LOGINNIKOLAI RIDER
I tilt my head to the side, waiting for her trembling lips to spill the words, ‘Yes, I do.’ “Do you, Kaitlyn Peterson, accept Nikolai Rider to be your rightfully wedded husband?" The priest’s voice keeps trembling to the point that it's becoming irritating to my ears. I am trying so hard to stop myself from getting out my gun and blowing up the old man's head. It is the house of the Lord and I must respect that. My piercing gaze meets hers and she shivers lightly, gulping hard before dropping her head. “Yes… I do," she whispers in a voice that makes it sound like she is crying. “Are you crying, mi amor?" I mutter. She shoots her teary gaze at me and glares haughtily at me before rolling her eyes and looking away. I chuckle at her childish behavior and throw my head back, waiting for whatever ranting the priest still has to do before our marriage is sealed. “Is there anyone here who—" A single glance from me shuts the priest up, and he quickly mutters an inaudible apology. Who will dare stand against my marriage? Unless that person wishes to leave this world too soon. “You may kiss your bride," the priest's blissful words have managed to drag me out of my bloody thoughts. I stare coldly at the guests gathered in the hall and when my eyes fell on Mr Benedict Rider's pale face, I smirk. I turn my head back to her direction and she flinches, looking away. “Mi amor, come closer," I whisper but she remains frozen at the spot. I sigh out and reach out, grabbing her small waist. She gasps out in shock but before she can think of wriggling out of my grip, I lean closer and slam my lips on hers. Gosh, her lips taste amazing, and I feel like it's calling me for more. I'm going to kiss those little tempting lips till she loses her breath, fuck if people are here. I stick out my tongue and make to part those juicy lips, but she digs her long nails into my chest, forcing me to pull away. I smirk at her flushed face and extend my hand towards her. She stares at my hand and then at my face before her shaking hands slowly clasp into mine. I grip her hand firmly not minding the wince that escaped from her mouth. "Let's go home, mi amor," I whisper, and she narrows her eyes as her lips repeat the word 'home'. It must sound strange to her ears, but she is mine now, and nothing will be able to take her away from me. Nothing. I look up, and my brows raise when Benedict Rider begins to approach us with an uptight face. "You scoundrel!" He seethes in a low tone to avoid attracting attention to us. "I told you to remain in your shell, didn't I? Are you so bent on destroying my family?" He growls and I chuckle. I let go of my little bride's hand and push her behind me, though, I can still feel her curious head poking out from behind. I gently grip his collar, and his eyes widen, fear darting across those ridiculous orbs that somewhat have a resemblance with mine. "Your son took away my inheritance, now I have taken away his bride. Mark my words, Benedict, you will come running to me one day. You will come back to that prodigal son, you hear?" I grin widely as I lean forward and whisper into his ear. He shudders slightly as my murderous breath grazes his large ear. I straighten up and wipe his collar, which obviously doesn't need the effort. "Tell your son to stay away. I won't hesitate to kill him if I find him snooping around my woman," I add and smile warmly at him. The blood on his face drains as he takes a step back, his eyes as wide as saucers. I throw an absurd salute to him and turn around to face her flushed face. I can tell from the anger floating in her eyes that she didn't get to hear anything we discussed. "Stay right here, Mi Amor. I will be back," I mutter and she huffs. "Stop calling me that!" She grouses but I only chuckle and pull her slightly chubby cheeks. "Don't even think of running away if you want your father's reputation to remain respected," I mutter and her jaws fall open. A crimson color of anger washes across her cheeks as she glares at me. I turn around and begin to walk off to the restroom, itching to pull out the pack of cigarettes in my pocket. I have barely moved an inch, and people have gathered around her already. So, I have been the one stopping them. I crank my head back when I felt her eyes on me, and yes, her eyes are on me, begging me to take her away from the inquisitive crowd of people that will ask her that one question; why did you get married to that man instead of your dear fiance, stupid asshole Jesse Rider. I chuckle at the words and slip out through the oak doors, ignoring her pleading eyes. She deserves it, anyway. That's her punishment for attempting to be rebellious. I push the door to the restroom open and slide in then light a cigarette, humming as I slam my lips against the stick and take a long drag of the cigar. My phone rings and I pull it out. A frown appears on my face as I stare at the name that flashes across the screen. With a huff, I slide the green button and place the phone on my ear. "Bastard, don't you know that today is my wedding?" I snap and a gasp echo from the other line. "Oh shit! Forgive me for being dumb, boss. I will call tomorrow," Tom quickly replies, cursing under his breath. "Tell me the damn reason why you called!" I grouse and silence follows my order. "Tom?" "I don't wanna ruin your day, boss," he mutters and I scoff in indignation before throwing the burnt cigar on the ground. "Seeing your name flash across my screen is enough to ruin my day. Besides, there's nothing special about today," I add, and he chuckles at my last words. Tom has always proved how annoying he can be multiple times. But then again, he is the only one who can do a clean job without getting caught. He is good at literally everything— taking care of bodies, leaving no traces after the operation, hacking devices, manipulating information, and, of course, switching my place. That is why I haven't gotten rid of him for being an annoying dick. "I found the asshole, boss!" His voice drifts into my mind, bringing me back to our conversation. "Is that why you called?" I snap in anger and he mutters a low 'yes.' "You damn–" "He said Santo has the package," Tom quickly rasps out, and my lips shut. "Santo?" I scoff and clench my fist in fury. "Yes. The asshole was so reckless that it fell into the hands of Santo. What should I do, boss?" I throw down the second burnt cigarette and exhale loudly, my eyes darkening. "Leave Santo to me. I have a few scores to settle with him," I reply, and he hums in agreement, knowing fully well that Santo is no match for him. "And the man?" Tom adds as I reach out to end the call. "Come on, Tom. You know what to do with the living corpse!" I grouse, and he chuckles maniacally. The man's whimpers and low cries for mercy reach my eyes but I only smile at the sweet rhythm and end the call. I wash my hands and step out of the restroom, strolling back to the large auditorium. Our eyes meet immediately I step in, and everyone close to her backs away, their frightened eyes on my face. "Mi amor, it is time," I mutter when I reach where she is standing, rooted to the ground. I extend my hands towards her and pull my little bride to myself before weaving my way through the crowd of guests who have their eyes fixed on me and my new wife. "Who is he?" "This is outrageous!" Comments won't stop flying around and it's making me go crazy. I feel like shutting them up forever. I ignore their comments and take her out of the church. With my hands still wrapped around her slim waist, I lead her to the dark sleek limo parked in front of the church. "Is this mysterious Nikolai Rider connected to your family? Why does he bear your family name?" The voice of a reporter behind me freezes my steps and that of my bride. I crank my head backward, staring at Benedict Rider to give a reply. He feels shaken when that question is thrown at him. He darts his eyes around, perhaps searching for any of his bodyguards. But with the number of curios reporters swarming around him, there is no way for him to escape. I have been waiting for this moment. The moment Benedict Rider will finally be publicly embarrassed. "Sir, are you related to the man who took your son's place in Kaitlyn Peterson's life?" Another reporter questions. His darting eyes land on me, and a flash of anger wave across his eyes. I tilt my head, smiling in mischief at the helpless situation that I put him in. "Yes, he is…" he pauses and flashes a glance at Kaitlyn before continuing. "He is my son, " he quickly mutters and gasps fill the air, including Kaitlyn's gasp. My smile widens, and I turn around, proceeding towards the car while dragging reluctant Kaitlyn along. "He is an illegitimate son!" His wife's voice slices through the tense air. I pull Kaitlyn into the car without giving any care about her words. As the window glides up, I swerve my head in his wife's direction and send a silent message that she clearly understands. A message that makes her stagger back and hold onto a guard for support.KAITLYN“Drive faster, Tom!” I snap, and Tom steps on the pedal.I rub my clammy hands, Don Ellios's words repeating in my head.‘I found out my daughter has returned to the country and was after Nikolai. So I sent someone to watch Nikolai from the airport.When we noticed there was a bomb in the car, it was too late, but we managed to save him. His body was burnt beyond recognition, and that made it easy to transport him to one of my private hospitals. The doctor tried to save him, but even after a year, he showed no signs of waking up. I didn't want to tell you because I knew the other Dons would try to kill him. I planned on telling you after a year, but he disappeared along with the doctor. I have been searching for him for those two years, but I haven't gotten a trace of him or the doctor. I don't even know if they are still alive.” I slap my hand over my lips and cry quietly, clutching the piece of note Don Ellios had given me.“I received this last night. I believe you have a c
KAITLYNI walk down the basement, my lips trembling as I clutch the gun in my hand.This is the third day. The day Nikolai disappeared forever. The day I watched that fire burn him out of existence.I clung to every hope possible, praying he would one day walk through that door, but it seems he is never coming back.Now I have to fulfill the promises I made to everyone, and I am starting with the first one.I pause when my phone rings, slicing through the heavy silence in the basement.I slowly pull it out and stare at Tom's name as it flashes across the screen.I accept the call and press the phone to my ear.“Don Ellios is here,” Tom says.My chest tightens, and I look up at the metal door at the end of the dark corridor.“Bring him down to the basement,” I say in a cold voice, and the line goes dead.I reach the door and press my thumb on the fingerprint scanner on the wall.The door clicks open. I grab the large handle and pull the door with all my strength.The door cracks and s
KAITLYNThe trap door pulls open, and I step out, holding onto the rails for support.“Are they all here?” I ask as we walk towards the living room.“Yes, Patrona,” Tom replies. I suck in a deep breath and clench my gloved hands, tightening my face in a frown.The first year of losing Nikolai was hell for me, but I still stood strong and held onto what he had spent years fighting for. And that has caused several foes to surround me, but I am not letting go now. Never.The moment I step into the room, everyone goes silent, and all eyes turn in my direction.Most of them who have refused to call me Patrona call me La Viuda, and even though it sounds ridiculous, I still accept the title. Besides, I haven't worn any color other than black, even when they have complained I change into a brighter color and let the mourning dress go.I narrow my eyes at them, my face still cold.I wonder which of them tried to assassinate my son.My lips curl at the question before I walk to the couch at th
KAITLYN“His dead body hasn't been found yet,” I mutter as Tom asks me if I still believe Nikolai is alive.“It's been three years,” Tom sighs.I look out the window, feeling my throat knot, and I look down at my son playing chess with Mr. Harris below.“Yes, it is.” And I am still waiting. Still waiting for him to return to me. Until then, I will not get married again, nor will I let the Lucario throne in the cartel go.“I got a report,” Tom breaks the silence again.I tilt my head to the side, my brows raising in question.“If this is about the Don's petition to give up the Patrón title to another family—”“It's about my boss,” he blurts out, and my lips slam shut.I narrow my eyes, wondering if he is talking about the constant complaint to announce him dead and plan a burial or if it's about…“The assassins have been found,” Tom mutters, and my chest tightens.I let out a gasp, realizing that he is talking about my son, Kai.Someone tried to assassinate him a few days ago. I am su
KAITLYN 9 NINE MONTHS LATERI am barely listening to Ana as she complains again about Philippe’s cold attitude towards her. My eyes are fixed on the list of orders for new furniture. I have focused on my father’s small furniture company, leaving the main company in Nikolai’s hands.This small place is easier to manage. I come here almost every day to spend my days. I had a hard time convincing Nikolai to let me leave the house for work.“Are you even listening to me?”I lift my eyes from the tab in front of me and face Ana, guilt running through me.Ana’s lips twitch upward in anger, and she lets out a scoff.“I am,” I defend myself.She curses under her breath and reaches out to poke my swollen belly like she always does. I slap her hand away, shrieking.She pulls her head back, laughing. I close the tab and reach for a glass of water, my hand on my belly. “I heard Nikolai is returning today,” Ana says.“Hmm,” I hum, nodding.“I know you can't wait to have him back,” She mutters, t
NIKOLAI“The defendant is hereby acquitted on the grounds of self-defense.”The loud thud of the judge's gavel still echoes in my head as I step away from the defense table.My eyes dart towards Kaitlyn, and a smile spreads across my face. For over a month, I have been fighting to prove that I was justified in killing Jesse.The evidence was right there, proving that I killed him. My only defense was that I acted in self-defense.It isn't entirely self-defense but revenge at its core.I have slowly turned into a religious man while I was being held in jail.I prayed every day to see Kaitlyn's face again outside this fucking, suffocating courtroom.Kaitlyn lifts her head from her hand and smiles at me, tears in her eyes.I chuckle and begin to walk briskly across the courtroom to meet her.She jerks up and leaps, falling right into my hands.The people who have come to support me cheer, celebrating my release.“I told you I'll come back,” I whisper.“I’m so happy to have you back, hon
KAITLYNNikolai made everyone in the restaurant leave the moment we entered. Now we're the only ones in here.The place feels so suffocating that I can hardly breathe or eat the tasteless macaroni in front of me.My hands are clammy, and my belly won't stop churning whenever I hear his satisfied gr
KAITLYNI watch the new maid assigned to me as she packs up a bag for me. The first time I saw her, I was quite shocked to find someone who strikingly resembled me. I believe that was why Nikolai chose her. I still don't know her name, but she already knows everything about me. She doesn't behave l
KAITLYN I jerk up from a bed again but this time, it isn't the uncomfortable hospital bed. It is softer and larger.I slowly look around the room I am in and my heart clenches when I realize where I am.I am back in that haunted house of a devil. Trapped and caged just like in my dreams.I grip th
KAITLYNI stare at the tea the woman has made, my fist clenching. I haven't touched it since she dropped it and walked away. The only thing on my mind is Philippe's last words, and what gets me so worked up over it is the urgency in his tone.I sigh loudly and run my hand through my hair, then get







