Novels by Miss Thinz

Since we were struggling, I have also learned to commute. At first it was hard for me to ride jeeps and buses, but eventually my body got used to it. I also get accustomed to crowded travel or having fun during the rush hour. I have also learned to ride the bus while it is still running. I have really learned a lot from our family’s biggest problem right now. "Hey girl, I have good news for you!" Leah said when we met after our last afternoon class. We were supposed to have one more subject, but all our instructors said they had a faculty meeting. My friend's eyes were shining, and she was obviously excited. She was about to wriggle with the intensity of her excitement, so I couldn't help but laugh at her appearance. "What good news is that, that made you look like a worm thrown in the salt?" I asked, laughing. We sat on a bench shaded by a large tree. I don't know what kind of tree it is, but I am happy because the leaves are rich and thick. “Do you remember Terrence La Cuesta? Yo

"Don't move please..." I begged, because even the slightest movement would surely cause me severe pain. He barely entered his length, but I could feel that he was really big. He just stared at me while his chest continued to move up and down. He looks so damn serious and I'm beginning to feel afraid. What if he gets mad because I can't make him happy? He might hurt me or worse...But I was a bit surprised when he lowered his face and gave me a sweet kiss. At the same time, he massaged my breasts gently. He also pinched my nipples, and I gasped with a sudden sensation."I’m sorry if I’d hurt you. I’ll inch slowly now. I promise I will be gentle," he whispered sensually, and kissed me again until I felt him completely fill me to the brim. I accidentally bit his lip but he didn't complain. It even looked like it added to his eagerness to do more and he started to move.Slowly and seeming to struggle because my wet core was so tight.“Damn! Why are you so tight?!” he grunted and began to k

Lance is coming home today, and I don't know why I'm excited. I should be angry with him because of the situation he put me through now, but I can't understand myself.Last night we repeated what we did the other night and I feel like he's preparing me for what we will really do. But I tried to think of something else because we have an examination today.Until late in the afternoon, I was one of the last to leave the classroom because I deliberately took enough time to get a high score in all my tests today.In the evening, Lance was already calling me. Fortunately, I was able to tell my mom that I couldn't come home tonight because of work. I stopped walking to answer the call."Hi, where are you?" he immediately asked when I answered the call. Suddenly, my heart pounded louder in my chest hearing his deep voice. I blew a breath before answering."I'm about to leave. I just finished my last exam for today," I replied. Why is my heart beating so fast? Damn!"I'm waiting for you, righ

"Who are you texting with and it's like you've suddenly lost yourself?" Leah was curious. I forgot that he was just next to me. It's a good thing she didn't read the contents of Lance and I's convo."It’s my new boss. I was just reminded to resign from my previous jobs so I can start with them," I lied. She nodded and her face was slightly sad. I am also sad that I will no longer be able to work with her every day, but I didn’t have much choice."It’s really sad because we won't see each other that often," she uttered, frowning. I just smiled gloomily at her."It's alright. Besides, we can still chat anytime, right? Just remember, if you have a problem and you know I can help, don't hesitate to tell me, okay?" I reminded her. She took a deep breath and did not take her eyes off me."That's right. But, when there's an opening at your new job, don’t forget to recommend me, okay?" she pleaded I wryly smiled. I don't know whether to laugh or cry at her. If she only knew what kind of job I

We went to a Japanese restaurant because he said he wanted to eat some Japanese food today. I just agreed because I was really hungry and didn't have anything in particular to eat. For me, as long as the presentation is clean and edible to eat, that's already good to me. "I saw the apparel you bought, and I was impressed. I think I like your choice of clothing," he commented after the crew took our orders. I was a little surprised because he was staring at me while smiling. Lance is actually handsome. His face was like that of an angel, and any woman would be really attracted to him. You wouldn't think that he could kill someone, especially a defenseless woman. The intense fear I felt for him couldn’t disappear from my heart. I'm afraid that if he gets angry with me, he might kill me, too. "Thank you!" I answered, carefully. "Actually, I also like beautiful dresses, especially when my father was still earning a lot of money. I have actually watched a lot of fashion shows in the past,

I stopped at the stairs because I wasn't sure where I was going. Fortunately, a maid came upstairs and told me to go to the dining room now because Lance was already waiting there. Unlike last night where an aged maid came to me, this one seems a bit grumpy. She didn't even greet me and frowned as if she was annoyed to see me. But my mind was already busy with a lot of things going on with my life, so I just decided to ignore her. Maybe she's going through something or maybe she's on her period. I just thought. After Lance and I had breakfast, we went to the mall. I was a bit shocked when we entered a store with only branded and high-end apparel there. The staff obviously knew Lance based on the kind smile and greeting they gave him. Maybe this is where he makes all his women shops, so they are very used to him already. I wanted to roll my eyes. Of course! I was just one of his women. Then, a woman came out of the door next to the counter. From the looks of it, she looks like the

Farah’s POVHindi ako nakatulog buong magdamag dahil sa matinding pag-aalala kay Lance. Mula noong umalis ito kahapon ay hindi pa ito bumabalik at hindi ko rin naman siya makontak. Ayoko sanang mag-isip ng masama pero hindi ko naman ito mapigilan dahil hindi mawala-wala ang matinding kaba sa dibdib ko.Lumipas pa ang buong maghapon ay wala pa rin akong anumang balita mula kay Lance. Kahit ano pang pangungulit ko sa mga naiwan niyang tauhan dito ay ayaw naman nilang magsalita. Ni hindi nga rin ako makakain ng maayos dahil sa matinding pag-aalala.“Ma’am, magandang gabi po, gusto daw po kayong makausap ng tauhan ni Sir,” tawag-pansin sa akin ni Butler Jimmy. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko dahil sa excitement.“Nasaan po siya?” may pagmamadaling tanong ko. Bigla akong nabuhayan ng loob dahil baka may balita na ito tungkol kay Lance.“Naroroon po sa sala, Ma’am,” magalang na tugon ni Jimmy. Mabilis akong tumango at nagpaalam na sa kaniya para puntahan ang sinasabi niyang naghihintay sa akin.

“Bakit? Bakit mo iyon nagawa kay Papa? Alam mo bang nag-aagaw buhay si Mama Angela sa ospital ngayon? Dahil hindi siya makapaniwalang ang batang minahal at inalagaan niya ay hindi pala tao kun‘di isang demonyo!” malakas kong sigaw sa kaniya. Pero ipinagpatuloy lang niya ang pagtungga ng alak mula sa boteng hawak niya. “Bakit? Dahil epal ka! Lahat na lang, gusto mo sa iyo! Lahat na lang, dapat ikaw ang bida! Pero okay na sana, eh. Okay na sana kung kahit konti may inilaan si Papa para sa akin. Ako ang nasa tabi niya sa lahat ng oras, habang ikaw, nagpapakakasarap sa buhay mo. Maging ang pagpasok niya sa illegal na negosyo at sindikato, sinuportahan ko. Pero ano ang ending? Lahat ng kayamanan, pera at posisyon niya, sa iyo lang pala niya iiwan! Ulol ba siya? Ako ang pinahirapan niya tapos lahat ng pakinabang sa iyo mapupunta? Hell, no!” parang nahihibang na sabi niya. Para siyang wala sa sariling katinuan habang nagsasalita. “Papatay ka dahil lang sa pera? Napaka

The next day, I spent almost the whole day sleeping and whining about my whole body being sore. Kinailangan ko pang uminom ng gamot para lang kahit papaano ay maibsan ang pananakit ng buong katawan ko. Bigla tuloy akong nakonsensya sa baby ko. “Sorry, baby, na-diet kasi nang husto si Daddy, kaya iyon ayaw paawat!” hinging paumanhin ko sa anak ko habang hinahaplos ang tiyan ko. Madilim na sa labas at katatapos ko pa lamang maligo. Ilang beses akong napapangiwi habang nagsasabon at nagbabanlaw kanina dahil sa hapdi ng pagkababae ko. Parang namamaga na nga yata iyon at maging ang pag-ihi ay isang malaking pagsubok! Napaangat ako ng paningin nang biglang bumukas nag pintuan ng kuwarto. Inaasahan kong si Lance ang papasok pero bumagsak ang balikat ko nang dalawang katulong na parehong may dalang tray ng pagkain at mga prutas ang pumasok. “Nasaan ang Sir ni’yo?” nakangiting tanong ko nang maupo na ako sa harap ng mga nakahaing pagkain. “Um

“Ha? Bakit? May nangyari ba sa kanila?” nahihintakutang tanong ko. Bigla kasi akong kinabahan sa ibinalita niya sa akin. “Nagsiguro lang ako dahil alam ko kung gaano na kadesperado si Darwin na mahanap ka. At alam kong ikaw ang gagamitin niya para mapasunod ako sa anumang iba pang binabalak niya. Kaya inunahan ko na siya bago pa niya maidamay ang pamilya mo. Kahit ang mga kaibigan mo ay pinababantayan ko na rin. Konting-konti na lang ay mahuhuli na rin namin ang hayop na iyon!” asar na tukoy ni Lance kay Darwin. Nakahinga naman ako nang maluwag dahil doon. “Salamat, Lance. Salamat at hindi mo sila pinabayaan.” “Wala kang dapat ipagpasalamat. Ako pa nga ang dapat humingi ng dispensa dahil nadadamay kayo sa gulo ng pamilya ko,” may lungkot niyang sabi. “Hindi ka nag-iisa, Lance. Nandito lang ako. Magkasama nating harapin ang lahat ng problema,” sinserong sambit ko sa kaniya. “Hirap ka ba sa paglilihi? O kaya ay may mga gusto ka

“Lance, ano ba kasing klaseng buhay ito? Mabuti nga at ‘yang braso lang ang tinamaan sa iyo. Paano kung sa susunod ang ulo mo na o iyong parte ng katawan mo na pwede mong ikamatay?!” may pag-aalalang panunumbat ko. Nasubukan ko nang maranasan ang mapaulanan ng bala at pasabugan pa ang sinasakyan. Doon ko rin nakita kung gaano kagaling makipagbarilan ni Lance. Maliksi siya at sigurado ang bawat kilos nito. Pero kasabay din noon ang katotohanang napakadelikado ng mga ganoong sitwasiyon. Lumapit siya sa akin at bigla akong niyakap nang mahigpit. Noong una ay nalito ako kung ano ang gagawin pero parang kusa namang umangat ang mga kamay ko para tugunin ang yakap niya. “I’m very sorry for putting you in danger, Farah. Akala ko, matatapos ko ang lahat ng ito bago ko maipagtapat sa iyo na hindi totoong nakalimutan kita. Pero sakim si Darwin. Hindi siya titigil hangga’t hindi niya ako napapatay. At natatakot ako dahil pati ikaw ay gusto niyang idamay,” madamdaming saa

“Hindi mo naman kasalanan iyon dahil may sakit ka. Kaya naiintindihan ko kung hindi ka naniniwala sa ak–” “I never lost my memory, or any memory at all!” naagaw ang atensiyon ko at napatunganga ako sa pagputol niya sa pagsasalita ko. “What?” naguguluhang tanong ko. “I was just pretending that time,” mababa ang boses na pag-amin niya. Doon na tuluyang umawang ang bibig ko. Para bang sa isang segundo lang pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon ay huminto sa pagtibok ang puso ko. Ang kalituhan ko ay biglang napalitan ng galit at paghihinakit. Matalim ko siyang tiningnan at doon ko napansin ang paglunok niya dahil sa paggalaw ng kaniyang Adam’s apple. “Why?” may diin at nagtatagis ang mga ngiping tanong ko. Kagyat na nanubig ang mga mata ko dahil isa-isang nagbalik sa isip ko ang mga masasakit na salitang binitiwan niya sa akin. Ang mga pang-iinsultong halos pumatay na sa akin at dumurog sa lahat ng pinaniniwalaan ko tungkol sa pag-ibig at mga p