I am faded
2 months later
Alessandro's study room
He sat at his table with study lamp being his only illumination.
Papers lie scattered around him and the clock stuck 2 at night.
He removed his specs from his nose, rubbed his eyes and placed his specs on the table.
Placing both his hands behind his head he leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes.
He loved the silence...he loved the darkness
They gave serenity to his chaotic mind.
But this silence was also short lived when he heard something falling down in the room next to him.
Rushing out of his room to the next one his heart accelerated just like it did most often these days.
As soon as he opened the door pitch darkness welcomed him.
Afraid he called out her name..
"Saph....?...are you fine ....where are you...."
No reply...
Insane loveSapphire povInsaneThat's what I hear people calling me behind my backBut when was I not insane.Then when I came to know I was thrown away by my parent's into a bin.Then when I didn't speak a word for a week when children at the orphanage bullied me.Then when I slept for days under a tree or anything that covered my head and the passer-by’s just stared.Or then when Andro left me after showing me what you mean by the word love.Yes I was insaneAnd I am happy about it.You know why?Because that's what made me survive.That's what made me realise that after everything I suffered I was still human.A human with lost mindBut she is alive.Breathing each second...Seeing the only person I cared for caring for me in return.Giving me everything he couldn't.Trying his be
Burning in fire of jealousyTears got dried after pleading for so long.Wrists had red marks after struggling for so long.Her chest was heavily moving up and down as she laid on the bed.Devastated.Drained.Destroyed.Her lips wanted to scream, to plead but all that come out of them were silent rough gasps.Gasps for more air.Gasps for calming her chaotic insides.Beads of sweat lingered on her foreheadDropping down on the pillow along with her salty tears.He didn't help herHe stayed in the shadows seeing it all but not doing anything.He wanted to but couldn't.He was dying piece by piece by doing this to her.By seeing her in such a state.But he couldn't step in15 minutes were still left for this madness to end.His eyes kept shifting b
Dangerous loveHe entered nearly throwing the car keys in the bowl and made his way towards her room.He marched inside without knocking to find it empty.He was going to exit when he heard the bathroom tap running.He tried opening the bathroom door but it was locked."Saph come out right now!"He shouted knocking on the door.He again tried but no response.He banged on the door calling her name but there was again no response.He made his way down the stairs and opened the drawer to get the spare key of the bathroom.Opening the door he entered to find her no where.He looked around and his eyes fell on the shadow behind the curtain.He pulled the curtain away to take a step back.There she was lying inside the bathtub still wearing her white dress.A bottle of vine in her hands and the fr
Stay with meI was too blinded by my own problems to see how much he was suffering.I was too blind to see him cry at night holding on to his mother's pictures.I was too blind not to see how much losses his dream business was making because of his lack of presence in his office.I was too blind not to see him give away whatever he ever considered dear in his life.For what if you askFor MeFor making me his Saph again.And maybe for repentance.But for how long.How long will he take care of me.How long will he wait for me to be normal.Some say schizophreniea is life long.What if my problems continue for my entire life.Will he spend his entire life looking after me?Hoping one day I will be fine?When that one day may never come.No if this happens he will destro
In his shadowsHe was walking down the halls of the 80 floored office with a satisfied smile on his face.People were congratulating him as he walked passed them with long confident steps.Today was his dayHis company was declared one of the top 10 conglomerates in the world and he was declared the entrepreneur of the year.Today he could actually say that he was successfulNot from the lineage that got passed from his father but which was self made by him.And he was very much proud of it.As he made his way towards the stage to give the speech everyone was eagerly waiting for his eyes fell on the person who stood beside him all along.His motherHer head was held up in pride of him being her son and her eyes had shine of happiness.He offered her his arm and she entangled her own arm with his.He ascended the st
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chapter 1 {24°Celsius}His rejectionToday was a new beginning for me.The chilly winds of mid December were making me pull on the front of my coat trying to shield myself.Cars were zooming passed meAnd life was going at a normal place here on the busy streets of New York for everyone.Except for me.I was still stuck where I was 2 years backThose eagle eyes still haunt my nights,Those playful kisses and cuddles at night still re open those only happy times of my life.I long for all that loveI long for him.But I know times will never be same again.I lied, I cheated, I faked back then and even if I have changed now I will still remain as a gold digging bitch for everyone including him.But today I was here standing in front of the 80 floor high skyscraper called R R
Romano mansionA castle with gold doors , hundreds of bedrooms, numerous fountains ,Italian floors, red carpets and variety of glass chandeliers hanging on gold ceilings.Hundreds of workers maintained this huge estate , numerous number of high net worth guests visited it but only one man lived here.Mr Alessandro RomanoI was standing outside the 15 feet high grilled door which had the letters AR engraved in it in gold."Ma'am why are you here?"The guard asked me but I was not able to think of an excuse to enter ."I....I....."I was interrupted by a girl who had green eyes and a very cute voice"I am here for the maid's interview, can you please open up the gates I am already late"The guard looked at her and nodded"Can I see your Id"She handed him the Id and he passed a entry of her name
Beginning of thawPainAn emotion better described by feeling than words.But what he felt was not pain.It was numbness.A numbness that froze whatever was left of him .Froze his brain to even command his body a single action to move.Froze his body to even move a muscle.And when he had accepted his fate and predicted his end.When his whole life had flashbacked in front of his eyes and come to a dead end.An external force cameA force that was enough to throw his body away from the zooming car's path.As soon as his body landed on the pavement and his hands broke the fall a sound was heard that silenced all the other voices around him.The sound was enough to end the screeching voice of the car and the honking horns of the cars.His eyes could only see the cemented grey colour
In his shadowsHe was walking down the halls of the 80 floored office with a satisfied smile on his face.People were congratulating him as he walked passed them with long confident steps.Today was his dayHis company was declared one of the top 10 conglomerates in the world and he was declared the entrepreneur of the year.Today he could actually say that he was successfulNot from the lineage that got passed from his father but which was self made by him.And he was very much proud of it.As he made his way towards the stage to give the speech everyone was eagerly waiting for his eyes fell on the person who stood beside him all along.His motherHer head was held up in pride of him being her son and her eyes had shine of happiness.He offered her his arm and she entangled her own arm with his.He ascended the st
Stay with meI was too blinded by my own problems to see how much he was suffering.I was too blind to see him cry at night holding on to his mother's pictures.I was too blind not to see how much losses his dream business was making because of his lack of presence in his office.I was too blind not to see him give away whatever he ever considered dear in his life.For what if you askFor MeFor making me his Saph again.And maybe for repentance.But for how long.How long will he take care of me.How long will he wait for me to be normal.Some say schizophreniea is life long.What if my problems continue for my entire life.Will he spend his entire life looking after me?Hoping one day I will be fine?When that one day may never come.No if this happens he will destro
Dangerous loveHe entered nearly throwing the car keys in the bowl and made his way towards her room.He marched inside without knocking to find it empty.He was going to exit when he heard the bathroom tap running.He tried opening the bathroom door but it was locked."Saph come out right now!"He shouted knocking on the door.He again tried but no response.He banged on the door calling her name but there was again no response.He made his way down the stairs and opened the drawer to get the spare key of the bathroom.Opening the door he entered to find her no where.He looked around and his eyes fell on the shadow behind the curtain.He pulled the curtain away to take a step back.There she was lying inside the bathtub still wearing her white dress.A bottle of vine in her hands and the fr
Burning in fire of jealousyTears got dried after pleading for so long.Wrists had red marks after struggling for so long.Her chest was heavily moving up and down as she laid on the bed.Devastated.Drained.Destroyed.Her lips wanted to scream, to plead but all that come out of them were silent rough gasps.Gasps for more air.Gasps for calming her chaotic insides.Beads of sweat lingered on her foreheadDropping down on the pillow along with her salty tears.He didn't help herHe stayed in the shadows seeing it all but not doing anything.He wanted to but couldn't.He was dying piece by piece by doing this to her.By seeing her in such a state.But he couldn't step in15 minutes were still left for this madness to end.His eyes kept shifting b
Insane loveSapphire povInsaneThat's what I hear people calling me behind my backBut when was I not insane.Then when I came to know I was thrown away by my parent's into a bin.Then when I didn't speak a word for a week when children at the orphanage bullied me.Then when I slept for days under a tree or anything that covered my head and the passer-by’s just stared.Or then when Andro left me after showing me what you mean by the word love.Yes I was insaneAnd I am happy about it.You know why?Because that's what made me survive.That's what made me realise that after everything I suffered I was still human.A human with lost mindBut she is alive.Breathing each second...Seeing the only person I cared for caring for me in return.Giving me everything he couldn't.Trying his be
I am faded2 months laterAlessandro's study roomHe sat at his table with study lamp being his only illumination.Papers lie scattered around him and the clock stuck 2 at night.He removed his specs from his nose, rubbed his eyes and placed his specs on the table.Placing both his hands behind his head he leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes.He loved the silence...he loved the darknessThey gave serenity to his chaotic mind.But this silence was also short lived when he heard something falling down in the room next to him.Rushing out of his room to the next one his heart accelerated just like it did most often these days.As soon as he opened the door pitch darkness welcomed him.Afraid he called out her name.."Saph....?...are you fine ....where are you...."No reply...
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Chapter 19 {6° Celsius}When he broke18 March 2017I never deserved AndroHe is too good for me or I can say I am too bad for him.I admit we have a connection very few can have.A connection which soothes my anxious heart with just a mere touch of his fingers.But this connection is good for me and a downfall for him.His mother and his friends have made it clear to him.They can predict his downfall with me at his side.But he cannotHe is too adamant and independent to let others control his life.He wants me and he has made this clear to everyone today.He proposed to me today.We haven't even dated but again he was not the kind of man who dated.He never thinks what others think and does what he wishes to do.He said he wanted me to be his if I permitted.My