot up, and amusement dances in his eyes. "Boss?" He narrows his eyes and grins. "Do you know the boss here, mi amor?" He asks, and I square my shoulders, knowing fully well that he isn't the boss, nor the owner of the white house. "Take me back to my house. I don't want to be embarrassed by your boss," I mutter and flip my hair, tilting my head to the side as I stare proudly into his eyes. "My level is far above that," I add and smile lightly. He cackles cynically and takes a long drag of the half-burnt cigar before throwing it on the ground, still silent. The footsteps that echoed from behind caused me to turn around. I watch a woman who seems to be in her middle 70s approach us, accompanied by five girls in uniforms and a man who seems to be in his late forties. The woman stops when she gets to where I am standing and flashes a warm smile at me before turning to face Nikolai. "Welcome back, boss," the woman mutters and the others chorused the same words, bowing slightly in respect to him. My blood freezes, and my heart drops in guilt and the realization of failure. "Mi amor!" Even though I don't like the name, I still turn around slowly to face him. He stuffs his hands into his pant pocket and covers up the spaces between us, leaning closer till our faces are just a hair's breadth away. "Now you know who the boss is, hmm?"KAITLYN My heart drops as I watch Nikolai's car drive off from the balcony.I still don't understand what he meant when he said those words and he didn't care to explain either.With the look on his face as he left, I doubt if he'll ever explain what I just heard over the phone a few minutes ago.My heart tightens when the words fill my head again.Don Peterson.Shivers wash down my spine and horror sprouts from the pit of my belly.“No, it can't be true, it can't be,” I whisper, shaking my head.But the more I try to shake off the feeling, the harder it becomes.I need to prove the thoughts in my mind wrong if I actually want to be able to be at peace.I bite my lips, thinking of a way to get the answers I need.A thought suddenly flashes into my mind and my head jerks up.I let out a gasp and turn around to leave the balcony.There is only one person who can assist me in finding out the truth– Sam.I take out my phone from the drawer and dial Sam's number.The phone rings for some
KAITLYN Anger flickers across Nikolai’s eyes as he shifts his gaze from my neck to my face.“Who?” he growls again and my belly tightens in fear.“Uhm…” I stutter.I can't tell him that it was his brother, Jesse, who did this to my neck. If I make a mistake in doing that, it will lead to massive bloodshed, and Jesse will be a victim of this bloodshed.I can't cause the death of someone else I care about again.“Mi amor?” My gaze rises when he calls me again.His voice is calm but I can hear the rage that lies beneath his voice,What should I tell him? What?I pull my hands down from around his neck and stiffen against the wall, blinking the tears that had gathered in my eyes. “You,” I whisper.His eyes go dark, and his hands on the walls pull away. He staggers back, his head tilting to the side with confusion and shock darting across his eyes.“What?” he scoffs loudly in disbelief.“It was last night when you fucked me. You had your hand around my neck,” I spill out more lies.I bit
KAITLYN I stagger back, my jaw dropping in horror. When did he return? His eyes are fixed on me but there is no speck of anger in them. “You've been gone for hours,” he mutters, breaking the thick, uncomfortable silence in the room. I tug on the scarf around my neck and gulp hard. “I… I was at Ana's,” I stammer out a half-lie. He continues staring at me, his body leaning on the cold wall behind him. It seems like he wants to dig out the entire truth with his piercing gaze. I have to use everything in me to stop myself from dropping the killing gaze. The silence has gotten thicker and the tension hangs lower than it did before. I grip my fist, my heart thumping loudly in my chest. It is so loud that I hope he isn't hearing it. Oh God. Please don't let him see the band-aids on my neck. Don't let him see it. “Master,” the voice of the butler slashes the thick air. I suck in a deep breath, a little bit relieved. Nikolai finally shifts his gaze away from me and faces the but
KAITLYN “Does it hurt?” Ana asks as she pulls a band-aid over the last wound.“No.”She straightens up and sighs, her worried eyes cast over my neck.“That bastard!” She whispers for the fifth time.I force a smile onto my face.“I'm alright,” I reply, hoping this will pacify her at least.She narrows her eyes and hisses then closes the first aid kit.“Have you talked to your father about your brothers’ plan to get you married off?” I ask.She freezes and after a few minutes, she slowly looks up, pain darting across her eyes.“It's useless,” she mutters.My head tilts to the side, and my eyes go dim in confusion.“Why is that?” I ask. “He has more authority over your brothers and I'm sure he will never want to see his daughter married off to a man she doesn't love.”She scoffs and shakes her head, anger in her eyes.“He was the one who formed the alliance. It's useless, even if I can fight my brothers, I can't fight my father's decision,” she mutters.My jaw drops and my lips part an
KAITLYN “You won't do that!” I growl as I spring up from the chair, almost knocking the cup of tea over.Ana spins around, her eyes glaring and her hand still wrapped around the door handle.“Yes, I will,” she spits out in rage.My heart is racing and my belly is knotting so hard that I feel like throwing up the tea that I have forced down my throat.I can't let her confront Jesse. If she does, it will be all over for Jesse.Nikolai will surely find out and kill Jesse without thinking twice.Even though I hate Jesse for what he did, I still can't let him die because of me. “You can't do that, Ana. I'm the one who got hurt, not you. Please just stop and calm down,” I plead with her, but she only huffs, swinging her head to the side in anger.“It's just a little scratch, it's not that obvious,” I cry out.She huffs out, disbelief flashing across her eyes and her lips twitched up.“I can't believe you're defending a man who almost choked you to death,” she is almost screaming as she th
KAITLYN I keep thinking about what happened between Jesse and me in that house. He can't believe he tried to choke me! I remember he told me that he didn't care if his brother slept with me but now that assurance seems like a joke. A fucking joke. I sigh and rub my red neck. My throat is still burning and sore from all that choking. “Ma'am, we have arrived,” the driver says. I pull out of the reverie I am in and sit up, adjusting the scarf around my neck. “I'll be back,” I instruct him and get out of the car. The moment I step out, a guard ushers me to the door. He is wearing a tailored yellow shirt over black trouser and he is wearing a large smile on his face. “Miss Lopez is waiting inside,” he says as he waves his hand towards the door. “Thank you,” I force a smile back and turn for the door. I grab the knob and turn it then walk into the room as the door pulls open. The scent of lavender hovering in the silent air hits me and I freeze I look around the living room, m
KAITLYNI touch my lips for the fifth time and feel my belly knot again. We are inside the car, heading back to his house.After what happened in there, I doubt if I will be able to face Jessie ever again.The nonstop scenes of Nikolai kissing me in front of Jesse are so cringeworthy that I can't
KAITLYN“Nikolai,” I whisper.His darkened eyes flicker towards me, and his head tilts to the side. “How dare you cheat on me, Kaitlyn?” he whispers in a voice full of mockery.I stagger back and turn to look at Jesse.“With this fool," he mutters, and my head jerks up.I feel anger flood through
KAITLYN“Ah!” I groan loudly and throw my head to the side, wincing as pain snaps across my head.I remember rushing into a cab when it started to drizzle. I had pressurized the driver to ride faster, not minding the rain, but close to the location, a car crashed into the cab from behind. I don't
KAITLYNMy words hit her so hard that her glass drops and spills the champagne on my dress.I gasp loudly and step back, the smile on my face disappearing.I wipe a hand over my dress and jerk my head up towards her while she stares at me with horror and fear scribbling across her face.Is this the







